After I slapped my wife, he wandered the streets

"I think you should stop asking for this quarter's bonus." Pan Xun said coldly.

On the other end of the phone, the blond woman leaning against the floor-to-ceiling window shook her hands, and pulled her free self back, "Of course, I think your actions are correct, and your current mood is really not suitable for staying with Mr. Bai. "Life can be forfeited, but you have to buy the bag you like. Rose's tone has changed without any violation.

Pan Xun fiddled with the pen. He has hundreds of flower envoys under his command, among which there are quite a few female flower envoys. The reason why he found Rose was because the other party accidentally learned of his "secret" four or five years ago. , Pan Xun slowly took it as the object of confidance. Compared with the big men like Violet and Hyacinth, women's thinking is more delicate, at least in terms of emotions, the most important thing is... Pan Xun has something in his heart Soi Ying, he doesn't want to be found out by another person.

"But it's really strange," Rose said incredulously, "Since the reunion, have you and him never mentioned the past?"

Still talking about the life in Connecticut, but never touching the separation at that time, Pan Xun managed to get started twice but was soon distracted by Bai Qianmian.

"So..." Rose analyzed: "I still care about it, I care about it very much."

"So?" Pan Xun became impatient, it's strange that Bai Qianmian didn't care, okay, why didn't people mention it?Maybe it was unwilling to face it like myself, or maybe it had other ideas.

"So the point of the question is you." Rose said cautiously.

Pan Xun frowned, "Me?"

"Yes," the blond woman looked at the street outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and said calmly, "Mr. Bai's thoughts are hard to guess, but you can ask yourself."

"Ok?"

"Why did you go to Sever?" Rose said honestly, "Actually, I was very surprised to receive your call."

"Since the idea of ​​finding him..." has never been extinguished. A few years ago, Pan Xun still had the idea of ​​resignation, but later he really took action.

"I always knew that you wanted to find him," Rose said boldly, "and I always thought that you would not really take action."

"Maybe it was impulsive," Pan Xun closed his eyes, "Actually, I was still hesitating on the way here..."

"The idea of ​​many years was impulsive." Rose repeated as if confirming.

Pan Xun picked up the pen and put it down again, "After seeing him in Moka City, I have never been so grateful to make this decision."

The previous communication has never been this deep, but now is the time, Rose said softly: "What are you unhappy about? After Mr. Bai let you live in the attic...you are very angry." Not just angry , and be overwhelmed and sad, otherwise there will be no chaos to "escape" back.

Pan Xun was thinking about this question on the way back, and he answered frankly: "I'm very disappointed, he doesn't seem to care about me as much as before."

"Isn't it difficult for you to treat you as before?" Rose didn't give any face, "If I were him, if you meet me for the second time, maybe I will take a kitchen knife..." So Bai Qianmian is really a good person.

"He doesn't seem to be as he is now..." Pan Xun said in a complicated tone, "He cares about me. When he said he let me live in the attic, his eyes were full of relief..." Caring these days is like acting.

"Are you annoyed because you feel rejected?"

"It's because I don't care!" Pan Xun opened his eyes and poked the pen vigorously on the table.

"Uh."

"I'd rather he show malice towards me." Then whatever happens later, Pan Xun feels that Bai Qianmian has boiled a frog in warm water. When the two meet again, it shouldn't be in the current state at all, like an acquaintance but at the same time Incomparably alienated.

This feeling is especially uncomfortable when Bai Qianmian occasionally pushes herself out.

"A man's heart," Rose shook her head, resolutely determined not to fall in love, "the seabed needle."

"What does he mean?" The topic returned to the beginning.

"What are your plans?" It's impossible to do nothing.

"..." Pan Xun didn't hesitate for too long, and simply said, "Bring him back."

"Would he like to go with you?"

Isn't it easy if you are willing to go?Pan Xun thought about "deceiving" people by taking Feng Yu to see a doctor, but after getting along with each other later, he became more and more convinced that Bai Qianmian might not agree.

"He's hard to screw up."

"How about giving him some money?" Rose asked tentatively.

"You should come to Sif." Pan Xun said expressionlessly.

"I was wrong!" Apologizing quickly again, Rose thought for a while and said to herself: "Patriarch, this subordinate feels that it is correct to follow the subordinate's thinking."

"What's your thinking?" Pan Xun suppressed his irritability, why didn't he hear that anyone had any thinking?

"That is, don't worry about what Mr. Bai thinks, it doesn't matter, the important thing is to find out what you think."

"What do I think?" Pan Xun took a deep breath, more and more wanting to transfer this lifeless woman to Moka City and throw Hyacinth into a shantytown, "Didn't I just say that?"

"You want to bring Mr. Bai back. Of course, my subordinates understand this very clearly." Rose felt that life was hard, and accompanying the king was like a tiger. "But why? Is it just to make up for it? If it is to make up for it, you can also give money. Yes, Mr. Bai has money, so he can leave Sev to find a place to live well."

