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Chapter 112 Kim Jaejoong, You Can Get Out of My World
For her, the world has been turned upside down. In the past few months, everything has changed, and even people are the same.
When looking at the snow falling outside the window, He Yaxi no longer cared about Liu Xing'er, let alone see if the people outside were leaving or not.The kind-hearted Han Renxiao saw the people outside frozen like this and brought him into the house without Liu Xing'er's consent.
Although Han Renxiao usually doesn't like Kim Jaejoong very much, but at this moment he just regards him as a child who has stood outside for a long time and is almost too cold to speak clearly.
What is she still doing in the room!Han Renxiao doesn't quite understand, she doesn't look like a child who would abuse people in such a scene, in the past few years she hasn't tortured anyone she doesn't like, at least in their hearts she is very kind child.She will not torture someone who is especially kind to her.
But... she didn't even say a word.
Han Renxiao gave him a cup of hot water to warm up his body first.Before he went to call Xing'er, Xiao Taimin had already rushed to her room to report the news.
She was lying on the bed, still reading a book calmly.There was a lot of movement below, and it was impossible not to hear Han Renxiao's voice below.Jin Zaizhong has already come in, the result is already expected, but he has never been given a chance to say that if he sees him today and lets him say what is in his heart, then...she knows that she will not be able to hold on, He didn't even have the only belief and hope. During the two months at home, he was only temporarily blocked from contact with the outside world and excluded him temporarily.
Liu Xing'er knew clearly that her legs weren't bad, the difference was just a matter of time, if he had to solve the matter and get her to the point, then...she had to do a good job of accepting it, and sooner or later she would have to face her. to reality.What if it's a year... let him wait for a year?That's not realistic, maybe it's a lifetime thing, no one wants to be with a disabled person for a lifetime.
When people are at their lowest ebb, it will be clear at a glance who the friends around you are sincerely treating you.
"NUNA~~" Xiao Taimin lay on the edge of the bed in a childish voice, "Big brother is down there, he is here to look for you."
The book in her hand paused for a while, her eyes stayed on a certain word for a few seconds, and she was in the mood to continue reading, and she didn't care at all about the things Xiao Taimin mentioned.Little Taemin stood on the edge of the bed for a long time, expecting his sister to have a word with him, even if he didn't go, it's really scary for a sister who doesn't speak, for a child at this age.
Until He Yaxi called downstairs, he opened the door and went out.At this time, Liu Xing'er put away the book, covered the quilt, and said to Xiao Taimin who was about to go out: "I said that my sister has rested, let him come back tomorrow."
A child's mind is always very simple, he doesn't know what to say and what not to say, at this time he only knows that his sister finally talked to him after he was discharged from the hospital, so he closed the door excitedly, ran downstairs, He told Han Renxiao exactly how his sister read, how she responded, and how she spoke, and even added embellishments and thought: "My sister hasn't fallen asleep yet, so she must not be asleep now."
After a while, Han Renxiao really came to her room. In the brightly lit room, he pulled back the quilt and asked softly, "Do you want to see me? I've been waiting for a long time."
Warm like a mother, gentle like a father, Han Renxiao didn't blame her for being capricious and turned away people who came to visit her. He thought that his child must have a reason for this, and gave him an understanding that even his parents never had. , Wiping the starlight from the corner of her eyes: "If you are sad, go to the United States. Uncle will help you arrange to go to the United States for treatment. The chances of getting well are much better than South Korea. The medical equipment in the United States is first-class."
Tears poured down unsatisfactorily, dripping into the white pillow, holding his mouth and refusing in a sad low voice: "I don't want to, I don't want to go to America alone, I don't want to stay in America alone again." Grabbing Han Renxiao's hand, Pray that he will not let her learn to be independent like in the past, and her generous palms are tightly grasped.
Han Renxiao cried bitterly, more bitter tears than at his father's funeral, just like his own child, only to find out that the decision to send her to the United States was obviously wrong, and she was lonelier than ordinary children In her heart, she had the heart to let her learn to be strong alone. It was a cruel thing for her. Han Renxiao would not let the past happen again, and told Xinger definitely: "No, uncle will accompany you. Then leave you alone, don’t start a company, and accompany you to the United States, no matter how long it takes, if there is no cure, we will live there until you are healthy.”
