heartbeat undercover mission

The experience of those few days of turbulent waves seems to have passed as long as a century.However, once it was over, the days passed at an unimaginable speed.

Qi Songling was walking on the busy street that exaggerated the Christmas atmosphere, looking down at the date displayed on the phone screen, ten days had passed since the last time she cried in front of her friends.

During this period, he did not meet Bai Muyao at all.

Recalling that at that time, he carried his friend who was unconscious due to excessive blood loss on his back, and rushed out like crazy. The police who were arresting the drug dealer saw blood on his face and hands, coupled with the ferocious expression of losing all reason, he couldn't help but feel anxious for a while. He mistakenly thought that he was an enemy who wanted to break out of the siege and raised his gun at each other.

Fortunately, with the assistance of his colleagues, he successfully sent Bai Muyao to the doctor. It is said that the injury was milder than it looked, and he was fine after treatment.

I thought that the task of returning the PDA to Captain Shi was over. After all, the rest of the work was to find out the traitor who had been stabbing them secretly, and let the Technology Crime Prevention Center concentrate on researching and deciphering fingerprints and voiceprints. The method of identifying the system, who said that the time to attack the critical point was too early, resulting in the plan to be powered on by the white tiger being forced to cut in half.

However, it's fine to leave these matters to Captain Shi to worry about, because I don't look like a policeman and only cameo, so I have no right to intervene.

It's just that he never expected that he would be overwhelmed with chores such as reports and aftermath, as well as dealing with the officials who came to pay attention.

Every time he wanted to visit Bai Muyao in the hospital, it was often past the visiting time, or when he was free to go there, the other party would have already fallen asleep, so he was too embarrassed to disturb him.

Because of this, until Bai Muyao disobeyed the doctor's dissuasion and left the hospital early, they had no chance to meet each other.

"I remember this cake..."

Carrying the cardboard box out of the well-known cake shop, Qi Songling carefully placed the cake on the passenger seat.

Although I got a new car, I still miss the feeling of someone sitting next to me occasionally...

He patted himself on the face as if cheering up, now he should enjoy the hard-won long vacation.

In order to reward him for his heroic performance in subduing the big drug lord, and to help solve the largest drug seizure case in history, the sub-bureau chief who wanted to get rich declared that he would treat him kindly, so he gave him a vacation that he had been asking for for a long time without success.

Even Shi Yicheng once contacted him, saying that if he still wants to ask for a transfer, he can ask him for help, so now they occasionally meet up for a drink together.

When he was trying to cultivate a holiday mood, the car had arrived at the destination, and the luxury apartment he had only visited once stood in front of his sight.

"I don't know if he still likes to eat this kind of cake?" Qi Songling murmured anxiously after glancing at the cake beside him.

What he bought was the chocolate banana cake that the other party loved most back then. This kind of taste did not suit the occasion and the season, so he was asked several times by the cute young female shop assistant, "Do you really want to buy this?".

After contemplating in the car for a while, he was finally defeated by the desire to see that person, and he got out of the car in a hurry.

Although he had already made up his mind to part ways after the task was completed, he still wanted to thank each other in person, or say goodbye.

Standing in front of the unfamiliar door, he tremblingly pressed the doorbell.However, after a while, no one came to answer the door.

"By the way...he might not be at home!"

Qi Songling scratched her head angrily. In this festival that advocates gathering and celebrating lovers, maybe the other party will also go out to spend Christmas Eve with the person she likes.

If that person didn't have a face as cold as ice, he would actually be a handsome and upright handsome guy, not to mention...he still remembers that person treating the person he likes with such tenderness that it makes people nostalgic.

It should be very happy to be his lover!

"Stop thinking about it!" He scolded himself to stop dwelling on the lost love.Obviously it was destroyed by myself, but I couldn't help but envy the person who can enjoy that tenderness.

After pressing the bell again, there was still no sound. It seemed that the possibility that the other party was going out for the holidays was increasing.

Why didn't he consider this before coming here?It seems that I haven't made much progress in these years!Always act recklessly with an impulse, no wonder you will be scolded for not thinking about your choices.

"What should I do... Let's do this! Ring the bell again, just for the last time..."

If someone was there, he would say what he had to say, finish everything, and then go home in style.

If no one is there, it means that the other party has already spent the festive season with his lover, and he shouldn't continue to stalk the other party to add to the other party's troubles...

