Qiao Mingsi looked at Shen Wei distressedly, thinking that his guess was indeed right, that terrible memory was still haunting him.Seeing Shen Wei's panic-stricken look, he softened his heart for a moment, but if this knot is not resolved, the gap between the two will only grow wider.
"Don't cry, I won't leave, don't cry and speak slowly." Qiao Mingsi took Shen Wei's hands holding his head and slowly lowered them, wiped his face, and pulled him to the side of the bed to sit down.
Shen Wei cried so hard that she hiccupped while her eyes were blindfolded.Seeing that Qiao Mingsi really didn't leave, he felt relieved a little, moved his mouth vaguely, pointed to his chest and said, "I, I'm sad here... I always thought that if nothing happened, it would be the same as before. How nice...but no, I remember everything, I remember every picture, he, why did he do that to me, I just want to be with the person I like, I just want to be with Mingsi , but why did he do that... I, I hate him!"
"Xiao Wei," Qiao Mingsi pulled him into his arms, and gently patted Shen Wei's tightly clenched fists to relax him, "Do you still remember what I told you when I went to the hospital?"
Shen Wei lowered her head and blinked her eyes, as if thinking about it.Qiao Mingsi sighed, and continued without waiting for him to remember.
"I knew about it at that time. Have you thought about it? Actually, it doesn't make any difference to me. Whether it's then or now, I won't hate you. At that time, I said I would stay with you, no Will leave you unless you want me to go. But even though I said that, I never thought in my heart that you would want me to leave. Trust and promise are mutual, but I gave promise and trust, and you didn't return me the same thing , instead of being alone, guessing my thoughts randomly, avoiding me because of that thing that didn't change at all for me, saying that he didn't want to see me, making me feel that this is doubting and insulting my love for you Feelings, I'm disappointed and sad."
After hearing what the other party said, Shen Wei hurriedly raised her head to argue: "No, it's not that I want Ming Si to leave, it's just me... I feel disgusted and shameful when I think about that, I..."
"I know you are also sad, but Xiao Wei is not your fault, he deserves to die. He has already received his due punishment. Do you think it is worth it for the pain of the person who hurt you?" Qiao Mingsi interrupted Shen Wei's words, The shaking head in front of my eyes pressed against my chest, "I never felt that Xiao Wei was disgusting and shameful, no matter what happened, Xiao Wei was the same in my eyes, but I didn't know Xiao Wei who was depressed, cowardly, and hated herself. Xiao Wei."
Shen Wei filtered Qiao Mingsi's words sentence by sentence in his mind, and thought of something sad again, tears started to fall down again.
Qiao Mingsi was taken aback, and reached out to wipe the tears on Shen Wei's face: "Why are you crying again?"
Shen Wei raised her hand to wipe her tears, she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, she just sobbed intermittently.
"Don't cry, silly boy. You have to remember that you are not alone, you and I are here. Let's face it bravely, shall we?" Qiao Mingsi felt distressed when he saw it, so he patted Shen Wei on the back and asked Seeing that Shen Wei's tears had stopped, but she was still in a daze as if she was thinking about something, and didn't answer her own words. She thought that the three-year heart knot might not be relieved so quickly, so she comforted: "If you think about it for a while, It doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense, I'll accompany you to think slowly. Tell me what you think, don't worry about those who care about you."
"Mingsi, I'm sorry..." Shen Wei lowered her head and fell silent for a while, her low and hoarse voice sounded muffled, but Qiao Mingsi could still hear what he said clearly: "It was my mistake, I won't Don't be so willful anymore."
Qiao Mingsi didn't say anything, just smiled and kissed Shen Wei's forehead.
After explaining the misunderstanding clearly, the two sat on the bed and leaned together quietly, without speaking.Qiao Mingsi turned his head sideways to look at Shen Wei, who was very well-behaved beside him, and he was really not used to it. Just when he was in a daze and was about to fall asleep, Shen Wei suddenly called out in a low voice: "Mingsi."
"Huh?" Qiao Mingsi came back to his senses, and sat up with his arms propped up to straighten his body that was about to slide.
"That man used to be from our school. I don't like him, not at all." Shen Wei didn't look up, reached out and squeezed Qiao Mingsi's fingers, and exhaled softly, "He always uses strange I feel uncomfortable when I see him. But I don’t know how to draw. He was so happy when he chatted with Daddy about painting. I thought maybe I could be friends with him. Then that night... ..."
