[Online Games] Yaoxing Wuji

After closing the phone, Jiang Fan hesitated for a few seconds, but still said to Yan Mocheng, "I want to go out."

Yan Mocheng neither nodded nor refused to let him go. After a while, he said: "Jiang Fan, after all, this is a matter between the two of them. In fact, you should not interfere."

"I know." Jiang Fan nodded, "But Chu Ziming is my friend after all. When he is in a bad mood and needs someone to accompany him, as a friend, he is obliged to do so."

After speaking, there was already a bit of a joking tone in the words.In fact, if Jiang Fan has completely let go of Chu Ziming, he is not so sure. After all, the other party is his friend for many years, a friend who has grown up and fought together shoulder to shoulder for many years, and has also secretly liked Chu Ziming for many years. Chu Ziming who can fuse the opponent's flesh and blood with himself.But when Chu Ziming was straight, Jiang Fan never thought of breaking him.When Chu Ziming seemed to be bending over, Jiang Fan knew very well that it had nothing to do with him.From the beginning to the end, to Chu Ziming, he is just a friend, and will only be a friend, a friend forever.

What's more, he has already met Yan Mocheng.

"Do you want me to accompany you?" I don't know if it was because he heard the meaning of Jiang Fan's last sentence "friend" and the consolation in it, Yan Mocheng's face became better, and his words were not as serious as before.

"No need." Jiang Fan shook his head: "Ziming probably doesn't want too many people to know about this, especially since you are still his direct senior brother."

He grabbed his coat and cell phone keys and walked towards the door, turning his head and smiling as he walked, "Do you want supper? I'll bring it back later."

"it is good."

In the end, when Jiang Fan returned home, it was already the afternoon of the next day.

Any straight man finds out that the soul behind the person he likes is the same gender, and even if he knows that he is the same gender as himself and that he has deceived himself by pretending to be a transvestite, he still can't do anything to him, and he can't even forget The happiness of falling together, and even the hope that such happiness will continue, is almost always at a loss, hesitation and anxiety.

So Jiang Fan could only drink a whole case of beer with Chu Ziming who was wandering at the straight-to-curved intersection in a daze, hesitation and anxiety, listening to him gnashing his teeth and attacking Situ Xiaoxiao, watching him explain the details of the relationship between the two of them. Remember clearly that the more you talk about it, the sweeter and more reluctant "attack" will be.In the end, both of them passed out drunk, staggered to and fro on the sofa at Chu Ziming's house and slept for the whole night.

By the time he opened the door the next day wearing crumpled clothes, smelling of alcohol and feeling uncomfortable after a hangover, Yan Mocheng's expression was already a little ugly.

But looking at Jiang Fan like this, he still didn't say anything, just drove him to take a shower, then lay down comfortably on the bed and waited for Yan Mocheng to bring the delicious porridge to him, and then covered the quilt With a warm stomach, I fell asleep with peace of mind.

After this sleep, I slept until dark before getting up.

Yan Mocheng was no longer at home.

Jiang Fan scratched his head, grabbed the phone and was about to call to ask him where he was when Chu Ziming called again.

The same hangover person had the same exhausted voice, Jiang Fan hung up the phone and hurriedly washed and changed his clothes and went out.He doesn't quite remember how he felt when he discovered his sexuality, but he can understand Chu Ziming's mood at the moment.Compared with Jiang Fan, Chu Ziming is actually more outgoing, but in the face of such a thing, no matter how cheerful and optimistic a person may be, he may not be able to do a good job in psychological construction and find a way out of a struggling mood.

So as a friend, Jiang Fan could only be obliged to accompany him.

Just, as friends.

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With the start of a new week, Yanmo City has obviously become busy.Sometimes when Jiang Fan came home from get out of class, what was waiting for him was no longer Yan Mocheng's smiling face, but only steaming food on the table, and the cooks went straight into the laboratory or library.

