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Pulling the grass, most of Han Shixi's army was stationed by the water source, so the small river and stream became a holy place for Xia Yan to be in a daze—ordinary soldiers were not allowed to leave the camp casually.

Xia Yan looked at the gurgling brook flowing into the distance, he hoped that he, like this brook, could flow wherever he wanted.

Xia Yan was very distressed, he didn't know how to get along with Han Shixi at all.Han Shixi is very kind to him, but it's the kind of lover's kindness. Xia Yan can't be cruel to the person who treats him well, but he can't respond to this kind of kindness. Han Shixi kissed him and Han Shixi kissed him, and he couldn't even call Han Shixi's name affectionately and naturally—even though Han Shixi always said that he didn't need to call him "General".

Xia Yan is somewhat attached to Han Shixi's warm embrace, and he is also reluctant to part with Han Shixi's delicate and comfortable massage, but he knows that Han Shixi is willing to do these things for him because Han Shixi wants to keep him—as a lover.But Xia Yan couldn't do it...

Xia Yan's small face was completely wrinkled in distress.

Xia Yan sat for a while, the thoughts in his heart were messed up and he had no idea. He wanted to find something to do and not focus on it completely, so he squatted beside the water, took out a small magnetic bottle from his kit, and placed it in the After scouring in the river water, a small bottle of water was finally brought up.

Xia Yan takes medicine every day, but this medicine is special and has high requirements for water, so Xia Yan has to check the water before dissolving the medicine with water.But generally there is no problem.Xia Yan opened his sleeves, rubbed a small corner of his wrist twice, pinched the small corner and tore it lightly, an opaque flesh-colored film appeared in Xia Yan's hands, and a gorgeous peacock jumped out of his arm. presented.

Xia Yan covered the mouth of the bottle with his fingers and dipped some freshly poured water on the peacock's screen. Next, all he had to do was to wait for a while. If the screen didn't change color, it meant that the water was gone. problem, he can be used to dispense medicine.

Xia Yan put away the small magnetic bottle, and sat by the river with his sleeves rolled up, waiting for the time to pass.

It didn't take long before the results on his arm came out, Xia Yan heard footsteps behind him, and when he looked back, it was Han Shixi who came.

Before Xia Yan could figure out how to face Han Shixi, his face blushed, and he turned his head in embarrassment and buried his face in his chest.Hearing the footsteps stop behind him, Xia Yan was hugged into a gracious embrace after a sound of thin clothes.

Xia Yan blushed a little, but he still couldn't help but look back, but when he tilted his head, Han Shixi kissed his lips. Although it was only a gentle and brief contact, Xia Yan's neck was still flushed, and he hurriedly lowered his head. Dare to look at people again.

Han Shixi chuckled twice, and held Xia Yan in his arms.

When viewed from the back, this scene is still very warm.

Xia Yan didn't know what Han Shixi thought, but he felt embarrassed.But Xia Yan couldn't push Han Shixi away - he couldn't bear it.

Han Shixi didn't say anything, Xia Yan gradually entered his own thoughts.

In fact, Xia Yan and Han Shixi didn't have much to say when they were alone, which is what made Xia Yan always worried about their relationship.In Xia Yan's impression, the so-called perfect love life should be the kind of poetic and picturesque life, which is about raising eyebrows between husband and wife, concubine playing the piano and following the king's ups and downs, or drinking tea and playing chess, laughing and talking about poetry and books.But neither Xia Yan nor Han Shixi could do it.Han Shixi is very powerful, both civil and military, governing the country and the army, grasping with both hands, and can write poems and paintings, play the piano and play chess.But there is something Han Shixi doesn't understand, he doesn't understand medicine—at least not proficient, but Xia Yan knows medicine and poison.Coupled with experience, knowledge, and circumstances, the two are so different that it seems that there is not much common language to communicate with.

Xia Yan was puzzled, he didn't understand what Han Shixi liked about him.

"General..."

"Ok?"

"You...what do you like about me?" Xia Yan asked a little awkwardly, "I... am not smart, nor good-looking..."

"This..." Han Shixi found this question very interesting. Does this mean that Xia Yan is thinking about their relationship?Han Xi smiled and asked: "What do you think? What do you think I should like about you?"

"I don't know..." Xia Yan shook his head firmly, "I can't give you advice, I can't march and fight, and I don't know how to play piano, chess, calligraphy or painting..."

"Ha ha!"