"Good boy." Qiao Mingsi turned around and hugged him tightly, rubbing his chin against Shen Wei's hair, "It's okay if you don't say it, just forget it."
Shen Wei grabbed Qiao Mingsi's clothes and shook her head, "But I want to tell you."
Qiao Mingsi had no choice but to stare at Shen Wei's fair side face for a while, and finally nodded, "Okay, tell me, I'll listen. Just forget it when you say it, don't think about it again."
Shen Wei looked up at the people around her, turned around and put her arms around Qiao Mingsi's waist as if seeking comfort, and then continued speaking slowly.
"That night, he said that he wanted to learn how to make cakes with me to celebrate Daddy. The clothes Daddy designed before won an award. I went to the award ceremony with Dad that night. I didn't go. Because it was too late, I didn't really want to go The restaurant, he kept begging me, and said that it was ready just in time for Daddy to come back from the award show to give it to him. I thought Daddy would be happy if he liked him so much, so I went. There was no one in the restaurant, and I He took the key to open the door and went in. He knocked me out while I was not paying attention. Later, I woke up in pain, my hands and feet were bound, my head hurt, and I felt drowsy as if I had taken sleeping pills. He saw me wake up , smiled strangely, took out a whip from nowhere and started beating me. I wanted to escape, but he seemed to have drugged me, and my feet were so weak that I couldn’t even stand up, so there was nothing I could do.”
"It was summer at that time, and I wore thin clothes. My T-shirt was torn by the whip. The pain made me wake up a little bit, so I stood up and rushed to the door, trying to escape. He locked the door behind me, and I had no strength. Knocked away, and was caught back by him. He became very scary, crazy, and kept whipping me, hitting me, and kicking me, saying that I never looked at him. I couldn't think of a way to get out, so I wanted to Stop him first. I begged him for mercy and said that you can do whatever you want, please don't hit me, it hurts."
"Then he was very happy, put down the whip and came to take off my pants. I kicked him while he was bending over. His head hit the corner of the table and was bleeding. I stood up and tried to mend my feet, but he didn't Passed out, but became more irritable, pulled my hair and made me kneel on the ground, then unbuttoned my pants, stuffed that, that thing into my mouth, it was disgusting, I kept throwing up, and he slapped me, Like crazy, probably because of an illness, he threw the wine bottles in the kitchen on me, a lot of them hit the ground, and there was oil all over the floor, and then he lit the fire and said he would die with me, The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and I tried to flee, but he came and beat me again, and then I hit my head and passed out, and when I woke up, I was in the hospital.”
Qiao Mingsi lowered his head, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and suddenly had a little doubt about his actions.Is it really okay to force him to face such a terrible thing so eagerly?But he had no way to ask this question that he didn't know the answer to, so he could only kiss the tears on Shen Wei's face over and over again, saying "good boy, it's over" over and over again.
But the other party's reaction surprised him.
Hearing Qiao Mingsi's coaxing words one after another, Shen Wei suddenly became dissatisfied, pulled his clothes and protested: "I'm not a child anymore, I've grown up a long time ago. I'm strong, I won't be afraid anymore. "
"Yes, yes, Xiao Wei has grown up, Xiao Wei is very strong." Hearing this obviously childish answer, Qiao Mingsi laughed in relief, but felt emotional in his heart.
He was selfish after all.I am sure that the person in my arms will not easily agree to separate, so I would rather him cry and make a scene like this, forcing him to think about things clearly, and those deliberate indifference and avoidance, even for a second, he would not Not at all willing to endure.
※※※
Probably out of extreme joy, Qiao Mingsi realized that he had a fever.
In fact, it was not him who discovered it first, but Shen Wei.
The two were lying on the bed talking, Shen Wei had a good night's sleep and was in good spirits, but Qiao Mingsi was obviously exhausted, and fell asleep drowsily while talking.
The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the lover's arms were warm and comfortable. Although Shen Wei was awake, she was too lazy to get up, and followed Qiao Mingsi to catch up on sleep. Who knew that the more she slept, the hotter she got, and she thought the air conditioner was broken. Later, she found out that Qiao Mingsi Something was wrong with Ming Si, his body was hot to the touch, almost like an oversized human-shaped hot water bottle, Shen Wei was so hot that his neck was sweating, but he didn't sweat at all, it seemed like he had a fever.
Shen Wei hurriedly got off the bed and brought the thermometer over, and woke up Qiao Mingsi who was sleeping in pain.
