See you every year

"Are you finished?"

In everything before, Chen Sui's heart was as still as water, and Chang Hui would always be the one with the most emotional fluctuations.

It's all completely reversed now.

Totally messed up.

"Chen Sui, I never believed what they said, whether it was before the incident or after you left, but now you and I have admitted it personally."

Chen Sui: ...

often sighed:

"Let's talk about it."

……

The apartment was only [-] square meters, with two bedrooms and one living room. Chen Sui sat on the sofa in the living room, feeling uneasy.

"Tell me about it?"

"what?"

I often wonder whether Chen Sui forgot to bring his brain back when he went abroad to study, and why he looks so stupid now.

"What they said...you have admitted the truth."

……

Girls in junior high school, thirteen or fourteen years old, are in love, and always have various fantasies.

The objects of this fantasy are not necessarily boys.

Yang Xiangan is one of them.

Recently, she found that she was always paying attention to Chen Sui in her class, consciously or unconsciously.

At first she didn't care about it, thinking it was just out of her admiration for good classmates, she always liked to pester Chen Sui to give her lectures or go to dinner together.

But she vaguely felt that Chen Sui seemed to be avoiding herself.

Until a school sports meeting, Yang Xiangan ran the 4×100-meter relay. She was the last one, surpassing all the students in front of her at the last second, and her class won the first place.

The brain after the exercise and the stimulation of the champion are extremely excited.

She saw Chen Sui standing in the crowd at a glance, and threw herself into her arms without hesitation.

Chen Sui immediately pushed her away with a dark face, leaving Yang Xiangan confused.

One day later, Chen Sui suddenly pulled her to the back door of the school and told her not to have any more contact with him.

"I'm gay, it's confirmed."

This is the reason she gave.

"But homosexuals can also make friends. If you don't like those actions, I will stop doing them in the future."

Chen Sui shook his head at her.

"never mind……"

In the next few days, Chen Sui kept his word and did not contact Yang Xiangan again.

Originally it was just a very common thing, but Yang Xiangan felt empty in his heart.

She suddenly had an extremely naive idea:

Is that what falling in love is like?

It's just that the object of my lovelorn is different?

The longer the days, the more certain I am in my heart.

Young children are prone to impulsiveness.

One morning, Chen Sui walked into the classroom and found Yang Xiangan standing in front of his seat, as if waiting for her to come over.

"Give you."

She held an envelope in her hand and handed it over.

"No."

"You haven't read it yet, you can read it first, and then return it to me."

After speaking, she stuffed the envelope into Chen Sui's drawer, and immediately ran back to her seat, leaving no time for Chen Sui to react.

The content of the letter is very simple, but if you don't read it carefully, it can easily be misunderstood as a love letter.

As expected, Chen Sui put the envelope back in her drawer.

Yang Xiangan held it in his hand to read, and sighed.

"Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"Go! Go! Go."

Yang Xiangan stuffed the envelope indiscriminately and ran out of the classroom.

The thing Yang Xiangan regrets most in her life is that she didn't dispose of that letter back then, but she has no chance anymore.

When she came back, several classmates were sitting together, and a girl suddenly found the envelope in her drawer.

"Huh? What is this?"

After speaking, reach out and grab it.

"Wait...! Nothing!"

It was too late, several girls gathered around, and one of them read it aloud.

"Damn it, Yang Xiangan, who are you writing this love letter to? The other party is still a woman."

"Fuck, it can't be one of us, can it? That's scary."

"Aren't you sitting at the same table with her? Maybe it's you!"

……

"I wrote to her."

Chen Sui suddenly appeared behind everyone.

"This is obviously Yang Xiang'an's name..."

"I said..." Chen Sui looked down at them condescendingly, "I wrote this to her."

"All right, all right, what you wrote... really boring..."

……

"I thought this matter would gradually calm down, at least the malicious ones would point at me, but after a month, the nature of this matter has completely changed..."

