In the early morning, Chen Zhongbo was lying on the bed, rubbing his forehead vigorously, but he was still dazed.Last night he had a dream, in which a voice asked him, "Are you lonely?"

Chen Zhongbo was full of frustration.Yes, he is indeed alone.Alone before, still alone now.

I am afraid that no one will believe it.In Daxi, no one knew that Chen Zhongbo was a typical example of being slick and well-connected. How could such a person feel lonely?

Chen Zhongbo was all about bitterness, what about being slick in all directions and having a lot of contacts, those are all things on the table!

Lifting off the brocade quilt, Chen Zhongbo sat by the bed in a daze.He was not like this when he was a child, he was no different from ordinary children, just as naughty and mischievous.At that time, his favorite thing to do was to hold his younger brother's little hand, hiding in hiding to avoid reciting and going to class.But later, after he grew up, when he was at his happiest, his second brother deliberately designed him.Since then, even Chen Zhongbo's family members have taken precautions!This is a kind of helplessness.

Chen Zhongbo has no countermeasures, what can he do?The reputation of the witch hazel Chen is not easy to come by, and the business of Xiangyun brocade is also very popular!The business is getting bigger and bigger, and the reputation is getting louder and louder. How can he succeed if he is not cruel?

Chen Zhongbo has a sober and decisive personality, but this kind of good character is limited to the business field. In terms of emotions, he obviously feels a little "weak".

It has been more than a month since the spies found out the results, but Chen Zhongbo is still hesitant and hesitant.

He wants to shorten the distance with Guan Xizhi, and is willing to return to the good life in his dream.But Chen Zhongbo is not sure whether Guan Xizhi will be like Jin Jihua, when people get close and hand over their hearts, it will sprinkle poisonous pollen neatly, invading people's bodies, and then corroding people's souls .

Chen Zhongbo frowned slightly, Jin Jihua's beauty is obvious to all, and everyone knows it.It is a soul-stirring attraction that draws you forward, leaving everything behind and moving forward.

For Chen Zhongbo, the longing for warmth should be like this!Even if it makes him tremble and fear, he will desperately want to get it.So what about adventure?He is used to it.

After waking up early in the morning, Chen Zhongbo walked to his son's room.The little one is fully dressed and ready to go to school.

Chen Zhongbo smiled, and took the child's little hand, "Jin'er, bring this to your master."

Chen Zhongbo handed Chen Jin an envelope, which was thin.

Chen Jin dressed up, looked up at Chen Zhongbo, "Daddy..."

"Remember to let the master see."

"Daddy, are you unhappy?" Chen Jin is a considerate child and very careful.

Chen Zhongbo forced a smile, "No, Dad is not unhappy."

Chen Jin was very curious, but he never opened the envelope. He didn't hand it to Guan Xizhi until after class in the afternoon.

Guan Xizhi was a little puzzled, "What is this?"

Chen Jin shook his head, "I don't know, Dad asked me to hand it over to Master."

Dad, is it Chen Zhongbo?Guan Xizhi couldn't wait to open it, a thin letter paper with only one line of writing.Chen Zhongbo means——

"Jin'er, did your father say anything?"

"No..." The little guy lowered his head.

Guan Xizhi looked at Chen Jin - his son.Gradually, I realized that this taciturn child is actually much more sensitive than children of the same age.

Guan Xizhi patted the top of his son's head with pity, "Let's go to the Phoenix Tower with Master later, and your father will go too."

"Daddy is going too?" Chen Jin's eyes widened in surprise, "Master and Daddy are both going?"

Guan Xizhi nodded with a wry smile.All go, all the family go.

Chen Zhongbo never thought that Guan Xizhi would refuse to attend the appointment.After all, this is a matter between two people. He is looking forward to it being resolved, and I believe Guan Xizhi is also looking forward to it. He doesn't want to procrastinate any longer. He has had enough of procrastinating days.He hates this feeling, he doesn't stick to both sides, and he can't always get peace of mind.It's decided, he wants to take a gamble, the principal is his happiness for the next few decades.

Walking into the "Lan" pavilion of the Phoenix Tower, Guan Xizhi and Chen Jin had already arrived first.

"Father—" Seeing Chen Zhongbo, Chen Jin hurriedly stood up, and Guan Xizhi followed.

The atmosphere was a little awkward.Three people, each silent.

Chen Zhongbo smiled lightly, and said, "You guys are here early, haven't you ordered food yet?"

Chen Jin hesitated, and Chen Zhongbo sat down with the child, "It's fine if you don't have anything, Daddy has something to say."

