Cang Yue Wuxin

Zhao Jin went back to the thatched hut where he lived alone.The massacre in Linjiang City made Xiaoxiao dare not come to him to make trouble, so life was considered peaceful.

He often misses Cang Wuxin, hoping that his injury will heal soon.Zhao Jin didn't dare to have extravagant hopes that Cang Wuxin would come to him, after all, that person might wake up from the momentary confusion at any time.Zhao Jin is neither a human nor a ghost, and a person with excellent conditions like Cang Wuxin treats him well, and he himself can't figure out why.

But... Cang Wuxin's earnestness and gentleness are easy to make people want to look forward to.

Zhao Jin was entangled in contradictions like this, and when the cold winter passed and the ice and snow melted, he finally told himself not to be stupid, if he could still think of you, he would have come to you a long time ago.I went to the street to inquire secretly, and found that Lord Cang had already healed up and returned to his palace. Although he was mentally prepared, Zhao Jin still cried secretly for several nights.

After crying, Zhao Jin decided to put that person in the dust, and treated it as a sweet dream, forget it when he woke up.

In early spring, the hut finally welcomed its first visitor.Friend Shen Qianqiu came to visit. It turned out that Xiao Heng still missed Zhao Jin, and he agreed with Yu Chenying to let him live temporarily in Cuiyue Palace, which is much better than living alone in the wilderness.Zhao Jin had nothing to worry about, so he agreed, and was finally lucky enough to meet the legendary leader Yin Yuxiao and Zuo protector Zheng Tianwen.

In the blink of an eye, it has been half a year since Zhao Jin came to Cuiyue Palace, but he has not participated in any substantive actions. According to Yin Yuxiao, he is extraordinary after all, and he will only be used when there is an emergency.Zhao Jin was happy to be at leisure, since he didn't have to wait for Cang Wuxin, he started to go his own way and secretly control the corpse for fun.

Zhao Jin was already 16 years old this year, and his stature had grown a lot, almost half a head taller than Cang Wuxin.I heard some gossip in the market, but it was said that Murong Feng and Murong Xue were robbing someone, to the point of breaking up the family.Zhao Jin just laughed it off when he heard that, the two had been very close since they were young, there was no way they would separate.

It's just that the person they were robbing had the title of Mr. Wuxin, which reminded him of a certain heartless prince.

It wasn't long before rumors began to spread about the unintentional son.He seems to have been involved in some rivers and lakes disputes recently, and has jumped from being unknown to a topic of conversation among common people in the city.It was said that he was a troublesome woman, not only got entangled with the two young masters of Murong's family, but also frequently went to Canghan Castle of the Demon Sect, and there were rumors that he was a guest of Prince Tianning's family.

Although Zhao Jin didn't believe it, he still clenched his fists tightly, thinking that the lord of the family is facing the worthless philanthropy that any beautiful or ugly person can casually throw away, but he still takes it seriously. I remember it for so long.

Unexpectedly, not long after, the Murong family really separated.Murong Feng moved to Wangyue County across the river from Linjiang City and built a "Fengqi Villa", but Murong Xue almost hanged himself because he couldn't think about it.Zhao Jin rushed to Murong's house after hearing the news. It had been several years since the last time we saw each other, and Murong Xue became more and more beautiful. If it wasn't for the pair of dull eyes that were so beautiful, Zhao Jin felt very distressed.

Murong Xue pulled Zhao Jin, tears filled: "Xiao Jin, they don't want me anymore... Now even Feng doesn't want me anymore..."

Zhao Jin quickly figured out the situation, and it turned out that the rumors were true.The two turned against a beauty named Mr. Wu Xin, and Murong Feng threatened that he would never return to Murong's house.

"He said he likes Xue the most. He's always said that before. He lied to me. If I'm blind, he won't want me..." Zhao Jin thought that Murong Xue was talking about Murong Feng, but then realized what he said. "He" is the unintentional son.

"Zhao Jin, will you abandon me one day?"

The expression on Murong Xue's face was so fragile that Zhao Jin had never seen before.He looked into those big empty eyes, and shook his head desperately: "No, no, no, no! Zhao Jin will never betray Second Brother in his entire life."

