Cang Yue Wuxin

Cang Wuxin seldom does business that loses money, so he jumped into Luoshui because despite the freezing weather, at least there is still a glimmer of life in the water.He did it, pulling Zhao Jin ashore in the turbulent waves by virtue of his poor water quality, and carried him to a nearby cave with his back.

After another half a day, the drenched clothes had been dried, and the flames were crackling.Cang Wuxin stroked the hair on the forehead of the person he was hugging, revealing his sharp-edged face.Sword eyebrows, high nose bridge, but thin lips seem to be a sign of a rough fate.Cang Wuxin's eyes flickered, and he caressed carefully on his scarred left cheek, then lowered his head, and kissed him gently.

When Zhao Jin was awake, Cang Wuxin seldom did this, and occasionally tried to kiss, and Zhao Jin showed that very distressing expression.Cang Wuxin was very afraid to see him sad, but also afraid to see him pretending to be strong and calm, but he was still inferior and weak in his heart.

If possible, I really hope to protect him for the rest of my life.Such a person who has already been scarred both physically and mentally needs someone to pity him and love him to accompany him to heal slowly, and then replenish him with peerless happiness.

I once thought that I would be that person; I once thought that it would not be difficult to enjoy the world with him; I once thought that the happiness owed to him must be repaid.It's a pity... Cang Wuxin looked at Zhao Jin silently, and finally shook his head slightly.It's a pity that I can't, I can live and die with you, but I can't stay with you forever.

Zhao Jin moved, as if he hummed softly, Cang Wuxin withdrew his thoughts and shook him lightly: "Xiao Jin, Xiao Jin, are you awake?"

"Hmm..." Zhao Jinhun opened his eyes chaotically.

"How is it? Is there any injury?" Cang Wuxin picked him up, and Zhao Jin also regained consciousness a little bit. He looked at the cave, the fire, and the dried clothes and Cang Wuxin, and said in a daze: "Wuxin, are we not dead?"

"No," Cang Wuxin smiled with a hint of reluctance: "We are all fine."

"Really? Really...really?" Zhao Jin was surprised and delighted, seeing Cang Wuxin nodding his head seriously, he grabbed his sleeve and checked it from top to bottom.Cang Wuxin broke out without a trace and said, "You're still worried about me, but it's your injury, are you alright?"

Zhao Jin didn't notice any abnormalities at all, and he was relieved to be sure that Cang Wuxin was unharmed.The fact that both of them are still alive is already the highest luck and happiness, his brain became hot, he hugged Cang Wuxin tightly, laughed twice and then kissed him proactively.

Cang Wuxin only paused for a moment before returning the kiss piously, from tenderness to crazy biting, and back to fluffy warmth.It seemed that the world would disappear after this kiss, leaving only the vague barrenness and loneliness.

After the long and deep kiss was over, Zhao Jin gasped for breath, but Cang Wuxin leaned forward again, purely, shyly, lightly touched the water on his lips with an unprecedented solemnity.

It's like the sour, sweet and cautious taste of pure first love. Zhao Jin feels that such a green kiss is not sweet, but after that layer of sweetness, there seems to be some sourness and bitterness.Wuxin's lips seemed to be trembling, full of emotions that could not be expressed, but finally melted into speechlessness.

As a consolation, Zhao Jin also followed Cang Wuxin's example and leaned over to touch his lips lightly.Thus, the last time Cang Wuxin wanted became the last three times.

"I'll go... I'll go out and look for wild fruits, you wait here obediently." After being kissed lightly by Zhao Jin, Cang Wuxin stood up stiffly and hurried out of the cave.Zhao Jin thought that Wuxin might be blushing at this moment, and secretly regretted that he didn't look up at him in time just now, watching his back and laughing.

He didn't know that when Cang Wuxin walked out, his eyes were red, and he tried his best not to let him notice.