"I think..." Pan Xun said solemnly, "I will take care of him from now on."

"To make up for it?" Rose hit the nail on the head, "I really want to make up for it and let Mr. Bai live the way he wants, and you give him the right to choose."

"..."

"You don't want to? Since you met Mr. Bai in Moka City, you don't want him to have other options, but why?"

"Why else?" Pan Xun was furious, "He was my best friend in childhood, he once saved me."

"It's just like this..." Rose mourned for herself, she really felt that her life would be lost after she said the following words, "You picked him up early, why wait all these years."

"I didn't think about it before..."

"Think about it again." Rose interrupted, she felt that the owner is a business genius but he is slow, shy and lazy in dealing with emotions.

"What do you want to say?" Pan Xun stopped playing with the pen on the table, and tore up the open document instead, "What conclusion did you draw? You mean I like him?"

"You want to stay with Mr. Bai?"

Think... Really think, Pan Xunjue's Bai Qianmian is just the right person, and it's comfortable to stay with him anywhere.

"Have you ever thought about living with other people for the rest of your life?"

Pan Xun thought about it and tried it, but most of it would become unbearable after half a year. Without Rose going on, he began to imagine that if that person was Bai Qianmian, he would live with him for the rest of his life...It's natural, life He has always thought so for the past ten years.

"Having this kind of feeling is not necessarily love," Pan Xun subconsciously suggested other possibilities, "it's family affection."

"It's easy to judge whether it's family affection or love." Rose persuasively said, "Just try it and you'll know."

Pan Xun didn't hear the malicious intentions in his voice, he seriously thought about it, "How to try?"

"A kiss."

"what?"

"The feeling of the body is the most deceiving person," Rose began to get excited. She suppressed her tone and did not dare to let the Patriarch hear it. "If you bite his mouth, you will know it in your heart."

"How?" Pan Xun clenched his fist silently, it was hard to ignore the eagerness in his heart.

"You want me to teach you this?"

Of course, there is no need for the specific operation of kissing, but Pan Xun thought, just go in front of Bai Qianmian, hug someone and kiss... With the strength and physical strength of the other party, he might tear himself into eight pieces.

"I don't want to hurt him," Pan Xun calmed down slowly, "If he knew that I had such a plan, he would feel so miserable. After all, back then..."

He stopped talking, and Rose on the other end of the phone did not have the high spirits of the previous second.

"But..." After much hesitation, she still said, "I think maybe he likes you too."

"How is it possible?" Pan Xun retorted subconsciously.

"Like you, it may have been just a ignorant thought at first. You and Mr. Bai could have had the best time, but it was interrupted because of the ignorant thought, which hurt others later, and it was unbearable. Absolutely absolutely unacceptable."

Pan Xun stood up, raised his head and walked in the room.

What Rose said today must have been in her heart for many years, and it is definitely not something that can be said in a moment of thought.

"One seed was cut off as soon as it germinated, so the other seeds grew quickly, only it was still buried in the mud..."

After being buried for 15 years, it was as if he was dead.

Pan Xun took a deep breath and looked out the window.

is that so?Because of the ignorant thoughts and then faced with cruel accidents, I feel even more unbearable?

I have avoided it for so long, thinking it is not important, but the culprit is because of my previous liking?

If so, what is liking?It shouldn't have germinated, like now...shouldn't have tried.

The 13-year-old Pan Xun is a coward. The 28-year-old Pan Xun is in charge of the Pan family and enjoys boundless power, but he is still a coward who dare not even face himself?

Pan Xun is very selfish. The more he cares about himself, the more he expresses himself. He has already taken Bai Qianmian out of this whole thing. As Rose said, he has never been really happy in the past 15 years. Pain ceases to be pain as time goes by, but it turned out not to be.

The problem I once avoided is still there, like a collapsed pothole, and the cracks in my heart have not healed, and the cracks are still expanding.

This time Pan Xun wanted a relief when he came to Xifulai, not Bai Qianmian's relief, but his own.

"You know, it might not be fair to him."

Rose waited patiently until this sentence came from the microphone, she closed her eyes with a complicated smile and said, "But you are my master."

After hanging up the phone, Pan Xun folded his hands on his chest and remained silent for a while, as if he had decided on something, he put the phone back in the drawer and walked towards the door.

Violet was still waiting outside the door, and the other flower envoys had already retreated.

He opened the door, and Violet bowed immediately.

"Prepare two bottles of good wine." Pan Xun's voice was hoarse for unknown reasons.

"Red wine?" Violet asked respectfully.

"Baijiu," Pan Xun said deeply, "find someone with a higher alcohol level, and I'll treat him to dinner tomorrow night."

"Mr. Bai?" Violet was surprised, trying to control her expression, "Do you need to book a hotel in advance?"

"No need." Pan Xun pondered for a while, and added: "Prepare me a stronger tie."

Violet's expression finally collapsed: "Uh...yes."