His second brother bought his life with his eyes, if this caused Murong Xue to lose his happiness, he would really have to blame himself for the rest of his life.So Zhao Jin stayed at Murong's house to take care of Murong Xue earnestly, accompany him to relieve boredom and make him happy, but he also knew that if Murong Xue really wanted to show his beauty, it had to be that unintentional son.

So Zhao Jin decided to go find that unintentional son, this kind of person who has always been chaotic and abandoned will be tied back to spend the rest of his life with Murong Xue.

Mr. Wuxin is easy to find. As a clean guest, he lives in the Tianning Prince's Mansion in Luojing City.Although Zhao Jin wasn't looking for Cang Wuxin, he was always a bit guilty of being a thief, so he secretly inquired about the exact location of the courtyard in the palace from the servants of the palace, fearing that he would accidentally meet Cang Wuxin.

Zhao Jin knew that he was a person who couldn't hide his thoughts, as smart as Cang Wuxin. If Wuxin saw it, he would naturally know that he was still thinking about him stupidly, and he didn't want to be looked down upon by that person.

His qinggong was not bad, so he jumped over the wall when the sun was shining brightly at noon and the guard was drowsy.Mr. Wuxin's residence is deep in the bamboo forest, and Zhao Jin walked through the rockery corridor and soon saw the other courtyard.In the elegant bamboo fragrance, mixed with the heavy fragrance, but it was the kind of slight fragrance from Cang Wuxin that made Zhao Jin almost fall off the beam in a trance.

He sneaked from the roof to the side room. There was a big bed in the room, with layers of curtains, and there were faint traces of people inside.Zhao Jin landed on the ground without a sound, stepped closer and listened carefully, his breathing on the bed was long, as if he was in a light sleep.

It was probably Mr. Wuxin, so he lifted the curtain without any hesitation.

A head of long hair was scattered on the pillow, a handsome face was sleeping soundly with a smile on his face, his clothes were pulled down, and scars were still visible on his chest below the collarbone.

Zhao Jin lost his mind just like that, he didn't know how long he stood there blankly.I haven't seen him for half a year, but he's a little thinner than he remembered, and he's still so beautiful.

unintentional...

His eyes were blurred, Zhao Jin wiped it away, and his face was full of tears.Only when I really saw him can I finally not be able to lie to myself and say that I forgot about him, and I can't hold back my thoughts. I know I shouldn't, but I still can't help but reach out and want to touch him again.

In a whirlwind, he was crushed on the bed, Cang Wuxin's eyes were stern and he pressed his neck with one hand, while the other hand found a dagger from nowhere and was about to drop it.When he saw the person below him, he stopped, and asked him with uncertainty, "...Zhao Jin?"

Zhao Jin felt as sad as a needle prick in his heart, and was afraid that he would be sneered at, but he saw Cang Wuxin's handsome face gradually raise a smile, and suddenly he rushed forward and hugged him: "Xiao Jin, I miss you to death Already~~」

When Zhao Jin realized that Cang Wuxin had pressed him down and kissed him on the face until he was dizzy, when he recovered, it was not joy but a sense of grievance in his heart.He propped himself up and pushed Cang Wuxin away, the yearning and loneliness for half a year could not be settled by Cang Wuxin's enthusiastic pounce on her and kiss her.

What's more, this is the bedroom of Mr. Wuxin, Cang Wuxin was lying on someone else's bed, thinking of Zhao Jin felt extremely uncomfortable, she hatedly shook off Cang Wuxin and said, "I didn't come to look for you."

"Hehe, if you didn't come to me, I planned to go to you today. If you didn't come to me, why did you come to my palace?" Cang Wuxin smiled charmingly, and leaned closer again.Zhao Jin pushed him away again, Cang Wuxin lowered his head tearfully and said, "Xiao Jin is so cold."

"Don't play tricks on me." Zhao Jin knew that he would pretend to be pitiful: "I just came to your mansion to find Tang Shun, the unintentional son. As long as the prince is willing to part with him, after Zhao Jin takes him away, he will naturally give him peace of mind."