Chen Jin frowned, and tightly grasped Chen Zhongbo's wrist with his small hands, "Daddy..."

Chen Zhongbo looked at his precious son, without any hesitation in his eyes, "Jin'er, Mrs. Guan is your father, your real father. Go over and salute your father first."

Chen Jin was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at Guan Xizhi who was sitting across from him, suddenly raised his small mouth, and jumped into that generous chest excitedly.He finally has a father, and he is also his favorite Master Guan.very nice!very nice!

Guan Xizhi didn't understand until he felt the strong momentum.Is he dreaming?no!Definitely Not!The little guy in his arms is so real, he has body temperature, blood, and flesh.

Guan Xizhi was so excited that he couldn't help himself.His sweetheart has been found!Really found it!

"Daddy! Daddy!" Chen Jin shouted excitedly, usually he could only imagine Daddy by imagination, but now this Daddy can touch and make him act like a spoiled child.He was so happy, so happy!

In the "Lan" word pavilion, it seems that only Guan Xizhi and Chen Jin are happy at the moment.Especially Chen Jin insisted on sitting in Guan Xizhi's arms and letting Guan Xizhi feed him himself.

Seeing the happy father and son on the opposite side, Chen Zhongbo was undoubtedly depressed.He brought up his son alone, how could the little guy get so close to Guan Xizhi in just a short while?Could this be the so-called father-son nature?

"Daddy, I want to sleep with my wife's daddy tonight, and I want to hear the story of 'Red Beard General'!"

Chen Jin was full of anticipation, how could Chen Zhongbo refuse: "Okay, go back and ask Uncle Xu to clean up the room for you."

"Oh! Daddy is awesome!"

Embarrassedly coaxing his son, Guan Xizhi's doubts gradually deepened. Chen Zhongbo probably hasn't thought of anything yet, so what does it mean to let him go to Chen's residence?Is it to fulfill his son's wish?Guan Xizhi didn't dare to ask this sentence.

Chen Zhongbo intends to reunite his family, is it just for his son?

It was the first time that she was accompanied by her father, and Chen Jin seemed very excited.After returning home, he quickly dug out all his favorite treasures and showed them to Guan Xizhi one by one. "Master Daddy, this is the lotus flower I painted, isn't it pretty?"

"It's beautiful, Jin'er's painting is really good." Guan Xizhi smiled slightly. He was never stingy with praise, not to mention that he was facing his son, a very well-behaved little guy, and he was worthy of his pride and pride.

Chen Jin was flattered by the compliment, and when he was triumphant, he suddenly thought of something, "Master Daddy, I'm going to the academy tomorrow, what should I call Master Daddy?"

"What do you want Jin'er to be called?" Guan Xizhi smiled happily. He didn't mind what the child called him, anyway, he was the little guy's father and the child's wife, so there was nothing wrong with it.

"I think, let me call you Master, that's what everyone calls me."

"Okay, let's call him Master." I know my son doesn't want to be special, but... "My father will be stricter with you in the future, are you afraid?"

"Not afraid!" Chen Jin shook his head vigorously, he is not afraid of being strict.He wants to be a capable big shot like his fathers!

Guan Xizhi smiled, Chen Jin has a strong character that children of the same age do not have.This point is similar to Chen Zhongbo, and Jinlu Chen is not a fake, a person without two brushes can't afford this kind of scene.

The reunion of father and son naturally has a lot of topics to talk about, and there seems to be endless talk.

"Daddy, are you really the number one scholar? Do you want to wear a red robe and a black hat?"

"Yeah, Dad's number one scholar robe is still in the academy!"

"Then I want to see!"

"Okay, I'll take you to see it tomorrow."

Chen Jin was elated, his father was the champion, so proud.

Guan Xizhi was sitting at the table, with his baby son in his arms, with a small body and a faint smell of milk.Guan Xizhi's heart was soft, the last time he hugged his son like this, the little guy was only a few months old, and he still couldn't crawl.

"Jin'er, how have you been all these years..."

"Okay! Daddy loves me very much. There are Uncle Xu, Qiqi, Uncle Alai and Sister Li, and I also have little rabbits!"

Close to his son, Guan Xizhi looked a little pitiful, "Then you, have you ever thought about Master's father..."

Longing for many years has already become a deep habit, and Guan Xizhi still feels incredible in his heart as he wraps his arms around his son's warm little body.Did he really find them?This is not a dream!

Chen Jin rubbed Guan Xizhi's cheek with a smile, "I have thought about it, I think about it every day..." The child said the same pitifully.