When Cang Wuxin went out, the sun was high in the sky, but until it was completely dark, he still didn't come back.Zhao Jin stood at the entrance of the cave fidgeting, the howling of wolves came from the mountain at night, it was startling to hear, but then he thought about it, with Cang Wuxin's kung fu, he would not be afraid of the beasts in the mountain, he was only worried that he would be intercepted by those people in the martial arts Living.

When the moon came out, Zhao Jin's patience had been worn out, and when he was anxiously thinking whether to go to him, there was a rustling sound from the grass, and he heard a familiar voice saying, "Xiao Jin, wait a minute!" Alright."

"What are you doing?" Zhao Jin's heart, which had been hanging for a long time, finally fell, and he rushed to hug Cang Wuxin, really wanting to tear up and eat this worrying person, but he was hungry anyway.

"Sorry, hares are more difficult to catch." Cang Wuxin said, grabbing the wild fruit wrapped in a loincloth with one hand, and showing Zhao Jin two rabbits with the other.Zhao Jin snatched the rabbits and walked towards the fire, thinking that he was stupid, how could he agree to let this pampered prince do these things, it would take a long time to catch two rabbits, which made people worry for nothing.

After a while, the smell of barbecue wafted through the entire cave, and more than half of the wild fruit had been consumed. Zhao Jin peeked at Cang Wuxin's usually bloodless lips dyed cherry-colored by the sweet and sour juice, and couldn't help but blush. My heart was beating wildly, so I had to turn my head to pay attention to the golden bunny I baked.

After roasting, Zhao Jin compared the scorched rabbit in Cang Wuxin's hand with the mouth-watering game he had baked over the years, and reached out to exchange his rabbit for Cang Wuxin's hand.Feeling that Cang Wuxin was looking at him sideways, Zhao Jin said: "Don't look at it, eat it. Have a good taste of my handicrafts. Although being with me in the future is not as good as you in the palace, at least I won't let you eat. Eat burnt rabbit."

Cang Wuxin stayed for a while, but absently put him back on the fire as if determined to spoil the rabbit. Zhao Jin was annoyed at seeing it, thinking that Cang Wuxin thought that the rabbit could only be eaten when it was roasted black. , pushed him and said: "I let you eat and watch, I didn't let you continue to bake."

Suddenly he caught a glimpse of Cang Wuxin's hair in a strange color under the light of the fire, so he pulled up a strand and said, "Wuxin, what's wrong with your hair?"

"What's the matter, isn't it always like this?"

"Nonsense, it used to be black, why does it look a bit gray now?"

"It's related to the fire." Cang Wuxin pulled the strand of hair back from Zhao Jin's hand, and said suddenly: "We are now in Wangyue County, and Linjiang City is only across a river, even if you have never been here before, You can still find Ruth to go back, right?"

Zhao Jin was stunned for a moment, he looked at Cang Wuxin's side face, and felt that the atmosphere was a bit dignified.Cang Wuxin never avoided his gaze, but now she said strange words and didn't look at him.Surprised in my heart, don't I want to wander the world together?Why do you ask me if I can go back by myself?

"I have no way to send you off," Cang Wuxin said, "There is no place in the south where I can stand."

Zhao Jin thought, since the south can't stay any longer, I'll accompany you to the north, but before he could say anything, he heard Cang Wuxin say: "Actually, I was going to leave without saying goodbye just now, but I turned back halfway. I think It is still necessary to clarify with you. Do you remember that I said something to tell you in the dungeon before? That is... In fact, it is impossible for me to join hands with you in the end of the world."

Zhao Jin's heart was shattered by Cang Wuxin's words.I can't believe it, we finally survived together, why did it become so sudden?

"Wuxin, did something happen?" He said as he reached out to hold Cang Wuxin, but was pushed away.Cang Wuxin seemed to be a different person, his gentleness disappeared, he stood up and took a few steps back, widening the distance between the two of them.Although Zhao Jin felt uncomfortable, he believed that there must be some reason for Cang Wuxin's sudden change.

There must be something that made it difficult for him to protect himself, so he would do this again.Zhao Jin sighed silently, thinking that the time when passing through the palace was raided, no matter what reason you make up, I will not be fooled this time.

