our supernatural life

"Clock--" Shi Jiping desperately recalled.Back then, all he wanted in his heart was to get the 60 yuan, and he felt a little guilty and flustered in his joy. How could he seriously look at the name of the boy who changed his life with his son?In fact, he didn't believe that there are still people in this world who can buy life, and he didn't believe in the ghosts and ghosts that his mother said. He even sneered at the small knife at home that was said to prolong life. , Thinking that it was just my mother's superstition.Because of this, when he took the money and left quietly, he just felt that it was a bit too much not to leave some money for his son. However, when he thought that the money left was only for his wife to pay off the debts of the workers, the last bit of guilt disappeared. .

"It seems to be a word for happy...that word is written in a rough way, I really didn't see it clearly."

Shao Jing let go of his hand, his whole body seemed to be stiff, and he struggled for a while before saying, "How did you change it? Was that person who traded his lifespan for Xiaomai?"

Shi Jiping recalled it for a long time before saying: "I don't remember clearly. At that time, the person said that he gave the rest of the child's life to Chundi, and gave him the rest of Chun's life. It seems that the child's life expectancy is 30 years old. , was already ten years old at the time, so what I got in exchange was exactly 20 years."

Shao Jing stopped talking, and stood there like a log, his eyes fixed on what he was thinking.Seeing that he let go, Shi Jiping turned to Mai Mai and begged, "Brother Chun, what Dad did wrong at that time, can you forgive Dad? Now Dad will compensate you, how much do you want?"

Mai Mai took a step back, and shook her head numbly.Shi Jiping panicked a little, and reached out to grab Mai Mai's sleeve: "Brother Chun, Dad just wants to know how to use this knife? Grandma used it for you, you must know, right?"

Shao Jing suddenly grabbed Shi Jiping's clothes and said word by word, "Get out!"

Shi Jiping is also a little anxious about this meeting.His third child will soon be ten years old, and if he doesn't think about it, this child will die.He is 51 this year, and the eldest son has never been raised by him, and he must not be able to get close to him. If this child dies again, it will be difficult for him to have another one.Since he took the 60 yuan, he has started his own business. He has done well in the past few years. In the past few years, the financial crisis has caused his company to be in a bad situation. In addition, the current young wife he married will only spend money regardless of earnings. The company's capital chain is about to be broken, and she still buys jewelry and clothes every day.So now he looks good on the outside, but inside he is about to die. He doesn't have a son anymore. If the company collapses in the future, who will take care of his old man?So he had to learn how to use the pocket knife.Thinking of the miserable situation where no one will provide for the elderly in the future, he suddenly had courage: "Who are you? I'm talking to my son, why are you interrupting? This house is yours? Let me get out, what right do you have to say This word?"

Mai Mai suddenly said, "Dad—"

When he called Dad, Shao Jing's eyebrows immediately stood up.Mai Mai shook his hand at him to calm him down, and continued: "Dad, I call you Dad now because we are father and son in blood. I don't care about what you did to me. But you I can't forgive you for what my mother and grandma did. Now let me tell you, I don't know how to use that knife, and I'm now - although I'm over 25 years old, but it's for other reasons, not a knife Reason.” He raised his hand to Shi Jiping’s eyes, “Did you see that? My lifespan is still as short as when you sold me to someone else. Grandma used to carve me with that knife, but she didn’t wake up later. It works. So I can only live until 26, and I have a year left. I can't help you, and I don't want to see you again. If you feel guilty, find a way to ask grandma and mother for forgiveness."

In the middle of the night, there are no stars and no moon outside the window.

Mai Mai leaned on Shao Jing's arm, staring at the dark night sky in a daze.He hadn't had a father for so many years. When he was a child, he was always envious when he saw someone else had a father. Now that his father finally appeared in front of him, he felt that it would be better if he didn't have one.