"Really? This time I won't..." Liu Xing'er trusted again.
"No, I promise this time, I will never leave you alone." Han Renxiao affirmed.
Since Han Renxiao was busy with the company, he rarely traveled with his family, not even a school trip.Although no longer entangled in the original Xing'er, it seems that she has come out of the persistent love in the past.In the year of his birth, no one knew what the 17-year-old Han Renxiao thought of a little child in his heart. Because he was a little princess, he no longer expected her mother's sympathy and pity. Being able to rely on him, he is more favored than anyone else, even if he is said to be an orphan who is loved by no one, it doesn't matter. People live more wonderfully than anything else.
The next day.
When Han Renxiao decided to go to the United States, he still persuaded her to say goodbye to him.Han Renxiao packed the luggage of two people by himself, and despite He Yaxi's objection, Han Renxiao insisted on going to the United States for treatment, and even handed over the farm and company left by his father to this not very independent woman and child.
But He Yaxi also knew that Liu Xing'er's going to the United States was just to avoid people she didn't want to see. She felt that everyone was pitying her since she was disabled, even more pitiful than having no parents.
Even if she keeps encouraging herself to be Liu Yongrong's daughter, she can't lift her spirits.
Originally, He Yaxi was dissatisfied with his father leaving all his property to Liu Xing'er. Both of them didn't think about their young son, and they were all focused on this girl. That's right, they wanted to sympathize with Liu Xing'er's experience in conscience , but He Yaxi does not think it is good to let her go to the United States. Besides, her leg doctor also said that if it is fast, it will take a few months, and if it is slow, it will be three years. The time is not certain, so there is still hope, and every time She has to go for reexamination every week, and she believes that she will be fine.
"Wait a minute." Jin Zaijoong waited all night on the sofa in the living room.Just as she was about to leave, Liu Xing'er finally appeared. Sitting in a wheelchair, she was not as embarrassed as she imagined, but her complexion looked better than before.At least she greeted him with a smile.
"I've been waiting for a long time..." The first sentence Jin Zaizhong saw was aggrieved and complaining that she made him wait a day and a night before coming out.Downstairs on the lawn, the aunt struggled a lot in the morning to clear a path.Pushing her in a wheelchair, she looked at the roses that had been planted on the lawn. Because of the snow, the red roses did not look so energetic.
"Xing'er..." When Jin Zaizhong's voice came to his throat...
Accept his arrival with the calmest mood, even if you and Minderi are still meeting, you don't feel the slightest jealousy, isn't it too generous, you can't say that you miss you like before, it will increase your burden, but I think too much about you, but you don't think about my feelings, I... understand your feelings, because you are still young, if such a thing happens to you, I will not hesitate, "I don't have you You imagined it to be so great, do you know?" Yes, those who will come will always come, after a night of deliberation, Liu Xing'er decided to listen to what he had to say, anyway, she was going to the United States, and she would never see her again.
If you can get relieved by speaking clearly, then you can say: "oppa~~I'm afraid..." It seems that Zheng Yunhao's meaning of not letting him approach is already clear, if he wants to continue after explaining the reason..."oppa~~ If I can't forgive you, will you still say it?"
Quietly facing those roses shed tears, roses are like grandpa's face, facing her... If I had thought about it at the beginning, I would have listened to grandpa's words and got to know this person before starting... But there is no such word as regret, I feel From today onwards, I will no longer have any feelings for him.
"Oppa is a bad person, as long as you think so." Kim Jaejoong seemed to understand her thoughts.
Although I hate crying, but the tears are so disappointing, I made up my mind, this is the last time, the last time I cry, for sure.
"I will hate you as much as I hate Kim Jonghyun." Liu Xinger is the kind of person who can do what he says, and he has always believed in it.
"I'm sorry, I can't do it, I really can't do it, and I don't have the courage to accompany you like this." Jaejoong didn't have the courage to look at her face, for fear of regretting it. After seeing her face, he must feel guilty. Say things you can't afford.
"But it's not my fault that I became like this, why don't you blame the person who turned me into this... Do I hope I can never walk? I hope you are dumped like others at this time because it may drag you down Me? I love you with all my heart, what do you think of me..." Maybe three years, but those three years may be forever, medicine can never give a definite answer, so maybe three years Time, Liu Xing'er thought that it might not get better for the rest of her life, she had long since given up any hope, even if it was three years, would she start over after those three years?
