looking back inadvertently

Liang He bought some strawberries and bananas from the supermarket. When he got home, he put the strawberries in small stainless steel basins and soaked them in the sink.It was quiet all around, only myself, and my heart was beating surprisingly fast.

Shen Zhe should have already returned to the family courtyard of the City No. [-] Hospital, this time he insisted on going home alone.Liang He asked him why he didn't want to follow him.

Shen Zhe's answer was out of shape: "It's enough to be scolded by one person."

Liang He thought: "Is it true? Then how can you make me feel at ease?"

"Just talk about it," he reassured, "it won't happen, but in case they have some emotional reactions, it's better if there are fewer people."

From the past to the present, when Shen Zhe said it was okay and reassured himself, Liang He could always calm down miraculously.It's just that now the whole family is left alone, and it's still unavoidable to think wildly.

He turned on the computer to browse various information, and then went to QQ.The group of colleagues was very lively, because Yan Qiong said that she was going to get married in two months, and she would send out invitations and candies then.Everyone congratulated her one after another, and some single boys expressed regret half-jokingly, because Yan Qiong was the goddess in their hearts.

Liang He then said "Congratulations".After a while, Yan Qiong Xiaochuang said to herself: 【Does your girlfriend come with you at the wedding? 】

Liang He froze for a moment, then slowly typed: 【?Not so good? 】

[It's okay, there are several people who want to bring boyfriends and girlfriends, it's so crowded], she then typed another line, [The share money is enough for one person, you are welcome if you are all yourself].

Liang He was afraid that she would misunderstand: [I didn't mean that]

【What's going on?Never met your girlfriend.Hidden really well] followed by an emoji covering his mouth and smiling.

Liang He's hand hung over the keyboard, and finally fell down.

【I don't have a girlfriend】

【only boyfriend】

He stood up and went into the kitchen, washed and drained the soaked strawberries, and brought them outside.Strawberries are a bit sour, but full of moisture.

When he returned to the bedroom, there were several neat rows of "?" on the computer screen, which intuitively reflected the other party's state of mind.

Just tell her, anyway, sooner or later someone will know.As Shen Zhe said, many things are just too pessimistic.

Liang He felt that his relationship with the surrounding environment was a little different.As a child, he tended to regard the world as a flowing wave, and he was propelled forward, neither himself nor others could see clearly; slowly he found that he could grasp this power, could gently shatter the phantom, and see himself The real look.

Yan Qiong is the colleague with the best relationship and familiarity in the unit; he sat down again and calmly typed a line.

【I'm dating a guy】

Yan Qiong asked him if he was serious, and he replied yes.

The advantage of computer communication is that even if there is a cold scene, it will not be presented directly.After the other party's long silence, Liang He was not disappointed, but just closed the dialog box, ready to watch something else.

The avatar in the lower right corner jumped again, and he moved the mouse to that place.

[If he is willing, you two can come to my wedding together.Let me know when you’ve decided, you need to book a table according to the number of people】

Liang He typed out "Yes" briskly, and finally added a sentence [Happy Newly Married].

He himself was also happy, but the tension after Shen Zhe left in the morning was still there, intertwined into excessive excitement.Shen Zhe told him to wait for him to contact, but he couldn't help but dial the phone.

Didn't answer the first time.

No one answered the second time either.

……

It ended up being "The phone you are calling is powered off".

"Shen Zhe," Shen Sihong took off his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose, "I still remember your puppy love in the second year of high school, the teacher asked you to be a parent, I seemed to ask you something, and you told me you didn't regret it.

"But later you completely broke off with that child, and you are just as good. You should continue to do what you have to do. You should understand that no one in this world really can't do without someone."

Shen Zhe knew what he meant, but he laughed instead: "Did you tell my mother that too?"

Shen Sihong's face turned red, and she wanted to tense up, but she still smiled a little: "You kid is quite good at debating."

"I was the best debater in the school debate competition."

"You're poor...I just can't figure it out," he put on his glasses again, "how can you be sure you can go on this time?"

"You're right," Shen Zhe smiled lightly, "There is no one who can't live without someone. In other words, there is no life that is absolutely impossible to live, so why choose the way you like? "

Shen Sihong had a half-smile, and slowly exhaled: "Your mother is quite uncomfortable after you make such a move."

Shen Zhe returned home in the morning, and after telling her parents her secret, Bai Yanru went into the bedroom and never came out again, she said she wanted to take a break.

"I'm sorry," he said to his father, "you need to comfort mom more."

"Why me?" Shen Sihong scolded, "You poked the basket!"