Just as Qi Songling was preparing his mind, he raised his hand to press the bell for the third time, but the door opened with a "snap", and Bai Muyao, who was wearing a high-end black sweater and khaki casual pants, appeared behind the door with a blank expression. Although he still wore stiff silver-rimmed glasses, it was rare that his hair was not combed too neatly and casually scattered on his forehead.

Qi Songling's eyes widened in surprise, thinking "So you're at home", and almost smugly asked the other party "Did you go out with your lover", but luckily held back at the last moment.

But after a second thought, since this person is at home, why didn't he answer the door earlier?

But if he asked, it would be like blaming the other party, so in the end he didn't say anything at all.

Thus, an unbearable silence lay between the two of them.

After a while, Bai Muyao spoke first. "It is you."

"Well, it's me." Already accustomed to the other party's greetings that can't even be called greetings, Qi Songling shook the cake box in his hand and forced a smile. "A belated visit."

"I'm not sick, but you'd better come in."

Taking the cake box in his hand, Bai Muyao showed the minimum courtesy, let him into the room sideways, and asked casually, "Do you want something to drink?"

"You don't need to greet me deliberately, you should rest more. By the way, is your injury okay?"

"It's been fine for a long time."

Bai Muyao, who walked into the kitchen with his back facing Qi Songling, seemed to have lost weight from his broad back before, but he did seem to have recovered well, and asked him politely, "is it coffee or tea?"

I remember that Bai Muyao once argued that he had to buy espresso, so Qi Songling decided to follow the other party's preference and replied, "it is better to eat cake with coffee".

Sitting down on the single sofa in the living room, remembering that they had a big fight over sleeping on the sofa, he couldn't help laughing, but his smile froze again when he thought that even the old grudges from the past were brought out at that time.

It doesn't matter, today is the first and last time he took the initiative to come to this room. From now on, they will never have the chance to meet again, and all this will become part of the memory...

There was the slight clash of cups and plates, Qi Songling looked up and saw that Bai Muyao was standing in front of him holding two cups of hot coffee, and the unique aroma immediately permeated the entire living room.

He thanked him, took the coffee, and took a sip.The black coffee with nothing added, although it smells delicious, is surprisingly bitter in the mouth.

Sure enough, Bai Muyao, who was sitting on the three-seater sofa, also frowned his handsome eyebrows, as if being forced to drink a potion, and boldly added several tablespoons of sugar and creamer to the coffee.

Seeing him desperately stirring the coffee that tasted more sweet than fragrant, Qi Songling immediately realized a fact. After several struggles, he still couldn't hold back his curiosity and asked aloud.

"Um...you don't...actually hate coffee, don't you?"

"I don't hate it, but I can't say I like it either."

"In that case, why did you insist on drinking espresso that day?"

"It's my freedom to drink!" His tone suddenly became impatient, Bai Muyao pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and his attitude suddenly became cold: "It's you, what are you doing here? Don't you need to accompany your girlfriend today? ?”

"I don't have a girlfriend anymore!" Qi Songling softened her passionate tone slightly, feeling that it was sad for her to speak back outrightly. "Didn't I just say that I'm here to visit the sick?"

"I just said it's fine."

Hearing the other party's intention to drive him away, Qi Songling pretended to smile relaxedly to hide his sadness.

"You are ruthless! Is that why you don't welcome me?"

"Unless you give a reason other than visiting a sick person."

"Actually... I want to say thank you."

Putting down the coffee he didn't want to drink anymore, Qi Songling lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Bai Muyao, for fear that his expression would reveal his reluctance.

"It's embarrassing to say that I'm the policeman, but you saved me several times. Even when you were injured and hospitalized, I didn't visit you... Also, I came to say goodbye to you."

"Farewell?"

"Have you received the final payment for this commission?"

Qi Songling, who didn't get a response from Bai Muyao and thought he had acquiesced, continued.

"From now on, we won't have the chance to cooperate again, and you won't come to see me if you have nothing to do...Of course I welcome you to our branch office! I think the branch chief will give you a warm welcome."

From the beginning to the end of this conversation, he was the only one who sang a one-man show, and Bai Muyao didn't say a word.

"Anyway, before we die, I want to say goodbye to you."

In fact, what he wanted to say was not goodbye, but the feeling of still wanting to be with each other.

However, if speaking out will only hurt yourself, it is better to keep this relationship in your heart and wait for the arrival of that day with a smile.