When Zhao Jin said this, he wanted Cang Wuxin to give him a reassuring response.Sure enough, Cang Wuxin grabbed him and said aggrievedly: "We haven't seen each other for so long, you don't think about me at all, and you ask me for someone else? Zhao Jin, do you have a conscience!"

Zhao Jin felt as wronged as he did, and finally retorted: "I wonder if you have a conscience, where have you been for half a year?"

"Oh, I finally told the truth, blame me for ignoring you," Cang Wuxin squinted his eyes, and suddenly shouted: "You were not by my side when I was healing, and you wouldn't come if I didn't look for you. Me!"

Zhao Jin lowered his head and gave a wry smile when he heard the words, Cang Wuxin said it lightly, as if he, who is ugly and intolerable by the world, can go wherever he wants and do whatever he wants like the glamorous Lord Cang.

"I didn't come here this time to argue with the prince...who should go to whom, I only came to find Mr. Tang Shun for my second brother." He endured the pain in his heart and said calmly.

"You, you, you..." Cang Wuxin pointed at him with stern eyes: "You are so heartless! In vain, I was planning to find you, but you came here for someone else. Murong Xue wanted Tang Shun ? He is dreaming!"

"You won't give it?" Zhao Jin pretended to be calm, but he had already been stabbed.This Cang Wuxin just let himself have expectations, but he refused firmly.What kind of person does Murong Feng and Murong Xue like, but Cang Wuxin thinks it's a treasure?

"Of course not." Cang Wuxin said firmly.

Zhao Jin had a sore nose, hehe laughed, and almost stumbled out of bed, wanting to leave this place and never come back.But as soon as he stood on the ground, he was hugged by Cang Wuxin from behind.Zhao Jin felt that although he was not worthy to be liked by such a superior person, he would not be able to be played around arbitrarily, so he gritted his teeth and said, "Let me go!"

Cang Wuxin heard the crying in Zhao Jin's voice, and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiao Jin, please listen to my explanation."

"Let me go!" Zhao Qin struggled.

"Don't let me go. I, Cang Wuxin, belong to your Zhao Jin. Go to be with Murong Xue, so I won't do it."

Zhao Jin didn't understand, so Cang Wuxin took him back to the bed to catch him while he was in a daze, and said, "You know there is a thing called a human skin mask, in fact... "Wuxin son Tang Shun" and I are basically...uh , the same person."

Seeing that Zhao Jin didn't quite believe it, Cang Wuxin said, "Give me half a stick of incense time."

Seeing that Cang Wuxin was busy, he looked at the bronze mirror for less than a moment, and when he looked back, he had really changed his face.It's not just a face change, the person in front of him is not only beautiful, but also has pure eyes and ethereal temperament, which seems to be otherworldly, if Zhao Jin hadn't watched Cang Wuxin put on makeup with his own eyes, he would never have guessed that it was the same person.

It's a pity that Cang Wuxin lost his achievements with a smug smile, and returned to the playful temperament that Zhao Jin was familiar with: "What, is it me who looks good, or this Tang Shun's face?"

Zhao Jin still couldn't understand Cang Wuxin wearing someone else's face, so he tore it off and asked, "Why are you pretending to be someone else?"

"I don't want to either. It's a pity that I have always been in business with Canghan Castle. In the battle of Linjiang City, Lord Tianning has become an enemy of Canghan Castle. In order to continue doing business, I had to change my name and surname. With a new identity, you walk the rivers and lakes, do you understand?"

As a prince of the imperial court, he actually did business with a cult, Zhao Jin sighed, but this was also something that Cang Wuxin could do.He asked again, "Then how did you provoke the eldest brother and the second brother?"

"I'm wronged," Cang Wuxin saw that Zhao Jin's attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away had relaxed, and watched Kongzi move towards him, "Your two elder brothers are my love debts before I met you, so it doesn't count. It doesn't count... After I met you, I didn't talk to those two people anymore, don't eat this kind of old vinegar."

That's why Murong Xue said that you've been in chaos and abandoned...Zhao Jin knocked off the hand that Cang Wuxin wanted to touch suspiciously and said, "Didn't you say that 'Tang Shun' is a new identity? How come it has become the old thing again."

