Heinous

He had a long, long dream.

Only now, the dream woke up.

The Valley of Unforgiveness is surrounded by mountains on all sides, and the sun can only shine in at noon every day.For the rest of the time, there was almost nothing but endless coldness.

The coldness does not change due to the seasons. Every day, every day, the yin energy that seems to seep into the bones is lingering. If you stay in one place for a long time without moving, you will even have a feeling of being frozen. illusion.

As a matter of course, it is impossible for anyone to farm in the valley. Since he was seven years old, Bushe has been used to a life of hunting around every day to fill his stomach.

Later, such days were interrupted for a while, and now, everything is back to the original point.

Throwing the prey in his hand to the ground, Bushe expertly disemboweled it.Meat and offal can be roasted, bones can be used for stewing, and fur is a good thing to trade.

Although the name of Wuhui Mountain is terrifying, there are also some mountain people who live here. They don't know what the word "Bushe" means in the world, so sometimes, Bushe will exchange some of the furs they have accumulated with them. Necessary household items.

Put the meat on a skewer, put it on the fire, sprinkle with salt, and slowly roast it. Soon, the aroma will come out.

"You're finally back?" A hoarse voice suddenly rang out, unmoved, the owner of the voice didn't seem to think about his answer, walked over by himself, picked out a well-grilled skewer of meat, He began to bite, and kept saying while eating: "I went outside for a trip, and my skills have improved a bit..."

Anyone who looked at this person's face could only come up with an evaluation of "ugly".The entire right half of the face was covered with scorched black marks, extending all the way to the neck, and the entire right arm was baked into charcoal, which was extremely terrifying.What's even more ironic is that although his right side is horrible, the left side is almost intact. From that intact half of his face, he can vaguely see how handsome he was before.

Under the corner of his left eye, there is a blood red tattoo exactly the same as Unforgiveness.

He turned a deaf ear to his words, but just kept moving his hands, and in the blink of an eye, several strings had already been set on the fire.

"After you came back, you looked so half-dead..." He took another bite of flesh, glanced at the silent unforgiveness, and snorted coldly, "It doesn't look like you came back from a loss ...Why, did you meet a good friend outside?"

From a man's point of view, Bushe has already reached the age when Mu Shaoai knows how to be lustful, and when he is outside, it is possible to fall in love with someone he sees - but with the seal of Bushe, even if he really likes someone, I'm afraid it will only happen. Can come back with a broken head.It is good to be rejected directly, I am afraid that people will be hypocritical and submissive, and in the end they will be stabbed severely, which will hurt the most.

Bushe's hands froze, his lips pursed slightly, but he still didn't speak.

"What? I guessed it right?" The ugly man laughed again, "How many times have I said that you still don't believe me, people need to be a little bit self-aware. Anyone with a little brain in the world, who would dare to accept you, a person who came out of the unforgiving valley?" ? Once you go out, take it easy when you come back—"

As soon as the stick in his hand was thrown away, the man glanced at it and bowed his head without saying a word, but his body was trembling indistinctly, and he hummed: "Don't believe it? Don't believe it, isn't it like this now? It was taken away for a few days, and finally it was thrown away casually. I can only come back in despair..."

"No!" The unforgivable voice suddenly sounded, the man was stunned, and involuntarily took a step back, looking at the man who suddenly stood up.

There was an abnormal blush on his usually pale face, Bu She gritted his teeth and looked at the man in front of him for a long time, but then he sat back slowly.

"He... didn't..."

Bushe lowered his head, and there was an uncontrollable tremor in his voice, which he tried his best to calm down.

"...Don't be stupid." Seeing his reaction, the man shook his head, his voice became softer, "I don't care what she's doing, anyway, it's like this now, no matter how much you think about it, you won't be able to touch her—" —Forget it, then you can live more comfortably.”

Forgot... what?

But how could he forget?

It got dark very early in Bushe Valley, and Bushe lay down in the room early, but he didn't feel sleepy, he could only open his eyes and stare blankly at the roof.

How many days have passed since you came back here?

...can't remember.

Every day is almost exactly the same plain, with occasional waves, but nothing can be imprinted in my mind.

And the days with that person that are deeply imprinted in my mind are as vivid as yesterday.

Ah Zhe...

Silently chanting the title that was no longer used, Bushe carefully reached under the pillow and fumbled for a while, and took out a white card.

When he secretly took it away, he just wanted to gamble on his luck to see if he could keep something related to him by his side.But now, it has become a proof that that memory is not false.

The person in the photo is still smiling slightly. He stares at the person outside the photo with warm eyes, but nothing can compare to the warmth of a stranger.

Ah Zhe...

Lowering the photo little by little, under the moonlight, Bu She quietly stared at the small picture that was almost pasted in front of his eyes.

The chest is stuffy and congested, as if something is stuffed in it, but there is no way to vent it.

He slowly raised his other hand and carefully touched the person in the photo.

What came from the fingertips was a cold and lifeless feeling.