The body temperature was measured, and the temperature was close to 39 degrees, which was considered a high fever, but the person concerned refused to go to the hospital for fear of trouble, and heard that Shen Wei volunteered to accompany him, thinking that it would be a problem for the child to take care of himself. It must be impossible for him to look sick like this, so he didn't even want to go, and planned to go back and swallow two antipyretics.
Shen Wei felt guilty and impatient, and in the end she was so angry that she could only turn to her sister for help.Shen Wei pointed at Qiao Mingsi and taught him a lesson, she could not help but drive him out of the store, and asked Shen Wei to accompany him to get an IV drip.
Qiao Mingsi had a severe fever, and his mouth was very stubborn. In fact, he didn't have the strength to resist. Wearing slippers and pajamas, wrapped in a thick down jacket that was one size smaller than Shen Wei's, he buried his head on the ground reluctantly and squatted for a while, but Shen Wei's hard work was no match. Pulling, and finally dawdling in a taxi to the hospital.
Qiao Mingsi's physique probably belonged to the kind that either didn't get sick, or got sick and was troublesome again and again. This cold also tormented him for several days.Shen Wei accompanied him to hang water that afternoon, the fever subsided and the headache disappeared, but the cough and stuffy nose were not cleared up.
"In case it is a viral cold, it will be contagious."
In the next few days, because of this sentence, he proposed it on his own initiative, and all intimate contact was completely prohibited between the two of them.
After that day, Shen Wei showed an unprecedented dependence on him. When we were together, he always stared at him without blinking, as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would slip away if he didn't pay attention, even if he couldn't get too close. Always wanted to hold his hand.When he went to work in the company, he seldom sent text messages, and the number of phone calls began to increase. He was reluctant to hang up even if he had nothing to say. When do you come over after get off work?
This feeling of being relied on wholeheartedly by a lover is quite satisfying, but someone who has a cold seems to have no luck.
Seeing the child huddled on the other side of the sofa and blinking his eyes as if he couldn't come over, Qiao Mingsi felt that this was even more tormenting than the night he stayed overnight.
However, the more I think about the cold, the more it seems like I won’t go away. The damn illness has been dragging on for four days before it fully recovers. It just so happens that the weekend is approaching. Qiao Mingsi was happy to spend more time with Shen Wei, but suddenly received a call Jiang Yu's phone call.
"Don't cry, I won't leave, don't cry and speak slowly." Qiao Mingsi took Shen Wei's hands holding his head and slowly lowered them, wiped his face, and pulled him to the side of the bed to sit down.
Shen Wei cried so hard that she hiccupped while her eyes were blindfolded.Seeing that Qiao Mingsi really didn't leave, he felt relieved a little, moved his mouth vaguely, pointed to his chest and said, "I, I'm sad here... I always thought that if nothing happened, it would be the same as before. How nice...but no, I remember everything, I remember every picture, he, why did he do that to me, I just want to be with the person I like, I just want to be with Mingsi , but why did he do that... I, I hate him!"
"Xiao Wei," Qiao Mingsi pulled him into his arms, and gently patted Shen Wei's tightly clenched fists to relax him, "Do you still remember what I told you when I went to the hospital?"
Shen Wei lowered her head and blinked her eyes, as if thinking about it.Qiao Mingsi sighed, and continued without waiting for him to remember.
"I knew about it at that time. Have you thought about it? Actually, it doesn't make any difference to me. Whether it's then or now, I won't hate you. At that time, I said I would stay with you, no Will leave you unless you want me to go. But even though I said that, I never thought in my heart that you would want me to leave. Trust and promise are mutual, but I gave promise and trust, and you didn't return me the same thing , instead of being alone, guessing my thoughts randomly, avoiding me because of that thing that didn't change at all for me, saying that he didn't want to see me, making me feel that this is doubting and insulting my love for you Feelings, I'm disappointed and sad."
After hearing what the other party said, Shen Wei hurriedly raised her head to argue: "No, it's not that I want Ming Si to leave, it's just me... I feel disgusted and shameful when I think about that, I..."
"I know you are also sad, but Xiao Wei is not your fault, he deserves to die. He has already received his due punishment. Do you think it is worth it for the pain of the person who hurt you?" Qiao Mingsi interrupted Shen Wei's words, The shaking head in front of my eyes pressed against my chest, "I never felt that Xiao Wei was disgusting and shameful, no matter what happened, Xiao Wei was the same in my eyes, but I didn't know Xiao Wei who was depressed, cowardly, and hated herself. Xiao Wei."