Terrible are the days of waiting.
"But as long as you believe that I am a very bad person, you will no longer hope for love." Jaejoong is just honest, honest about his current thoughts, without thinking about it from her perspective, this is the truth.
"Really?" Liu Xing'er didn't tell him about going to America because she hated the love of begging and pity.
"Xing'er... If you miss me, we can still meet and have dinner together. It's not bad like before. We want to terminate our relationship. I won't regard you as the person I like anymore. You should also understand my position , I grew up among 8 older sisters, I am not very good at taking care of others, being with me will make you more pitiful." But... it is only temporary, letting go can make you feel less inferior, Think in.
"Poor you, do you still hope that I will like you? I——has long—terminated. I never thought that I would become your burden. What do you think...why do you think I will cling to you? You? Are you thinking too highly of yourself, Kim Jaejoong." Liu Xing'er stopped using honorifics while saying the end, and called him by his name directly, as if she was disgusted from the bottom of her heart.
He hates listening to the truth, hates pity, but he seems to be even more hateful to her without pity.
But Jin Jaejoong didn't feel relieved because of her words. Instead, he was afraid that he would regret it, and he couldn't do it again after breaking up.What if you regret it?If you regret it, you will never have another chance. Do you really just give up like this?But the reality is always cruel, and what lies behind hope is not dawn but darkness.
The people standing on the side did not speak.
"Jin Zaizhong, I declare now that you can get out of my world." Without even looking back at her, he turned the tire with both hands, and Jaejoong tried to help her but was rejected.When Han Renxiao came out with the luggage, he directly jumped over Liu Xing'er's wheelchair, loaded the luggage into the car, and then came back to carry her into the car.
At the moment when the door was closed, Jin Zaizhong called her hesitantly: "Xing'er, where are you going?" He comforted himself from the bottom of his heart, maybe he was going on a trip to relax. The man you want to love.
But she didn't answer, neither did Han Renxiao.
Che walked away and returned to the dormitory. Jin Zaizhong even sat on the sofa, thinking, what is the purpose of meeting?Is it just to meet and say goodbye?Waiting all night, did not give a little comfort, just to let him go in the morning?
When looking at the snow falling outside the window, He Yaxi no longer cared about Liu Xing'er, let alone see if the people outside were leaving or not.The kind-hearted Han Renxiao saw the people outside frozen like this and brought him into the house without Liu Xing'er's consent.
Although Han Renxiao usually doesn't like Kim Jaejoong very much, but at this moment he just regards him as a child who has stood outside for a long time and is almost too cold to speak clearly.
What is she still doing in the room!Han Renxiao doesn't quite understand, she doesn't look like a child who would abuse people in such a scene, in the past few years she hasn't tortured anyone she doesn't like, at least in their hearts she is very kind child.She will not torture someone who is especially kind to her.
But... she didn't even say a word.
Han Renxiao gave him a cup of hot water to warm up his body first.Before he went to call Xing'er, Xiao Taimin had already rushed to her room to report the news.
She was lying on the bed, still reading a book calmly.There was a lot of movement below, and it was impossible not to hear Han Renxiao's voice below.Jin Zaizhong has already come in, the result is already expected, but he has never been given a chance to say that if he sees him today and lets him say what is in his heart, then...she knows that she will not be able to hold on, He didn't even have the only belief and hope. During the two months at home, he was only temporarily blocked from contact with the outside world and excluded him temporarily.
Liu Xing'er knew clearly that her legs weren't bad, the difference was just a matter of time, if he had to solve the matter and get her to the point, then...she had to do a good job of accepting it, and sooner or later she would have to face her. to reality.What if it's a year... let him wait for a year?That's not realistic, maybe it's a lifetime thing, no one wants to be with a disabled person for a lifetime.
When people are at their lowest ebb, it will be clear at a glance who the friends around you are sincerely treating you.
"NUNA~~" Xiao Taimin lay on the edge of the bed in a childish voice, "Big brother is down there, he is here to look for you."
The book in her hand paused for a while, her eyes stayed on a certain word for a few seconds, and she was in the mood to continue reading, and she didn't care at all about the things Xiao Taimin mentioned.Little Taemin stood on the edge of the bed for a long time, expecting his sister to have a word with him, even if he didn't go, it's really scary for a sister who doesn't speak, for a child at this age.