"Maybe you don't regard me as a friend for a long time, but I am still very happy to know you as a friend, and I will miss the time when we fought side by side. If there is any unpleasantness in the past, please forget it!"

Just like Bai Muyao once said - this is just a blink of an eye, not an unforgettable memory, will you forget it soon?I should be able to forget it soon!

hope...

"Have you finished?" Finally, Bai Muyao, who had been silent all along, spoke, but the atmosphere became extremely cold when he spoke. "So, you came here specifically to apologize... and to say goodbye?"

"Um……"

"If it's okay, please go back after drinking coffee! Forgive me for not sharing the cake with others, I need to rest early."

"That's right...thank you for the coffee."

Qi Songling didn't intend to finish his coffee, so he stood up resisting the pain in his chest. He looked down at the watch in his hand, and it was obvious that the person who was yelling for a rest after nine o'clock in the evening had issued an order to evict him.

"Really, you're still wearing that watch! お稥" Bai Muyao sneered, as if making fun of his reluctance. "That old thing should be thrown away long ago, ask your girlfriend to buy a new one for you!"

"Didn't you say that I don't have a girlfriend? And I like this watch very much. It's very durable. If I don't wear it, I still feel uncomfortable with empty hands!"

"Do you like the feeling of being bound so much?"

"It can't be called a bondage." Qi Songling wiped the surface, and although it was a bit worn and blurred, he could still clearly see the time turning forward.

"After wearing it for a long time, you will have feelings. This watch is really amazing. It has accompanied me through life and death. Even after being soaked in water so many times, it is still fine."

"The biggest advantage of that watch is its waterproof function."

"It should be!" After wearing it for so many years, he didn't know the exact function of this watch... Qi Songling tilted his head, and suddenly realized that something was wrong.

"How do you know?" Seeing that Bai Muyao's expression changed, he took advantage of the situation and continued to ask. "How do you know the function of this watch? Better than my master?"

"I'm tired, please go back." Bai Muyao, who turned his face away, headed towards his bedroom without even looking at him. Qi Songling chased after him unwillingly, and pulled the trigger when he opened the door. Hold him by the shoulder.

"It's just answering a question for me, it won't take up much of your time, will it?"

"I said I'm tired, you leave immediately!"

Bai Muyao shook off his hand vigorously, but hugged his right arm with a distressed face, Qi Songling realized that the other's wound had not fully healed.

"Sorry, I don't know about your injury..."

"Didn't you say I'm fine!" Bai Muyao glared at him sternly, preventing him from approaching.

But in Qi Songling's eyes, this aloof and proud son of heaven is like a wounded beast at this moment, and he can only intimidate him by growling and dancing his claws.

Looking at such a man, in an instant, many things that I didn't understand in the past suddenly became clear now.

This person is not so cold that he doesn't feel pain, nor is he so perfect that he is impeccable, but he just likes to be strong and refuses to expose his weaknesses.

Unhealed injuries, unpalatable bitter coffee, gifts that lie that they don't remember...

He doesn't know how many things this person has been brave enough to do, but just like his previous speculation, no matter how meticulous the other person's expression is, no matter how indifferent and heartless his attitude is, what is hidden deep in his heart is the same as himself, afraid of being hurt again cowardice.

At this time, he suddenly felt that his friends who performed better than him in every way were no longer so far away.

"Let me just say it! You used to throw me all the bitter things, how could you suddenly become good at drinking coffee." No longer afraid of the other party's threatening eyes, Qi Songling approached him with a stride.

"Actually, you remember it all! Remember that you gave me this watch. It was a gift you gave me on Christmas three years ago. You also remember that I gave you Beethoven's symphony CD. You must still remember it. Bar!?"

"... so what? As long as you treat me as a friend, these things are meaningless!"

Bai Muyao's unbearable roar stunned Qi Songling, except for the time when he prevented him from letting go and falling into the water, he had never seen such a furious expression on his friend's face.

"That's right! My injury is indeed not healed, but it's just a little stinging when I touch it. I don't need to say it to win sympathy. Anyway, you came here out of guilt!"

"No! I didn't come here out of guilt, I—"

"I know, you came to thank me and say goodbye! Fuck you, stop playing that disgusting friendship game with me!"

Bai Muyao, who couldn't even utter foul language, added a superfluous sentence, "Who wants to be friends with you?" Qi Songling was so angry that he almost rushed over to beat him.