Shen Wei filtered Qiao Mingsi's words sentence by sentence in his mind, and thought of something sad again, tears started to fall down again.
Qiao Mingsi was taken aback, and reached out to wipe the tears on Shen Wei's face: "Why are you crying again?"
Shen Wei raised her hand to wipe her tears, she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, she just sobbed intermittently.
"Don't cry, silly boy. You have to remember that you are not alone, you and I are here. Let's face it bravely, shall we?" Qiao Mingsi felt distressed when he saw it, so he patted Shen Wei on the back and asked Seeing that Shen Wei's tears had stopped, but she was still in a daze as if she was thinking about something, and didn't answer her own words. She thought that the three-year heart knot might not be relieved so quickly, so she comforted: "If you think about it for a while, It doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense, I'll accompany you to think slowly. Tell me what you think, don't worry about those who care about you."
"Mingsi, I'm sorry..." Shen Wei lowered her head and fell silent for a while, her low and hoarse voice sounded muffled, but Qiao Mingsi could still hear what he said clearly: "It was my mistake, I won't Don't be so willful anymore."
Qiao Mingsi didn't say anything, just smiled and kissed Shen Wei's forehead.
After explaining the misunderstanding clearly, the two sat on the bed and leaned together quietly, without speaking.Qiao Mingsi turned his head sideways to look at Shen Wei, who was very well-behaved beside him, and he was really not used to it. Just when he was in a daze and was about to fall asleep, Shen Wei suddenly called out in a low voice: "Mingsi."
"Huh?" Qiao Mingsi came back to his senses, and sat up with his arms propped up to straighten his body that was about to slide.
"That man used to be from our school. I don't like him, not at all." Shen Wei didn't look up, reached out and squeezed Qiao Mingsi's fingers, and exhaled softly, "He always uses strange I feel uncomfortable when I see him. But I don’t know how to draw. He was so happy when he chatted with Daddy about painting. I thought maybe I could be friends with him. Then that night... ..."
"Good boy." Qiao Mingsi turned around and hugged him tightly, rubbing his chin against Shen Wei's hair, "It's okay if you don't say it, just forget it."
Shen Wei grabbed Qiao Mingsi's clothes and shook her head, "But I want to tell you."
Qiao Mingsi had no choice but to stare at Shen Wei's fair side face for a while, and finally nodded, "Okay, tell me, I'll listen. Just forget it when you say it, don't think about it again."
Shen Wei looked up at the people around her, turned around and put her arms around Qiao Mingsi's waist as if seeking comfort, and then continued speaking slowly.
"That night, he said that he wanted to learn how to make cakes with me to celebrate Daddy. The clothes Daddy designed before won an award. I went to the award ceremony with Dad that night. I didn't go. Because it was too late, I didn't really want to go The restaurant, he kept begging me, and said that it was ready just in time for Daddy to come back from the award show to give it to him. I thought Daddy would be happy if he liked him so much, so I went. There was no one in the restaurant, and I He took the key to open the door and went in. He knocked me out while I was not paying attention. Later, I woke up in pain, my hands and feet were bound, my head hurt, and I felt drowsy as if I had taken sleeping pills. He saw me wake up , smiled strangely, took out a whip from nowhere and started beating me. I wanted to escape, but he seemed to have drugged me, and my feet were so weak that I couldn’t even stand up, so there was nothing I could do.”
"It was summer at that time, and I wore thin clothes. My T-shirt was torn by the whip. The pain made me wake up a little bit, so I stood up and rushed to the door, trying to escape. He locked the door behind me, and I had no strength. Knocked away, and was caught back by him. He became very scary, crazy, and kept whipping me, hitting me, and kicking me, saying that I never looked at him. I couldn't think of a way to get out, so I wanted to Stop him first. I begged him for mercy and said that you can do whatever you want, please don't hit me, it hurts."
"Then he was very happy, put down the whip and came to take off my pants. I kicked him while he was bending over. His head hit the corner of the table and was bleeding. I stood up and tried to mend my feet, but he didn't Passed out, but became more irritable, pulled my hair and made me kneel on the ground, then unbuttoned my pants, stuffed that, that thing into my mouth, it was disgusting, I kept throwing up, and he slapped me, Like crazy, probably because of an illness, he threw the wine bottles in the kitchen on me, a lot of them hit the ground, and there was oil all over the floor, and then he lit the fire and said he would die with me, The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and I tried to flee, but he came and beat me again, and then I hit my head and passed out, and when I woke up, I was in the hospital.”