"It's been a long time to explain this..." Cang Wuxin cleared his throat with a smile and began to recall: "Although I lived in the capital back then, it was customary to go to Luojing to worship the heavens every year. On the way, I slipped to your Pingjia city for fun, I met your two older brothers at Murong’s house. But at that time, I already knew how to make up and change my appearance. After all, the identity of the prince is not easy to reveal, so I told your two older brothers that my name is Tang Shun..."

Hearing what Cang Wuxin said, Zhao Jin suddenly recalled a memory from the past, but he had already torn off Cang Wuxin's human skin mask, so he couldn't see if Tang Shun's face could remind him of the forgotten man. The peerless face.

Wuxin, could he be that brother Taozi back then?Since he has been to Murong's house, and he is the crown prince, it is not surprising that there are such strange peaches...

"That's the way it is," Cang Wuxin interrupted his train of thought, "So Murong Xue, I can't do anything, I'm the one who banned you."

Zhao Jin bit his lip in embarrassment and lowered his head.He really wanted to be selfish, and when Cang Wuxin said that his heart was towards him, he was also happy and grateful.But Murong Xue's haggard and sad appearance appeared in front of his eyes. Now he is alone and can only rely on himself.If he knew that he had also betrayed him and robbed his favorite person...

"...Since you are Tang Shun, then...come back with me to see the second brother."

What I said made me feel absurd.Seeing that this life was bought by Murong Xue with her eyes, if she wants to take his happiness...

"What are you talking about!" Cang Wuxin's face fell down, and he followed Zhao Jin's dodging eyes and said, "This joke is not funny!"

Zhao Jin just bowed his head and said nothing, so Cang Wuxin grabbed his shoulder and began to shake: "Xiao Jin, you don't believe me? There is a reason why I haven't looked for you for half a year, I..."

Zhao Jin shook his head.

"Is that what I did wrong? You tell me, I will definitely change. If you don't like my arrogant temper, I can learn to restrain myself; if you don't like the palace, I can go with you to the place you like! I will never like others, I..."

Zhao Jin's heart was moved when he heard it, and it was also a guilty conscience to go against his will. He hesitated for a while but still lowered his voice and said: "Xue... I owe him, you are the only thing he wants, I can't be so selfish..."

"Xiao Jin, why are you so stupid!" Cang Wuxin grabbed him, pulled his hand and pressed it to his chest, complaining and amused, looking at Zhao Jin and said, "Who would give up their own happiness just because they see other people's pity?" I let you out. You are so kind, how could I let you be cheated outside by yourself.”

With tender words and warm tolerance, Zhao Jin himself doesn't know why he can still resist this person's embrace at this moment.But he still shook his head and said, "It is impossible for me to be happy when I am with you..."

"Unhappy?" Cang Wuxin raised his eyebrows and asked with wide eyes: "Who said you are unhappy with me? How can you be unhappy with me?"

Zhao Jin knew that Cang Wuxin would not understand.The difference between cloud and mud, only he will be disturbed by inferiority complex and jealousy, only he will hate the scars all over his body.He knows how painful it is under the surface of happiness, even though Cang Wuxin is as gentle as water and affectionate, it can only make him more uneasy and more afraid of a lost day.

Everything could be rewritten if it wasn't for that fire.Murong Xue would not be so isolated and helpless, but at least she could look qualified to stand with Cang Wuxin.

"Zhao Jin, talk to me!" Cang Wuxin squeezed Zhao Jin's shoulder vigorously until Zhao Jin cried out in pain.

"Did you forget about me, or did Murong Xue say something? Xiao Jin, you like me, and you have to do that because you pity Murong Xue. You still want to be with me in your heart, right?"

Zhao Jin almost nodded.There is a voice in my heart that says: If you are selfish, it is heaven.Don't think too much about the future, such a gentle Cang Wuxin will definitely love her for the rest of her life.But Murong Xue's desperate eyes appeared in his mind again, Zhao Jin's eyes dimmed, and he withdrew his hand from Cang Wuxin's.

"Wuxin, although Xue is blind, he is really a nice and pure person. In time, you will like him..."

Cang Wuxin sighed and said, "Stop talking stupid things, okay, you know it's impossible..."