"Also, I don't like coffee, and I don't like Espresso. When I see you again, I just want to remind myself what it tastes like. I should remind myself that such a bitter taste should not be so stupid as to taste it again."

"I don't understand! I don't know what I have to do with coffee—"

"Because you don't know how to live or die, you are like coffee that is too bitter to drink. It's obviously too bad to drink, but you always emit a strange aroma, luring me to approach!"

Being accused of unnecessary crimes, Qi Songling pointed at himself, who is also a man, in astonishment. "I...how did I seduce you!?"

"It's just a metaphor." No longer wearing the mask of pretending to be calm, Bai Muyao gave him a blank look, and directly called him an idiot.

"During this period, I have tried my best to keep a distance from you, and I don't want to be influenced by you anymore, but you always look at me expectantly and say things that misunderstand me."

"I..." Knowing that he had done a lot of things to test the other party, Qi Songling didn't dare to speak up.

"Anyway, at the end of the day, you'll declare that we're just friends, that's enough! Nervous idiot..."

"You don't need to speak so excessively!" Unwilling to be scolded all the time, Qi Songling yelled with the last bit of advantage, "You still like me clearly, why do you speak so harshly?"

"The worst thing is this... I don't know what I like about you, let alone why I still have nostalgia for you until now."

As if encountering something extremely troublesome, Bai Muyao held his forehead helplessly.

"I stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, cursing you for having the guts to come here, and I also thought about not letting you in, so that I would not have expectations of you, let alone feel lost after you left."

Now Qi Songling finally understood why he had waited so long for Bai Muyao to open the door. It turned out that the other party was in the same mood as before he pressed the bell, just as hesitant.

There was a feeling that waiting was finally worthwhile, and he was even more thankful that he had enough patience to wait, otherwise he would have missed this sincere message that he would never hear again.

The resentment that was irritated by the other party at the beginning dissipated without a trace, and what remained in my heart was only the joyful ecstasy.

He didn't think about the longing that he thought was hopeless, and the day when he would get a response, let alone the relationship that was destroyed by himself, and he could luckily put it back together.

However, Bai Muyao, who was still angry, didn't notice his loving eyes at all, and continued to accuse him of crimes.

"You still dare to say that my speech is ugly? Do you know what is the most insane thing about you? You still foolishly expect to become good friends with me, want me to stay by your side as if nothing happened, and wish you to fall in love with others and get married. Finally organize your own family, if you really want me to do this, you might as well just hit me in the chest with your gun!"

"Hey! Don't say that kind of thing again!" Qi Songling's tone became serious when he was poked at the most painful point in the center, "There should be a limit to being brave! Do you think it feels good if I shoot you? The one you don’t want to hurt is you, okay?”

"Look! It's coming again, and it's starting to say that misleading thing again."

Hearing this, Bai Muyao not only didn't look happy at all, but his expression became even more tangled. He looked up helplessly and said "Please spare me".

"Why don't you just leave? Why do you want to say goodbye to me, such nonsense as good friends? If I knew I would have died, I wouldn't have let you in..."

"Then why did you still open the door?"

"I also want to ask myself this question! I should have risked being fired by the boss to reject this commission, why can't I learn the lesson? I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore... I should have already You have this kind of determination...the problem is..."

With a long sigh, Bai Muyao muttered angrily, "The salary of this job is really high."

Qi Songling could only hold back the urge to roll his eyes, the previously moved atmosphere was gone.

"Okay, it must be great to know that I still miss you! Is that all right?"

Even though he was a little bit annoyed, Bai Muyao quickly returned to his cold way of speaking, and after straightening his sloppy glasses, he grabbed Qi Songling's arm and forcibly dragged him away.

"Get out of my sight as soon as possible, the farther the better!"

"You're lying." Said the other party's thoughts, Qi Songling avoided his wound, and pulled away the hand that restrained her. "I have already seen your behavior pattern. The more you say this, the more you want me to stay."

"you……"

"It's a lie to say that you don't want to have anything to do with me. You must be secretly happy to find an excuse to reunite with me, and you can still... Huh?"

Suddenly being pushed to the open door, Qi Songling didn't have time to react, Bai Muyao had already pressed him down, and then, a forceful kiss squeezed his lips, sealing his unspoken words.

He opened his eyes wide in surprise, his hands and feet were so stiff that he didn't know how to move them.

At this time, shouldn't he push Bai Muyao away?