Before Xia Yan could finish speaking, Han Shixi couldn't help laughing. Facing Xia Yan's suspicious eyes, Han Shixi squeezed Xia Yan's palm and said, "Xia Yan, let me ask you, do you think I need you to do this for me── ─Suggesting plans, marching and fighting?"

"Er...you don't want to?"

"I don't want to talk about hope or not. I can do these things well by myself. If you can help, it's just icing on the cake for me. If you can't help, it doesn't matter to me."

"But... I can't chat with you either."

Han Shixi sighed, and asked back, "Don't you think I'm a talkative person?"

"Uh...no..." Xia Yan knew he was wrong, but he still felt wrong.

Han Shixi smiled lightly, took Xia Yan's hand, and said softly: "Xia Yan, in fact, you don't have to think so complicated about many things. Why do life have to be poetic and romantic? You read medical books and I don't think your life is good?"

"But……"

"Xia Yan, there is no standard in life, and there is no rule for what kind of life is the most perfect." Han Shixi said and hugged Xia Yan on his lap, which made Xia Yan let out a low cry, but the low cry was quickly blocked by Han Shixi in the lips.Han Shixi stroked Xia Yan's blushing cheeks, smiled and said: "Xia Yan, life doesn't have to be magnificent to be interesting, just like you yearn for a peaceful life, I also like drinking tea and reading quietly. I like you very much, and I like your quietness. , I like your strength, your kindness and self-knowledge, I am very happy with you. Remember when you were in my palace? At that time, I went to your courtyard almost every day, and I didn’t have to pull What are you doing, just looking at you is enough. Life is nothing more than this. It is a confidant who listens to the strings and knows the meaning, but a confidant is not necessarily a lover, understand what I mean?"

"Well...understood..." Xia Yan responded in a low voice, but no one knew if he really understood.

Han Shixi smiled, not forcing herself.

Xia Yan lay obediently in Han Shixi's arms, and Han Shixi's words threw a big stone in his heart, causing countless waves in his mood.Xia Yan thought about the peaceful life that Han Shixi said, and he thought it might not be a bad thing.Xia Yan knew that he couldn't find a good wife and mother to live a normal life like ordinary men. Although he was prepared to be lonely forever, he still felt desolate when he thought about it occasionally.If life can be as peaceful and worry-free as Han Shixi said, it might not be a fascinating future...

Xia Yan hesitated, hesitated, and struggled. He yearned for and was afraid at the same time, afraid of the uncertain future, afraid of the changeable human heart, afraid that one day Han Shixi would get tired of the ordinary life and leave him. Xia Yan would rather never Don’t lose after getting it. Xia Yan doesn’t know whether he should take this step. He really wants to stay in his own shell obediently and cowardly, but he can’t help but want to probe out and look out. The outside world It seems to be the spring with the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers, but I am afraid that it will turn into a violent storm as soon as I step out...

After a long time, Xia Yan whispered in Han Shixi's arms: "General...you...will, will you always be so kind to me?"

"Of course." Han Shixi said without hesitation, and gently patted Xia Yan's back with his hands, as if wanting to pat Xia Yan's worries away.

"Then... you, you... don't... don't... force me, I do that kind of thing... okay..."

Xia Yan said intermittently, it was difficult for him to say these words.

Han Shixi heard some signs from Xia Yan's shy voice, and replied: "If you don't want to, I won't force you."

Xia Yan felt as if a big rock had been put down in his heart, and he suddenly relaxed a lot. Although he still didn't know what the future would hold, Xia Yan felt that he might be able to walk out a little more carefully.He lightly grasped Han Shixi's sleeve, lowered his head, exhausted all his remaining strength, and said softly, "Then... general... I... stay... don't you—uh!"

Xia Yan couldn't finish talking, because he was kissed by the ecstatic Han Shixi, the kiss was so intense—it seemed like it wouldn't finish for a while.

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Xia Yan lost his composure and ran back to the big tent. Han Shixi's kiss clearly told him what lust is. Before Han Shixi made any further moves, Xia Yan was already scared away by the fear in his heart.

After returning to the big tent, Xia Yan gradually calmed down, and felt a little sorry for Han Shixi, so he could only comfort himself that if he was not afraid someday, he must... must... promise to Han Shixi...

Xia Yan sat by the bed for a while, and when the blush on his face gradually subsided and his heart beat less violently, he remembered what he was doing before but was interrupted: check the water source.

