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It is only a 15-minute walk from the hospital where I work to the small apartment where I live.

Although the hospital is a municipal hospital, it is not the top one in city C.From the gate of the hospital, walk along the bustling road for seven or eight minutes, passing a row of flower shops and fruit shops all the way, turning at a fork in a middle school, and walking for two or three minutes, you can see a hidden area hidden in high-rise buildings and Residential area behind various shops.

This residential area has been built for some years, and Jiang Yu rented a fairly comfortable one-bedroom apartment here.Although the East Street area is close to the city center, the houses are relatively old, so the rental fee is not too expensive.

The house I just rented was almost an empty shell. There was no room for a kitchen, a bedroom, a small and poor bathroom, and a living room that could barely fit a sofa and a coffee table.Now the furniture has been gradually prepared, and simple decoration is done by yourself. The rough cement wall is pasted with European-style retro wallpaper, the lamp is also replaced with a beautiful wrought iron chandelier, and the bookshelf is nailed to the wall with original wood boards. The sofa was chosen after going to the furniture store for a long time. Although the place is small, he arranged it very comfortably.

Cities in the south don’t have heating, and we need to add a heater in a few days, otherwise we won’t be able to live through winter.Jiang Yu walked slowly on the sidewalk of the main road outside the hospital, thinking about what to do, and the dried leaves on the ground were creaked by him.

The wind in late autumn has been infected with a bit of bitter chill, and the temperature has dropped again today.Well, it should be early winter, I didn’t wear much when I went out in the morning, a low-necked sweater and a thin coat, the oncoming cold wind made both cheeks flushed, Jiang Yu sneezed, and his neck went down again The collar of the coat tucked in.

After leaving him, life became easier.You don’t need to study hard to stay in school with him, you don’t need to sharpen your head and squeeze upwards to be assigned to the best hospital with him, and you don’t need to carefully hide your naive childishness that occasionally pops up because he doesn’t like it .

But why, I always suddenly feel very cold, lonely, empty in my heart, and something is missing.

Jiang Yu sniffed and rubbed the tip of his red nose, when he heard the steady footsteps behind him suddenly speeding up, da da da, getting closer to him.

A coat that was still warm was put on his shoulders. The heavy texture and sudden warmth caused Jiang Yu to shudder.

The body has already reacted earlier than the brain, and everything is in danger in an instant.

Jiang Yu threw off the thick coat on his shoulders, ran forward a few steps, and once again opened a considerable distance from the people behind him. He didn't resume his slow walking speed until he felt safe.

He slowly raised his hand, breathed out towards the cold fingertips, covered his pale lips behind the intertwined fingers, and bent upward mockingly.

Things in this world are always so tricky. In the past, I chased after him step by step, and I fell so badly that I got a little retrospective from him like a charity. I never thought that when I had given up and left, the situation would be like this. But completely reversed.But even if the person chasing behind turned into him, that person always maintained a calm demeanor, as if it was always someone else who lowered his face and lowered his identity to ask for help.

He once loved him like this, and hated him like this.

But that's all in the past.

Jiang Yu stomped his feet and quickened his pace.Now he just wants to go back to the home that he has arranged little by little, and drink a bowl of hot noodles to warm his stomach.

Thoughts drifted back to the meaningless meeting at the hospital that afternoon.It's funny when I think about it, I don't know why I'm so nervous, I'm so stupid, and I never knew that a strange smile or "Long time no see" can make him speechless.

Thinking of this, the sneer on Jiang Yu's face became a little narrower, and he suddenly wanted to turn around and pat the person behind him on the shoulder, imitating a New Year's comedy protagonist, and say to him: Be a human being, don't be too persistent.

Yes, don't be too persistent.But who has been obsessed with it for eight full years, if not yourself?So at this time, shouldn't he be punished for waiting eight years to show fairness?

It is a lie to say that you are not happy.Han Lifeng, Han Lifeng, I didn't expect you to have such a day.