Until He Yaxi called downstairs, he opened the door and went out.At this time, Liu Xing'er put away the book, covered the quilt, and said to Xiao Taimin who was about to go out: "I said that my sister has rested, let him come back tomorrow."
A child's mind is always very simple, he doesn't know what to say and what not to say, at this time he only knows that his sister finally talked to him after he was discharged from the hospital, so he closed the door excitedly, ran downstairs, He told Han Renxiao exactly how his sister read, how she responded, and how she spoke, and even added embellishments and thought: "My sister hasn't fallen asleep yet, so she must not be asleep now."
After a while, Han Renxiao really came to her room. In the brightly lit room, he pulled back the quilt and asked softly, "Do you want to see me? I've been waiting for a long time."
Warm like a mother, gentle like a father, Han Renxiao didn't blame her for being capricious and turned away people who came to visit her. He thought that his child must have a reason for this, and gave him an understanding that even his parents never had. , Wiping the starlight from the corner of her eyes: "If you are sad, go to the United States. Uncle will help you arrange to go to the United States for treatment. The chances of getting well are much better than South Korea. The medical equipment in the United States is first-class."
Tears poured down unsatisfactorily, dripping into the white pillow, holding his mouth and refusing in a sad low voice: "I don't want to, I don't want to go to America alone, I don't want to stay in America alone again." Grabbing Han Renxiao's hand, Pray that he will not let her learn to be independent like in the past, and her generous palms are tightly grasped.
Han Renxiao cried bitterly, more bitter tears than at his father's funeral, just like his own child, only to find out that the decision to send her to the United States was obviously wrong, and she was lonelier than ordinary children In her heart, she had the heart to let her learn to be strong alone. It was a cruel thing for her. Han Renxiao would not let the past happen again, and told Xinger definitely: "No, uncle will accompany you. Then leave you alone, don’t start a company, and accompany you to the United States, no matter how long it takes, if there is no cure, we will live there until you are healthy.”
"Really? This time I won't..." Liu Xing'er trusted again.
"No, I promise this time, I will never leave you alone." Han Renxiao affirmed.
Since Han Renxiao was busy with the company, he rarely traveled with his family, not even a school trip.Although no longer entangled in the original Xing'er, it seems that she has come out of the persistent love in the past.In the year of his birth, no one knew what the 17-year-old Han Renxiao thought of a little child in his heart. Because he was a little princess, he no longer expected her mother's sympathy and pity. Being able to rely on him, he is more favored than anyone else, even if he is said to be an orphan who is loved by no one, it doesn't matter. People live more wonderfully than anything else.
The next day.
When Han Renxiao decided to go to the United States, he still persuaded her to say goodbye to him.Han Renxiao packed the luggage of two people by himself, and despite He Yaxi's objection, Han Renxiao insisted on going to the United States for treatment, and even handed over the farm and company left by his father to this not very independent woman and child.
But He Yaxi also knew that Liu Xing'er's going to the United States was just to avoid people she didn't want to see. She felt that everyone was pitying her since she was disabled, even more pitiful than having no parents.
Even if she keeps encouraging herself to be Liu Yongrong's daughter, she can't lift her spirits.
Originally, He Yaxi was dissatisfied with his father leaving all his property to Liu Xing'er. Both of them didn't think about their young son, and they were all focused on this girl. That's right, they wanted to sympathize with Liu Xing'er's experience in conscience , but He Yaxi does not think it is good to let her go to the United States. Besides, her leg doctor also said that if it is fast, it will take a few months, and if it is slow, it will be three years. The time is not certain, so there is still hope, and every time She has to go for reexamination every week, and she believes that she will be fine.
"Wait a minute." Jin Zaijoong waited all night on the sofa in the living room.Just as she was about to leave, Liu Xing'er finally appeared. Sitting in a wheelchair, she was not as embarrassed as she imagined, but her complexion looked better than before.At least she greeted him with a smile.
"I've been waiting for a long time..." The first sentence Jin Zaizhong saw was aggrieved and complaining that she made him wait a day and a night before coming out.Downstairs on the lawn, the aunt struggled a lot in the morning to clear a path.Pushing her in a wheelchair, she looked at the roses that had been planted on the lawn. Because of the snow, the red roses did not look so energetic.