Ah Zhe...

Letting the tears run across his face, he tried his best to vent out the suppressed emotions in his chest, but what he got in the end was just a silent cry.

Day after day, day after day.

He repeated the same routine of life, wasting time in hard training day by day, his inner breath became more vigorous, and his moves became more rounded and free.

Turning the saber in his hand, he put the saber back into its sheath, and he quietly looked at the antler saber in his hand—the blade was as sharp as ever, without any rust, and he had maintained it very well over the past year.

I still remember what he said when he opened the gift box and saw this knife.

"Knife?"

"Shen's stuff, the steel mouth should be pretty good, and the handle is antlers, so it's a good thing."

"Is that so...here, take it."

At that time, I was completely unprepared, so suddenly, this knife was handed over to me.

It was a very beautiful knife, so beautiful...to the point where I never thought I was entitled to own it.

It's a pity that Xue Zhe didn't give him any time to raise an objection, so he just stuffed it over, even wearing the pair of sable gloves.

"Hey, I gave away everything, did you take the exam into consideration of your own father's feelings? How about this, it belongs to me, it's your filial piety."

"Father, can you wear these gloves? Besides, the magic weapons must be given to masters..."

"Is your father not an expert?"

"I have never seen a master with a beer belly..."

The discussion that day ended when the furious Xue Qirong was chasing and beating Xue Zhe—at that time, Xue Zhe was being chased up and down by his father, and he had to shrink behind him and shouted for help...

……Ha ha.

Funny... isn't it.

How long had it been since that name had been spoken?Unforgiveness can't remember clearly.

Day by day, he is no longer the boy he was back then.

It used to take a lot of time to hunt, but now, if he hadn't been merciful, he might have caught all the birds and beasts on this mountain.

Naturally, there were more things in exchange for fur. Occasionally, he asked the mountain people to bring him a pot of wine.

"Wine?" Glancing at the thing that was placed in front of Bu's eyes, a trace of surprise flashed in the man's eyes.Immediately, he snorted coldly and picked up the wine bottle.

"Don't think that I will promise you if you take this thing out...don't even think about going out!"

"I don't want to go out." He shook his head, "It's just for you."

He once deeply hated this person, even though he taught himself martial arts.In his opinion, this person is the key to his lack of freedom.

But thinking about it now, if he hadn't tried his best to take care of her, he would have died long ago after his mother died.

"...Want to please me? Don't think that I will fall for your tricks..." He gave him an unforgiving look, and walked away muttering.

Not trying to please you... just trying to be nice to you.

He used to try very hard to be nice to another person, but now, he can't do it anymore.

Time passed little by little, and he was finally no longer a child.

"The people outside are going to hold a 'crown ceremony' at this time... Don't even think about it, just eat something good and treat yourself." The man said so, and then threw down a small pot of wine—it should be He usually saves it from his mouth.

With his alcoholism like his life, this is really rare.

Wine... ah.

——"Listen well, no matter whether you fall in love or drink, you have to wait until you are 20 years old!"

After this day, he will really be 20 years old.

He opened the jug and poured a glass into the glass. He raised his head and drank the beer wine in the glass to the last drop.

The pungent taste spread in his mouth in an instant, choking him so much that he couldn't help coughing several times, coughing and coughing, and finally even tears came out.

It seemed like he hadn't had a dream for a long time.

In the days when he just came back, almost every night, he would be troubled by dreams.

It wasn't a nightmare, in fact, it should be considered a wonderful dream.

In the dream, he didn't come back here, but still stayed by Xue Zhe's side.

He delivered the water to Xue Zhe, and Xue Qirong found Andre, and gave a tough scolding to a guy who had an unexplained cold.

After being trained, it was impossible for him to be taught honestly, and he complained in private until he was taken to the hospital by Xue Qirong.

He also went to accompany that person who won't stay in the hospital obediently, watching him plan "Escape Plan One Two Three"...

Every time he had a dream, he would think it was reality.

But Meng would always wake up, and when he opened his eyes, he was still alone in the cold Valley of Unforgiveness.

Fortunately, after a day, you will always get used to it.

"You are a fool just like your mother..." After being drunk one day, the man suddenly said something that surprised him, "...I want to find that man even if I die, what's so good about him?"

"That man?" Frowning slightly, he felt sensitively that this sentence might have something to do with his background.

He has lived in the Valley of the Unforgiven since he can remember. If his mother had not taught him, he would not have known that there is a world other than the Valley of the Unforgiven.

He also knew that he should have a father—although the man seemed to hold this position, but Bushe could be sure that he had no blood relationship with him.

Who is that man that my mother never forgets?

The man seemed to realize that he had slipped his words for a moment and refused to speak again.But once the seeds of doubt are planted, they are very difficult to remove.

Bushe hesitated again and again, but sneaked into the man's room and found a letter.

What shocked him was that the letter was actually written by his mother.

She was on it, and asked Bushe to take the jade pendant she left behind to go to Yuewang Mansion in Lingcheng.