But why, the more I think about it, the more my nose becomes sore.

Walking all the way, fugue, and soon arrived at the apartment downstairs.Jiang Yu climbed up to the third floor, took out the key, paused, turned around after thinking about it, and shrugged towards the man with a poker face at the bottom of the stairs, "You can go back, don't go to other people without a gift." A guest at home."

The man under the stairs ran up quickly, and raised his voice while running: "Jiang Yu! Can you be more serious?! I have something to tell you."

who do you think You Are?Do you have to listen to me if you have something to say?

The first reaction in my mind was still to resist, Jiang Yu shook his head, telling himself to be calm, don't get angry, don't get angry, being angry means you still care, but didn't you not care a long time ago?

When he ran upstairs, Jiang Yu lowered his head in a disguise, bent his legs and leaned against the door, sniffed, then raised his head, folded his arms and said impatiently, "Say."

The man with a worried look on his face frowned, "It's cold outside, go in and talk."

"No need, you are not welcome at my house." Jiang Yu raised his arm to look at his watch, "5 minutes, no wait when it's over."

He could see that the man was already angry, but it was rare for him to go against his own temperament and learn not to get angry.

Han Lifeng took a deep breath, and his words trembled slightly, "You...can you give me another chance?"

Jiang Yu sneered and didn't answer.

Han Lifeng frowned, stared into his eyes, and said word by word: "Please trust me again."

Jiang Yu still folded his arms, stunned for a while, and murmured: "I'll give you another chance... Then, have you ever given me a chance before?"

He didn't want to think about the past at all, but he was impulsive, and when he realized it, the questioning words had already blurted out.

"That, that's all in the past..." The man's voice suddenly became dry, "I know now, I want to understand, I... I love you."

Jiang Yu looked away and smiled mockingly, "Do you love me?"

The man opposite lowered his head, "Yes."

Jiang Yu covered his eyes for a while, then raised his face and took a deep breath, looked at the person opposite, and said calmly, "Then let me ask you, a person who keeps saying he loves me will fuck me and call me a pervert Is it?"

At this moment, Jiang Yu didn't know whether he wanted to cry or laugh.He knew that once these old accounts were revealed, it would be enough to silence him.Should it be said that it has regained a round?But he was not happy at all.With a simple sentence, it's not like exposing your own scars.

Jiang Yu gradually calmed down, shrugged needlessly, turned around and took out the key to open the door.

The room was pitch black, with no temperature at all.Ignoring the stone pillar-like man outside, he took off his shoes, turned on the light, and was about to close the door when he was roughly stopped.

The man who had been silent all this time watched him open the door, glanced into the room, was startled, and suddenly pushed the door open, "You don't have a boyfriend at all, why did you lie to me?!"

The door was pushed against the wall with a loud bang.

Jiang Yu pursed his lips and clenched his fists, shaking his whole body with anger. He turned around and slapped the shoulder of the man opposite him hard, his words were indescribably bitter and crying, "I don't have a boyfriend, you Happy? I lied to you, huh, I also want to lie to myself, I am a useless person now, I have ED! Do you understand ED? Erectile Dysfunction, erectile dysfunction! Who likes to have sex with a person who has no feelings? Do you ?!"

The words that had been hidden for half a year finally came out.The string that had been tense in his mind was also broken. Jiang Yu turned his back, tears streaming down his face. He covered his mouth and cried a few times, then gradually laughed. A psychiatrist just It's so funny that you can't cure your own mental illness.

Han Lifeng's composure finally broke. He pushed open the door, grabbed Jiang Yu's arm and turned him around, his voice full of disbelief: "Xiao Yu, you, why are you..."

Who do you think did it?Who do you think did it? !Jiang Yu stared out the door dully, letting him drag him, circling such words over and over in his mind, but in the end he didn't ask any questions.