Qiao Mingsi lowered his head, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and suddenly had a little doubt about his actions.Is it really okay to force him to face such a terrible thing so eagerly?But he had no way to ask this question that he didn't know the answer to, so he could only kiss the tears on Shen Wei's face over and over again, saying "good boy, it's over" over and over again.
But the other party's reaction surprised him.
Hearing Qiao Mingsi's coaxing words one after another, Shen Wei suddenly became dissatisfied, pulled his clothes and protested: "I'm not a child anymore, I've grown up a long time ago. I'm strong, I won't be afraid anymore. "
"Yes, yes, Xiao Wei has grown up, Xiao Wei is very strong." Hearing this obviously childish answer, Qiao Mingsi laughed in relief, but felt emotional in his heart.
He was selfish after all.I am sure that the person in my arms will not easily agree to separate, so I would rather him cry and make a scene like this, forcing him to think about things clearly, and those deliberate indifference and avoidance, even for a second, he would not Not at all willing to endure.
※※※
Probably out of extreme joy, Qiao Mingsi realized that he had a fever.
In fact, it was not him who discovered it first, but Shen Wei.
The two were lying on the bed talking, Shen Wei had a good night's sleep and was in good spirits, but Qiao Mingsi was obviously exhausted, and fell asleep drowsily while talking.
The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the lover's arms were warm and comfortable. Although Shen Wei was awake, she was too lazy to get up, and followed Qiao Mingsi to catch up on sleep. Who knew that the more she slept, the hotter she got, and she thought the air conditioner was broken. Later, she found out that Qiao Mingsi Something was wrong with Ming Si, his body was hot to the touch, almost like an oversized human-shaped hot water bottle, Shen Wei was so hot that his neck was sweating, but he didn't sweat at all, it seemed like he had a fever.
Shen Wei hurriedly got off the bed and brought the thermometer over, and woke up Qiao Mingsi who was sleeping in pain.
The body temperature was measured, and the temperature was close to 39 degrees, which was considered a high fever, but the person concerned refused to go to the hospital for fear of trouble, and heard that Shen Wei volunteered to accompany him, thinking that it would be a problem for the child to take care of himself. It must be impossible for him to look sick like this, so he didn't even want to go, and planned to go back and swallow two antipyretics.
Shen Wei felt guilty and impatient, and in the end she was so angry that she could only turn to her sister for help.Shen Wei pointed at Qiao Mingsi and taught him a lesson, she could not help but drive him out of the store, and asked Shen Wei to accompany him to get an IV drip.
Qiao Mingsi had a severe fever, and his mouth was very stubborn. In fact, he didn't have the strength to resist. Wearing slippers and pajamas, wrapped in a thick down jacket that was one size smaller than Shen Wei's, he buried his head on the ground reluctantly and squatted for a while, but Shen Wei's hard work was no match. Pulling, and finally dawdling in a taxi to the hospital.
Qiao Mingsi's physique probably belonged to the kind that either didn't get sick, or got sick and was troublesome again and again. This cold also tormented him for several days.Shen Wei accompanied him to hang water that afternoon, the fever subsided and the headache disappeared, but the cough and stuffy nose were not cleared up.
"In case it is a viral cold, it will be contagious."
In the next few days, because of this sentence, he proposed it on his own initiative, and all intimate contact was completely prohibited between the two of them.
After that day, Shen Wei showed an unprecedented dependence on him. When we were together, he always stared at him without blinking, as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would slip away if he didn't pay attention, even if he couldn't get too close. Always wanted to hold his hand.When he went to work in the company, he seldom sent text messages, and the number of phone calls began to increase. He was reluctant to hang up even if he had nothing to say. When do you come over after get off work?
This feeling of being relied on wholeheartedly by a lover is quite satisfying, but someone who has a cold seems to have no luck.
Seeing the child huddled on the other side of the sofa and blinking his eyes as if he couldn't come over, Qiao Mingsi felt that this was even more tormenting than the night he stayed overnight.
However, the more I think about the cold, the more it seems like I won’t go away. The damn illness has been dragging on for four days before it fully recovers. It just so happens that the weekend is approaching. Qiao Mingsi was happy to spend more time with Shen Wei, but suddenly received a call Jiang Yu's phone call.
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