"What kind of person do you think Master's father is?"

"Daddy said you love me very much..." Chen Jin leaned against Guan Xizhi's arms, raised his small hand and touched Guan Xizhi's cheek.

Guan Xizhi turned his face sideways, smiled and kissed his son's fingers.The father and son are warm, and the two hearts are tightly stuck together.

"Jin'er, what do you usually like to do, other than bunnies?" Guan Xizhi is eager to get to know his son. He has been away from the child for too long, and he wants to make up for the debt he has owed all these years.

Chen Jin turned away and sat sideways on Guan Xizhi's lap, "I like to grow vegetables, and I have a field in the suburbs!"

The little guy waved his hands, what a big piece!

Guan Xizhi smiled repeatedly, "Take Master Daddy to see it another day, let Master Daddy see your field."

"Then take Daddy with you!"

"Okay! Let's take Daddy with us!"

"Oh! That's great!" Chen Jin shouted excitedly, he wants two daddies to accompany him, he likes two daddies together!

Guan Xizhi gently pressed his son, "Hush, keep your voice down, we will disturb others."

Chen Jin quickly covered his mouth, his petite appearance was so cute.

Guan Xizhi watched with a smile, "Okay, it's late now, what should Jin'er do?"

Chen Jin nodded, jumped out of Guan Xizhi's arms, and went lightly onto the bed.In addition to being busy, the little guy still didn't forget to wave to Guan Xizhi next to the desk, the master and father came to sleep together!

"You go to bed first, Master and Daddy will watch you sleep!" Guan Xizhi comforted softly. Compared to sleeping with the child, he was more willing to sit by the bed and watch his son's sleeping face.

Guan Xizhi still remembers that the night before he took the scientific examination, he sat by the bed and watched his son the whole night.That night the little guy cried a total of three times, all because he was hungry, and of course, his sleeping posture was not good enough.

After many years, Guan Xizhi once again watched his son fall asleep.For him, this is a great feeling of happiness.

The window frame slammed twice suddenly, and before Guan Xizhi could stand up and open the door, Chen Zhongbo had already walked in.

Putting down a small box made of sandalwood, Chen Zhongbo said with difficulty: "There are no clothes for you here, so you can make do with this one first!"

Looking at the small box, Guan Xizhi seemed to be looking at some rare treasure.Just now he was still worrying about the change of clothes, but now he was kindly sent over.

Guan Xizhi's face was filled with joy, and Chen Zhongbo felt a little uncomfortable when he saw it in his eyes. He shouldn't let Guan Xizhi misunderstand, let alone now, when he hasn't thought of anything, he shouldn't Can give people some hope.

"Whether you can stay or not, it's, it's for Jin'er."

"Jin'er..." The emotion changed in an instant.Guan Xizhi smiled lightly, it turned out that everything was for Jin'er, for their shared son.He is being self-indulgent.

Chen Zhongbo turned his head and looked at his son who was sleeping on the big bed, "I seldom have time to take care of the child, can you spend more time with him, or teach him some knowledge, he is very happy to be with you, before he like you very much."

Chen Zhongbo was also not feeling well.

It's a bit helpless, he really can't remember what happened in those two years, this is always his concern, he has no way to accept Guan Xizhi again in such a short period of time, even though they were once in love and happy.

Guan Xizhi understood and tried to understand, "I promise you, don't worry about your son, I will do my best."

Although Guan Xizhi had regrets, he didn't dare to complain about anything. After all, he had already found Ah Xiao and Jin'er, and they were all well.God really didn't treat him badly, and things went smoother than expected.

Chen Zhongbo raised his head and fixed his eyes on Guan Xizhi, "I'm sorry, I forgot everything before."

This apology Chen Zhongbo had been brewing for a long time.He knows Guan Xizhi's difficulty and unwillingness, and he is even more grateful to Guan Xizhi for giving him time to accept and let him think clearly.It was this kind of tolerance and forbearance that made him not panic and overwhelmed as he imagined during this period of time.

"I don't mind, you have given me those two years of happiness, and Jin'er. Thank you very much!"

The same sincerity, Guan Xizhi is full of gratitude to Chen Zhongbo.The feeling of happiness in the past, the participation and dedication of his family are all his motivation, supporting him all the way through the confusion, and allowing him to regain self-confidence when he is most hesitant and frustrated.

Chen Zhongbo narrowed his eyes slightly, his mind full of thoughts.Perhaps before, he still had some doubts, he didn't understand why he would go with Guan Xizhi, but now it seems that what attracted him was probably Guan Xizhi's natural warm personality.And he... like a beast trying to keep warm, he will unconsciously approach, approach, and approach the campfire.