"You are the one who has been with her the longest."

Shen Zhe didn't change his face, but Shen Sihong's face became even hotter: "I see you, it would be quite suitable to be a reporter."

"One reporter in our family is enough."

"Stop talking about that, hey," Shen Sihong poked his head out, "Did someone ring the doorbell?"

There is something wrong with the doorbell at home, the sound is relatively weak, and it is often confused with the neighbor's.

"Is it from our house?" Shen Zhe didn't take it too seriously, "It's time to change the doorbell."

"It should be." Shen Sihong opened the door, and was instantly stunned, "You—"

"Hello, Uncle, that I—" Liang He's mind went blank, and he stared blankly at Shen Sihong.

"Liang He?" Shen Zhe originally thought it was a courier, but when he heard Liang He's voice, he jumped out of the room immediately, "Why are you here?"

Seeing that Shen Zhe's expression didn't look like he was being wronged at all, instead he was in high spirits. Liang He was slightly puzzled, why the phone couldn't get through.

"You come in first." Shen Sihong said.

"Thank you uncle." Liang He went to Shen Zhe and touched his arm, "Where's your cell phone?"

"Mobile...you called me?" Shen Zhe suddenly realized, went back to his room and picked up the mobile phone under the pillow, staring at the black screen in a daze, "You seem to have drained my mobile phone."

"That's because the battery was out," Liang He retorted, "I didn't make many calls at all."

"There was another one before." Shen Zhe put down the phone, looked at Liang He, "What did you imagine? Think I became Princess Rapunzel and was locked up in the tower?"

"Pull you down." At that time, Liang He didn't have time to think about it, he changed his clothes and went out in a daze, and it was only when he arrived at Shen Zhe's house that he realized that he was nervous.He looked back at Shen Sihong, wondering how Shen Zhe's father would view his impulsive actions.

Bai Yanru, who was resting in the bedroom, came out when she heard the movement.Liang He noticed that her eye sockets were a little red, and he couldn't help but tighten his heart.

"mom."

Bai Yanru didn't respond immediately, her eyes flicked between the two of them, and she glanced at Shen Sihong again: "Let's eat at home at noon."

Other than that, she didn't say a word, and went to the kitchen.Shen Sihong nodded to Liang He, and said with a smile: "Auntie means, since you're here, you should also have dinner at our house."

The stuffiness in his chest suddenly dissipated, and Liang He's consciousness drifted away. When Shen Sihong turned around, he remembered to say to him, "Thank you."

The two stayed until after dinner, if it wasn't for the need to go to work the next day, Bai Yanru would have wanted them to stay at home for one night.The Shen family's parents didn't judge them any more, they seemed to accept the fact that Liang He was a member of the family naturally.

"Be careful on the road," Shen Sihong sent them to the stairs, "take a taxi." The faint light blurred the outline of his face, only the smile nailed to the corner of his mouth was still clear.

The family home was next to the hospital, and it was extremely difficult to get a car at this time, so they had no choice but to keep walking, keeping each other company and not feeling bored.

There was a gust of wind, and the coldness of the end of winter penetrated into the heart and lungs, and all passers-by wrapped their coats tightly.

The moon was originally covered by dark clouds, but now it showed its face, as if the wind had blown the clouds away, although it was probably a coincidence.

Liang He walked two steps ahead, half covering Shen Zhe behind him.

"Why are you walking in front of me?"

"Give you protection from the wind!" He replied loudly.

"You think of yourself as an impregnable wall," Shen Zhe said and went to pull him, "This way you can block the wind?"

"Then what about this?" Liang He stepped back to his left side, stretched out his long arms to wrap his shoulders tightly, and the two bodies cuddled intimately.

"That's about the same." Shen Zhe raised his head slightly, while wrapping his left arm around the opponent's waist.

Liang He asked, "Where do we go by car?"

"How about the next intersection?"

"it is good!"

The pace of the two people hugging each other did not slow down.

They walked against the wind, in front of them were flashing neon lights and thousands of lights.

The author says:

This is the end, if I can make up a more complete part of the episode, I will put it here. If it is too fragmented, I will post a paragraph on Weibo.In the process of writing this article, Cavin was really serious. He wanted to write the feeling of a young man, but he was afraid of being too sloppy, so he doubted that he could not write it down, but it was quite rewarding after it was finished.Thank you for your company and support~

Next week, I will start to update "What Eyes Are You", the style and character design are very different from this article, I dare not encourage everyone to blindly snipe, interested friends can read the copy and try it out for yourself Lei Meng (^O^)