think love

So the seemingly peaceful days passed like this for a few weeks.

That night, Lu Pengcheng was invited to participate in the new product launch of a big brand with a long-term cooperation under the group.

The reception was held on a cruise ship, and there were many former or current clients of Lu Pengcheng. During the discussion, many people praised some activities of Lulemall that Guangyan was in charge of.

Some people say that it is obviously not the first time to use the activity mode, but it seems to have a new life, which always gives people a different feeling.Lu Pengcheng knows that this is what makes Fang Bining so special, he is an omnipotent artist, and everything around him can become the material for his improvisation.

He stood there, smiling slightly, flipping his beautiful slender fingers twice casually, like magic, an unexpected thing was born at his fingertips.

God endows a person with talent, and whether he can fully utilize this talent depends on the person's ability.

Lu Pengcheng found that it took only a few months from meeting to getting along, but the name Fang Bining had left a deep impression on his heart.

After the reception, Lu Pengcheng almost left the venue with some annoyance.

Nothing unpleasant happened, it was just because he suddenly realized that he was planning to pretend nothing happened, and then he kept on like this until the feeling faded away, but in fact he was silently observing Fang Bining all the time.

The affection that he didn't dare to show to others has not been diluted by time at all, but under the deliberate suppression, he is more and more eager to move.

Lu Pengcheng passed through the city center on his way back, and the road conditions were not good, so he could only move forward a little bit with the traffic, so Lu Pengcheng was inexplicably anxious besides his annoyance.

He put down the car window, lit a cigarette for himself, and when he looked sideways out of the window, he couldn't help being taken aback.

There was a bar on the street outside, and Lu Pengcheng saw Fang Bining and another man coming out of a bar, talking as they walked, with a smile on their faces, looking very intimate.

The two walked slowly along the street. Fang Bining still chose the cotton and linen jacket. When the evening wind blew, it was gently lifted, and his back looked slender and straight.

The man next to Fang Bining looked about the same age as Fang Bining, with T-shirt denim and another style, but also slender, and many girls walked past them and looked back.

Judging from the appearance of these two people, they should have known each other for a long time. Lu Pengcheng's car also moved forward slowly with the traffic, but there was always a little distance from them.

The two of them didn't know what they said, Fang Bining smiled happily and hid aside for a while, just to avoid the palm that the man waved over, then Fang Bining still smiled, leaned over and said something, the man Pushed Fang Bining away, but did not withdraw the outstretched hand, but twisted Fang Bining's face as if punishing, the two of them fought and fought, but still walked forward.

Lu Pengcheng felt a little uncomfortable seeing them being so close, and even having a side that Fang Bining seldom showed.

The traffic moved forward, Lu Pengcheng stepped on the accelerator and drove forward, gradually approaching the two people walking in front, when he was almost parallel to them, Lu Pengcheng suddenly stepped on the brakes and lowered the window.

"Fang Bining."

Both of them were taken aback for a moment, and stopped in their tracks. Then Fang Bining turned around, slowly suppressed the smile on his face, and then just looked at Lu Pengcheng like this.

"Get in the car." Lu Pengcheng said coldly, he knew that his expression at the moment might be scary.

But Fang Bining stood there unmoved, the car behind was honking its horn desperately to express its dissatisfaction, but the people around Fang Bining reacted first, and he lightly bumped Xia Bining with his shoulder, knocking him back to his senses , and then pointed his jaw in the direction of Lu Pengcheng.

"Maybe there's something important..."

Fang Bining looked at him, then at Lu Pengcheng, then walked over, opened the passenger door and sat in.

The two of them were silent all the way.

Fang Bining just looked out of the car window, and didn't ask Lu Pengcheng what was going on or where he was taking him. Lu Pengcheng just cared about driving by himself, and then drove the car home directly into the underground parking lot.

Turning off the engine, the car fell into an oppressive silence.

Lu Pengcheng knew that he was impulsive. Seeing Fang Bining walking so intimately with others, he brought Fang Bining here as soon as he got excited. Now he wanted to explain his behavior, but he really Can't think of a good excuse.

When talking about business, he should go to the company instead of his own home, not to mention it is off-duty time, he has no right to interfere with Fang Bining's private time.

So the two sat in the car like this, and the atmosphere turned from depression to embarrassment.