Feeling aggrieved thinking about this, Zhao Jin looked at Cang Wuxin's indifferent eyes and said: "Wuxin, you said you liked me, but you still treat me as an outsider after all, why do you always think that I need to be protected? Why can't you Rely on me? Do everything alone and silently, do you think it is for me? I would rather be hunted down by the court with you than find you after knowing everything, regretting to death!"

"Wuxin, do you know how scared and painful I was when I stood at the gate of Tianning Palace and saw that everything was gone?"

But Cang Wuxin was completely unmoved, and said with a sneer, "Is it over?"

"Wuxin, what happened, please tell me!"

"Zhao Jin, your imagination is getting richer and richer, or—it should be said that you are far more hidden than I thought?" Cang Wuxin raised his eyebrows, a little sarcastic: "What happened, you know best Shouldn't it be you?"

Zhao Jin didn't quite understand what Cang Wuxin was talking about, and was wondering, Cang Wuxin spoke again: "Father Wang told me earlier that if you want to survive in this world, you should not trust anyone or any feelings. Whether it's a family member, a friend, or..."

He took a few steps in place, as if he was thinking about something that happened a long time ago: "I used to think that the father was twisted by the evil of the court, but the facts proved that the father was not wrong. I believe in love, he is merciless I thought Xiao Heng was a friend, but he never showed up, he killed everything and didn't even bother to see me for the last time..."

"There is a reason why Xiao Heng didn't come, Wu Xin, listen to my explanation. Xiao Heng was forced to jump into the well by Luo Fan, and now his life or death is uncertain, if he is fine, he will definitely come..."

Cang Wuxin smiled helplessly and said, "Do you still remember that time in Linjiang City? If Yu Chenying hadn't appeared in time, we would have been killed by Jiang Tingzhe."

"Xiao Heng was also injured that time, you saw him injured by Jiang Tingzhe with your own eyes..."

"What if he did it on purpose? What if he had already cultivated "Emerald" at that time but deliberately let Jiang Tingchen hurt him, so as to force me to take action? Do you remember that I reminded him several times to be careful? The chest, but he forgot again and again, and finally was hit by Jiang Tingzhe in the chest and fell to the ground."

Zhao Jin clearly remembered what Cang Wuxin said, but he still didn't want to believe it.

"I'd rather blame Xiao Heng by mistake, but some things can't be so coincidental every time. He can intentionally get hurt and let you see him jump into a well on purpose, as long as Luo Fan discusses it in advance and deceives your sympathy and cooperation." It's not a problem to trust and then use you against me."

"Xiao Heng is really not that kind of person! Wuxin, I stayed by his side for a year and saw with my own eyes how he lives every day. There must be some misunderstanding between you, could it be that you were designed? By you , or the people around Xiao Heng?" Zhao Jin was thinking hard while explaining: "That person knows so many secrets between you and him...uh..."

Speaking of the people around him, Zhao Jin suddenly realized that he happened to know all these secrets, and he happened to have a close relationship with the two of them.His face changed, and when he raised his head, he realized that Cang Wuxin was looking at him with cold guard, and what he said earlier, "No one can trust anyone or any feelings." : "Wuxin, so you are doubting me?"

Cang Wuxin's expression and eyes clearly indicated that he was indeed suspicious of Zhao Jin.Seeing that Cang Wuxin didn't believe him, Zhao Jin was at a loss and helpless.He thought about it carefully, and he didn't mention these things to others, but...but it's really not him.

"I have always doubted Xiao Heng before, but I can't figure out some doubts." Cang Wuxin looked at Zhao Jin and said coldly, "I wonder why Jiang Xuanzhong recognized me so quickly when he was clearly wearing a human skin mask; You are so special, but he didn't recognize you; in the dungeon, I kept wondering why he was clearly targeting me, but let you stay with me all the time."

Zhao Jin's mind was confused, and Cang Wuxin's words really seemed to tie all the facts scattered all over the floor into a complete chain, but after all, it was a wrong thread.Because I know I am innocent, but I want to clarify but I don't know where to start.

