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Su He has a distant cousin, which can be said to be close to each other, but when he was young, the two lived in the same compound, and they walked around frequently, and they were a little closer than other close relatives.

One of the relatives in this family is Su He's cousin, who is nearly ten years old. She grew up as a beautiful woman, but her temper is like a fierce horse. Su He remembers that when he was young, he often listened to his cousin's words, and she disciplined his cousin. Shi Shi said: If you have someone, Su He is safe, and I don't worry about it!

At that time, Su He was a little envious of this cousin. In the eyes of a six-year-old child, the cousin who was free-spirited and lively every day enjoyed the treatment and envy of a little queen among his friends, but he seemed to have brought out a little girl from his mother's womb. The stock is alienated and withdrawn, preferring to be locked at home alone listening to the radio.

At this time, my cousin will often ask Su He to throw the key out of the window, open the door secretly and pull him out to play together, and say proudly among the children in the yard, this is my brother, whoever dares to disagree I'll beat anyone who plays with him!If someone refused to accept it, she would really beat her up. The child would go to Su He's house to file a complaint, and the little cousin would beat him even harder. Sure enough, no one dared to talk to Su He's mother.

When Su He grew up, when he thought about it occasionally, he would think that if he didn't have his cousin, maybe he would have autism.

Such a girl would naturally have a large group of suitors. In high school, my cousin finally had her first love, and the object was a boy from the same school.

Su He remembered that those were the happiest days for her cousin. She was like a sunflower bathing in the sun every day, flaunting her beauty and making people dare not look at it. But two years later, the love she cherished was wiped out.

The cousin never told him why they broke up, but Su He remembered clearly that that year, the cousin entered her ideal university, but her life was ruined, and she didn't have a boyfriend in the four years of university.

The cousin was getting older, and the cousin began to regret, saying that she shouldn't be beaten or scolded because of her dating, but after all, there was no medicine for regret, and the cousin began to play both soft and hard ways, taking her cousin on blind dates again and again.

Su He only met his cousin's husband once at his cousin's wedding. He was just in the first year of high school that year. In private, he thought that his brother-in-law and his cousin were a good match. After seeing each other, I pursued her persistently for two years, and finally got the beauty back.

But in his cousin's eyes, he couldn't find the radiance of being crazy about love back then.

After getting married, the cousin moved away with her brother-in-law, and then Su He's family had an accident, and lost contact with each other.

On the second day after Su He was discharged from the hospital, his cousin found him.

My cousin, who is already in her early thirties, has long black and beautiful long waves. She is as delicate and beautiful as before. When walking on the street, men will still turn their heads back frequently.

Sitting in Su He's den and drinking coffee with him, my cousin told him that she was applying for a visa and was going to the United States. She might come back after a while, or she might immigrate. She saw him on TV and must come over. bid farewell.

Su He was naturally happy for her, everyone hoped to achieve backgammon, and asked by the way: "Will brother-in-law walk with you?"

"No." After removing the strong disguise, the look in the woman's eyes was so complicated that Su He couldn't tell, but she could clearly see the regret.

The cousin still told him that the two divorced a year ago.

My cousin said that half of the reason she married him at the time was because her mother annoyed her, and the other half was because she didn't hate that person, she could talk to him, and he was a nice person.

It took her four years to heal her emotional wounds, and her mother couldn't understand her at all. Instead, she kept talking to her every day about which child of her colleague got married again and had a grandson in her arms. Not a bad suitor, she thought she was mature enough, and she wanted to live a more ordinary life, where there was so much love, so she got married.

After marriage, the man is really kind to her, gentle and considerate, her birthday, the two people's wedding anniversary, every Valentine's Day... there will always be unexpected surprises.

But she still can't get out of the mediation of her first love. No matter what her husband does, she will subconsciously compare it with the man she loved with all her heart. If it was him, would she stay by her side when she was sick? The husband is very anxious Take her to the hospital, if it is him, his idea has been stolen, will he agree with her to agree with her to resign, the husband is helping her to analyze her own problems, persuading her to stay and continue working...

In fact, this man has done well enough, but she has already put him in second place, and didn't leave even a door for him?

It was the four-year wedding anniversary soon, but the man took the initiative to file for divorce.

The cousin said that he drank a lot that day, and it was the first time she saw him drunk like that.

The man said painfully: You never tried to love me, even if you left me a little chance, you didn't.

... The taste of a one-man show every day is so fucking uncomfortable!

...Even if it's a stone, it's time to warm it up after so many years. Why is your heart so cold? It's not even as good as a stone!

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Heart to heart, a person takes out a heart, even if the other party can't exchange their hearts and lungs, at least give him a response, blow a breath of warm air, and just watch coldly, how long can the heart beat in the hand Woolen cloth?

In this way, women should feel relieved, but every night when they return to the half-empty house, they always feel that there is something missing in their hearts.

For several years, they faced each other day and night, sharing the same bed, and she thought that she would never be moved by anyone again, but she didn't know that the firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea were also mixed with feelings, but she didn't know it.That person is gone, whether she admits it or not, her life has been taken away, and whether she admits it or not, she has tasted the same feeling as her mother back then, regretting it, and this kind of feeling is also the most useless .

She met him on the street not long ago, there was a gentle woman beside him, the two had a few words alone, the man told her that he had exhausted all his energy on her, and finally hoped that someone could put himself in that way again. If he regains his feelings, he will at least try his best to respond.There is a lot of love at first sight, but more feelings are cultivated.

Once again, she missed her own happiness, and it was too late to make up for it.

No one will wait for you in the same place all the time, even if you complain, so will those who love you.