In the game, the army is approaching the city and the power is falling, almost completely supported by Mo Seshuanghan and Mo Ming.Although Jiang Fan still has time to play games, Yan Mocheng is not around. Although the gang still talks a lot, they are used to being alone, and they hardly ask to organize gang activities.And Brickley, Brickley even hooked up with Rampage Wuji, and the latter would never hunt down Jiang Fan all over the world again.What's more, Jiang Fan already knew that the other party was only a 16-year-old boy, and Jiang Fan didn't want to bully the younger.

So when Jiang Fan played the game for the first time, he felt so boring...

Although he has been practicing the Assassin, he is also used to being alone.Although he started to live alone in the apartment bought for him by his family near the school since he was in college.People who have been lonely may not feel that much, but Jiang Fan, who has already had the experience of being by his side, obviously feels uncomfortable.

Yan Mocheng went out early and returned late all day long. Although the two still lived in the same room and slept on the same bed, the chances of meeting and talking were few and far between.Occasionally greeted, it was Jiang Fan who was in a hazy sleep, and when Mocheng came back late at night and went to bed cautiously, he said vaguely "Are you back?", "Well, continue to sleep.".When Jiang Fan woke up the next day, feeling the cold temperature around him, he wasn't even sure if that greeting was a dream.

Fortunately, Chu Ziming, a wandering man, came to him from time to time, otherwise Jiang Fan would sometimes feel so lonely and bored that he was at a loss what to do.

At first Jiang Fan didn't care too much, but gradually, he couldn't help it.In fact, Yan Mocheng has been very busy. When they first got together, his academic pressure was not small.It's just that at that time, Yan Mocheng would always coordinate the time, and the time for studying and spending time with Jiang Fan was the same.but now……

Jiang Fan scratched his hair, it seemed necessary to wait for him to come back and have a good talk today.

That night, Yan Mocheng never came back.Jiang Fan waited until one o'clock, made several phone calls, but the phone was turned off, and the text messages he sent were like nothing.Jiang Fan died in depression, although he didn't know if Yan Mocheng was avoiding him, but he couldn't find Yan Mocheng, couldn't catch the feeling of the other party, so he sat down as if nothing had happened.

When Yan Mocheng came out of the laboratory building the next day, what he saw was Jiang Fan standing outside the building with his back to him.The young man's shoulders were not broad enough, and Jiang Fan was not a strong person. Although he could still see his insignificant muscles when he took off his clothes, he looked tall and thin when he put on his clothes.There was no sunshine in winter, and Jiang Fan's not-so-soft hair was blown to pieces by the wind. Yan Mocheng couldn't help laughing when he saw him stretching out his hand to pat his hair impatiently.

"Hello." Jiang Fan, who just turned around, looked up and saw the smile on Yan Mocheng's lips, shrugged inexplicably, and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Yan Mocheng shook his head.

Jiang Fan walked up to Yan Mocheng in a few steps, and naturally reached out to take his notebook from Yan Mocheng's hand, freed his hand, then reached out to hold his hand indifferently, and whispered He muttered, "Go eat, I'm starving to death."

Although there is a small height difference between the two, it is not obvious.When walking side by side, it was actually perfect. Turning his head, Yan Mocheng could see Jiang Fan's slightly curled eyelashes, which was also the most childish part of his face, and couldn't help but smile again.He was really busy this week, but not so busy as he is now.Part of it was a little bit of anger, and he also wanted to know if Jiang Fan, who was so worried about Chu Ziming, would notice his changes, would he be like himself, no matter what he did? No matter what, they will think about each other.

So Yan Mocheng could no longer control his smile when he walked out of the laboratory building with the unique taste of the laboratory and saw Jiang Fan's back.He didn't mind the relationship between him and Jiang Fan, and he always walked towards him, thus shortening the distance between them.I don't mind the distance between the two, most of it is done by myself, but if the other party always stands in the same place, even with their backs to themselves, anyone will feel uncomfortable.

Yan Mocheng is not a saint, and he will not want to take less than what should be greedy.

But as long as Jiang Fan is willing to cooperate and move in his direction, even if he only takes one step towards himself, then he will have the courage and perseverance to complete the remaining 99 steps.

What Yan Mocheng was afraid of was that Jiang Fan wouldn't even take that step towards him.