"Wuxin, it's impossible in our life." Zhao Jin gritted his teeth while holding back his blood.A hurt look flashed across Cang Wuxin's face, and then he raised his eyebrows and said decisively: "I have long decided that I will only be with you in this life, and I will never let go. You can't get rid of me."

Zhao Jin's heart was shocked, Fang Zhicang Wuxin was so persistent, his heart felt like a knife was twisted for a while.Ask yourself if you really want to lose the happiness of your whole life, and give up the only person in your life who said you like me?

Cang Wuxin saw that Zhao Jin was speechless, and suddenly sneered and said bitterly: "What kind of thing is Murong Xue, that kind of person is not worthy of your gratitude for him at all, and he is completely to blame for being blind!"

"Shut up." Zhao Jin didn't expect that Cang Wuxin would slander Murongxue, but Cang Wuxin said, "I can't keep my mouth shut. He didn't burn to death back then, it's just God's eyesight."

Zhao Jin raised his hand and slapped Cang Wuxin. Cang Wuxin didn't take any precautions, and bumped his head against the bedpost with a loud noise.Zhao Jin didn't think that he was using such force, but he thought that it was Cang Wuxin who said that Murong Xue was wrong first, so he suppressed not to ask him how he was doing.

"Yeah...Xiao Heng and Murong Xue are important to you, you can do anything for them..." Cang Wuxin got up quickly, and stayed there for a long time, his forehead was black and blue, but He suddenly raised his head and asked Zhao Jin sadly, "What about me? What am I to you?"

"When Xiao Heng is in danger, you worry about it. If Murong Xue says you like me, you will let me go. Have you considered my feelings? I wish I could strangle you to death now. Do you think it is great to sacrifice your own happiness for Murong Xue? Then I Well, what should I do? You are so selfish, you never thought that I would be sad too..."

Zhao Jin was taken aback by him, and then he was speechless. The glance back when Cang Wuxin went to confront Jiang Tingzhe for him in Luoshui Villa still made his heart ache every time he thought about it.Only then did he realize that Cang Wuxin's accusation was correct, he had always thought that a person who had everything like Cang Wuxin would not be sad or hurt.

"I've always been the only one who said I like you, but you didn't even have a clear response. That's why Xiao Heng was afraid that I would be bullying you in the end, so he kept telling me that if I failed you, he would never end with me. In fact, he was wrong. , "Cang Wuxin said, tears fell, but he didn't reach out to wipe it, but laughed at himself: "It's because you always refuse to believe me, and you are ready to get away at any time, and I am already in it, I can't get out and don't want to Get away."

"Wuxin...don't say it..." Zhao Jin was afraid to listen to him, afraid to admit that he didn't dare to love because he was afraid of getting hurt.However, Cang Wuxin had already seen through it, and he whispered: "You don't know anything. Zhao Jin, you don't want to believe anything, you don't want to admit anything, so...you can never imagine how much I love you."

A sentence pierced straight into my heart like a sharp sword, and my body and nerves began to paralyze and twitch.Zhao Jin watched helplessly as he was swallowed up by Cang Wuxin's feelings that he couldn't see to the end, and he couldn't struggle anymore.

Only then did he realize that what he had been afraid of touching was actually what Cang Wuxin had been working hard to protect.Feeling guilty and bitter, Zhao Jin stretched out his hand to help Cang Wuxin wipe away his tears, knowing that Cang Wuxin, who was always high-spirited, was hurt by himself when he offered all his true feelings.

He never thought that he would have the ability to hurt him, and when he found out, he had already made the other party cry in pain.Zhao Jin stretched out his hand to bring Cang Wuxin into his arms, and felt that he was shaking, but the shaking was so violent that it almost didn't seem like he was crying.

"...Wuxin?" Zhao Jin lowered his head and saw Cang Wuxin in his arms biting his lip fiercely, his face was completely drained of blood, his Adam's apple twitched up and down, as if he was enduring some huge pain.

"Wuxin, Wuxin? What's wrong with you?" Zhao Jin tightened his arms and shook Cang Wuxin worriedly.