"I remember I said..." In the end, Fang Bining spoke first, and he turned his head to look at Lu Pengcheng, "If you are not from that circle, don't get too close to me..."

"But..." Lu Pengcheng didn't know what he was going to say, he actually wanted to ask, because that person belongs to that circle, that's why you showed him a side that you rarely show to him?But with Shang Bining's clear eyes, he couldn't say anything.

He didn't want to step over, he didn't want to face it, but at the same time he wanted to keep Fang Bining, probably this is called selfishness.

"Fang Bining, is it okay if you don't belong to the same circle?" Lu Pengcheng asked.

Fang Bining's eyes flickered, and then he replied flatly, "Impossible, because there are some promises...you can't give them."

Lu Pengcheng didn't say anything more, and there was silence between the two of them for a while, Fang Bining turned around and opened the door, "If there is nothing else, I'm leaving."

But with a "click", the door was locked by Lu Pengcheng.

When Lu Pengcheng saw Fang Bining turned his head again, he had a puzzled expression on his face, but what could not be concealed in his starry eyes was his constant loneliness.So Lu Pengcheng's mind went blank, and then everything slid in an uncontrollable direction.

He stretched out his hand to hold Fang Bining's hand by his side, leaned forward, and kissed it...

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and then there was a "crash", the glass door was pulled open, and Fang Bining came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist.

Lu Pengcheng was sitting on the bed leaning against the head of the bed to smoke. Hearing the sound, he looked in the direction of the bathroom.

Fang Bining is a bit thin, with slender limbs, and a thin layer of muscles covering his whole body. The collarbone is obvious, but the lines are smooth, and the outline of the figure is very beautiful.The fair skin was dyed a light pink due to the heat, and the little drops of water under the light reflected a jade-like and gentle luster like pearls. The hair was not dried, and it was casually drooping on the face, dripping with water, which was somewhat Uninhibited publicity.

Lu Pengcheng felt that Fang Bining himself was like a perfect work of art created by the heavens. It is always a bit awkward for a man to describe it as beautiful, but it fits Fang Bining.

Fang Bining walked over with a calm expression, and then pressed one knee on the bed, the high-end Sim Mengsi sank silently due to the weight of another person, and then Fang Bining sat down opposite Lu Pengcheng.

Fang Bining just looked at Lu Pengcheng without speaking, the air conditioner was not turned on in the room, but Lu Pengcheng felt that the temperature around him had dropped very low.He didn't know what to say, because he didn't expect that the matter would develop to this point, it was too fast, and there was no room for reaction.

He kissed Fang Bining in the garage, because Fang Bining said that it was impossible not to be in the same circle, because there were some promises he couldn't make.Lu Pengcheng didn't know what Fang Bining's so-called promise was, was it the affection Fang Bining longed for?Or was it something he wished for but could only be bestowed by others?

But what Lu Pengcheng knew very well was that he didn't want Fang Bining to leave his side.

For that kiss, Fang Bining didn't give too much reaction, he just turned his head and laughed, probably really dumbfounded by Lu Pengcheng's actions, then he turned around and said, let's do it, if you If you think you can.

So, he brought Fang Bining back.

There is a bit of bravado in it, because although Fang Bining said that sentence without a special expression, Lu Pengcheng heard a hint of irony in his tone. If it doesn't work, then he forcibly took people away halfway Behavior can get downright ridiculous.

The whole process was too fast, and before Lu Pengcheng fully recognized his feelings, he developed to the point where he wanted to sleep with someone of the same sex. .

Liking and having sex are completely different things. Maybe for comfort, he will seek a night of passion, but the object is always a woman, and that is also an intercourse without any emotions. The atmosphere is very good, and the process is worth aftertaste. In the past, no one remembers anyone, only the laziness and ease after venting, but he will not go for a one-night stand with the same sex, even before Fang Bining, he would not be tempted by the same sex at all.

While waiting for Fang Bining to take a shower, Lu Pengcheng had already calmed down somewhat. Maybe he really couldn't do it, and he shouldn't get involved in that circle, so when Fang Bining came out, he had to make it clear to him...

But looking at Bining's eyes above, watching the drops of water dripping from his hair, falling on his slightly thin shoulders, and then sliding down the texture of the skin, flowing past the brown spot on his chest, all the way to Down, along the flat and tight lower abdomen, it flows into the towel wrapped around the waist. Because of the posture, the lower end of the towel is slightly open, and a certain private part is looming under the towel...