No one will always stand behind you as it should be. It's not that you don't love it, it's because you are too tired. He will always turn around and walk away.

At least give him a response.

After her cousin left, Su He sat by the window and thought about it for a long time, until the coffee became cold, and until the sun set and dusk fell in place.

After the fans dispersed before, Mei Lin asked to have a private talk with him.

After meeting several webmasters for the first time due to work reasons, they also had contact with each other in many subsequent activities. The two talked speculatively and gradually became friends.

Su He gradually knew that Mei Lin was in college, her parents died when she was just in college, and she lived with her brother's house.

The proud daughter of heaven suddenly lost her support. Although her brother and sister-in-law were very kind to her, she always felt like she was dependent on others.

Especially her elder brother and sister-in-law will not obey their own ideas as much as their parents do, and they will be restrained. Her elder brother also guides her in a good direction, but after all, everyone has different ideas, especially like her Such a man with his own mind.

Su He would enlighten her and respect and support her ideas, which made Mei Lin feel like a confidant.

The person she was originally aloof and unattainable became a friend and a confidant. Mei Lin finally let go of her reserve and wanted to fight for her own happiness.

Of course Su He would not be so stupid that he couldn't see it, this is what he was most afraid of.

Their relationship is based on the relationship between the singer and the fans, and the other party is a girl who is strong on the outside and weak on the inside, and this is what he is worst at dealing with!

She pretended to be stupid for a long time, and of course Mei Lin could tell that she was so smart, but as long as Su He didn't say no to her, there was hope. She put all her self-esteem aside for the time being, put all her courage into it, and wanted to kiss On Su He's lips.

Su He suddenly turned his face to the side, and kissed him on the cheek.

At this moment, he was also surprised. Compared with his superficial dodge, only he knew that there was a huge wave in his heart. He couldn't even accept the kiss that was wiped off fiercely.

Although it wasn't the kind of nausea and disgust that Zhou Xiyuan touched him, but he still felt tired and crooked, and still found it... unacceptable!

It's a completely different feeling from that person's kiss.

The staggered angle allowed him to see Long Yaoxuan standing under the dim light. He couldn't see his face clearly, but Su He knew that he was very angry. It seemed that he had known him for many years, and he could feel his emotion just by looking at it. Feel.

Long Yaoxuan turned and left, the air pressure difference between the underground and the ground made his clothes fly, what his cousin told him woke him up like a slap in the face.

He chased out.

Everyone is persuading him to hold on to the happiness in his hands, and everyone can see clearly, but he himself is an ostrich and buries his head in the sand, not daring to stick his head out to have a look.

What about other people's strange eyes?Can other people's opinions help you live your life?

What about possible injuries?Splitting and rejoining are happening every day, are you afraid because of this?

Let go of all your worries and give it a try, so why not!

Su He chased after in a hurry while thinking wildly. Since the two met, Long Yaoxuan has always been the active party, and he always passively refuses or accepts.

He stopped and said loudly to that figure, he is a big man, why can't he admit it bravely!

He is such a cunning person, he should know that he is slowly accepting him, should he withdraw at this moment?

Long Yaoxuan seemed to be struck by a lightning, unable to move an inch.

He was angry, because Su He kept everything from him about Mei Lin, and because of Mei Lin's bold move.

If he doesn't leave quickly, he might say something to Mei Lin, which will ruin Su Ho's career and future.

He really didn't expect Su He to say such a thing.

Ecstatic is not enough to describe his current mood.

Su He looked at Long Yaoxuan standing there motionless, turned around after a long time, and walked towards him like a leopard locking its prey, the sound of footsteps was particularly loud in the empty parking lot, and elongated shadows fell on the wall On, approaching step by step, finally stopped in front of him.

Su He stared at him stubbornly, Long Yaoxuan let out a low sigh, pulled him closer and bowed his head to kiss him.

Holding the cold lips in his mouth, he sucked vigorously, his tongue opened the jaws and drove straight in, licking furiously in Su He's mouth, eagerly looking for an oasis like a traveler in the desert, and finally saw that he was about to drown in it.

Su He tried hard to keep up with his rhythm, but because he was too inexperienced, his breathing was out of order, and he accidentally bit the tip of Long Yaoxuan's tongue, and the cavity was full of bloody smell. Even so, he still Use the tip of your tongue to test...

While dizzy and dizzy, Long Yaoxuan's hand came in from the hem of his clothes, rubbing against his waist with the coolness of midnight...

After kissing enough, Long Yaoxuan finally became gentle again, gently kissed the corners of Su He's mouth and ears, and whispered with a deep smile: "What did you just say, say it again, en?"

Su He grabbed his mischievous hand: "Don't touch it, tickle..."

Long Yaoxuan said unforgivingly: "Good boy, say it again."

Su He hated his tone of teasing pets the most, and was about to reply with a few words when he suddenly said, "Oops!"

"What's wrong?" Long Yaoxuan was startled.

"I asked Mei Lin to wait for me in the car!" Su He turned around and was about to run back, but was dragged back by Long Yaoxuan.

"Let me go and see with you."

Su He looked at Long Yaoxuan carefully for a while, guessing that he wouldn't say anything too much before waving: "Come on."

Long Yaoxuan couldn't laugh or cry, that gesture was what he usually called Xiao Hui.

I was anxious just now, but now I walked back and found that it was a long way. In the black car, Mei Lin's shoulders on the seat were shaking, and she was crying.

Long Yaoxuan left Su He outside the car, "Let me handle it."

The author has something to say: We He Miaoer are also pure men, how can we always be passive and shrink our heads!

It's really hard to be awkward, Young Master Long has worked hard and finally achieved a positive result, but there are still many things to do in the future