Xia Yan raised his sleeves to look at the enchanting peacock on his arm. Generally speaking, such natural springs and streams would not cause any major problems, so Xia Yan was a little careless, but when his eyes swept across the peacock screen, Xia Yan's eyes Suddenly widened-

The sparrow screen has changed color!

Xia Yan looked at the sparrow screen again in surprise: that small spot of green has indeed turned into black!

There are many reasons for the discoloration of the green sparrow screen. Sometimes it may just be that someone urinates upstream, and the dirt in the urine will cause the sparrow screen to change color. Although such dirt sounds disgusting, it is edible Most of the water will not have any effect on people, but if it turns black, it means that the impurities contained in the water are not simple dirt!

Xia Yan's heart sank slightly. Although he didn't understand military law, he still knew some basic common sense of marching. During the war, water sources are the most important supplies to be guarded. Once they are negligently drugged, the impact on the war will be huge.

Xia Yan carefully took out the small magnetic bottle filled with water, wet his hands, and wiped it on the peacock's screen little by little.This sparrow screen is a unique drug testing tattoo created by Gu Qin. Most of the poisons in the world can be judged by the discoloration of the sparrow screen.The water drops soaked in multiple colors, some changed color, some did not change, some turned black, some changed from red to green, or from blue to yellow, each color represented In particular, after careful observation, Xia Yan found out the nature of the impurities contained in the water: a kind of drug!

It may not be accurate to say that it is a drug. To be precise, it is a kind of medicine that can make people dizzy, headache and general weakness. It is colorless and odorless after dissolving in water, and the medicine is powerful. Putting it down is a very common drug in the world.

Did someone poison the river?

Xia Yan guessed a little uneasily. He had heard some fighting stories, and it seemed that the enemy would always poison like this...

Are you going to tell Han Shixi?

Xia Yan hesitated.

Who did this?

Kang Guo?

Xia Yan suddenly thought that it was Kang Guo who started the war with Han Shixi—his motherland, the place where he really kept healthy!Xia Yan was stunned for a moment. He didn't have much enthusiasm and nostalgia for Kang Guo, but when he really thought that he was going to report the military actions of his motherland to the general of Su State... Xia Yan was at a loss.

Xia Yan didn't know how to change it. Han Shixi was very kind to him. It was a personal friendship. However, Kang Guo was his homeland after all. Brother Xinyang and Xia Hao were also there...

Xia Yan's mind was in a mess, and many things that he had avoided thinking about popped up all at once, making him at a loss.

After all, Brother Xinyang is a member of the rivers and lakes, and will not directly participate in the battle. Xia Hao... I heard that they are all on the other side of the river. It is always safer not to be a forward... Han Shixi is by his side, and he always takes the lead... Mother, will mother allow me to do this?

After a long silence, Xia Yan pursed his lips, made a decision for himself, and walked out of the big tent.

After asking the guards, and knowing that Han Shixi had returned to the military tent, Xia Yan went towards the military tent, and asked the guards guarding the gate to inform him.

Although Han Shixi loves and cares for Xia Yan, Xia Yan is not a general in the army after all, and the military account is still not allowed to enter--the distinction between public and private interests is beneficial to both parties, otherwise if something happens, Xia Yan, an "outsider", must be the first to be suspected of.The guards knew that this young man named Guo Shui was deeply favored by Han Shixi, and Xia Yan was a kind person in the army, so everyone liked him very much.

Not long after, Han Shixi walked out of the tent.

"What's the matter, Guoshui?" Han Shixi still called Guoshui by the name in front of outsiders, but the tenderness in her words was no less.

Xia Yan tugged Han Shixi's clothes corner, motioning him to talk in a corner where no one was around.Han Shixi was a little strange, but he followed suit.

Looking around to see if there was no one there, Xia Yancai said softly: "General, the river water has been drugged..."

Han Shixi's eyes darkened, and he asked solemnly, "Are you sure?"

"Yeah." Xia Yan nodded, and at the same time rolled up his sleeves to reveal the peacock tattoo, "General, do you know the purpose of this peacock?"

"I have heard that this is used for drug testing?"

"Exactly." Xia Yan nodded, pointing to the row of sparrow screens, some of which have changed color and some have not. Medicine, people will not die if they take it, but they will feel dizzy, dizzy and weak in limbs.”

Han Shixi asked, "When did you find out?"

"just now."

"Where did you get the water?"