Lu Pengcheng felt that his body was slowly changing, and the temperature around him no longer dropped, so he felt hot and his mouth was a little dry.

Fang Bining leaned slightly, reached out to take down the long-burning cigarette between his fingers, and put it out in the ashtray beside him, "Are you sure... can you?"

When Fang Bining leaned over, the aroma of body wash on his body wafted through Lu Pengcheng's nose. It was something he used all the time, but at this moment, it didn't smell like the smell he was used to. There is a kind of sweet and greasy eroticism inside, tempting his already galloping blood.

Lu Pengcheng did not answer Fang Bining, but leaned forward and kissed him again. Just now in the car, he was a little impulsive and rude, so this time he softened his movements, as if he was savoring it carefully.

It didn't feel disgusting. Lu Pengcheng had the courage to kiss deeply while exchanging saliva with someone of the same sex. At the same time, he put his hand on Bining's skin.He felt the other party tremble slightly, and then allowed himself to move.

It's very different from a woman's softness, but it still feels good under the hand.Lu Pengcheng tried his best to tease Fang Bining with his tongue, and the body fluid that he didn't have time to swallow overflowed from the corners of his unfit lips and flowed down.

Lu Pengcheng played with Fang Bining's small nipples with his fingers, and scratched the top with his fingertips. After hearing Fang Bining's snort, Lu Pengcheng knew that the man also had feelings here. .

The button of the shirt on his body was pulled open at some point, and Lu Pengcheng loosened his tie impatiently and threw it aside.Fang Bining was pressed down by Lu Pengcheng, his head was thrown back, his eyes were full of moisture, his lips were slightly parted, and his thin red chest heaved up and down.

Lu Pengcheng's hands were under the towel around his waist, rubbing his genitals. If it was before, Lu Pengcheng would never have believed that he would be willing to touch something of the same sex.

"Umm...ummm..."

Because of the touching, Fang Bining would moan once or twice unconsciously intermittently, and his normally clear and neutral voice was bathed in lust at this moment, making it even more sexy and touching.

Lu Pengcheng felt that a certain part of himself was wrapped in suit pants, and was eagerly clamoring to get out of the restraint.

It turned out that he could still do it... In the face of a man of the same sex, he even became excited.

As if to prove something, Lu Pengcheng violently pulled the towel on Xia Bining's waist. Fang Bining was probably taken aback by this sudden action, and suddenly opened his eyes wide, looking at Lu Pengcheng puzzled.

The symbol of masculinity stands proudly between the white legs of the other party, and transparent liquid is continuously spit out from the small mouth at the top, dripping down, and the sticky and moist grass shines brightly.

Maybe because he noticed Lu Pengcheng's gaze, Fang Bining stretched out one hand to cover the gap between his legs, and fumbled to hook the bath towel with the other hand, panting.

"Won't it be disgusting to see someone with the same thing on their body?"

Lu Pengcheng came back to his senses, held Fang Bining's hand that was looking for a bath towel, and held Fang Bining's trembling place again with the other hand, exercising tender love, while cursing damn it in his heart.

Yes, damn it!He was so excited when he saw someone of the same sex.

"……what……"

Fang Bining panted quickly, closed his eyes, with a gorgeous expression on his face.

Unable to control himself, Lu Pengcheng leaned forward, sucking the almost transparent skin on the side of his neck, speeding up his hand.

"No...don't...come out soon...ah──"

Fang Bining curled up and twitched excitedly. At the same time, Lu Pengcheng felt a warmth spread from the palm of his hand, and Fang Bining ejaculated in his hand.

Twirling the thick liquid in his hand, this time he stretched his fingers behind Fang Bining. Lu Pengcheng accidentally saw what to do with the same sex when he checked the information on the Internet last time, but at that time he Never thought that one day I would really do this with the same sex.

"Lu Pengcheng, are you sure you want to continue?" Fang Bining suddenly turned his head to ask him when he pressed his finger, his voice was a little hoarse, his wet hair was stuck to his forehead, his eyes seemed to be warning Lu Pengcheng, you will regret it.

I don't regret it in the future. Lu Pengcheng doesn't know. Maybe there will be many issues to consider in the future, but he has no time to think about it now.