"No...ha, it's okay..." Cang Wuxin gasped heavily, plunged into Zhao Jin's arms and stopped talking.Zhao Jin was distressed and anxious, he shook him again and said, "Wuxin, what's wrong with you, is there something uncomfortable, I'll call the doctor for you..."

"No need..." Cang Wuxin's voice was weak, but he still pretended to be calm.Seeing him curled up and clutching his chest, Zhao Jin suddenly thought: "Is it, is it that time that Jiang Tingchen..."

"Oh, I... If it is... Do you feel sorry for you again? Look at me... I have made it like this, and you still want to give me to him, to Murong Xue?" Cang Wu was already in the heartache. Zhao Jin was tossing and turning in his arms, but he still clung to this point.Zhao Jin shook his head, put his hands on his chest to transfer his true energy, but it had little effect.

"Wuxin, Wuxin...you stop talking..." Zhao Jin hugged him helplessly to warm his cold hands and feet: "Wuxin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong..."

Zhao Jin tremblingly helped him wipe off the blood stains on his bitten bright red lips, looked at the pale face that was still tangled in a coma, and tremblingly murmured an apology.For half a year, when he was complaining that Cang Wuxin didn't come to him, had he been enduring such torture?Even so, the smile is as usual and gentle as before, but what about myself?

Zhao Jin knelt beside his bed, weeping silently.

It wasn't until the sun was setting that Cang Wuxin moved slightly, and opened his eyes tiredly.Taking a look at Zhao Jin who was nervously standing beside the bed, his eyes that were always bright and bright were as dark as ashes for some reason.

"Is it still uncomfortable?" Zhao Jin asked worriedly, Cang Wuxin shook his head and closed his eyes again.Zhao Jin only pretended that he hadn't rested yet, and asked softly, "Wuxin...you haven't eaten all day, can you rest with some food?"

Cang Wuxin shook his head, just whispered: "Why are you still here?"

"Can I go like that, I didn't know you were injured so badly before..."

"Zhao Jin, I won't go back with you to see Murong Xue, so... so you go back."

Zhao Jin didn't know how to answer when he heard the words.When Cang Wuxin fell asleep, he thought a lot, after much deliberation, he finally made up his mind that even if he failed Murong Xue in this life, he would never fail Cang Wuxin again.But now that Wuxin asked him to go back, he was full of thoughts but unable to speak.

"Since you said...you are not happy with me." In a place Zhao Jin couldn't see, Cang Wuxin's phoenix eyes turned a trace of tenderness into a faint sadness: "Then do you think it is possible for me to make Murong Xue happy? "

Zhao Jin was speechless, and he understood that this cannot be forced, but he still couldn't open his mouth to explain to Cang Wuxin, feeling depressed and panicked.Suddenly Cang Wuxin stretched out his hand and handed a red jade in the shape of a butterfly to him.

"This is for you before you leave, keep it as a souvenir."

What is commemoration?Zhao Jin felt pain in his heart, but still took the pendant.The more you look at it, the more familiar it becomes. Isn't this the ruby ​​that falls from Luo Fan's fan?

"This was originally mine, and it was given to Luo Fan by Xiao Heng. Now I get it back from Luo Fan and give it to you. It has my seal on it. In the future, even if we are strangers, we will become enemies. There was a relationship, if you take it out under any circumstances, someone in the court will help you.”

"What do you mean? What does it mean to be a stranger?" Zhao Jin heard the words wrong: "What happened? How could we become enemies?"

Cang Wuxin smiled and said: "Who knows what will happen in the future, but no matter what you and I become in the future, you remember that Cang Wuxin will not intentionally harm you in this life, understand?"

"What happened?" Zhao Jin finally found an excuse to cover his thoughts, and said, "If you don't tell me, I won't leave!"

"It's nothing... It's just that I wanted to hide in the rivers and lakes with you and end this life. Since you don't want to, I won't force it. And I suddenly thought that there are more important things waiting for me to do, and I really don't have time to be here with you The love of children is wasted."

Zhao Jin wanted to refute when he heard the first half of his sentence, but Cang Wuxin himself said that the possibility of the turning point was dead in the second half.He stood still, not knowing what to do.

