think love

Lu Pengcheng was the only one in the meeting room, and the fan of the projector was rustling. What was projected on the projection screen was a ppt with a line of small words in the upper left corner——Proposal for Lulemall's 2011 annual activity plan.

"Pa-ta, pa-ta!"

Lu Pengcheng clicked on the keyboard on the notebook computer, and the ppt on the projection screen scrolled down page by page.

This is what Fang Bining left him in the flash drive, and it is what Lu Pengcheng has always wanted before, but it is not the result he wants now.

Lu Pengcheng picked up the phone on the table, dialed the internal number and asked Tony to come over.After a while, there was a knock on the door of the conference room.

Tony walked in and saw something on the projection screen. He was stunned for a moment, and then he realized what it was. He walked to Lu Pengcheng's laptop, leaned down, and flipped through the ppt page by page. , looked at it twice before withdrawing his hand from the keyboard, and then looked at Lu Pengcheng.

"Pancho, how did you get this? Is this a proposal from Aning?"

Lu Pengcheng nodded, crossing his hands in front of his chin, "It was Fang Bining's proposal, and he gave it to me himself."

Tony frowned, and looked at Lu Pengcheng with an expression as if he saw a thief, "Pancho, do you know that stealing business secrets is a very shameless act?"

Lu Pengcheng once again had the urge to shoot him to death with a notebook computer, but he is not in the mood now, just looking at the things on the projection screen, and said indifferently: "He gave it to me..."

He paused, and then said: "But he never believed me, he thought I would go to him, all for this..."

Tony patted Lu Pengcheng on the shoulder, "Who told you not to cherish it before? I can't help you with anything, so please ask yourself." He was about to leave the meeting room, and when he walked to the door He was stopped by Lu Pengcheng from behind.

Lu Pengcheng pointed to the projection screen, "Tony, this thing, what do you think...?"

Tony opened the door, "Pancho, I don't mind fighting with you, but I don't mind you doing things that I despise. Of course, you are the boss, and you are the one who decides everything."

The door of the meeting room was closed with a "click", and Lu Pengcheng was given a separate space again. Lu Pengcheng leaned back, leaned back on the back of the chair, and looked at the proposal on the projection screen in front of him with arms folded. There is a war between heaven and man.

Maybe Fang Bining was not at fault, I kept looking for Fang Bining, and it was indeed with the purpose of bringing Fang Bining back to Guangyan, and even raised this matter to him at the Lulemall thank you meeting, but ...and not just that.

Without Fang Bining, he felt as if something was missing in his heart. When he returned to his apartment in those few days and turned on the light, he couldn't help thinking of the time when Fang Bining lived here.

Now that I think about it, I can't bear Fang Bining's behavior, and I can have two more talks with him, but I vented all my unpleasant emotions on him, obviously hurting him.

He said that he was the one who liked him, and he really had a relationship with the other party, and he was the one who was troubled, and then he couldn't solve it by himself, so he shifted the anxiety caused by this trouble to Fang Bining.

"Mr. Lu, you lost our miracle..."

"Pancho, you have to remember that sometimes your personality is very easy to hurt others, especially a sensitive person like Banning."

"Pancho, you need to fail so you can learn to appreciate it."

"But some things, once lost, can never be found again."

Different voices echoed repeatedly in Lu Pengcheng's mind, and finally they all converged into one voice...a voice that was somewhat sad and hopeless.

"Pancho, those words you said last night were really touching, but what you want is a tool that can get you successful, not... a lover. I am grateful for your dedication last night, making me feel that you You really like me, but the dream always wakes up, and at that time... you didn't make any promises."

I really... didn't make any promises to him.

Fang Bining always remembered this incident.

At that time, Fang Bining said that he would take it back one day, so don't make any promises to him, but in fact, at that time, he didn't know what to promise him at all.

But now, Lu Pengcheng seems to have a faint understanding of what the promise refers to...

Fine dust floated in front of the light of the projector, reflecting the sparkling luster. Lu Pengcheng felt that the meeting room was a bit suffocatingly quiet, but he didn't want to go back to the office yet, so he turned on the music on the desktop A familiar melody sounded.