"It's just... the place where I talked to you just now." Xia Yan replied with a blushing face, looking at Han Shixi with a little anxiety.

Han Shixi fell silent, Xia Yan didn't know how Han Shixi viewed his behavior in his heart, after waiting for a while, Han Shixi's face was serious but he still didn't speak, so he was a little anxious to argue: "General, I didn't lie to you..."

Before Xia Yan said anything, Han Shixi had sensed the uneasiness in his heart. Han Shixi smiled reassuringly, took Xia Yan into his arms, patted him on the back, and said softly, "Don't be nervous, Xia Yan won't lie to me." ,I know."

Han Shixi's trusting attitude without hesitation warmed Xia Yan's heart. Han Shixi pressed him into his arms, and he leaned in. Although he was still a little awkward in his heart, he tried hard to let himself open his heart and accept this man's favor. .

Han Shixi asked Xia Yan to check the water source of the entire barracks. Xia Yan tested it and found that the water that was fetched today contained more or less drugs.

Han Shixi's army strictly enforces the law. During the period of stationing, the water source is drawn by a designated person, and the water taken will also be inspected. Otherwise, the army will be ruined if it drinks all the water.However, due to limited conditions, this kind of inspection must be relatively superficial, and some special poisons that are difficult to detect cannot be detected. Fortunately, most special poisons are relatively precious and cannot be released in large quantities to pollute water sources.But the drug thrown into the water this time is not an ordinary perspiration drug. It is colorless and odorless, and cannot be detected by ordinary inspection. Soft into one piece.

Fortunately, it was discovered early, and only a little of the water that had just been fetched was gone. After asking where the water was going, Han Shixi gathered all the soldiers who had eaten the poisonous water, and Xia Yan helped prepare the antidote, and the turmoil disappeared without a trace. .

Although Han Shixi didn't say it clearly, and Xia Yan didn't disclose the inside story, everyone is not blind. The top generals in the army know that Xia Yan discovered and solved the poison incident. Inadvertently, everyone has changed their views on Xia Yan.

People in the army especially worship the strong. He Guoshui's lame and weak appearance that always needs protection is always easy to be looked down upon. Coupled with Han Shixi's special protection, many people think that He Guoshui is just Han Shixi. The male pet I found.Although Han Ziqing and other people close to him knew that He Guoshui was initially brought into the army by Han Shixi because of his excellent medical skills, but Han Shixi's doting attitude later inevitably made Han Ziqing and others have bad guesses.Most people think that He Guoshui is Han Shixi's favorite male favorite, but this detoxification incident made everyone discover He Guoshui's ability-it seems that it is not a small skill!

Xia Yan was not too moved by the changes in the crowd, he had already learned to ignore the gazes of outsiders—he seemed to have built a small world around him inadvertently like this, but this small world was not cold and sharp, but It is calm and harmonious, which has become Xia Yan's unique attraction.

Xia Yan didn't care about their contemptuous gazes before, and now he doesn't care about those guilty or grateful gazes.

Xia Yan walked slowly in the place where the barracks could walk. His legs and feet were inconvenient, so he had to walk more to stay flexible.

Not long after he walked, he saw a group of literati approaching.These literati are the advisers accompanying Han Shixi's army. Although they look unattractive, their brains are more flexible than the other, and the tactics they come up with are also more tricky than the other.Xia Yan didn't have much friendship with these people. In the past, when they met, they mostly just smiled and nodded as greetings, but most of the time they just passed by like strangers.This group of literati is arrogant and lofty, they look down on He Guoshui who is a bed warmer, so naturally they disdain to greet He Guoshui.Xia Yan never felt that there was anything wrong. Seeing Xia Yan now, he planned to walk over like this, but he didn't want to be stopped by the counselor walking in the middle.

"Young Master He."

The counselor's voice was really unfamiliar to Xia Yan, Xia Yan was startled for a moment before he realized it, and looked back a little dullly, his eyes were full of doubts, not knowing why the other party called him to stop——Xia Yan couldn't even figure it out What are the names of the people in front of you.

The counselor smiled slightly, made a big bow to Xia Yan, and said shamelessly and respectfully: "Young Master He, I thank you this time. Please forgive me for being negligent before."

Following the counselor's words, several literati present also bowed to salute.