"Do you know why I can't figure it out? Because I never doubted you," Cang Wuxin continued, with sadness in his eyes: "Even if I doubted Xiao Heng, I didn't doubt you. Because I thought No matter who betrays me, you won't, because you have successfully deceived me with the lies you said about joining hands with Tianya."

"I personally told you about Canghan Castle; when I burned Tingxue Villa, you were by my side; Tianning Prince's Mansion and Tingxue Villa broke off diplomatic relations, Xiao Heng told you. Jiang Xuanzhong looked at you and said it before he died The sentence "I was fooled", but I still lied to myself and pretended not to see it. You have been protecting Xiao Heng without any scruples, and I only think that you are not good at doubting others, and let you make up excuses for him time and time again. What? So, are you happy to see me being played around by you?"

The accusations one after another made Zhao Jin unable to breathe, and he really wanted to shout absurd.However, these totally unreasonable things were articulated by Cang Wuxin. He really wanted to rush up and grab Cang Wuxin to shake him awake, but he was very afraid of the way Cang Wuxin looked at him at this moment.In his eyes, he has already been convicted, and there is no chance of turning things around.

He never thought that Wuxin would doubt himself one day.He is wronged, he likes him wholeheartedly, not to mention that Wuxin should know that he is inexperienced, so stupid that he doesn't even know how to write the word "betrayal"!

"Cang Wuxin, I didn't betray you! Think about it carefully, it's not impossible for others to know about these things! Maybe Xiao Heng told others, maybe..."

"Actually, I heard about the burning of the Snow Mountain Villa. When I told Xiao Heng, I said it was the Canghan Castle that set the fire. No one knew about it except you, and... people in the world don't know Tang Shun after disguise , is to know Tianning Wang Ye Cang Wuxin. Only you, only you in the whole world, know that we are the same person. If you didn't tell me, how would others know?"

How could this be, how could this be?Zhao Jin was extremely confused, no, there must be something wrong, why did so many things that should only be known to him leak out?Zhao Jin thought carefully about the people he had dated and talked with after meeting Cang Wuxin. His friends were very few, not to mention that he had never said anything to them.

"When...you started doubting me? Just now, a day ago, or earlier?" Zhao Jin frowned deeply, but he suddenly cheered up again: "By the way...no, I don't believe what you said Get these messy things. You didn't doubt me at all, you just wanted to drive me away. Otherwise, how could you swear to me on the edge of the cliff and make a promise to each other for the next life?"

Wuxin, what compelled you to do this?As Zhao Jin spoke, he wanted to pull Cang Wuxin's hand again, but Wuxin flung it away mercilessly as if he was facing something dirty: "I would say that at that time, just because I thought we knew each other for a while, there is no need to fight back at the end. Expose you. Since we are all fine now, there is no point in consuming each other with suspicion."

"You go back, tell Xiao Heng that I will go to the north, and I will not be his enemy again, so let him rest assured. People on the two roads, there is no point in talking nonsense," Cang Wuxin said a little tiredly: "Then, Zhao Forbidden, see you soon.”

"Cang Wuxin, send me like this, don't even think about it!" When passing by, Zhao Jin hugged Cang Wuxin from behind, grabbed him tightly and shouted: "I haven't done anything, why? You won't believe me!!"

Hot tears trickled down his neck for a while.Cang Wuxin raised his head and looked at the sky full of stars, but the moon was covered by some dark cloud, so he couldn't see the hazy silver color.He closed his eyes and opened them again, it was already clear.

"Let go, Zhao Jin."

"Don't let it go, you don't want to leave like this, why do you wrong me so casually! You said you want to join hands with me in Tianya, let's go now, I will never have anything to do with Jianghu again, let's see what you can say... ..."

Before Zhao Jin finished speaking, his body softened. He watched Cang Wuxin put himself down with wide eyes in despair, and tried his best to reach out to grab his sleeve, but only hooked the tip of the sleeve, without any strength, but Still clinging desperately to the last bit of connection between the two.Cang Wuxin retracted lightly, and cruelly opened the distance between the two of them. In Zhao Jin's eyes, there was only a dark sky without moonlight, and then he fell into endless darkness.

