Ah Ning cried for a while, but no man came back to look for him. This made Ah Ning sad and at a loss. He wiped away his tears. Since no one felt sorry for him, why did he cry? The reason for his heartache, otherwise, in the original world, except for his childhood, why had he never cried, as long as he cried, men would love him more. Aning stood up slowly while leaning on the wall, walked slowly to the bedside, and then carefully He climbed into bed quickly, and now he can't remember how he went to bed easily when he didn't know that he was pregnant.

Aning breathed a sigh of relief, pulled the quilt up on his stomach, leaned against the head of the bed, and looked at the bushes outside the window.

Yes, because crying can get more love from men, because self-willedness can see the helpless and happy expressions of men, because acting like a baby can make men like it, then, Ah Ning tightened his fists, why should he endure his desire... His Desire, isn't it the hope to be with a man and live a peaceful life.

Aning let go of his fist, and his expression gradually calmed down. He wanted a man to live with him for the rest of his life, and he wanted a man to love him for the rest of his life, so what's so hard about being a crying, willful and coquettish female.

Aning is not very courageous, he is afraid of many things, he is afraid of mollusks, afraid of the night, afraid of death, afraid of everything that scares him, in the city, it is not difficult to avoid all these things, maybe it is hard to imagine, But the fact is that in the city, Aning is a successful urbanite. He lives comfortably, has close friends, and lives a warm life. Maybe he won't become gay, maybe he won't fall in love with his wife, but he will be a good husband, a good father, in the city his temper is not exactly the same as in this world, in the city he is gentle, knows how to advance and retreat, and is considerate Satisfactory, he doesn't like to cry, he won't be capricious, he doesn't act coquettishly, he is a very normal man who grew up according to the rules of the world. Who would say that such a man is weak and sissy?

But after coming to this world, everything is different.

Aning first faced all the things he was afraid of, night, death, molluscs, unknown fears, these were enough to overwhelm Aning who was not very strong psychologically, in order to relieve his fear, he began to cry, because it could Lighten his psychological burden, and temporarily escape those things that scare him. Aning is used to escaping. This is his bad habit. Maybe he can escape for a lifetime in the city, but how long can he escape in the unknown world? ?

Then the man appeared. Yilu is a powerful beast with a pair of firm eyes. He lives in this world and he is familiar with everything in this world. The most important thing is that he can and will protect Aning. When he ran back to the cave, even if the man was seriously injured, he would support his body to see if any beasts were chasing Aning.

That's it, Ah Ning grabbed the man as if he had found the last piece of driftwood.

In such a world, he needs the protection of a man. Only under the protection of a man can he survive, Ah Ning thinks so.

There is nothing wrong with this idea. From the perspective of the environment at that time, it was indeed the case.

A person's character is actually very tough. When he is sure that he can and must change, the sudden change of character is not surprising.

In the eyes of men, Aning is a female, a weak and ignorant female, so Aning, who has learned the language for half a month and can communicate with men, gradually becomes weaker and weaker. He needs a man to take care of him, as if no one takes care of him. It will die silently and inadvertently.

Aning relies on men, when his life is in the hands of men, he must rely on men.

He is also afraid of men. It is not difficult to imagine that the information in the city is too developed, and there are too many ugly facts exposed to people. How could Aning, who grew up in such a city, be so stupid that he could trust men so easily?

But time tells Aning that a man can be trusted, he is really protecting and loving him, even if he drags down his schedule, he will reach out and take him away.

This is a gift to Aning, he has been abandoned so many times that he is used to being abandoned, and the man is willing to reach out to take him away, willing to go to the east with him, willing to be by his side all the time, no People know how happy and joyful Aning is.

The departure of his family, the loneliness of being alone, if the fear of molluscs was scared by those caterpillars when he was a child, then the fear of night and death is the product of Aning's more than ten years of living alone.

No one knows that a teenager living alone in a small building of more than 300 square meters was awakened by thunder in the middle of the night, saw lightning hitting a big tree, heard the low whine of the wind blowing through the window cracks, and The lamp that couldn't be turned on, huddled in the quilt alone, covered his ears, trembling all night, and then received the news of his family's death in an accident the next day.

Who knows?

When receiving the call, Aning smiled and said to his brother and girlfriend, sister-in-law, you are joking, how could something happen to my brother, how could it be...

For Aning at that time, death was too far away for him. Even when he saw the corpses of his family members with his own eyes, he did not cry. He just stared blankly at the stone mountain outside the window. Then when he got home, he stayed in a daze for a while, then took out his book and read.

Aning acted just like his parents, his elder brother just went out for a trip and hadn't come home yet, his too calm behavior made his relatives feel chilled and alienated him.

Later, Ah Ning suddenly became afraid of ghosts.

A man is very strong, whether in body or mind, when such a person expresses his love to him, Aning does not deny that his heart is moved, but this world is too scary for Aning, and the things he is afraid of are placed in the same place. In front of him, he can no longer escape and cannot survive alone. His experience tells him that he needs and must survive alone, because no one can accompany him for a lifetime.

This is Aning's inferiority complex and eternal loneliness.

This also made Ah Ning unable to resist the temptation of men. He could not resist the feeling of being cared for in the palm of his hand, pampered and loved carefully. Once he tasted that wonderful feeling, he would never forget it again. However, men frequently Holding it in front of him, let him smell the wonderful taste again and again, so Aning told himself, let's go, it is better to never get it than to lose it after getting it.

But the man chased him up, he knelt down on one knee, and he asked him if he would go home with him?

Just like a sweet dream, yes, at that time, Aning thought it was a beautiful dream, he thought, since it is a beautiful dream, it must have a happy ending, and Ah Ning wanted to give herself to a man, so that the end of the sweet dream is to fall in love The lovers are happily combined, and then, when he wakes up, he must use 'Finally, the lost man lives happily with his knight forever. ' These words come to draw a beautiful end to his sweet dream.

Aning wanted to use his infertility to wake up this dream, because he found himself addicted to it and didn't want to wake up.

A dream is beautiful only because it is a dream, Ah Ning reminded herself.

However, the man's reaction made this dream continue.

Aning thought maybe it was because of what he said, what a poor female, barren, crying so miserably, and she was a female who made a man's heart beat. Being so pitiful and saying such tragic words, he will make such a choice like a man. Aning thinks that this choice is not only about love, but also about conscience and responsibility.

His dream continued, the wonderful dream was too beautiful and sweet, Aning no longer controlled his heart, he was completely addicted to it, he thought, he wants to be a female, he wants to be a female It's not difficult for a woman that a man loves deeply, as long as the man will always love and pet her like this, and stay by his side, there is nothing difficult about it.

Therefore, it was a little difficult for Aning to put aside all the things about male dignity, but it was no longer a problem for him to keep his dream going.

Ah Ning loves to cry, laugh, act like a baby, well-behaved, docile, obedient, and a little willful. She is petite and slender, weak and needs protection. She also has a cute baby face. When her eyes flicker, It's so cute that people want to fall down, a female who is cared for by a man, a female who needs a man's protection and cannot survive without a man.

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