Shao Jing moved slightly, and Mai Mai knew that he was not asleep either.Shi Jiping was thrown out by him in the end. If Mai Mai hadn't stopped him, Shao Jing might have broken Shi Jiping's bones.Mai Mai himself was surprisingly calm, after the initial surprise, he was not very sad.What's so sad about it?When Shi Jiping said those words, Xiaomai felt that he was a stranger.How could any father sell the life of his own son?If it is not a stranger, how can you do such a thing?Mai Mai even suspects that Shi Jiping in front of him is just a person with the same name and surname, and definitely not his father. His father died 20 years ago.

Shao Jing moved slightly again, and Mai Mai turned his head: "Is your arm numb?"

"No." Shao Jing's voice was hoarse, "You didn't sleep either?"

"Can't sleep." Mai Mai stretched her body, it was actually quite tiring to lie still like this all the time.

Shao Jing didn't speak.But Xiaomai could feel him turning his head to look at him, he turned his head, and he saw Shao Jing's eyes, deep black and bright, reflecting a little light from the street lamp outside the window, and he couldn't see the bottom.

"What's wrong with you?" This kind of look is a bit strange, and Xiaomai can't tell what's inside.

Shao Jing looked at him for a while, then suddenly tightened his arms and hugged him: "I'm sorry, I, I can't help you get your life back."

Mai Mai was stunned for a moment: "Want to get my life back?"

"Yes." Shao Jing buried his head in Mai Mai's neck, "I, I can't speak to Zhong Lecen."

Mai Mai felt a little ridiculous: "Of course you can't ask for it from others. My dad sold my birthday to others back then. What are you going to say now? You said you sold it for 20 years and then regretted it, and you want to come back? Is there such a way to sell things?" Is it right? If you say sell it, you sell it, if you say you regret it, you regret it, and you take advantage of all the good things?"

"It's my fault." Shao Jing didn't seem to hear what Mai Mai was saying, and said in a hoarse voice.

Mai Mai was even more strange: "What's wrong with you? Just because you can't help me get my life back?"

Shao Jing shook his head, and after a long time, he said in a low voice: "It was my fault in my previous life. It was me who made Mo Bai only live to be 30 years old. If it wasn't like this, the Zhong family wouldn't ask someone to borrow their life, and you wouldn't either. meeting--"

Wheat was a little dazed: Is that how it is calculated?Go back to the previous life?Is it useful?This life is this life, is it meaningful to always think about things in the previous life?It's better to live in front of you.

"It's not like that, is it?"

Shao Jing shook his head vigorously: "It's the cause I planted..." But the bitter fruit has borne on you.

Mai Mai froze for a moment, he felt a diffuse heat in his neck, Shao Jing, are you crying?He wanted to take a look, but Shao Jing held him so tightly that he could only push him: "What's wrong with you? It's none of your business..."

Shao Jing shook his head.His hair was so stiff that it almost felt like a pain in the socket of the wheat's neck.Mai Mai felt that something was wrong, and pulled his head up forcefully: "You--"

The street lamp outside the window sent in faint light, illuminating half of Shao Jing's face, and a line of blood hung from the corner of his lip—he bit his lip open.Mai Mai frantically pulled up the pillow towel to wipe it off: "Why, why are you so--so hard to think about it..."

Shao Jing still bit his lips tightly and did not let go.Mai Mai pinched his chin, the tentacle was as hard as a stone, and he couldn't squeeze it open even if he died.Mai Mai stopped, looked at Shao Jing for a few seconds, and kissed him.

There was a salty and bitter taste of blood on Shao Jing's lips, Mai Mai lightly licked his warm lips, bit by bit, prying open the two lips that were tighter than clam shells.Shao Jing let out a painful groan from his throat, and hugged Mai Mai tightly.As if wanting to rub him into her body, she said intermittently while kissing: "If the Zhong family can lend their son a life, they must be able to give it to others... I will go find them and share my life with you... ..."

Mai Mai wanted to say that this was ridiculous, but Shao Jing didn't give him a chance to speak at all.He tore Mai Mai's pajamas, biting Mai Mai's chest like a beast, and even hurt him a few times.Mai Mai stroked his hard hair, feeling sorry for Shao Jing.He could almost feel the pain in Shao Jing's heart—the sins of the previous life had to be repaid in this life, and it was fine if he could repay it, at least his conscience was at ease, but he could not repay the current debt at all. This cross, he is You have to recite it for a lifetime, until you die.