But the person he fell in love with never really let him down.

It was rare for the two of them to walk home side by side after eating outside. Jiang Fan still held Yan Mocheng's notebook, hesitated for a while, and suddenly called out: "Yan Mocheng."

"Ok?"

"Were you angry before?"

"It's a little bit."

"Oh……"

Jiang Fan dragged his voice out, half dazed and half helpless, he didn't expect Yan Mocheng to admit that he was angry before so voluntarily.When I went to wait for him just now, I clearly saw that he was smiling at me, and the smile was very gentle. During the meal, the atmosphere was also very good.Even before he opened his mouth, the atmosphere between the two of them could not be more warm than that between lovers.

"Oh what?" Yan Mocheng couldn't help but patted him on the head, and said with a smile, "It was a little bit before, but the moment I saw you, I lost all anger."

Jiang Fan blushed, and the sweet words were really nice.

"Jiang Fan."

"Ok?"

"In your eyes, what kind of person am I?"

"Uh." Unexpectedly, he would ask such a question. Jiang Fan squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then replied solemnly: "Very good, very strong, and very powerful."

"Actually not." Yan Mocheng smiled, and squeezed Jiang Fan's hand tightly.Although I didn't meet many people along the way, there were always a few of them. Seeing their curious or contemptuous eyes, Yan Mocheng continued: "I don't care about other people's eyes. In front of them, I might be really I can be invincible. But if the target is you, maybe just a small look will defeat me."

"I see."

"Huh?" In other words, Mo Cheng was stunned this time.

Now that he had reached their house, Jiang Fan took out the key to open the door, turned on the light in the corridor, then carefully placed the notebook on the ground, and suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed Yan Mocheng against the wall.Yan Mocheng, who didn't react at all, didn't regain his sanity until the heat hit his lips.Jiang Fan's bright eyes were close at hand, and there was some light in them, which he had seen before.

"Yan Mocheng." After the kiss, Jiang Fan wrapped his arms around him tightly, and suddenly said in a low voice, "Thank you."

There are so many things I want to thank, I don't know where to start.Thank you for being the first person who takes himself so seriously and puts everything in his heart so wholeheartedly.Whether it's playing games with him, or his favorite dishes... As a child who is not valued in the family, Jiang Fan feels for the first time that his own existence can be so important.In fact, when Yan Mocheng was jealous and angry because of him, although Jiang Fan was a little worried, he still couldn't hide his happiness.It feels really good to be valued so much. If he wants to exchange all he has for this importance, then he is also willing to exchange the same love with his own love.

"Yan Mo City..."

Jiang Fan leaned forward again, and rubbed his lips lightly a few times, the hot lips moved slowly along his face to his ears, leaving his heart palpitations all the way, and then gently said with his earlobe in his mouth: "Am I Haven't told you yet? I seem to be in love with you already."

Yan Mocheng didn't speak, but just tightened his arms around Jiang Fan's waist.

The kiss that followed was as passionate as a storm.Taking off each other's clothes, stroking each other's body, looking for the other's sensitive|sensitivity points that have not been fully exposed, until the moment they were entered, Jiang Fan finally groaned unbearably, stretched out his hands and clasped Yan Mocheng tightly. Broad shoulders, slightly arched body.

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So on Monday morning, Yan Mocheng, who has always been a good student, skipped four compulsory courses for the first time...

And Jiang Fan, who has never been so motivated, also skipped the whole morning class confidently...

When Jiang Fan woke up, what he saw when he opened his eyes was Yan Mocheng's crooked and smiling eyes, the warm and beautiful scene, and the joyful connection between souls, making Jiang Fan feel as lazy as if he was soaking in a hot spring.But as soon as he moved, the comfortable feeling flew away.A sore feeling filled his whole body, Yan Mocheng saw his frowning, and reached out to touch his brow worriedly, then carefully lifted a corner of the quilt and got up to get dressed.

Putting on his clothes, he leaned over and kissed Jiang Fan's forehead, and said with a smile, "You lie down, and I'll get you something to eat."