He took Fang Bining's hand, brought it to his crotch, and took his hand to pull down the zipper of the suit pants, releasing the swollen desire.When Fang Bining's fingers touched his hot spot, he was startled again.

Lu Pengcheng could guess what he was surprised about. In fact, he was surprised too, but men have always been honest animals, especially when it comes to lust.

Lu Pengcheng pressed his face against his neck, nibbling Fang Bining's earlobe with the tip of his teeth, "I can't stop, although I don't know whether this result is good or bad..."

Fingers stained with Fang Bining's body fluid penetrated into his body, and were immediately wrapped by the tight mucous membrane. Fang Bining frowned and snorted softly, then panted heavily, trying to adapt to his jerky movements.

So Lu Pengcheng lay on his side, hugged Fang Bining in his arms, hooked his fingers with his free hand over his chin, and pressed it against his chin to kiss him.

"Fang Bining, I probably really fell in love with you."

"Then, those things that I want, but have to be given by others, can you give me?"

"Maybe……"

"Before you are sure, don't make any promises to me..."

"why?"

The number of fingers entering his body increased to three, spinning, digging, and making a shameful watery sound of "Guji Guji" when twitching.

The warm body of the other party was completely opened to him, and the softened part opened and closed as if to welcome his entry.So Lu Pengcheng turned Fang Bining over and lay down on the bed, then stood up and slowly sent himself in.

When the joy of being completely enveloped by the suffocation and high heat washed over his mind, Lu Pengcheng seemed to hear Fang Bining's voice, and he was saying—

Because you will take it back one day...

The first ray of sunlight in the morning shines through the floor-to-ceiling glass into the simply decorated bedroom. The black furniture and white bed sheets form a clean and monotonous space.

When Lu Pengcheng woke up, the bed beside him was empty.Fang Bining's clothes that were originally placed on the sofa were gone, and there were only messy marks on the bed sheets, proving that all this was not a dream last night.

Lu Pengcheng sat up, the quilt slipped from his body all the way to his waist, revealing his well-maintained abdominal muscles from regular exercise, and he was still naked underneath.

Once the desire accumulated for a long time was vented, his whole body was immersed in comfort and laziness. He also forgot when he fell asleep, but Fang Bining seemed to be still by his side at that time.

Thinking of what happened last night, Lu Pengcheng felt a little headache. At that time, he was completely overwhelmed and couldn't control himself, but after waking up, he immediately felt deep regret.

He shouldn't have shot Fang Bining, because of this, some principles that he had always adhered to had been broken.

Lu Pengcheng always believed that his sexual orientation was normal, but after having a relationship with Fang Bining, even he himself began to waver.Could it be that he has always accepted homosexuality?

But this is not the crux of the problem. What worries Lu Pengcheng is how he will face Fang Bining in the future?

He did not forget that Fang Bining said "like" when he was in love...

Yes, I like Fang Bining, his beautiful appearance, and his talent, but Lu Pengcheng feels that he is not mentally prepared to turn this liking into an upright relationship, or in other words, he does not want to Too much to want my image to be labeled as gay.

Fortunately, Fang Bining left first, so that he would not face embarrassment when he woke up, but he would still be seen when he went to the company.

Lu Pengcheng fell backwards and made a loud noise when his back was leaning against the head of the bed. He stretched out his hand to hold his forehead in a dejected way, and slightly raised his head and sighed.

Escape is impossible.Just like at that time, the more I wanted to avoid being alone with Fang Bining, the more I wanted to be calm and composed in front of Fang Bining, but the result was just the opposite, my nervousness made Fang Bining see that something was wrong with me... So No matter what, there is always something to face.

When Lu Pengcheng arrived at the company a little late, the office was already busy.

After taking documents such as the contract from the customer's courier from Yolanda, Lu Pengcheng tucked those courier envelopes under his arm, holding the schedule given by Yolanda in one hand, and looking at the lunch list in the other. The door of the meeting room opened, and people came out one after another.

Lu Pengcheng raised his head and met Fang Bining who was walking at the back.

Fang Bining might have gone back to his place of residence first, he changed his clothes, he still looked clean and fresh as usual, even his expression didn't change much.

"Pancho, please come to the conference room later, Tony needs to confirm with you about the process of the Father's Day event."

Although Lu Pengcheng hesitated, but it was related to work, he couldn't put too much personal emotion into it. He went back to his office and put all the things on the desk, then took the notepad and went into the conference room .