Chen Zhongbo always thought that as long as Guan Xizhi could stay, he would have less to worry about his son Chen Jin.But how can there be such a cheap thing in this world?Chen Zhongbo was still worried, and Guan Xizhi was also included in the calculation.

Looking at the two mud monkeys, one big and one small not far away, Chen Zhongbo's head started to ache again.He didn't expect that Guan Xizhi's age would be able to play in the fields like a child!

Chen Jin didn't know how to work hard, Guan Xizhi took his son's small hoe, patted the child's shoulder lightly and said, "Okay, I'll finish it here, Jin'er go to find dad first, you should take a break!"

Chen Jin blinked, "Master and father, let's sit together too!"

"Okay, I'll go there when Master Daddy finishes here."

"Master, Daddy, hurry up."

"Understood! Remember to wipe your hands clean first, it's all mud!"

Chen Jin raised his little hand and ran out of the field bouncing.He wants to sit with daddy for a while, otherwise daddy will be bored.

Seeing his precious son running towards this side, Chen Zhongbo didn't care about the mess on the ground, stepped forward a few steps, and quickly hugged the child.The fields are full of ditches and ridges, and it is easy to fall if you run around recklessly like this.

Chen Jin pointed to the distance, "Master's father will be here soon."

Should be soon.Chen Zhongbo smiled lightly, he was not happy for his son to participate in such hard work.On the one hand, he felt sorry for his son who was too young to bear it; on the other hand, he also questioned the necessity of such activities. Since his son will not be a farmer in the future, it would be a waste of time to do these things, but who would make his son like it.

In the field, Guan Xizhi was working dully, raising his head occasionally, and the father and son not far away were chatting happily.

There was warmth in my heart.This is the feeling he has been pursuing, warm and peaceful, a feeling of home.

After packing everything, Guan Xizhi walked out of the field slowly.When Chen Jin saw it, he quickly took the teacup, "Master, Daddy drinks tea."

"Okay, thank you Jin'er!"

Turning around, Chen Jin saw the farmer uncle in the distance, and the little guy suddenly became excited, "Daddy, I'm going to chat with uncle, uncle's field is well planted!"

The two fathers nodded at the same time.

Especially Guan Xizhi, who actively supported him.The reason why he agreed with the child's coming was that he wanted the little guy to communicate more with the outside world. In addition to knowledge, the child's personality could also be cultivated.

After watching Chen Jin find those experts in farming, he first bowed politely to them, then raised his head and asked questions seriously.Guan Xizhi was quite relieved, Chen Zhongbo, who was busier than anyone else, could teach his children so well, it was really rare!

Feeling grateful, Guan Xizhi just wanted to express it when he turned around and saw Chen Zhongbo's uneasy expression.With a little understanding in his heart, Guan Xizhi asked hesitantly, "Do you not like Jin'er coming to the suburbs?"

Chen Zhongbo lowered his head and said nothing.

Guan Xizhi smiled slightly, "You were not like this before. You used to reclaim a small piece of land for Jin'er in front of the yard, and left a lot of beautiful flower seeds. The little guy was not born at that time!"

Guan Xizhi happily recalled that at that time, he and A Xiao were looking forward to the arrival of the child together.Although they didn't know if it was a boy or a girl, they still prepared a lot of small clothes, writing brushes suitable for children, and a small piece of land in the courtyard.At that time, they didn't think about what their children would be like when they grew up. They just hoped that their children could grow up healthily and be happy.

There was a smile on Guan Xizhi's face, and Chen Zhongbo was very unfamiliar with the reckless look on his face. Chen Zhongbo looked at him with dazed eyes.

Talking to himself, Guan Xizhi just realized that he had made a slip of the tongue. He smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm sorry." He raised his head and looked at Chen Zhongbo tenderly, "Those are all things in the past." His voice was soft and waxy of.

Chen Zhongbo's heart sank, it was the same voice in his dream.The man said to him, "We are safe here, don't worry, don't be afraid!" It was the same kind of Wu Nong's soft tone.

Chen Zhongbo pursed his lips, "How did we get along with each other before?" Chen Zhongbo was eager to know, but always gave up at the threshold of exploration.He is a timid man, and he is afraid that it will all be empty talk in the end.

Guan Xizhi understands the hesitant mood. He has also had this kind of complicated emotion. He always wants to take a step forward, but he is also worried about the dangers ahead, as if there is an abyss ahead.