Ain'tnosunshinewhenshe'sgone (My world has no sunshine since she left)

It's not warm when she's away (I don't feel warm when she's away)

Anytimeshegoesaway (anytime she goes away)

Wonder this time where she's gone (wonder this time where she's gone)

Wonderifshe's gonetostay (would love to know where she wants to anchor)

Ain'tnosunshinewhenshe'sgone (My world has no sunshine when she's gone)

The figure of Fang Bining kept appearing in front of my eyes, the first meeting in the lobby of lulemall, the way I was doing things with myself, the expression after being hurt by myself, the indifference and alienation later, and the extremely seductive smile at myself in the bar. Like a magical elf and warm sunshine, but there is always a lonely atmosphere around him, making people want to keep him by their side, not only to keep the warmth, but also to bear the sunshine being shrouded in haze...

Lu Pengcheng buried his face between his hands, feeling a moist liquid wet his palms.

The world that I had finally found a little bit of warmth and sunshine is crumbling and disintegrating bit by bit, as if an overwhelmed ancient building, with its mottled exterior walls and supports engraved with time imprints, is slipping and falling in the grayness and coldness, No bottom in sight.

He didn't know until now that all the previous events were just a sign that he would lose forever, but he didn't see clearly, but this time, he really lost Fang Bining...

Ain't no sunshine... If there is no Fang Bining.

The tree logic of Fang Bining's website-style proposal made him win the first place in one fell swoop.

But this year...

Lu Pengcheng didn't do it himself this time, but Tony and Andy explained the concept and creativity respectively.

When Tony stood up from his seat and walked to the projection screen, Lu Pengcheng noticed that Fang Bining also stood up, and walked out the door silently.

At this moment, for the first time, he guessed what Fang Bining was thinking. He probably didn't want to see the activity plan that should belong to their company displayed on the projection screen.

When the requirements put forward by the client are relatively easy to understand, and the direction of the two people's thinking is similar, there are also cases of manuscript collisions, but the disclosure of commercial secrets is another matter, and it is likely to ruin a person. future...

The closed glass door of the meeting room blocked Lu Pengcheng's sight. When he turned around, Tony had already started explaining Guangyan's activity proposal in front of the projection screen...

After the traditional Chinese New Year, lulemall has just removed the large happy characters, red Chinese knots and decorations with Chinese elements, and immediately put on romantic and warm costumes.

Although it is right next to the traditional Chinese New Year, a large-scale event that lasts half an industry, no shopping mall will show a negligent attitude towards Valentine's Day, a festival introduced from the West.

Various brands stationed in lulemall have also launched activities for Valentine's Day. The most common one is to get a Valentine's Day gift if you spend a certain amount of money. In the gourmet world on the top floor, a Western-style pastry shop is launching activities for Valentine's Day handmade cakes. There are also discounts for lovers, and a few classic romance films were specially selected for review on this day.

In short, this is a day filled with the sweetness of chocolate, and lovers devote themselves to creating their own happiness.

On the open-air plaza of Lulemall, there are various props built with metal pipes as skeletons. There are various shapes. The hollow part in the middle is filled with almost fake peach blossom branches, and the peach blossoms extend from the gaps between the metal skeletons. When you come out, you not only put on a beautiful shape, but also cover the metal skeleton underneath. From a distance, the open-air square seems to be covered by a piece of pink snow, creating a romantic atmosphere of first love.

A red heart-shaped stage is set up at the entrance of the shopping mall, and the pink yarn is also propped up by steel pipes to form a huge love heart. It is about ten meters high, and the bottom is connected with the heart-shaped stage. Create a hazy atmosphere, and just rightly set off the fully transparent piano on the stage, even the chairs are made of crystal, which is crystal clear and charming.

This kind of decoration represents the prelude from first love to passionate love.

Strings of red paper-cuts hang down from the ceiling of the hall, fluttering gently, like leaves fluttering in the wind, conveying and extending this romantic warmth.