But the drooping eyelashes in front of his eyes made him unable to look away just by trembling slightly, and the softness and warmth of the lips that had not been in contact with others for a long time made the touch of four lips touching even more nostalgic endlessly.

But just beginning to experience this joyful feeling, Bai Muyao stopped kissing and looked at him coldly. "It's scary, isn't it?"

Qi Songling didn't stay until she shook her head in denial, but silently lowered her gaze.

Mistakenly thinking that his reaction was out of fear, Bai Muyao snorted coldly, and pointed to the door outside the room.

"Do you understand? It doesn't matter what I think. If you think kissing a man is disgusting and you think you can't be with me, then be kind and get the hell out of me! Don't try to shake my resolve... "

Not wanting to hear the words to drive her away, Qi Songling suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the knitted sweater of the person in front of her, and kissed the lips that she still wanted to miss.

Bai Muyao, who was kissed suddenly, was obviously taken aback at first, and then pushed him away fiercely, a trace of panic rarely appeared on his normally flawless stern face.

"What are you doing!?"

Qi Songling didn't answer, but just kissed him again, but he was pushed away after a short kiss, and he chased after him unwillingly.

The two of them went back and forth in circles in the bedroom like this, causing him to have the illusion of wanting to rape each other.

"Hey! Have you had enough trouble!?"

After forgetting the several times of tugging, Bai Muyao ruthlessly pushed him far away. Qi Songling, who lost his way of expression, could only shout loudly.

"Not disgusting at all!"

"What did you say?"

"I said, kissing you is not disgusting at all." Seeing the other party's unbelievable expression, Qi Songling stepped forward as if going all out, and didn't stop until he was so close that he almost hit the tip of his nose.

"I kissed you because I wanted to. Even when I was having sex with you, I never felt uncomfortable. Do you understand?"

There is no basis for his words, in order to win the trust of the other party, knowing that he is like a brown candy that cannot be shaken off, Qi Songling still reaches out to grab Bai Muyao's neck, but this time, he was not pushed away again, nor did he encounter stubborn resistance.

So he mustered up the courage to cover his lips. When he sucked the thin and graceful lips, it seemed that a hot current rushed to his whole body, and even his heart was deeply shaken.

When interacting with others, he had never experienced such a sense of indulging in his body and mind. He instantly realized that only this person could make his blood boil with just a kiss.

The tip of his tongue moved back and forth along the tidy teeth with a bit of abstinence. When he tried to pry open the other's teeth, as if responding to his intrusion, a nearly suffocating hug immediately came towards him.

"Really!"

Being embraced by Bai Muyao's arms, he felt his fingertips caressing his back through the clothes. He was so comfortable that he raised his jaw. The next moment, he was not to be outdone when Fang Fang rolled his tongue forcefully. cater to.

The tip of each other's tongues curled up, unwilling to admit defeat, tried their best to tease each other, demanding each other's lips and saliva, and the wet sound of lips and tongues intertwined, adding a touch of obscenity to the heated air.

"Hmm..." Hearing a moan-like sound coming out of his nasal cavity, although Qi Songling felt ashamed of his bold behavior, he couldn't extricate himself from it.

He hugged Bai Muyao's shoulders, not only deeply felt the entanglement of each other's lips and tongues, but even their bodies were close together without a single gap.

All the cells in the whole body are excited in response to the high-spirited love, like a flame burning the body, and they can only devote themselves to this passionate kiss that teases all senses.

It wasn't until the breathing of both sides became uncomfortable that they stopped the long kiss and gasped.

"sorry……"

Watching Bai Muyao's undulating chest, Qi Songling felt that his long-suppressed mood was about to break through his chest and overflow.

"I've always wanted to apologize to you, but this is actually the right thing to do. Back then, I was too stupid. I didn't dare to admit it because I was afraid of being laughed at, and I avoided it because I didn't dare to face other people's eyes. You are right. I'm always blaming other people, I'm just hopelessly stupid..."

"Shut up, that's not what I want to hear right now."

Before he could ask "Then what do you want to hear", his lips were blocked by a fiery kiss again.

In an instant, Qi Songling gave up all his excuses and doubts, and his head was boiling with no time to think about anything other than this person.

Perhaps, when he has the energy to spare, it is more appropriate to explain his intentions to the other party, explaining his regrets over the years and longing for three years.

As for now, he just wants to go with the flow, even if he is involved in the unknown vortex, he will not hesitate.

As long as it's with this person.