When I woke up, it was already noon, and the sun was dazzling.He got up and staggered to the pile of burnt firewood, and went nowhere all day.

He believes that Cang Wuxin will communicate soon, and he won't be so cruel.Wuxin is always gentle and never wants to hurt.Yesterday, those... were just nightmares, and I will wake up soon.

Listening to the encounter at the gate of Xueshan Villa, the first kiss in the inn, the lingering days and nights on the road to Linjiang City, the tenderness in Tianning Palace, the vows made on the cliff, how could it be so fragile that they could not stand this little bit of suspicion.

However, it really couldn't stand it.

Waiting until the next morning, Zhao Ban opened his bloodshot eyes, punched the ground hard, looked at the bleeding hand and smiled.That person who had always been so smart actually chose to believe in his own betrayal, and didn't even give him a chance to explain.

Even if it’s still the smiling, personable person who loves acting and teasing but always thinks about him, even if it’s the person who cares about him, protects him, hurts him and hurts him, he doesn’t even give him the least amount of trust , Why, why should I say what I like and what I love.

What is joining hands with Tianya, what is going to be together forever from now on, what is the afterlife, the next life!It should not have been expected long ago, and it should not have fallen into it long ago.Too innocent, too wronged, too uncomfortable, I couldn't help crying, but the tears stuffed the whole chest uncomfortable, I wish I could peel it off to relieve a little.

In the end, it was still nothing.

Zhao Jin gave up the unnecessary waiting, walked down the mountain in a trance, and walked through the strange and bustling streets of Wangyue County, not knowing where to go.It wasn't until someone pointed at him that he suddenly realized that the mask had disappeared.Zhao Jin didn't care too much, he always only cared about one person's eyes, since that person won't look at him anymore, other people... don't care.

He walked all the way back to Linjiang City.Because the only place I can think of now is Luoshui Villa, because Xiao Heng is there, like his only family member, the only person who can accept him now.

There is only one gate in Linjiang City, Zhao Jin did not expect that there would be someone waiting for him at the gate.Shen Fengmin had been standing for a long time, when he saw Zhao Jin, he hurried up to stop him and said, "Zhao Jin, you are finally back. It's good that you come back, Xiao Heng is worried about you to death."

"Is...is he alright?" Zhao Jin asked.

"It's okay, it's you, are you okay?" Shen Fengmin looked at Zhao Jin carefully, and found that he was extremely haggard and dazed: "Why are your clothes inside torn, are you injured, why do you look like you have cried? Where have you been? Crown Prince Hall... Uh, what about Wuxin, is he alright?"

Zhao Jin shook his head.Seeing that Zhao Jin was in a trance, Shen Fengmin couldn't figure out why, so he had to drag him and walk towards the city, and waited until he saw Xiao Heng.Because of the incident at the Maple Leaf Villa, everyone in the Wulin didn't leave for the time being, but Mr. Shen led Zhao Jin into the Luoshui Villa, and no one dared to say anything.

In front of the room, Shen Fengmin turned his head and made a "shh" gesture, and led Zhao Jin in.The room was quite warm, Xiao Heng was sleeping on the couch, as if he had something on his mind even in his deep sleep, with a deep wrinkle between his brows.Zhao Jin remembered that Xiao Heng didn't have such an expression in the past, it seemed that he was always frowning since recently, and he looked old for several years.

"I don't know why Xiao Heng suddenly contracted a cold. He had a severe fever before, and he was struggling to talk nonsense. Thanks to Luo Fan who guarded him all day and night, the fever finally subsided." Shen Feng pitied Whispered with Zhao Jin.

Zhao Jin knew that Luo Fan hadn't told the truth to Shen Fengmin, looking at Xiao Heng, he felt blocked and hurt.To keep hurting like this again and again, to prove that the other party has himself in his heart, and to escape his sincerity, Xiao Heng will also be tired.Or...he was very, very tired.