The two stalemate for a while, Jiang Yu regained his senses, pushed away the man who was imprisoning him, and sternly cursed as he closed the door: "Are you satisfied with this answer? If you are satisfied, get out!"

"What's going on? Xiao Yu, tell me what's going on!" The man outside the door was relentless, pressing his hands against the door, wanting to step in and ask for clarification.

Jiang Yu blocked the door and kept his voice steady: "If you dare to step in here today, I will return to Holland tomorrow."

As soon as the words came out, the strength against the door loosened instantly.

"Han Lifeng, we are over early, it was over half a year ago, you can get lost, so we can leave."

Seeing him disappear behind the door little by little after saying this, Han Lifeng stood outside the door for an unknown amount of time before staggering down the stairs, walking around aimlessly step by step, not knowing where he was going. Where to.

"Hey, that idiot over there, it feels good to be rejected." A vague sentence brought back Han Li's thoughts, and suddenly realized that he had walked for a long time and was still wandering downstairs of Jiang Yu's apartment , he followed the sound to see who was talking, and saw Shen Wei sitting on the edge of a flower bed not far away, gnawing chicken feet.

Han Lifeng walked up to Shen Wei and sat down, raised his eyes slowly, and said, "It's cool."

Shen Wei laughed so much that her feet dangled, and the chicken feet dangling from her mouth were almost sprayed out by her.

Han Lifeng glanced at the bags of cooked food and a bundle of beer piled up at Shen Wei's feet, and asked, "Why are you here?"

"There's a good show to watch, of course we'll come." Shen Wei gloated, threw away the half-gnawed chicken feet, wiped her hands on Han Lifeng's coat, squinted her eyes and said, "Hey, you can give up now."

Han Lifeng pressed his temples wearily, and sighed, "Are you happy?"

"I'm happy with your sister, it's none of my business. I said, I'll give up like this, Brother Yu really missed it." Shen Wei snorted disdainfully, and patted Han Lifeng on the shoulder, "Hey, go back, don't bother him anymore , I’ll just be your stupid X for the rest of my life.”

Han Lifeng put down his hands, turned his face suspiciously, and looked at the woman who was frowning thoughtfully.

Shen Wei rested her cheeks and sighed, "I said, have you ever thought about how many times he was rejected by you before? Did you get discouraged when you scolded him? Did he give up when you treated him like that?"

"But he..."

"Did he tell you to fuck off and die and tell you not to appear in front of him?"

Han Lifeng hesitated, and nodded slowly.

"You can't take it like this? If you treated him like that before, shouldn't he have jumped off the building long ago?" Shen Wei rolled her eyes, "You fucking die early."

"I……"

"You? You what? You keep saying that you love him, but it's a pity that you have known him for so many years and don't know him at all. If you have to give up every time you have a girlfriend in these years... that's fine, what's the future? So many messes?"

"What the hell do you mean?"

"If he gives up, he will probably never come back. The Dutch clinic owner who is chasing after him is handsome, gentle, rich and good. Brother Yu, that fool, why do you want to come back? Why……"

"You, you mean he..."

"I didn't say anything." Shen Wei jumped down from the flower bed, walked a few steps forward, turned around and proudly waved the bundle of beer in Han Lifeng's hand: "I'm going to find him now Drinking. No, you, of, share, haha."

Shen Wei clutched the address paper in her hand, pondered for a while, and walked to a residential building in front.

She carried a bundle of beer and a few kilograms of cooked food, panting, climbed to the third floor and rang the doorbell. The door was silent for a while, and suddenly there was a dull shout: "Get out!"

Standing outside the door shivering from the cold, Shen Wei broke into a sweat, gave up the doorbell, and started knocking on the door.

"It's me, Brother Yu."

"Little V?"

"Yes, open the door, Made, I'm freezing to death."

Follow Shen Wei all the way up the stairs again, but the door will open to him at some point.Standing at the stairs on the second floor, Han Lifeng looked at the strand of long hair that quickly protruded and retracted from the door, and sighed long.