The activities organized by Guangyan are mainly at night, focusing on warmth and love, so this time I chose to move the venue to the lobby.

When the time was approaching, couples who had known about the event in advance had come to the place where they were active. On each floor, there were people who were attracted by the sound of the on-site debugging sound, and some people stood on the elevator and couldn't help being curious. look back.

The starting bell rang, and the host walked onto the stage and began to read the opening speech. The provocative and soft lines attracted the attention of many people, and some people were driven by curiosity to move closer to the stage.

Then the couple who leaned over were pleasantly surprised to find that a photo of themselves and their lover appeared on the huge background wall on one side.

This is a new technology introduced by Guangyan for this event. The camera lens installed on the stage will take pictures of the people in front of the stage during the event, and then transmit it to the big screen on one side in real time, forming a huge photo wall.

Couples who spotted this smiled for the camera, leaving their happy smiles on the wall.

Guangyan prepared several highly interactive mini-games for them, and the atmosphere was quickly mobilized.

Lu Pengcheng stood in the rest area on the third floor of the shopping mall, lying on the railing, looking down from the top, the view here was very spacious, and he could clearly see the whole activity in the lobby.

With the sound of "click" and "click" the camera captures the picture, one after another, warm, tender or funny pictures quickly fill the entire screen.Lu Pengcheng stared blankly at these photos, but the images of doing activities here in the past kept appearing in his mind following the sound of the camera.

The shock at the opening ceremony, the warmth of Father's Day and Mother's Day, the innocence and joy of Children's Day, and Qixi Festival, there are hand-painted T-shirt activities with the theme of coolness in summer, the most beautiful bride in October, embracing the sunshine of winter... …

Lu Pengcheng felt that it had been many years since he had felt so deeply as he did now. He had never felt it before. It was only now that he realized that he had invested so much emotion in this place.

Maybe it is really as Tony said, I need to fail, only in this way can I learn and cherish it.

Maybe then he remembered the first time he talked to Fang Bining, his casual attitude made him almost drop the phone.

He also remembered that Fang Bining told him in a lazy voice on the phone, what is creativity, and putting an apple with a label on the ceiling is creativity.

There were also two people talking about the relationship between love and money on the phone. I heard him say in a dim voice on the other end of the phone, because sometimes, what you want to get and feel, you have to be given by someone else, but someone else There is no way to give so you don't feel helpless...for example, love.

"Like... love?"

Lu Pengcheng murmured, showing confusion.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, getting closer and closer, but stopped not far behind him, Lu Pengcheng turned his head and saw Fang Bining standing there.

He was wearing a gray double-breasted coat and a camel woolen scarf around his neck. He was handsome, with delicate features, and his long bangs almost covered his eyes.

The two looked at each other silently for a while, Lu Pengcheng's mouth curled up, he straightened up, and turned around.Then lean your back against the railing.

"Are you here to ask me why I didn't use your manuscript?"

Fang Bining didn't speak, Lu Pengcheng propped his elbows on the railing, and turned his head to look at the activity scene below.

"Tony said after you left, but in fact, every event will be there. I didn't notice it before, so I chose this place today. The view is better. I want to see if you will come too... maybe Guangyan Last event here."

Lu Pengcheng turned his head and saw Fang Bining's mouth moving, he seemed to be hesitating about what to say, but Lu Pengcheng had something in his heart, and he knew it was inappropriate to say it at this time, but he wanted it very urgently. Say it out, if you want Fang Bining to hear it, hear the voice in your heart.

"It's impossible to say that I don't regret it. I have never been a person who is willing to take risks. I will only make a decision when I am fully sure. But I know that once your proposal is used, there will be a difference between us. It's no longer possible..."

He didn't forget that at the end of the draft competition that day, Fang Bining looked at him with puzzled eyes, and felt heartbroken for a moment, because he was once again sure that in Fang Bining's eyes, he was just a person who would do anything for his own career.

But he's not...

