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The voice behind him seemed to have stopped along with his stagnant footsteps. The movement of swinging his legs gradually froze. Looking down, he could still see the child's tightly clenched and trembling fists. Qiao Ming Si suddenly felt cruel.

The surrounding area was quiet and desolate, with no birds singing. Occasionally, the wind blew through the forest, making a faint whirring sound.Qiao Mingsi looked up and found that the back of his neck was wet, and warm tears fell into his collar one by one, making him itchy, but he couldn't laugh at all.

"Silly boy, I'm not blaming you, just asking you why. I'm worried about you, you know?"

A question was exchanged for a long silence.Just as he was waiting as if time stood still, the person behind him suddenly moved.

"Will Ming Si always be there?" Shen Wei rubbed his head forward, his voice was not completely healed, it was still rustling, and there was a bit of muffled crying.

"When I lie here like them one day, maybe I won't be here." Anticipating the mess on the back of his neck, Qiao Mingsi smiled, looked down the mountain for a while, as if he meant something, and then stepped forward. Take a step and continue to slowly descend in this cemetery.

"Xiao Wei, I'm sorry." After giving the other party some time to think, Qiao Mingsi took a deep breath, changed the subject, and apologized.

"It was my fault to say that we broke up before, which made you uneasy. If I still say that in the future, don't talk to me, I must be lying to you. Even if Xiao Wei begged me to leave, I won't let go so easily. "

Shen Wei was stunned for a while, then came back to her senses, grabbed Qiao Mingsi's collar suddenly, and said in a tone full of disbelief, "Then why...why do you still say that?!"

Qiao Mingsi was staggered by him, took two steps to stabilize his body, and sighed: "Because you don't want to talk to me, so I'll lie to you with angry words, I'm a bad guy."

The sobbing sound from behind suddenly became louder, Shen Wei shook his hands and feet and struggled twice, Qiao Mingsi was afraid that he would fall, so he could only stop, and then there was a dull pain in the back of his neck, and he was bitten.

Qiao Mingsi smiled wryly.If this can vent the pain in my heart, I wish he could bite harder.

Shen Wei whimpered and cried, Qiao Mingsi let him make trouble, and when he gradually calmed down, he continued to go down the mountain, asking as he walked, "Have you cried enough? Then listen to me."

Shen Wei raised her arm and wiped her face, dragged the bouquet and poked Qiao Mingsi's cheek twice, which was her consent.

Qiao Mingsi slowed down his pace and slowly descended the steps one by one, trying to make his voice sound like chatting.

"Xiao Wei, don't be brave. No one says that being brave is a good boy. You don't have to hide your thoughts. There are many people around you who are willing to be relied on by you, like me, your sister, Dr. Jiang, and your father, Did your father, and the group of people in the gang, forget that everyone set off fireworks together to bless you that day? Although you didn't say it, I think they must be willing to help you."

"But Xiaowei, it's wrong to rely too much on others. You see, many unexpected things happen every day in this world, some good and some bad. Who can predict what will happen in the future? I can't count myself I don’t know how long I can be with Xiaowei. No one can promise forever, and neither can I. I just hope that when we are together, we can work together to walk this road as long as possible.”

"So Xiaowei, you have to learn to be strong by yourself. Those bad things will always pass. Now I am by your side, and I will protect you, but if one day I am not here, you have to learn to be independent by yourself. Learn to protect yourself, don't you think?"

He spoke very slowly, not getting annoyed when he didn't get a response, as if he was talking to himself, and the people behind him were silent. He didn't know whether these words would help, but what he was sure of was that what he said would definitely be helpful to him. I listened to it sentence by sentence.

The two of them remained quiet for the rest of the journey. When they were about to reach the foot of the mountain, Shen Wei came back to his senses and seemed to have figured something out. He let go of the arm around Qiao Mingsi's neck and frowned and said, "I ...I don't want you to carry it, I want to walk by myself."

"Stupid." Qiao Mingsi was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, "Stay there, there's not much to go."

Shen Wei refused, and jumped off his back with flowers in his hands, ran a few steps forward, stood on the steps and turned his head, seeing Qiao Mingsi chasing him, turned his head away with a puffy face, but stretched out his hand to Shaked back.

Qiao Mingsi took two steps forward, held the extended hand, and walked down together shoulder to shoulder.

The area near the foot of the mountain is the wall burial area. Qiao Mingsi pointed it out to Shen Wei when they were on the top of the mountain, but what Shen Wei didn't expect was that they not only went to the cemetery on the mountain, but now they also went to the cemetery. Visit the burial area.

There were guards in the wall burial area, Qiao Mingsi let go of Shen Wei's hand, went forward and said something to the tomb guard, got permission to enter the garden, and then called Shen Wei to go in together.

In a daze, being led by Qiao Mingsi into the cemetery, Shen Wei overturned her previous thoughts.It turned out that they didn't come to drink chicken soup, but to visit the cemetery.