"By the way, I want to remind you," Cang Wuxin looked at the beam, as if he was extremely absent-minded: "Although your face and half of your body are considered ruined, the overall shape is not bad, and it looks good when you look closely. But if you continue to be so gloomy and frowning, it is absolutely impossible for anyone to look at you again. You, in the future, you should smile more, get closer to normal people, and play less with those corpses. I believe you can still meet good people Yes. Do you hear me?"

"What do you mean?" Zhao Jin couldn't believe his ears.

"Literally, which sentence do you not understand?"

Zhao Jin didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a moment: "Is this what you really mean at this moment?"

It seems that there is no need for Cang Wuxin to explain anymore, Zhao Jin also knows what he means, but he still can't believe that this is really what Cang Wuxin said, he has changed too fast, Zhao Jin is both wronged and resentful in his heart, but he never Can't say a word.

After leaving Tianning Prince's Mansion, Zhao Jin didn't dare to tell Murongxue anything. After living in Murong's house for a few days, Murongxue told him very intimately: "You don't have to stay here to take care of me all the time, just do what you should do." thing."

Zhao Jin also felt that it was time for him to go back to Cuiyue Hall, but he was worried about Murong Xue, so he took him to the Shen family who was also in Pinjia City and entrusted him to Shen Qianqiu to take care of him.

The members of the Shen family received them warmly, Zhao Jin finally met the parents and elder brother whom Shen Qianqiu had been talking about.The eldest son of Shen, Shen Fengmin, looks handsome and unrestrained, not at all like the sweet Qianqiu.When Mrs. Master and Shen Qianqiu were attentively talking to Zhao Jin and Murong Xue, Shen Fengmin had already gone to flirt with the pretty little girl, and was scolded by Shen Qianqiu as something wrong.

In private, Zhao Jin once again envied the Shen family's harmony, so he rest assured that the Shen family will take care of Murong Xue.He went back to Cuiyue Palace to quiet himself, but he couldn't control his thoughts when he was free. He didn't want to look back and think about what happened in the palace, but he couldn't.

After being depressed enough and being wronged, she felt that Cang Wuxin was probably angry with herself.He was obviously very excited at the beginning, but he suddenly changed his attitude after he mentioned Murong Xue and insisted on it. Zhao Jin thought for a while, and had to admit that it seemed that he was wrong. He had such a clear attitude unintentionally, and was evasive. Aren't you yourself?

It also made him cry... Zhao Jin inevitably recalled all the things he encountered when he first encountered him. It seemed that Cang Wuxin had been very firm from the very beginning, but he kept running away again and again. In fact, it seemed... very hurtful. people.

What should I do? Let it go like this?Not being reconciled is a trivial matter, remembering that Cang Wuxin even gave up his life for him once or twice, was injured and bled, shouldn't he take the initiative to do something?Although Cang Wuxin wouldn't be angry for a long time even if he was just waiting like this, but wouldn't he be too greedy for how long he wanted to be tolerant?

Zhao Jin decided to go back to Tianning Prince's Mansion, and he felt relieved after making this decision.No matter how Wuxin will react, if you don't think about whether he will change his mind one day in the future, you can't let him be wronged again.And if we can really be together, at least I have tried to fight for it, it's not that I have been paying unilaterally unintentionally.

Zhao Jin borrowed a horse from Pinjia Post Station, and arrived in Luojing City in half a day, because the morning was delayed a little, and the sunset was about to set.He thought that he would see Cang Wuxin soon, and his heart beat faster.I don't know how Wuxin would react, maybe he was surprised, and then smiled nicely, or maybe he complained for a while, and then took his hand dejectedly.

Full of excitement and uneasiness, Zhao Jin walked towards the palace step by step, but saw that there was no light in the courtyard, but it was dark and silent, which made people flustered suddenly.

There were no guards at the main gate of the palace, some of the big red palace lanterns hanging on the door fell to the ground, some hung incompletely, the vermilion gate was slightly closed, creaking and trembling, the black hole inside was like a gaping mouth, Zhao couldn't help but Standing there incredulously, stunned for a long time, he casually grabbed an old man passing by and asked, "How did this happen, what happened to Tianning Palace?"

"Cough, young man, you don't know yet?" The old man waved his hands and whispered, "It is said that the prince conspired to rebel, so it's not that the house was ransacked..."