Shao Jing kissed randomly, while reaching out to pull out the drawer of the bedside table, with too much force, the drawer fell out with a crash, and the bits and pieces inside fell all over the floor.Shao Jing cursed viciously, grabbed a tube of body lotion, squeezed it out and wiped it on.Mai Mai felt his fingers eagerly poking into his body, and the strong desire made him gasp involuntarily, trying to relax his body.Shao Jing's fingers were trembling a little, Mai Mai put his arms around his neck and whispered, "Come in if you can't help it, just take it easy. I've done it these days, I'm fine."

Shao Jing's fingers were pulled out, but he didn't follow through.Mai Mai waited for a few minutes, a little surprised: "What's wrong?"

The desire in Shao Jing's eyes could almost burn, but he just buried his head on Mai Mai's shoulder and hugged him tightly.Mai Mai tentatively reached out and touched it, and found that he was not hard at all.

"You--" Xiaomai felt that such a strong desire could not be faked at all.Ever since he came out of Gu Dao, he felt that he seemed to have a little feeling for Shao Jing. He could feel all of Shao Jing's intense emotions, including desire naturally.

"I don't know--" Shao Jing didn't know what to say.He felt that the desire in his body was clamoring to rush out like a flood, but he couldn't find a breakthrough.The heavy sense of guilt was like a sluice, sealing his body tightly.He slumped over Mai Mai for a moment, turning over to get out of bed.

"Hey," Mai put his arms around him, "what are you doing? Did I let you get out of bed?"

Seeing his slightly pouting appearance, Shao Jing felt hot again: "But--"

Mai Mai rolled over and pressed him onto the bed, kissing his eyes lightly: "Close your eyes."

Shao Jing closed his eyes obediently, feeling Mai Mai's breath gently blowing against his ears: "You are always playing tricks, this time it's my turn, right?"

Shao Jing opened his eyes in surprise, and was immediately covered by Mai Mai's hand: "What's the matter, you don't want to?"

Shao Jing was stunned for a while, his hand was stuck on Mai Mai's waist, his muscles were tense.Mai Mai was not in a hurry, and while gently blowing on his ears, he stroked his chest.After a long time, Shao Jing let go of his hand slowly, and Mai Mai almost laughed out loud seeing his generous face.He pulled Shao Jing's tie to cover his eyes, lowered his head, started from his lips, and kissed slowly along his neck.Shao Jing lay as straight as a pencil, and all the muscles in his body were stiff.Mai Mai took a bite of his chest with dissatisfaction: "Are you pretending to be dead?"

Shao Jing moved a bit and said hoarsely, "Don't mention this word."

Mai Mai gently sucked his chest, and said vaguely: "If you don't mention it, you will die?"

Shao Jing clenched his fists tightly, and Mai Mai stretched out his hand to separate his fingers one by one: "I haven't cried yet, why are you getting angry first?"

Shao Jing didn't speak, and Mai Mai saw two small dark spots spread out on the tie.He moved up to lick Shao Jing's earlobe, and said in a low voice, "There's still a year left, you don't want me to live happily?"

Shao Jing suddenly raised his arms and hugged him: "I think! But--"

Mai Mai reached between his legs and gently held it: "Are you making me happy like this?"

Shao Jing trembled, and a single sound came out of his throat. Xiaomai didn't hear what he said clearly, but he could feel the pain in that sound.

"We can always figure out a way, can't we?" Mai Mai slid down, opened his mouth to enclose Shao Jing, twirling the tip of his tongue, and mumbled out a few words, "Why, just in front of me?"

Shao Jing's breathing became heavy.He inserted his fingers into Maimai's hair, and grasped it tightly, making Maimai's scalp hurt, but the thing in Maimai's mouth was still soft.Shao Jing let go of his hand slowly, pulled Mai Mai by the shoulder and tried to pull him up: "...no need..."