……

When Yang Xiangan checked WeChat in the past few days, he would find a lot of friend requests.At first she thought it was just a mistake.

Until one day in the grade group, someone suddenly posted a few screenshots, saying that she was chatting about sex online.

Someone took her photo and WeChat ID and sent messages everywhere on the Internet.

This incident even reached the dean, and the school decided to suspend him for a week.

……

What happened next, Chen Sui casually brought it to Chang Hui.

Until one month later when he got the news of Yang Xiangan's suicide, Chen Sui always thought that she just stopped school and stayed at home.

"The person who spread the news is... Shao Wen?"

"Yes."

"No wonder you hate him so much, but there's nothing you can do about it."

"Didn't you contact her again during that month?"

Chen Sui was silent for a while, then slowly said:

"Have."

She called Yang Xiangan that day and asked her what to do next.

"It happened because of me, I will explain to the teacher."

"No need," Yang Xiangan's voice sounded hollow, "Things are already like this, there is no need to drag another person into the water..."

That night, Yang Xiangan committed suicide at home.

But this will not quell the rumors, and soon all the blame will be pointed at Chen Sui again.

Chen Sui offered to suspend school, but Shao Wen was ordered to drop out of school because of spreading rumors.

But the world is always in this way, and by chance, they are in the same class again.

Then there were those things that happened later.

"Um……"

I often tap the table with my fingertips one after another.

"Then why have you figured it out now? Or do you just want to practice with me?"

"not me……"

"And how can you be sure I'm gay too?"

Chen Sui choked on her again.

"Oh..." Chang would say meaningfully, "You don't think I behaved like Yang Xiang'an in high school, so you think I like you too?"

Chen Sui: ...

"I don't need you to be gay, I just want to know if you like me or not."

"you guess?"

Chang Hui went back to high school again, with the look of being beaten up and making Chen Sui helpless.

"If you... if you like me, just take a breath."

Often can not help but laugh out loud.

"How old are you, young or not?"

"You breathe, so you admit that you like me?"

"I'm not entangled with this issue with you. I'm going to rest, and you should hurry home too!"

Talking about Changhui, he pretended to be anxious and pushed Chen Sui out of the door.

She closed the door with one hand and locked the lock.

"It's so late, it's not safe for me to go back alone."

Insatiable.

"Oh, then you can sleep on the sofa. I'm going back to my room to sleep, goodbye!"

Chang Hui immediately closed the door after speaking.

But she didn't expect that Chen Sui would really live here.

She sneaked out of the room in the middle of the night to see if Chen Sui was asleep.

Suddenly one hand pulled her down on the sofa.

Chen Sui's voice was hoarse:

"Can we sleep together?"

Also a little coquettish.

"No."

"Didn't you sleep together in high school?"

"That's different. At that time, there were other people in the dormitory, so you didn't dare to do anything wrong. Now there are only two of us in the house."

Chen Sui didn't listen to her, directly picked her up horizontally, threw her on the bed in the room, and then pulled the quilt.

"sleep."

Regular meeting: ...

When did this develop the habit of not listening to people well!

……

Not to mention, she slept soundly that night.

In the early morning, the mild sunlight shone into the room through the undrawn curtains. Chen Sui lay on his side on the bed, following the shadows cast by the sun to trace the outline of Changhui.

Waiting for her to wake up, say good morning to her, which has been five years late.

……

Chang Hui still doesn't know how he agreed to be with Chen Sui in the first place.

Anyway, she only knew that Chen Sui had helped her move since that day.It was Chen Sui who accompanied her back to the original city.

Since then, the two have been together inexplicably, until today.

Perhaps what happened to Yang Xiang'an would leave a deep psychological shadow on Chen Sui.

Maybe the things in high school will always leave such a trace of suspicion in their hearts.

But these are not important to them anymore.

They now only know that the first person to say good morning to them every morning must be the other person, and the last person they see every night must also be the other person.

Close your eyes, it's all about you.Open your eyes, there will be your reflection in my eyes.

so enough...