The temperature of the air conditioner in the meeting room was a bit low. Tony, the project manager in charge of Lulemall, was talking about the matters that need attention in this event in front of the projection screen. Fang Bining, several project assistants and event planners sat below and listened carefully.

Seeing Lu Pengcheng coming in, the person sitting at the door moved away to make room for Lu Pengcheng, but it happened to be next to Fang Bining.

Lu Pengcheng looked at Fang Bining, and saw that he was just jotting down something in his notebook without looking up, and Tony also stopped to wait for him to take a seat, so Lu Pengcheng put aside the awkwardness in his heart, walked over and sat down.

When he was sitting down, Fang Bining raised his head to look at him, Lu Pengcheng felt a thud in his heart, and hardly dared to look Fang Bining directly in the eyes.Fang Bining just smiled lightly, and said, "Tony just talked about the precautions. Listen, if you have any questions." Then he turned around.

Lu Pengcheng was stunned for a moment, his gaze stayed on Fang Bining's face for a while, and then he turned around and gave Tony a look to signal him to continue.

In fact, the activities of Father’s Day are not complicated. There are no gifts of flowers and perfumes like Mother’s Day, and there is no need to hire a professional stylist to help father reshape the image. However, the parent-child link is still retained. More traditional activities such as father writing blessings.

During the previous discussion, Fang Bining said that he hoped that there would be activities on Father's Day that would allow fathers to show off their talents.So this idea spread out, and finally the event planning contacted a Chinese restaurant in the mall to hold a cooking competition. The limited ingredients were eggs, and fathers could bring their own auxiliary ingredients.

There were basically no issues that needed special attention. After everyone confirmed that it was OK, the meeting ended. Fang Bining didn't get up and leave immediately, but kept writing something in his notebook.

Lu Pengcheng stood up, but he didn't move. He just looked at Fang Bining, hesitating to speak.

Fang Bining wore a pale pink fake two-piece T-shirt, the neckline and cuffs had the effect of torn fringe, the very light powder set off his skin as transparent as white.

He pinned the overly long bangs to one side with a bobby pin, probably the front desk lady's bobby pin, the cute one with a big strawberry on it, but it didn't look weird at all.

Lu Pengcheng noticed that on his exposed slender neck, there was a little red mark near the neckline. There was no doubt that it should be left by himself.

Probably noticing the shadow that had not moved in front of him, Fang Bining raised his head and saw Lu Pengcheng standing in front of him, first showing a bit puzzled and bewildered expression, then smiling.

"Are there any questions? I read a few foreign shopping mall websites a while ago, and I think there are some technologies that can be used for reference, so I am planning to discuss it with Ajie..."

Speaking of this, Fang Bining paused, shaking the pen in his hand, "Ah Jie, that's Shang Jie, the one you saw yesterday, I wanted to discuss this matter with him after get off work yesterday, but..." Shrug your shoulders and spread your hands.

The overly calm attitude made Lu Pengcheng unable to say what he originally wanted to say. He always felt that the other party didn't care, and he was quite stupid to be entangled and troubled secretly.

But he couldn't pretend that nothing happened, so he asked in a deep voice, "Is your body okay?"

Fang Bining blinked, then smiled, "Do you want me to compliment you on your skills? Or do you want me to tell the truth?"

Lu Pengcheng was suffocated by what he said, and he didn't know how to answer. He just told him that if he was really unwell, he could ask for leave and don't push himself, and then he came out of the meeting room first.

When walking out of the conference room, Lu Pengcheng stopped and looked back inside, Fang Bining was still writing something on the notepad with his head down.

In fact, Lu Pengcheng is most troubled by this situation, because he doesn't know what kind of mentality the other party has, so he doesn't know how to deal with it.

In the afternoon, the email system popped up a notification that a new email had been received.Lu Pengcheng saw that this was what Fang Bining said in the morning, and it was an improvement plan for Lulemall's website.At that time, I saw that he was just writing and drawing in his notebook, but it didn't take long for him to sort out detailed planning documents.

Compared with the pile of work on his side, there was almost no progress. Fang Bining's efficiency was so high that Lu Pengcheng felt a little embarrassed. At the same time, the other side also invisibly deepened Lu Pengcheng's inexplicable irritability.