Wheat pressed down his hand stubbornly, still teasing gently with the tip of her tongue.The muscles in Shao Jing's abdomen were all tensed because of the pleasure, but the place that should be hardened the most was still half soft.Shao Jing groped and grabbed Mai Mai's shoulder again, his voice hoarse: "No need, just come in."

Mai Mai raised her head helplessly and climbed onto him: "You really let me do it?"

Shao Jing remained silent.Mai Mai kissed his lips: "I am teasing you."

Shao Jing reached out to hug him, still silent.Mai Mai lay on him, feeling a thin layer of sweat on his body, and the young skin seemed to have suction, glueing the two of them together.Strangely, wheat has no feeling of fear.A while ago, when he thought he was Shen Mobai, even though there were still six years left, he still felt scared.Although he talked about crying and laughing every day, but often, in the dead of night, the fear of death would emerge from the depths of his heart, making it difficult for him to sleep.But this time is different, he seems to think that Shao Jing will not let him die, even he himself is surprised, where is the confidence?

Shao Jing fumbled to pull the quilt up to cover Mai Mai, and touched his body inch by inch, like touching some precious thing, and said in a low voice: "I won't let you die, at least, I won't let you be alone... "

Mai Mai kissed his earlobe: "I know. But--" He stretched out his hand again, gently poking between Shao Jing's legs, "If you're like this, we won't be able to live well when we come to Huangquan Road in the future? I'm going to meet I got better, but I dumped you."

Shao Jing couldn't laugh.He could clearly feel the pleasure brought by every movement of Maimai's fingers, but he was still unable to respond to the heavy guilt that pressed him tightly.Mai Mai rested his head on his chest, and gently rubbed the front end with his fingertips: "Should we not go to work tomorrow? Then there will be a lot of time."

Shao Jing's voice trembled slightly: "Okay."

Mai Mai rubbed his head against him: "Do you know, you hurt me when we first met."

Shao Jing was a little dazed: "Really? You, why didn't you say it then?"

Mai Mai chuckled softly: "You're so impatient, what should I say?" He let go of the things in his hands and put his arms around Shao Jing's neck, "Hey, do you remember? You didn't have sex with anyone before... Have you ever done it? No, at least you did it in your last life, right?"

Shao Jing was a little anxious: "I--" But he really couldn't refute it. Although he had never done it in this life, he really did it in his last life.

Mai Mai traced on his Adam's apple with her fingers, and said in a low voice: "Look, Shen Mobai has lived a very good life. He has a lover, and he should——has forgiven you."

Shao Jing hugged him painfully: "But you--"

Mai Mai took off the tie that covered his eyes, and looked at him seriously: "I'm fine too, isn't it because of you? You can pay me back yourself, and that's enough."

Shao Jing stared into his eyes.Mai Mai's eyes are very dark, reflecting the light from the street lamp outside the window, they are bright like two small pools, and there is a small figure in the pool, which belongs to him, and is hidden deep in his eyes.Along the eyes, there is a straight bridge of the nose, with beads of sweat on the tip of the nose.Next came the lips. Mai Mai's lips were particularly well-grown, neither thick nor thin. There were small and small grooves on the upper lip, which were slightly raised. Under the reflection of the street lights, there was a layer of water, and the color was pink.Shao Jing looked at those two lips, there seemed to be a silver thread left on the corners of the lips when he served him just now, he suddenly felt hot in his lower abdomen.

Maimai felt that something was pressing against him on his leg, and he was almost a little surprised. He reached out and touched it: "Damn, do you want to go so fast?"

Shao Jing suddenly turned over and pushed him down, and said in a hoarse voice, "Wheat—"

"Huh?" Mai felt a little lost in the strong emotion in his voice.

"...I, I love you..."

"Oh--" Mai Mai replied in a daze.He also wanted to respond, but Shao Jing didn't give him the time.His desire seems to have been fermented by the weakness just now for too long, and now it is even more ferocious, Xiaomai was invaded by him with almost no time to think, some painful pleasure overwhelmingly overwhelmed, Xiaomai wondered how the lust came so fast.He vaguely heard Shao Jing panting in his ear, and vaguely heard him repeating the words just now, and Maimai thought in a daze: This is enough...