But why on earth did they come to visit the cemetery!Shen Wei looked at the rows of walled tombs standing in front of him and scratched his head, but Qiao Mingsi interrupted him when he was about to ask, pointing to the bench by the door and said to him: "You can rest here for a while, I'll go inside and have a look."

Shen Wei was hungry and tired, when she heard that she could rest, she said "oh", and sat down on the chair without thinking.

There are covered pavilions above the wall burial tombs, which look like small houses from a distance. Qiao Mingsi walks back and forth between the walls, and stops to look at it from time to time, as if he is looking for something.

"Ming Si, what are you looking for? Do you want me to help?" Shen Wei raised her head and asked loudly from a distance.

Qiao Mingsi stopped when he heard the voice, turned his head and smiled at Shen Wei, but shook his head without answering, and continued to look at the rows of tombstones.

After a while, it seemed that he had found what he was looking for. Qiao Mingsi wrote down the location, returned to the door and waved to Shen Wei: "Xiao Wei, come here."

Shen Wei followed Qiao Mingsi in, walked to a wall and stood still, he looked at a small tombstone embedded in the wall, in the photo was a strange woman, she looked very young, but her attire was obviously a little bit different. The year is old, and the name and surname are not familiar to him.

"This is……?"

"It's my mother."

"Ah?!" Shen Wei took a big step back in shock, his eyes turned several times between the photo on the wall and Qiao Mingsi's face, the two looked alike, but he still opened his eyes wide in shock The mouth couldn't digest the sudden news.

Qiao Mingsi, who was standing aside, didn't pay much attention to Shen Wei's surprise, bent down and took out a tissue to wipe the small piece of wall where the name of the deceased was engraved, raised his hand to caress the black and white photos on the wall, and stared at the picture. The person said: "Mom, I'm Ming Si, and I'm back."

Inevitably, he thought of some things in the past, and his expression suddenly became solemn, but thinking of the people who came with him today, his mood became much lighter.So he dragged Shen Wei, who still looked astonished, to the side, patted his head, and then faced the tombstone as if introducing: "This is Xiao Wei, come with me to see you, and brought your favorite lily. "

Shen Wei was stunned for a moment, and glanced at the lily in his hand. The petals almost fell off due to being thrown back and forth by him along the way, so he quickly erected it and arranged it, respectfully placed it in front of the tomb, and then bowed , wringing his fingers in embarrassment and stepping aside.

Qiao Mingsi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he pulled Shen Wei who had retreated far away to his side, and asked, "Would you like to say hello?"

Shen Wei gave an "ah" in doubt, and stared at Qiao Mingsi with big innocent eyes, as if asking "Do you really want it?"

Qiao Mingsi nodded with a smile, and pushed him forward again.

Shen Wei had no choice but to bite the bullet and walked forward, lowered her head and said tremblingly: "Hello, Auntie, I am Xiaowei..."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Shen Wei yelled out of embarrassment, stretched out her hands, pulled the hat under her nose to cover her entire face, then turned around and squatted on the ground to hug her. head.

"What's wrong?" Why did Hao Hao suddenly call out?Qiao Mingsi was surprised.

"I, I, I'm not ready yet, can I do it all over again..." Shen Wei pulled up the hat, opened it a little to reveal a pair of eyes, and asked pitifully with a flat mouth.

Qiao Mingsi was amused by the way he hugged his head and blushed, and stretched out his hand to pull the man while laughing: "It's all right, just to say hello, what preparations do you need?"

"It's so embarrassing!" Shen Wei didn't agree, and squinted at Qiao Mingsi, threw away his arm, twisted his body on the ground and shook his head vigorously: "They said they weren't ready, wait a minute!"

"Okay, okay, prepare slowly." Qiao Mingsi had no choice but to stand up and ignore it, rubbing his chin and nodding: "Well, I need to think about how to say it."

When he said this, Shen Wei was stunned again.Yes, how should I introduce myself?normal friend?Not at all!Boy friend?It feels weird.daughter in law?Pooh!The daughters-in-law are here!

Qiao Mingsi saw Shen Wei squatting on the ground with a tangled expression on his face, changing his expression back and forth, finally couldn't help it, and pulled him up: "Silly hat, it doesn't matter if you don't say anything, she will understand."

Shen Wei staggered to his feet, heaved a sigh of relief when he heard this, scratched his reddened cheeks, and bowed guiltily to the tombstone, then kept his mouth shut and refused to look up.

"Xiao Wei." Qiao Mingsi stood up straight, put his hands in his trouser pockets, was silent for a while, fixed his eyes on the person in the photo, and suddenly called out to Shen Wei.

Shen Wei turned her head: "Huh?"

"My mother is actually homophobic. Do you know about homophobia?" Qiao Mingsi lowered his head and smiled, and looked up at the tombstone.

Shen Wei didn't make a sound, seeing that he seemed to want to talk, so she just stood aside and listened quietly.

"My father and my mother have always been at odds. My father is gay. He kept it from my mother for more than 20 years. When he was wise, he abandoned us and ran away with a man. My mother regards this as her life. Shame. Apart from the homophobia and discrimination, she was a good mother. But then I found out that I was just like my dad, only like men."