Looking at Yan Mocheng's refreshed appearance, and thinking of the madness between the two of them last night, Jiang Fan's face flushed red, and he couldn't help pushing him away, pulling up the quilt and retracting his head in.Yan Mocheng chuckled and patted the quilt lightly, then Jiang Fan heard his footsteps and walked out of the bedroom.

When Jiang Fan also struggled to get up from the bed and got dressed, Yan Mocheng had already served the last dish on the table.The curtains in the living room had already been drawn, and the rare winter sunshine poured in, brightening Yan Mocheng's handsome profile.Just like the handsome young man sitting on the floor in the bedroom on that winter afternoon many years ago, with a toughness that cannot be ignored, it shocked Jiang Fan's heart.

Many years later, he often thought that maybe he really found out that he liked the same sex, not because of Chu Ziming, but the memory scene full of charm that afternoon that year.It's just because that person is always far in front of him that he can't reach, so he never dared to blaspheme even in thought.

Jiang Fan looked at Yan Mocheng through the steam from the food, and the other party just happened to look up at him.The smiling eyes were full of tenderness, and Jiang Fan suddenly felt a little hot in his eye sockets. This perfect and excellent person in front of him really belonged to him.

Jiang Fan was eating food, and was suddenly moved, and asked in a daze, "Why don't you ask about the past?"

Yan Mocheng's hand holding the food paused, looked up at Jiang Fan, was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I respect your friend."

Jiang Fan let out an "oh" and continued to bury his head in his meal.The atmosphere in the restaurant suddenly became a little dignified.After a while, Yan Mocheng said again: "But the incident of not returning home at night, especially the incident of going to Chu Ziming's house to be alone and widowed in the same room and drink until drunk, it is not allowed to happen next time."

The corners of Jiang Fan's mouth curled up, and suddenly he felt that the food became more delicious.

"Did you hear?"

Jiang Fan buried his head in a muffled laugh, and nodded quickly.But the trembling shoulders still betrayed him, Yan Mocheng had already put down his chopsticks, walked around from the dining table, sat next to him, and suddenly asked softly: "Are you full?"

Jiang Fan swallowed the last mouthful of food, drank another half bowl of soup, and nodded with satisfaction.

Yan Mocheng smiled even more gently, and asked him, "Do you want to eat more?"

Jiang Fan shook his head and said with a smile, "I'm already full."

Yan Mocheng's eyes looked a little deep, and he continued to smile softly: "It's better to eat more."

"Isn't it best to eat eight percent full?" Jiang Fan's mouth also curled up. He was also a man, and of course he knew the meaning in Yan Mocheng's eyes.So very generously, he reached out and grabbed the back of Yan Mocheng's neck, leaned over and kissed it, and when his lips were pressed together, he whispered again: "Thank you..."

The voice behind was swallowed into Yan Mocheng's mouth.The two hugged each other tightly, as if they wanted to melt each other into their own flesh and blood, making the surrounding temperature higher and higher.After the kiss was over, Yan Mocheng pressed against Jiang Fan's forehead, his slightly rapid breathing swept over Jiang Fan's equally hot face, and said with a smile, "Don't say thank you."

Tolerance, consideration and respect are what a lover should do.Even if I can't help being jealous, I will make the same choice and choose the same respect and trust even if I have the opportunity to do it again.Because the person in front of me is a scoop that I insisted on scooping up in the weak water, and a lover who hopes to hold his hand and grow old together.So no thank you, no sorry.The road they have to go is just getting started.If trust cannot be given at the starting point, and cracks and gaps have already begun to appear, then how can we continue with firm steps in the long decades to come.

Jiang Fan reached out and hugged Yan Mocheng tightly, feeling that the other party hugged him tightly with the same strength.

Lovers will always encounter various conflicts and problems, but because they are embracing each other, he can believe that they will have enough courage and love to let them go to the end of their lives side by side.

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The author has something to say: I was going to start abusing the last chapter, but my real mother is really upright, baahahahaha...

So, bow and thank you for your company all the way, happy to announce the end of the text, hahahahaha.