Xia Yan was completely dumbfounded, he was stunned for a while before he came to his senses, he limped and hurriedly stepped forward to hold the lead counselor's arm and tried to caress him up, and said anxiously: "No, please don't do this...I, I didn't do anything... "

Later, Xia Yan and these people struggled for a long time to finish the calculation, but it was not only these lofty counselors who changed their attitude towards Xia Yan, but also the middle and lower ranks of soldiers. These rough people who practiced martial arts would say when they saw Xia Yan: It’s the little genius doctor who cured us of the poison!” Then someone stepped forward to show their respect with hands clasped together.

No one saw Xia Yan blushing under the mask, both shy and excited.Although I was respected by the townspeople when I was in a small border town, the folks in the village are more fond of and close to me. There is no such direct admiration and gratitude like those in the army.

At night, Xia Yan went to bed early, but everything during the day lingered in his mind, making him toss and turn and still unable to fall asleep.It was probably very late, when Han Shixi came back, washed up a bit, went to bed, and held Xia Yan in his arms.

Xia Yan is more or less used to a man's embrace, and has decided to accept the man's goodness in his heart. At this moment, he was embraced, and under hesitation, he bravely turned over, found a comfortable position in the man's arms, and carefully moved his arms Putting on the man's waist, listening to the man's heartbeat, a sense of stability and warmth gradually invaded his body.

Han Shixi gently touched Xia Yan's cheek, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still asleep?"

"Hmm...can't sleep." Xia Yan replied in a low voice, an inexplicable restlessness in his heart prevented him from falling asleep peacefully.At this moment when Han Shixi asked, Xia Yan thought of the day's events again, paused, and couldn't help saying: "General, many people saluted me today..."

Han Shixi chuckled twice and said, "Excuse me?"

Han Shixi was really keen, and he hit Xia Yan's mind right away.Xia Yan's cheeks became hot again, and he buried his face into Han Shixi's chest, and responded with a low "hmm".

"It's nothing, you saved them, they thank you." Han Shixi smiled, "It means my Xia Yan is very powerful."

Xia Yan's face was even hotter, what is "my Xia Yan"... Xia Yan slandered, but she was uncontrollably sweet.

After thinking about it miscellaneously, Xia Yan suddenly thought of something.

"General..."

"Ok?"

"I..." Xia Yan hesitated for a moment, but he couldn't help but say, "General, if, if you meet Brother Xinyang on the battlefield...and Xia Hao, why don't you kill them?"

Xia Yan finally expressed his worries. Although he solved the poisoning problem for Han Shixi, he couldn't let go of these two people. He didn't want Han Shixi to lose the battle, and he didn't want to see something happen to Brother Xinyang and Xia Hao... ...Under the dilemma, Xia Yan had no choice but to pin his hope on Han Shixi. He hoped, hoped that Han Shixi would listen to his request. Perhaps this could show that Han Shixi really liked him...

With that little unknown calculation in mind, Xia Yan waited anxiously for Han Shixi's answer.

Even the shortest gap will be maximized under Xia Yan's restless mood at this moment.Xia Yan felt that he had waited for a long time, but Han Shixi just paused for a while habitually after listening to other people's narration, and immediately gave a reply without any hesitation or consideration: "Okay, if I meet them, I don't care. will kill them."

"Um...thank you..."

Xia Yan hugged Han Shixi tightly, and buried his face even deeper. A seemingly small promise moved him, and he even felt like crying.Xia Yan sniffed, he felt that he was getting weaker and weaker, was it because Han Shixi was too kind and gentle to him?

Just when Xia Yan was trying to find something to cover up his gaffe, Han Shixi suddenly rolled over and pinned him down.

"Ah...General?"

Xia Yan looked at the person on him with some doubts, and couldn't help but want to dodge. At this moment, his face was completely uncovered, and the scars were exposed in the air. Xia Yan knew that Han Shixi must be able to see clearly—that was such an ugly and hideous scar ... Xia Yan wanted to look away every time he saw it.

But Han Shixi didn't let him hide.

"Don't move, Yan."

Han Shixi said softly, but even the softest voice seemed to have an irresistible force when it came out of his mouth.

Xia Yan couldn't help but dared not hide anymore, but lowered his eyes in embarrassment, not daring to look at Han Shixi.

Han Shixi looked at Xia Yan for a while, then suddenly lowered his head and put his head close to Xia Yan's ear, and said, "Xia Yan, I suddenly want to kiss you, hug you, and possess you, what should I do?"