"It was very troublesome at the time, so I cut off contact with my family. My mother passed all the resentment towards me and my father on Mingzhe, so Mingzhe should hate me."

"At that time, I thought I would never go back to that home in my life. Later, some things happened, and I had the idea of ​​going back, but I didn't finish my university, and I didn't find a decent job. I felt ashamed to go back, so I borrowed money to apply. In foreign universities, it was only after returning home that she found out that she had died of illness."

What a blow it would be to force him to run away from home, to be taken away so easily.Although he didn't say anything about complaining, Shen Wei knew that he must have suffered as much pain and sorrow as others.

In such a depressing environment, he discovered that he had a different sexuality from ordinary people, and was alone and helpless. How did he survive?It's incredible to grow into such an excellent and gentle person.

As for myself, apart from the time in the orphanage, Daddy and Dad have always pampered me as much as possible, not to mention liking men, even if he likes transsexuals, they will probably support him unconditionally.

Shen Wei stared blankly at the people around him, and couldn't help holding his hand.

"I still remember the words she scolded me very clearly, and I always feel guilty. But now I feel that I am qualified to come and see her." Because I have found someone who can accompany me for a lifetime, to prove that the excessive harshness and discrimination in the past are completely It's wrong, there is no difference between liking the same sex and liking the opposite sex, and the relationship between the same sex is not as dirty as she said.

Qiao Mingsi turned his head, held Shen Wei's hand instead, and looked at him with a smile.Needless to say the pain in the past, fate can bring him in front of him, which is the best compensation.

Shen Wei also looked at him, feeling sad for a while, stretched her arms around Qiao Mingsi's neck, leaned forward and kissed him on the lips, and murmured comfortingly: "It's all over."

"Well, it's all over." Qiao Mingsi nodded. "Let those bad and sad things be buried in my heart. Tomorrow is a new day, why bother with those nightmares, don't you think?"

Shen Wei was stunned.It turned out that everything he did had a purpose, and he came here and said those words because of him... so it turned out to be the case.

"Yes, yes!" He nodded vigorously, staring straight into Qiao Mingsi's eyes, something in his heart seemed to suddenly become clear, not only answering him, but also answering the questions that had been hovering in his heart .

"Silly boy." Qiao Mingsi smiled and patted Shen Wei's head, "Let's go out."

"Ah."

"Ming Si." The two walked outside holding hands, Shen Wei suddenly thought of something, and there was a trace of hesitation in his words.

"Ok?"

Shen Wei scratched her head and asked, "Well, have you ever brought others here?"

"Why bring others here?" Qiao Mingsi asked back, even he himself hadn't been here for five years.

"Oh..." Shen Wei nodded thoughtfully, stayed quiet for a while, then suddenly grabbed Qiao Mingsi's sleeve and shouted: "Mingsi!"

"What's the matter?"

"I feel very happy!"

"what?"

Shen Wei ran to the side, pursed her lips and shook her head with a grin: "I won't tell you why, hehe."

Qiao Mingsi shrugged meaninglessly: "Oh, I'm not as stupid as you, and I'll know if you don't tell me."

"Cut, how is it possible!"

Shen Wei frowned, curled his lips in disdain, Qiao Mingsi didn't answer, and smiled condescendingly.

"Then tell me what you know?"

Seeing that he was so mysterious and seemed to know everything, Shen Wei was anxious, and asked a question unwillingly, but Qiao Mingsi still didn't say anything.

The two walked out of the cemetery mingling with each other, and when turning along the road, Qiao Mingsi looked back silently, smiled, held Shen Wei's hand tightly, and headed towards the legendary restaurant .

Coming out of the cemetery, it is only a few steps away from the restaurant, but it was not until Shen Wei sat in that restaurant that he realized that he had been fooled. It turns out that there is no need to climb the mountain when you come here, you just need to turn the corner along the road from the parking lot. , but Qiao Mingsi led him around a long way, which made him tired and hungry.Seeing that the other party obviously knew but still put on an innocent look of "can't remember the way", I really hate it.

However, the stewed chicken with mushrooms and mushrooms is really delicious, but what is famous here is not the chicken, but the vegetables.

When the big pot of chicken soup was served, Shen Wei still didn't believe that the white things in the pot were louvers, so he picked up the thing that looked like dried tofu with his chopsticks and burst out laughing, "This is louvers? Don't lie Me, why is this obviously a bean! Bullying me, I don’t know the louvers, aren’t the louvers all thin and flat, how can they be so thick!”

"It's thick louver, not dried tofu. Eat it, it's softer than dried tofu, and the stew is delicious." Qiao Mingsi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and took another piece for Shen Wei and threw it into his bowl. He raised his head, Seeing his exaggerated expression, he suddenly froze.

This seemed to be the first time in so many days that I saw him laughing happily.Qiao Mingsi also laughed while drinking the soup.