Rebellion, how is it possible?Zhao Jinru was struck by five thunders, and hurriedly asked again: "Then Wuxin, no, it's...then where is the Prince Cang who lives here?"

"My lord is shrewd. Before the confiscators came, they sent their servants away. I heard that after a long time of raiding, they didn't come up with anything famous. Those people lost face, so they had to take all the valuable things from the palace. It's also deserted... Oh, what a crime, what a crime..."

Hearing that Cang Wuxin had run away, Zhao Jin heaved a sigh of relief, and asked again, "When did this happen?"

"Fifteen days ago, I think it was the day of the end of the month. Prince Tianning's debauchery is a little bit, but if you talk about rebellion, who would believe it, the current Holy Majesty is really, even his own brothers will be killed!" said the old man. Suddenly, I was afraid that I, a commoner, would talk too much to strangers, so I begged, "Young man, that's all I know. My wife is still waiting for me to buy steamed buns, so you..."

Zhao Jin let go, and the old man ran away quickly.This sudden change made Zhao Jin's mind a little confused. He leaned against the wall and calculated his days.

The fifteenth... Isn't it the day after I visited Tianning Palace?Zhao Jin suddenly remembered that he didn't see any servants in the palace that day, so he didn't notice anything wrong with such an abnormality!Cang Wuxin had dismissed the servants at that time, because he already knew that disaster was imminent.

But he let himself go without saying anything?Putting together the fragments one by one, Zhao Jin felt more and more wrong as he recalled. He originally insisted on being together, but he regretted it very quickly and strangely.At this moment, some simple phrases flooded into his mind like a tide, sweeping like a storm and making Zhao Jin startled.

He said that if you don't like the palace, I can go with you to the place you like; he said that if you didn't come to me, I planned to find you today; My son and daughter love each other, and I have more urgent things to do.

Cang Wuxin seemed to have hinted it, but he didn't understand it, and didn't think about it.Cang Wuxin is the prince, but he wants to go back to the mountains with him, which shows that the prince doesn't intend to do it at all.Thinking about the six months before coming here, I was afraid that I would lose power, and I was worried that he would be involved in troubles, so I didn't come to him all the time.

It shouldn't be, if you really care about him, why don't you think about what he said and did, why don't you go into it when you clearly feel contradictory?Just because he is a dragon among men, it is assumed that he will not take himself seriously.Now, facing the obvious facts, everything is finally clear, why Cang Wuxin mercilessly told him to leave.

The current emperor is Wuxin's younger brother, he must have felt very uncomfortable being framed by his relatives, and not only was he not by his side when he was most vulnerable, but he also made up for it when he was in a state of desperation.And what about Wuxin?She also thought about his safety, and drove him away so as not to hurt him.

"This is for you before you leave, keep it as a souvenir."

The ominous feeling in his heart when he took the jade finally became a reality. Zhao Jin couldn't imagine what kind of mood Cang Wuxin had when he handed the jade to him.Suddenly there was another glimmer of light, he remembered that Cang Wuxin said at that time, "It has my seal on it, if you take it out under any circumstances, someone in the court will help you."

It shouldn't be, he was ransacked and wanted, he already knew it in advance, why would he say that?Zhao Jin hurriedly took out the cherry jade butterfly from his front lapel, and looked through it carefully. The blood jade butterfly was completely transparent, without a single scratch, and there was no so-called Cang Wuxin mark at all.

why not?Could it be that he just wanted to keep a souvenir, no, if it's just a souvenir, there is no need to say that there is a seal.Zhao Jin suddenly figured it out, he was waiting for him to hold the piece of jade, at least take a serious look at it, and then go back and ask him why he didn't have the seal he said.

A wave of regret nearly overwhelmed him.Why, why didn't Cang Wuxin think about what he said, and didn't even take a good look at the things that were given to him?Thinking that Cang Wuxin might bet all his emotions on this, as long as he took a look and had the courage to ask a question, he would be sure, and all of this was shattered by his hesitation and retreat at the last moment .

Zhao Jin lost his balance and slid down against the corner of the palace.Holding the piece of jade in his hand, he thought of Cang Wuxin