"Xing'er..." When Jin Zaizhong's voice came to his throat...
Accept his arrival with the calmest mood, even if you and Minderi are still meeting, you don't feel the slightest jealousy, isn't it too generous, you can't say that you miss you like before, it will increase your burden, but I think too much about you, but you don't think about my feelings, I... understand your feelings, because you are still young, if such a thing happens to you, I will not hesitate, "I don't have you You imagined it to be so great, do you know?" Yes, those who will come will always come, after a night of deliberation, Liu Xing'er decided to listen to what he had to say, anyway, she was going to the United States, and she would never see her again.
If you can get relieved by speaking clearly, then you can say: "oppa~~I'm afraid..." It seems that Zheng Yunhao's meaning of not letting him approach is already clear, if he wants to continue after explaining the reason..."oppa~~ If I can't forgive you, will you still say it?"
Quietly facing those roses shed tears, roses are like grandpa's face, facing her... If I had thought about it at the beginning, I would have listened to grandpa's words and got to know this person before starting... But there is no such word as regret, I feel From today onwards, I will no longer have any feelings for him.
"Oppa is a bad person, as long as you think so." Kim Jaejoong seemed to understand her thoughts.
Although I hate crying, but the tears are so disappointing, I made up my mind, this is the last time, the last time I cry, for sure.
"I will hate you as much as I hate Kim Jonghyun." Liu Xinger is the kind of person who can do what he says, and he has always believed in it.
"I'm sorry, I can't do it, I really can't do it, and I don't have the courage to accompany you like this." Jaejoong didn't have the courage to look at her face, for fear of regretting it. After seeing her face, he must feel guilty. Say things you can't afford.
"But it's not my fault that I became like this, why don't you blame the person who turned me into this... Do I hope I can never walk? I hope you are dumped like others at this time because it may drag you down Me? I love you with all my heart, what do you think of me..." Maybe three years, but those three years may be forever, medicine can never give a definite answer, so maybe three years Time, Liu Xing'er thought that it might not get better for the rest of her life, she had long since given up any hope, even if it was three years, would she start over after those three years?
Terrible are the days of waiting.
"But as long as you believe that I am a very bad person, you will no longer hope for love." Jaejoong is just honest, honest about his current thoughts, without thinking about it from her perspective, this is the truth.
"Really?" Liu Xing'er didn't tell him about going to America because she hated the love of begging and pity.
"Xing'er... If you miss me, we can still meet and have dinner together. It's not bad like before. We want to terminate our relationship. I won't regard you as the person I like anymore. You should also understand my position , I grew up among 8 older sisters, I am not very good at taking care of others, being with me will make you more pitiful." But... it is only temporary, letting go can make you feel less inferior, Think in.
"Poor you, do you still hope that I will like you? I——has long—terminated. I never thought that I would become your burden. What do you think...why do you think I will cling to you? You? Are you thinking too highly of yourself, Kim Jaejoong." Liu Xing'er stopped using honorifics while saying the end, and called him by his name directly, as if she was disgusted from the bottom of her heart.
He hates listening to the truth, hates pity, but he seems to be even more hateful to her without pity.
But Jin Jaejoong didn't feel relieved because of her words. Instead, he was afraid that he would regret it, and he couldn't do it again after breaking up.What if you regret it?If you regret it, you will never have another chance. Do you really just give up like this?But the reality is always cruel, and what lies behind hope is not dawn but darkness.
The people standing on the side did not speak.
"Jin Zaizhong, I declare now that you can get out of my world." Without even looking back at her, he turned the tire with both hands, and Jaejoong tried to help her but was rejected.When Han Renxiao came out with the luggage, he directly jumped over Liu Xing'er's wheelchair, loaded the luggage into the car, and then came back to carry her into the car.
At the moment when the door was closed, Jin Zaizhong called her hesitantly: "Xing'er, where are you going?" He comforted himself from the bottom of his heart, maybe he was going on a trip to relax. The man you want to love.
But she didn't answer, neither did Han Renxiao.
Che walked away and returned to the dormitory. Jin Zaizhong even sat on the sofa, thinking, what is the purpose of meeting?Is it just to meet and say goodbye?Waiting all night, did not give a little comfort, just to let him go in the morning?
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