"You sit here, I'll get you something," Shen Fengmin said softly, "You haven't eaten for a long time, I'll make some."

"Xiao Jin..." When the sound of Shen Fengmin closing the door sounded, Xiao Heng also woke up, and even though he was weak, there was still a smile line on the corner of his mouth.

"Xiao Heng, do you know what happened these days?"

Xiao Heng shook his head, and asked hoarsely, "What's wrong?"

"Xiao Heng, Wuxin...he's gone..."

"Wuxin?" Xiao Heng was stunned for a moment. He has been in a coma since he jumped into the well until now, and he still doesn't know anything about Maple Leaf Villa. He said blankly: "What... isn't he in the capital? I told you of……"

Looking at Xiao Heng's face, Zhao Jin couldn't see any hypocrisy, and suddenly knelt down in front of him and said, "Xiao Heng, please tell me, you haven't practiced that kind of kung fu called 'Emerging'!"

Xiao Heng's expression changed, he grabbed Zhao Jin and asked, "How did you know, who told you?"

Xiao Heng's reaction was like a thunderbolt hitting Zhao Jin's head, his face was pale and he couldn't believe it: "You...you really...really practiced that?"

Xiao Heng didn't answer, but still held him tightly and asked, "Who? Who told you? Wuxin, or... is it... Luo Fan?"

"Xiao Heng!" Zhao Jin pressed his hands on Xiao Heng's shoulders and asked, "Why, why, why, why did you practice that kind of thing, did you really kill a lot of people, did you really want to kill Wuxin? "

"...Who told you about the "emergence"! It's Wuxin, not Luo Fan. Luo Fan doesn't know about it, right?"

Zhao Jin shook his head, Xiao Heng was stunned for a moment, then fell back on the bed with a sigh of relief.Looking at him with deeply tired and confused eyes, Zhao Jin gently loosened his clenched hands and said, "You are innocent, aren't you?"

Xiao Heng closed his eyes for a while, and calmed down: "You just said Wu Xin, that I was going to kill him, did he tell you? Is he the one who told you that I practiced "Emerging"?"

Zhao Jin nodded.

"Unintentionally, he came to the south?"

Zhao Jin nodded silently again.

"Then where is he now?"

"He has gone back to the north, Xiao Heng, many things have happened in the past few days since you were in a coma, I know you are not in good health, but... there are some things I must tell you now."

"You tell me." Xiao Heng said, so Zhao Jin told Xiao Heng what happened in Maple Leaf Villa, Jiang Xuanzhong's words and all kinds of things before and after jumping off the cliff.

Xiao Heng was stunned for a while after hearing this, and then murmured: "It shouldn't be, Tingxue Mountain Villa was unintentionally burned... It's the first time I've heard of it today... There's also the matter of Tang Shun, and more It's unexpected."

"But I really didn't tell anyone," Zhao Jin said, biting his lip, "I even thought I was suspicious, but I tried my best, I tried my best, but I couldn't think of a time when I leaked this thing, I... ..."

"Xiao Jin, don't go into a dead end," Xiao Heng said reassuringly, "Someone must know these things through other means. The people in Canghan Castle heard that they were there when the Snow Mountain Villa was burned, and they might say; Cang Wuxin , Wuxin son Tang Shun, the name has not been changed, maybe someone has already guessed it. But I don’t understand... Wuxin has always been smart, why would he rather doubt us, but not think of these things?"

"Xiao Heng, you haven't denied it yet. Tell me first that you haven't practiced 'Emergence', first tell me that you absolutely never intend to harm Wuxin."

Xiao Heng sighed slightly and said, "Xiao Heng swears to God, I didn't intend to harm Wuxin, I never thought of harming him."

"Then...then the matter of 'emergence' is true?" Zhao Jin asked hoarsely.Xiao Heng nodded, but shook his head again.

"I have practiced "Emergence", but I have never killed innocent people indiscriminately, and I have never used heart-eating to boost my skills."