Guan Xizhi patted Chen Zhongbo's hand, and said as if comforting: "Our relationship is like this now. I always feel as if I have known you in my previous life. We always have a tacit understanding. Usually you look at each other I'll see what you mean. And so will you."

Guan Xizhi looked at Chen Zhongbo, and his thoughts seemed to drift back to a few years ago.There is a kind of nostalgia in the eyes, it seems to be reluctant...

Chen Zhongbo saw it, and felt a little moved, "What was I like at that time?"

Things that you don't remember are always interesting.

"Benevolence and righteousness."

There were only four words, and Guan Xizhi only said four words.These four words are his best description of Ah Xiao.

"You are very strong and hardworking. When your injury healed, you started to keep busy, as if you were afraid you would owe me favors. At that time, you would help me teach the children, feed the chickens and sweep the yard for me. Later You start embroidering and you always get the most thread for the least money.

"You are very kind to people. The aunts and sister-in-laws in the neighborhood are willing to learn embroidery from you. You teach seriously and never hesitate to teach. The children also like you. You give them the chicks at home and let them raise them. Have fun."

Guan Xizhi smiled lightly, as if he was remembering, and also as if he was secretly describing Ah Xiao in his heart.

"I used to, was it really like this?" Chen Zhongbo couldn't remember, the person Guan Xizhi said was perfect, was he really like this?

Chen Zhongbo hesitated, and when Guan Xizhi saw it, he felt a faint heartache, but——

"This is you, of course, this can be expressed in words, and the rest is love, emotion."

Guan Xi is helpless, he can't describe the emotional aspect clearly anyway, or he doesn't know how to describe it at all.Say love?how much loveHow can I say it accurately?After all, feelings cannot be measured with a wooden ruler.Guan Xizhi lowered his head, his face full of bitterness.

Chen Zhongbo couldn't help frowning slightly, "Why don't you mind if I forget you?" Is it generosity or tolerance?

Guan Xi was surprised, as if he had never expected Chen Zhongbo to ask such a question, "You, you are not the one you want to forget!"

Smile dejectedly.Guan Xizhi really had to admire Chen Zhongbo's exquisite thoughtfulness.It's not that he doesn't mind, he doesn't dare to mind.If it wasn't for "forgetting", how could he meet Chen Zhongbo?

This is Guan Xizhi's worry. During the two years in Ziwu Mountain, his worry has always been faintly present. He subconsciously thinks that Ah Xiao is not an ordinary person, at least not born in the countryside, ordinary people like that, just like others. How can ordinary people have the "ragged clothes" on his body, his extraordinary bearing and profound knowledge?

Guan Xizhi grew up in the mountains since he was a child, and he has never seen much in the world, but he has a quick mind and extraordinary intelligence who has read a lot of poetry and books.He had long deduced the general idea about Ah Xiao.

Persecuted, head injured, and amnesia, under such embarrassing conditions, loss and confusion are inevitable.At that time, Ah Xiao was like a baby bird that had just hatched, he desperately needed relatives and warmth.And I am the most "coincident" candidate.

Guan Xizhi sighed, the firmness of this feeling can be imagined.

At that time, Guan Xizhi didn't want to leave Ah Xiao for half a step, he was even worried that Ah Xiao would disappear if he blinked.But Guan Xizhi is stronger, he is not willing to live under this shadow all his life, going to Beijing to take the exam is his only way out.If he passed the exam, even if it was just a provincial or county exam, he could add some "gold clothes" to himself.

That's a good match.

It's just that Guan Xizhi didn't expect that when he won the first place in the exam and came back full of joy wearing the number one scholar robe, there was no one in the house.In an instant, fear flooded my heart like a tide.

Guan Xizhi searched like crazy, one day, two days, one month, two months.He searched for the medical center, pharmacy at the foot of Ziwu Mountain, all the houses and inns along the way, asking one by one.

For four full months, Guan Xizhi didn't get any news, but received an imperial edict from Beijing.

"Dongdan", a distant country.Guan Xizhi had no choice, it was the emperor's order, and he had to obey.In addition, Guan Xizhi also affirmed that this is an opportunity, a god-given opportunity!He must hold on tight.

Because only when he is successful and famous can he make friends with more capable people, which makes it easier for him to find, he will not give up, he wants to find his "A Xiao" and find his home.

Sitting among the fields, Guan Xizhi looked down at his muddy hands.God treats him kindly, allowing him to get his wishes and dreams come true in his lifetime.

However, these are far from being happy again.

Right now, he has only himself to help him, and he still has to fight for happiness by himself!

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