Lulemall's project is very important. It was so necessary to win it last year because its huge project cost can ease the depression caused by the financial crisis. Now the industry's prosperity has recovered a little bit, and Guangyan has also expanded its business in new fields, but It doesn't mean that you can give up lulemall. In fact, you can't lose the right to this activity for a company that has made some achievements.

Lu Pengcheng thought, if it was him in the past, he would probably dismantle Fang Bining's proposal without hesitation, and reorganize the good ideas into his own company's proposal. He doesn't care what the other party does, he only cares about himself and the future of the company.

However, Fang Bining's proposal was kept in the flash drive until the end. Without Fang Bining, some advantages will indeed be lost, but as Tony said, Andy and the others also put in a lot of effort, so he shouldn't ignore them As for himself, he only wanted Fang Bining to know——

"Fang Bining, without you, I..."

"Okay, now, please stop what you're doing and look at me."

The voice of the master of ceremonies below came through the loudspeaker, interrupting Lu Pengcheng's words.

Lu Pengcheng saw that the muscles on Fang Bining's face twitched, his obvious complexion became ugly, there was a little water in his eyes hidden under the bangs, but the cast of eyes was almost desperate sad.

Lu Pengcheng hated the master of ceremonies who spoke out at this time, and cursed in his heart, damn it.Just as he was about to explain, the master of ceremonies' voice came over again.

"No matter how beautiful a rose is, it withers, and when sweet chocolate melts, but today, we have to do something different... What is it?"

The voice of the master of ceremonies paused, and then sounded again, "It's actually very simple, but it's not something flashy. Now, everyone here, please make a promise to the people around you, no matter it's a big or beautiful promise, It’s still a very small and simple promise, even if it’s just a hug, at least let her/him know that this is what you can do for her/him…”

The emcee's voice finally fell silent, but Fang Bining clenched his hands into fists as if he could no longer restrain himself, trembling slightly, the corners of his eyes were red behind his long bangs, Then he lowered his head, and when Lu Pengcheng saw that he was about to turn around and leave, without thinking about anything, he strode up to grab his hand.

"Wait a minute! Listen to me..."

Lu Pengcheng used great strength to hold Fang Bining tightly, afraid that if he let go, he would disappear in his own world again.

He really couldn't bear that feeling, he was used to the sunshine and warmth, and he never wanted to go back to that cold and lonely world where he was alone.

"I very much hope that Guangyan can continue the activities of Lulemall, because there are too many joys and dreams here, but I know this is difficult, or it has become impossible...because I...lost my Miracle……"

The hand in his hand trembled, and then the tension of the other party's whole body was conveyed to Lu Pengcheng through his fingers.

"Because of him, every event that I let has a unique vitality; because of him, let me know what is the appeal that can immerse hundreds of thousands of people together; it is also because of him... let me understand After losing a certain person, my own world dims, and there is no warmth in the absence of sunshine..."

Behind him, the emcee's voice sounded again, "Why are you all so shy? Louder, you can't hear it like this."

Probably those couples were very shy and embarrassed to say such things in public. The whole scene was whispering, so the host of ceremonies encouraged them vigorously, "Speak up, louder, so that he/she can hear clearly."

"I love you, I want you to live in a big house, drive a small car, and be the happiest bride!"

Someone plucked up the courage and shouted, which caused everyone to burst into laughter, but the laughter was all good intentions. Immediately afterwards, various confessions, promises, and words of love intertwined into a sweet melody.

Listening to the promises full of love coming from behind, the camera is still "clicking" and "clicking" to freeze the couple's smiles on the photo wall forever, Lu Pengcheng felt that the vacancy and loss in his heart made him He couldn't hold on any longer.

Only now did he understand that when his girlfriend left him in the past, his indifference could not be called self-control and maturity at all, but because he had never really fallen in love at that time.

Now, he deeply loves the man in front of him who makes him unwilling to let go, so much that even if his world will change because of this, he will not complain.

"Fang Bining, I..."

The following words were drowned in the noise, but he knew that Fang Bining must have heard it, because the hand in his hand trembled slightly, conveying the trembling in the master's heart... He said to him——I promise Give you love and never take it back.

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