looking back inadvertently

Qin Ying has been receiving calls from Aunt Liang He recently.

Liang He didn't deliberately eavesdrop, but he still understood a little of what they were talking about.Liang He's cousin, Yuan Jing, has been married for more than two years, and her child is almost one year old. Recently, she often quarreled with her husband, and the child was placed with Liang He's aunt.

"What do you think...well, what if they get divorced..."

Two nights ago, Liang He passed by the hall when he was going to the toilet, and his aunt's voice came from the microphone.

After Yuan Jing got married, Liang He only saw her twice.There was a seven-year difference between their siblings, and the older they got, the less contact they had, but their relationship has always been very good.

Regarding Yuan Jing, Liang He's deepest impression stays in the Spring Festival when he was five years old. They celebrated the New Year at Qin Ying's house with their respective parents.At that time, Liang He thought the house was too big, so he pestered Yuan Jing to "take the train" with him, running from room to room.The indoor heating is sufficient, and they are sweating from running.

Xu Limei said that Yuan Jing was already in junior high school, how could she be willing to play such a naive game, and let Liang He stop.But Yuan Jing didn't care, and said, "Hey, you can play whatever you want." Liang He was even happier.

Later, Liang He and Yuan Jing both wanted to watch a TV program, but Qin Ying's family only had one TV, and Liang He quit. Originally, Yuan Jing chose the channel first, so he insisted on changing it.Liang Zheng couldn't see it, and asked him if he still remembered that his sister played with him before, and Liang He got entangled.He was too young at that time to have any empathy, and in the end Yuan Jing took the initiative to let him go.

After Liang He went to elementary school, Yuan Jing no longer called him in double characters, but directly called him "Liang He".Every time he thinks about the past, his face gets hot.

As Liang He grew up, he and Yuan Jing lost their childhood intimacy and had more serious conversations.He found that Yuan Jing's temper was quite aggressive, and he was not a particularly tolerant person. He used to just let him.

Now, without knowing why Yuan Jing was arguing with her brother-in-law, Liang He instinctively stood by her sister.

"Yuan Jing has gone back to your aunt's place." Qin Ying talked to Liang He for the first time, and it was not for discussing with him, but because she had something on her mind and felt uncomfortable.Liang He remained silent, and lowered his head to help her pick up the vegetables, and she didn't say any more.After the meal was almost finished, she asked Liang He again, "I'll go and see tomorrow. Are you eating at school at noon?"

"Ah."

After Liang He agreed, he swallowed the food in his mouth with difficulty, and the phrase "Is she planning to divorce?" lingered on the tip of his tongue, but he never asked.

"Cough," Shen Zhe touched Liang He's arm, "Aren't you going home?"

Half a minute after the bell rang for the end of the last class in the morning, Liang He still maintained the posture of resting his chin on his hands in class.

"Oh, I won't go back today." Liang He lowered his arms and raised his head, "I also eat at school, can you swipe my card for me? I'll pay you back later."

Before Shen Zhe answered, Xu Wenshan in the front row came to them with a smile and said to Shen Zhe, "Come on, let's go eat."

Liang He suddenly understood that the two of them had dinner together, and if he wanted to use Shen Zhe's card, he would have to act as a light bulb. For a moment, he regretted having Shen Zhe as a partner.

"Then let's go," Shen Zhe pulled Liang He's arm after getting up, "Aren't we together, what are you doing in a daze?"

"Why don't you two go first," Liang He looked at Xu Wenshan shyly, "I'll go outside."

"There are more people outside the school, let's go," Shen Zhe didn't care at all, "There will be no place later." He quickly took off the bag on the back of the chair and carried it on his shoulder.

Most dormitory students put all their school supplies in the classroom and don’t usually carry a schoolbag, but Shen Zhe doesn’t like to carry things in his hands or pockets. He always carries a bag on his back wherever he goes, such as keys, wallet, water, etc. convenient.

Three people, Shen Zhe in the middle, Liang He and Xu Wenshan on the left and right.When going down the stairs, Liang He still felt a little awkward. Maybe he didn't have many puppy lovers around him, and he didn't walk with any couple so close.

It was the first time for Liang He to eat in the cafeteria, and he was shocked by the overcrowding here, and the seats were almost taken away.

Shen Zhe asked them to occupy the space first, and went to buy it by himself.The back of his head was covered with darkness at the vegetable window in the cafeteria. In addition to the poor lighting, the light was dim, making it even more crowded and chaotic. His shadow disappeared after a shake.

Liang He and Xu Wenshan sat on opposite sides of a table facing each other.He didn't know her very well, but in his impression she was an enthusiastic girl. Twice when class was about to start, Xu Wenshan took the initiative to collect all the homework for his group.

"Do you eat in the cafeteria every day?" Liang He asked without words.

"Yeah," she had to turn up the volume because of the noise, "if you didn't come, you'd have to share the table with others."

It seems that his light bulb is not in vain.

After returning to the classroom, Liang He wanted to return the money to Shen Zhe.Shen Zhe confiscated it: "For a few dollars, don't give it away."

Because Liang He at the next table was also in the classroom, Shen Zhe went to take Cao Lei's seat next to Xu Wenshan.

These two people are really sticky, Liang He thought.Anyway, he and Ye Minjuan were not so clingy when they were "in love", maybe it was because of this that they couldn't get together?Think about his parents, too, they were busy with their own things, and they left when they were busy.

Probably a long-term couple relationship should be like Shen Zhe and the others.But sister and brother-in-law used to be so gluey.If you fall in love, you may not necessarily get married, and if you get married, you may still get divorced. What is the purpose of all this trouble.

Liang He's arm was spread out on the table, and his head rested on it for lunch break.At noon, he couldn't sleep to death, and the pictures in the dream were fragmented, which couldn't be distinguished from reality.He felt that he saw Xu Limei first, and Xu Limei said to the young him: "Liang He, can you understand something? Don't you see that I am busy?" It was not a dream, it was something he had experienced in real life.Then one day, Xu Limei left home completely.

Later, the shadow of Yuan Jing floated in his mind, Yuan Jing who said "Let's drive the train again", Yuan Jing who was holding a book, and Yuan Jing who was dressed as a bride.

"Are you so happy to be married?"

Liang He asked purely out of curiosity, and Yuan Jing said, "You will know when you get married in the future."

"I'm not married."

Liang He's head tilted, his arms slipped off the table, but they were supported, like jumping on a trampoline when he was a child, bouncing up and falling back, the sudden palpitation in his heart made him wake up immediately.

Shen Zhe straightened his drooping arm, and at the same time reminded him: "Class is coming soon."

"Class is about to start?" Liang He felt that he had just fallen asleep.

"You see that everyone is almost there," Shen Zhe also sat down on his seat, his tablemate had a very strange expression, "Are you having a nightmare?"

"No."

As soon as Liang He finished speaking, someone hugged his neck from behind: "Liang He, go to have a barbecue tonight."

The voice was that of Dong Mingpeng.Forced by his strength, Liang He raised his head slightly, and tugged the arm around him twice, trying to move it away.

"So suddenly?"

"Didn't I tell you that day?" Dong Mingpeng let go of his hand and thumped his shoulder, "Call the little mosquito together." After finishing speaking, Dong Mingpeng left the seat he occupied and returned to the window by the window. place.

Liang He reacted for a few seconds, realizing that the "little mosquito" he was talking about was Wen Hao.