Xia Yan's head suddenly burned, and his whole face was flushed red. If it wasn't for the black lights, Han Shixi would definitely be able to see his face that was so red that it could bleed, but even if he couldn't see it, Han Shixi could still feel it from the close skin. Xia Yan's body was hot.

"You, you...you don't allow it!" Xia Yan, a child who had just learned to speak, forgot how to argue, and only suppressed such a weak resistance for a long time.

Han Shixi chuckled lightly, sucked Xia Yan's earlobe, sucked it, pushed her body up, and said in a low voice, "But I can't help it, what should I do?"

Xia Yan was so anxious that he couldn't speak.

Xia Yan twisted his body to escape, but Han Shixi gently clasped his waist with only one hand, preventing him from moving away.

"Let me kiss you."

Han Shixi said that he kissed, very shallow and gentle kisses, kissing one after another, as soft as a feather sweeping his lips, without the passion of lust, making people no longer so fearful.

"Let me touch you."

Han Shixi said that his thick palm touched Xia Yan's waistline and moved upwards along his body, but did not stop on Xia Yan's chest, but came to his shoulders, stroking back and forth on his shoulders and arms.

Such gentle and shallow movements made Xia Yan's panicked emotions gradually calm down, and Xia Yan subconsciously embraced Han Shixi's fiery body—very warm, very solid, and gave people a feeling of trust.Almost instinctively, Xia Yan couldn't help pressing his body slightly to get more warmth and peace of mind, and this kind of closeness inadvertently catered to the intimacy of the other party. For a certain moment, Han Shixi's breathing stopped, but Xia Yan didn't Discover.

Through the dim light, Xia Yan saw the pity in Han Shixi's eyes.

"He... he will be very gentle..."

Xia Yan thought in a daze.

"His movements will be as gentle as his gaze...I...can I...can...give...to him...?"

"General..." Xia Yan suddenly realized that he was talking, and he didn't even know what he said. It seemed to hide a little fear, but it seemed to be attachment. On the surface, it might be shy again──

"You, take it easy..."

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"General, take it easy..."

Xia Yan's words in a voice as thin as a mosquito made Han Shixi's movements pause.

What this means is—can he go deeper?

Han Shixi glanced at Xia Yan in disbelief.

The darkness couldn't block Han Shixi's sight. He saw Xia Yan lying under him with a blushing face, full of shyness, with his face closed and his eyes closed, looking a little scared but at his disposal.

Han Shixi realized that Xia Yan had misunderstood.

In fact, Han Shixi didn't intend to do anything to Xia Yan. He knew that Xia Yan was afraid, and he felt distressed and pitied him, so he didn't want to force Xia Yan. He just wanted to kiss and touch, kiss and caress gently and without lust. Little by little, slowly getting used to it, until one day Xia Yan would no longer shrink back from his embrace.

Although this subtle intention is a bit "sinister", it is undeniable that Han Shixi restrained his desire for Xia Yan—even if Han Shixi really couldn't wait to "take Xia Yan as his own", he still held back.

But Xia Yan delivered it to the door by himself.

Will the current Korean style of food refuse it?

of course not.

The stroking of his hands has changed, it is no longer caressing the shoulders and arms carelessly, but slowly and gently moving towards the chest. Han Shixi tried to use such gentle movements to relieve Xia Yan's fear, but Xia Yan still couldn't help trembling For a moment, Han Shixi's movements paused, instead of directly covering the nipples, he stopped on Xia Yan's chest, and softly comforted him: "Yan, don't be afraid..."

"Um……"

Xia Yan pursed his lips in response, his eyes flickered, and his fingers tightly clasped the hem of Han Shixi's clothes—obviously, he still couldn't be completely afraid of fear.

Han Shixi is not sure whether the timing is right now, but Xia Yan played the pipa on his desire with the appearance of a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

"Yan, give it to me, is it really okay?"

Han Shixi asked, but he viciously refused to give Xia Yan a chance to answer. Right after he uttered this sentence, he blocked Xia Yan's lips with a kiss. No matter what Xia Yan wanted to answer, Han Shixi would not allow him to answer. Gnabbing his teeth, Xia Yan protested from his throat, but Han Shixi ignored it, and only kissed Xia Yan with tears in his eyes before he stopped.

Xia Yan shrank down aggrievedly, begging for mercy vaguely: "I, I don't want it anymore..."

Han Shixi raised his eyebrows, and grabbed Xia Yan back, as if a child has got a treasure, he grasped it tightly for fear of being snatched away, and said seriously: "That's not possible, you just agreed!"