Zhao Jin's face could only turn paler when he heard this. He knew that a peerless magic skill like "Yu Hua" would cost a price to practice. He approached Xiao Heng, looked at his thin and vicissitudes face, and asked tremblingly: "Then what did you change!"

"Xiao Jin, you don't need to be so excited, it's not a big deal."

"What did you change?" Zhao Jin looked into Xiao Heng's eyes. There was too much fatigue and indifference in that light smile. He was afraid. He suddenly guessed what Xiao Heng had changed. What else could he do? For what, what else does he have.

"You trade your life for it?"

Xiao Heng said softly: "It's nothing, it's just one more year of skill and one year less life..."

"How many years, how many years have you changed?" Seeing that Xiao Heng didn't answer, Zhao Jin grabbed Xiao Heng and yelled, "How many years have you changed?"

"...One Jiazi"

One Jiazi... 60 years... Zhao Jin's eyes were flushed, and his Adam's apple twitched a few times: "Xiao Heng, are you crazy, are you crazy? 60 years, how old are you now? You can still live without 60 years several years?!"

"Xiao Jin, it's okay," Xiao Heng pulled him back and comforted him, "It's only 60 years, I'm not yet thirty, if I could live to be a hundred years old, I still have 12 years..."

"12 years, what are you doing in 12 years! Xiao Heng, you are so stupid!" Zhao Jin raised his head, and Xiao Heng's gentle smile was right in front of his eyes.How could he still laugh as if nothing had happened? He shook him and kept asking, "Is it worth it? Who are you doing this for? Why are you doing it? You ruined your entire life in the future. Is it worth it? Is it worth it?" You tell me!"

"It's worth it," Xiao Heng said, "I finally have the strength to contend with Jiang Tingchen. It was my responsibility to protect the safety of the south..."

"Responsibility?" Zhao Jin burst into tears: "Then what do you do, what about your own life, what about your happiness? Do you want them all?"

Xiao Heng lowered his head and smiled: "In my life, what kind of happiness will I have..."

Zhao Jin was heartbroken when he heard it, and hugged Xiao Heng and cried loudly: "How can you do this! I only have you in this world, and now you also want to leave me? You died and I What should I do? You are my only relative and only master, Xiao Heng..."

Xiao Heng's eyes were also red, and he pulled Zhao Jin out of his arms to help him wipe away his tears. Seeing that Zhao Jin couldn't help crying, he sighed again and said, "Actually, you knew that this day would come, we all know it, I can only do this for the rest of my life. Xiao Jin, don’t cry, don’t be sad, I don’t even feel pain, you don’t have to hurt for me.”

Zhao Jin raised his head, choked and said, "Xiao Heng, you are so stupid, really so stupid."

"I know...but you are my apprentice after all, can you stop saying it so bluntly..." Xiao Heng joked, then looked into Zhao Jin's eyes seriously and said: "Xiao Jin, go to the capital Find Wuxin. Explain it to him. Wuxin is a reasonable person, and he should know he was wrong soon."

"I'm not going!" Zhao Jin said angrily, "He doesn't want to believe me. After going through so many things together, he can still wrong me..."

"Xiao Jin, Wu Xin may be confused for a while, or he may have some unspeakable secrets like last time. You see, he even dared to jump off a cliff with you, so how could he doubt you so easily? Is there no chance? You won’t know until you meet him again in the capital. Is it true that your liking for Wuxin is really only this small, and you don’t even have the courage to find out the truth?”

"Of course not," Zhao Jin turned his head with a wry smile, "I'm just afraid..."

I'm just afraid that no matter what I say, he won't believe it, I'm just afraid of his cold and defensive eyes, I'm just afraid that he will suddenly say something like "You don't deserve me at all, why are you always pestering me?"

"Don't be afraid," Xiao Heng patted Zhao Jin on the head, "Think about how much effort Wuxin has made for you, be brave."

Zhao Jin was slapped and laughed by Xiao Heng.