—Your father, right there.

"Why are you here?!" He was still in shock, but the man suddenly turned back, looking at the letter in Bu'she's hand, he suddenly flew into a rage.

"You..." Why did you withhold this letter?

"Do you want to go?" Seeing that Bushe had already read the letter, the man's voice suddenly sharpened, "Don't be delusional, even if you go, people will recognize you as a person who came out of Bushe Valley?"

"Or do you think that with such an identity, you can find the person who didn't want you back then?"

His words were unforgiving, and the anger in his heart rose sharply, but at the last moment, he suppressed his anger.

The man's words were really ugly, and he also mentioned something that Bujian didn't want others to mention the most, but...

The panic and worry in his eyes was not false.

Even though the man repeatedly obstructed him, for his mother's last wish, Bu She still decided to leave the valley.

Before leaving, he hesitated again and again, and finally took out the small cloth bag from under the pillow.

Ever since he discovered that the card was not as durable as he had imagined, he no longer took it out to watch and caress it, but wrapped it in a cloth and put it away carefully.

Now, even if he doesn't open the cloth bag, he can still imagine the smiling face of the person in the photo as long as he closes his eyes.

He originally wanted to keep it here, but he didn't know how long it would take him to come back from this trip, so he brought it with him again.

"Idiot, I don't know how to live or die..." Walking out of the room, the man's voice could still be heard cursing.Unforgive took one last look at him, turned around and walked out of Unforgive Valley.

"You are my sister's child?!"

The Yue Palace was so luxurious that Bu She could hardly imagine, but what surprised him the most was the elegant and luxurious woman in front of him.

That face...was almost exactly the same as the mother in memory.

Slightly nodded, he took out the white jade tablet from his pocket and put it on the table.

Regardless of the silk and satin on her body, the woman rushed over directly, holding the jade tablet in her hand, tears fell from her eyes, and big ones fell down.

"Sister... Sister..." She covered her mouth with her hands, but she couldn't stop her broken voice, and she could hardly stop crying.

After crying for a while, she finally calmed down a little bit. Looking at Unforgiveness with her red eyes, she choked up and said, "Don't worry... Since you are here, I will give you justice for my hard-working sister."

She...admitted?

Bushe looked at the person who was still wiping away tears in surprise. He thought he would have to spend a lot of effort, but he never expected that it would be so easy to... have relatives?

That face, which was very similar to his mother's, softened the defense in his heart a little bit.

The woman sobbed and ordered someone to serve tea, and she took the jade plaque herself, saying that she was going to show it to her father, so as to relieve his longing for his daughter for many years.There was a slight joy in Bu She's heart, and he didn't realize that something was wrong until the moment the tea entered his throat.

There's something in the tea—

Before he could react, the old servant who served him the tea suddenly made an attack, and the short dagger in his sleeve danced into a snowy light.

He blocked it with the knife, but something was added to the little tea he drank, which made his hands and feet go numb, after a few parries, he was already tired.

As a last resort, he had no choice but to fight and retreat, looking for an opportunity to escape from the palace.

Fleeing out in a panic, he couldn't take a breath for a moment, and the second wave of killers came again.

The original longing for family affection has disappeared.

Under that peaceful and beautiful face like a mother's, what is hidden is this...

The King Yue's mansion was powerful, he tried to escape from the city several times, but he was heavily defended, and he was poisoned, so he failed repeatedly, and even provoked the pursuers to come, exchange wounds for wounds, and finally repelled a few people.

Fortunately, the weather was beautiful, and a downpour covered the sky, allowing him to get rid of the pursuers, escape into an inn, find an empty room, and rest temporarily.

He fell on the bed, feeling that he had no strength in his body.

The icy rain helped him get rid of the pursuers, but it also washed away the last heat from his body, making his hands and feet cold and weak.The toxin that had been barely suppressed erupted at this moment, and he spat out a few mouthfuls of black blood. He struggled to sit up, trying to bandage the wound on his body.But several attempts failed, and he could only lean on the bed, hoping to get through this burst of poisonous hair.

The fierce battle just now caused him to lose the antler knife, and thinking about it now, he felt another burst of pain.

He subconsciously groped for the place where the cloth bag was originally placed, but found nothing.

Did it fall somewhere...

Without even thinking about it, he wanted to go out and look for it, but just as he struggled to stand up, severe pain came from several wounds on his body, forcing him to fall back on the bed.Feeling dizzy for a while, he fell on the bed and slowly curled up his body.

Even the last... the last point, can't you keep it?

He had a long, long dream.

In the dream, there will be someone who will smile gently at him, someone who will seriously plan everything for him, someone who will be worried and angry about him, someone who will do their best to restore his innocence, and someone who will...

Someone will say to him, you are my family.

It was a good dream, and he wanted to stay there forever.

Only now, the dream woke up.

"Azhe..."

"Azhe..."

"Azhe..."

How many times I desperately suppressed the call, and finally escaped at this moment.

so cold...