"...I, I regret..."

Xia Yan played a rogue, turning over and trying to resist Han Shixi's touch with his back.But Han Shixi made him turn over, but treacherously put his hand under Xia Yan's body. Before Xia Yan could react, this hateful hand had already reached into his trousers, and his fingertips scratched in the forest where the bird was lurking. .

"what!"

Xia Yan exclaimed and shrank back, but Han Shixi could not stop Han Shixi's exploration at this time.

That hateful hand held Xia Yan's still sleeping desire, and wrapped it in the fiery palm, seemingly casually but appropriately pinched Xia Yan's sensitive place, and with a stroke, Xia Yan's eyes became foggy, and his cheeks He flew into the red cloud irresistibly, and his panting was accompanied by a moan that was almost whimpering.

Han Shixi chuckled, kissed the back of Xia Yan's neck, and said affectionately, "Yan, you are so sensitive..."

"I-I'm not..."

Xia Yan still wanted to protest, but Han Shixi didn't seem to intend to give him this chance.

Skillfully fiddled with his hands, Xia Yan's Qingya quickly stood up tremblingly in his palm, Xia Yan arched his body, and made an incomprehensible whine from his throat, pushing and shoving with one hand unconsciously Han Shixi's body, he seems to want to resist, but this has no use other than making Han Shixi's lust more vigorous.

A rabbit is a rabbit, and I will never understand how a wolf is in heat.

Xia Yan's shirt was pulled up to the crook of his arms, his snow-white back was exposed in the air, and the hideous scars of uneven colors were completely exposed.

The scar silently reminded Han Shixi how he mistreated Xia Yan, and how his negligence and self-righteousness made Xia Yan suffer such hardships.Han Shixi leaned over to kiss these scars. He wanted to kiss away the scars, and he also kissed away the scars in Xia Yan's heart.He kissed so softly, as if treating a fragile treasure, caring and caring carefully from the bottom of his heart.

Han Shixi was heartbroken but thankful that his Xia Yan had not changed. After experiencing such painful torture, his Xia Yan was still the quiet and kind Xia Yan, the Xia Yan that people would love after seeing him, the big white rabbit, and not Become a wolf with a big tail.

"Yan, I will protect you well in the future and prevent you from being hurt any more."

Han Shixi whispered in Xia Yan's ear, and Xia Yan listened to each word, and unexpectedly, the fog in front of him became heavier.

Xia Yan blinked, trying to clear away the mist and see whether everything in front of him was real, but when he blinked, a tear fell down and wet a small dot on the mattress.Xia Yan hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away the tears, but he was caught off guard by Han Shixi who turned him over suddenly, and his tearful eyes were exposed to Han Shixi's sight unobstructed.

Xia Yan was extremely embarrassed, turned his head to dodge, but Han Shixi held his face.

"Don't cry, Xia Yan."

Han Shixi wiped away the tears from the corners of Xia Yan's eyes.

"I will be very good to you in the future, you are crying now, won't you cry every day in the future?"

Han Shixi said with a smile, bowed his head and kissed away Xia Yan's tears.

"Um, uh...don't cry..."

Xia Yan hugged the man's body tightly, he didn't want to care about the relationship between them, no matter whether he himself fell in love with Han Shixi, no matter whether it was really okay for two men to be together, no matter their future Whether they can grow old together, no matter whether the life between them can be as respected as expected, Xia Yan only feels that at this moment, he seems to be grasping happiness, warm happiness, simple happiness, small happiness, and he doesn't want to let go.

The man's burning hands ignited all over Xia Yan's body. Although Xia Yan was a little afraid of the heat, but thinking that it was Han Shixi who was touching him, the man who wanted to bring him happiness, he suppressed his fear and accepted it as much as possible. man's intimacy.

Maybe the love affair is really not as scary as Xia Yan imagined, or maybe Han Shixi's gentleness reassured him, Xia Yan gradually found the feeling of restlessness in the fiery kiss and touch, and the jade stem that symbolized desire hardened restlessly, It was up, and the strange feeling made Xia Yan a little uneasy. He wanted to touch it, but he was too embarrassed to do it himself, but he was even more embarrassed to tell Han Shixi.

How could Xia Yan's little tricks have been hidden from the experienced Han Shixi?

Han Shixi didn't say anything about "bullying" Xia Yan. He knew that Xia Yan was shy and fearful, so he just kissed and caressed Xia Yan.