"Actually, as your master, I really shouldn't suggest you to go there. The capital is not as peaceful as Luo Jing, and behind the whole thing, there may be someone plotting something. However, you are a person who can still be happy, so don't give up hope easily Xiao Jin, if you feel that even if you die with Wuxin, it will make you more uncomfortable than being apart, then go for it.”

Zhao Jin nodded and said with a smile, "Thank you, Master, for your teaching. This disciple has benefited a lot."

"Guest officer~ noodles are here~" Shen Fengmin walked in with two bowls of steaming noodles in a low voice, smiling: "Oh, Xiao Heng, you woke up, what should you do, here are only me and Zhao Jin... ..."

"Actually, I'm about to say goodbye..." Zhao Jin stood up, but was blocked by Shen Fengmin: "Just kidding, of course you two each have a share. Give me a meal before leaving. I made it myself. Today's emperor has It once praised the taste as the best in the world, if you don’t believe me, try it.”

So Zhao Jin was forced to stay and eat a bowl of noodles, during which time he couldn't help asking about some past events in the palace.Shen Fengmin didn't shy away from it, talking about how everyone doted on the little prince who is now the emperor, and called him "the ungrateful little bastard".

Xiao Heng gave Zhao Jinyu Chen Ying's address in the capital, and told him to be careful.That afternoon, Zhao Jin bid farewell to Luoshui Mountain Villa. The coldness in the north was even worse in winter, but Zhao Jin didn't stop, he just wanted to go to the capital to meet Wuxin.

Zhao Jin had never been to the north before, the ancient trees towered to the sky, the tree crows sang along the way, it was extremely desolate and open.But the gracefulness and beauty of the south are completely different, which makes him feel a little uneasy. The harsh wind makes his cheeks dry and painful. The inns, restaurants, plank roads and pedestrians passing by along the way all look depressed and gloomy.

Four days later, Zhao Jin finally arrived at the imperial capital.

Wide and uniform streets, solemn and solemn buildings, the majesty of the royal city is fully displayed.It seems that there is only this big city in the north, which is as prosperous as Pinjia and Luojing. Only those inside know.

Yu Chenying lived in Dongcheng, and Zhao Jin was walking down the street wearing a low black bamboo hat. As he walked, he became more and more nervous, so he entered a tea shop and asked the boss after filling up the tea.He knew that Cang Wuxin would definitely not show his true colors in the capital, so he asked Wuxin's young master Tang Shun.

The shopkeeper of the tea shop was naturally well-informed, pretending to be mysterious and said: "If you want to talk about Mr. Wuxin, he is really a stunner..."

Zhao Jin smiled lightly, wondering how Wuxin would feel if she heard that she was called a "beauty".

"I heard that the people of Murong Villa fought fiercely for him before, but now even Mr. Yin is very fond of him, so he took him home as soon as we met, alas..."

Zhao Jin thought he meant "Young Master Ying", and said with a casual smile, "As far as I know, Yu Chenying and Tang Shun are just friends."

"No, no," said the shopkeeper, waving his hands, "I'm not talking about Yu Chenying, but the boss Yin Yanyin who runs a clothing store in Dongshi."

"Yin Yan?" Zhao Jin had never heard of this name before, and he took a sip of tea pretending to be calm, but his heart seemed to be stabbed suddenly.

"The guest officer is from outside, right?" The shopkeeper smiled: "Boss Yin's store in Dongshi is famous in the capital. Boss Yin is also a good businessman, and many girls want to marry... Who knows Boss Yin I don't like red makeup, but I like blue face and misfortune, but it is said that those who have met Mr. Wuxin say that Boss Yin made the money..."

Zhao Jin was silent.The tea was placed on the table, shaken, and the tea inside slowly sank.After he came out of the teahouse, he walked slowly all the way, feeling agitated.When the sunset was slightly red, he walked through the East Market. The bustle of the day had faded, and many stalls were being tidied up.

Zhao Jin took a sneak peek as he walked past the ready-made clothing store. A man in black clothes was lowering the curtain.Zhao Jin slowed down as if he had a strange feeling.The man kept his face sideways, and Zhao Jin couldn't see his face, but when he turned around, he