After I slapped my wife, he wandered the streets

Will you go?

Pan Xun didn't want to lie to Bai Qianmian anymore, he nodded, and noticed that Bai Qianmian couldn't see his movements with his head down, so he said "um" again.

With his "hmm", Bai Qianmian's whole body trembled as if she had been touched by electricity.

Pan Xun was very nervous, he didn't know what result he was waiting for, he just stared at Bai Qianmian's mouth.

The lips that were still a bit bloody are now as white as Bai Qianmian's face. Bai Qianmian thought about something, and then raised her head, the corner of her mouth was raised and she answered aimlessly, "Okay."

it is good......

What's good?Pan Xun hoped that he could say something to make the other person feel less uncomfortable, but he couldn't open his mouth after trying to organize it for a long time. He could only listen to Bai Qianmian's "yes" and could only watch the person shrug his shoulders again as if resigned to his fate. Turn around and walk away.

"Where are you going?" The key that was smashed on the chest earlier fell to the ground. Pan Xun squatted down to pick it up before chasing after him. He chased after Bai Qianmian, but he didn't dare to easily stop the other party's action, so he said in vain: " You can go back to live in the apartment, don't worry I won't go back."

Bai Qianmian acted as if she didn't hear what he was saying, and her feet accelerated again.

Pan Xun followed him all the time, "Where are you going? Your tent has been unoccupied for a long time, why don't you go home first?"

Bai Qianmian still didn't speak, he just looked ahead with firm eyes.

Pan Xun handed him the key, but he waved it away. After two more attempts, he could only give up. Seeing that Bai Qianmian was passing by her car without stopping, Pan Xun sighed and shouted, "I'm here for you."

Bai Qianmian paused slightly.

Pan Xun didn't care about the people passing by at this moment, he suppressed and said, "It doesn't matter if you say I'm making up for it or whatever, I'm here for you, and I will definitely leave here, because I came here The purpose is to take you away."

"..."

Pan Xun stood still, and Bai Qianmian stopped moving forward, with his back to Pan Xun.

"Come with me, will you?"

"Where are you going?" Pan Xun thought that Bai Qianmian would not speak, but after a while, a hoarse voice came from the front.

Pan Xun quickly took two steps forward, "Let's go back to Kunsag."

"Central state?" Bai Qianmian, the three major centers of the alliance government, knew.

"Yes." Seeing that he seemed to be able to talk, Pan Xun seized the opportunity and said, "But if you don't like it, we can go to other states, but we have to go back to Kunsag first."

The Pan family has been operating in Kunsag State for hundreds of years, and moving to another state is not easy, but as long as Bai Qianmian likes it, Pan Xun is willing to bear the loss and expend energy.

"Kunsag has the best hospital in the league, which is good for Xiaoyu's condition. As long as you want, we can go there right away."

"Is this a condition?" Bai Qianmian turned her head.

Pan Xun saw the chill in his eyes clearly, his heart tightened, and he said blankly, "No, it's just that I am willing to do things that make you happy."

"Where's the candy store?" Bai Qianmian asked inexplicably, "What about the candy store?"

Under such an occasion, Pan Xun really did not expect that Bai Qianmian would suddenly mention the candy store, he was stunned for a moment, "Sell it..." In fact, it just needs to close, but the emotion revealed in Bai Qianmian's eyes told Pan Xun not to Having said that, he temporarily changed his mind, "Please ask someone to continue to drive, anyway, it's not for profit, just give the children of Moka City a little hope."

"Little anticipation?" Bai Qianmian snorted softly.

Pan Xun's eloquence will not be able to play well, he looks dull or powerless, "It's not a problem for you to stay in Siv, the Holy Army and the Vermont Freedom Team are at war, and there are frictions and small-scale wars from time to time , the flames of war are likely to re-ignite in a large area, although Moka City is in the rear, it may not be safe forever, you have to leave here."

"In your eyes," Bai Qianmian said expressionlessly, "Sev is hell."

It’s not like hell, several factions are fighting fiercely, and orders are changing day and night, order is chaotic and conflicts among ethnic groups are rife, and various gray organizations are rampant. From time to time, armed forces massacre civilians and riot.

"It's not that it's hell here, it's just that Xifu's living conditions can't keep up in all aspects, why not live in a better place?" Pan Xun eagerly wanted to persuade.

"It's hard to get a resident status in Kunsag." The words Bai Qianmian used were difficult. In fact, it was more than difficult for them who lived in shanty towns. It was simply impossible. If you want to emigrate to Kunsag Having money is not enough.

"You don't have to worry about this. You, Xiaoyu and Feng Jin can go there together. Of course, if Feng Jin doesn't want to go, I can leave him a sum of money for him to choose." Pan Xun hoped that he could show full patience, He didn't want Bai Qianmian to feel oppressed in the slightest, "You can also think about it slowly, I'm right here."

"I don't need it." Bai Qianmian looked a little indifferent on his face, and he repeated: "I said I don't need your compensation."

Pan Xun frowned, his heart was a little manic besides powerless, he wanted to tell Bai Qianmian that it was not what he thought, but everything was not convincing.

Bai Qianmian seemed to see his struggle, turned her back and said, "Would you please let me be alone?"

Although he used polite questions, Pan Xun froze because of his repulsion.

He stopped at the spot and watched Bai Qianmian go away alone, continued to stick like a log for a while, and then took out his phone.

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After Bai Qianmian left the hospital, he didn't know where to go. He wandered around the familiar streets and alleys like a wandering soul, until it was dark, and he looked for Feng Jin with a pale face.

Feng Jin has become a lot more honest after what happened last time. He found several jobs, one of which was to help people repair motorcycles. Man, if you look at it again, it will look more and more familiar.

"Light sleep?" He called out tentatively, and the man who had been sitting in a daze turned his head.

The wrench in Feng Jin's hand fell to the ground. He saw Bai Qianmian's face clearly through the yellow light at the door, and immediately stepped forward after his expression changed slightly, "What's wrong with you?"

His tone was hurried, and the initial surprise was diluted.

Bai Qianmian shook her head, her expression was different from the past, she looked extraordinarily dull.

Feng Jin wiped off his sweat, ignored him, and ran back to the shop to discuss with several other masters. When he came out again, he was holding his coat in his hand.

Bai Qianmian was still sitting there, she had already turned her head to look at the road again.

Feng Jin frowned and directly picked him up from the ground, and said in a deep voice, "Let's go."

"Where?"

"Where are you going?" Feng Jin had no choice but to stretch out his other hand in front of Bai Qianmian's eyes, and said angrily, "Go home!"

"Go home..." Hearing these two words, Bai Qianmian felt as if a switch had been pressed, he finally came back to his senses and smiled, and responded obediently, "Okay."

"What are you laughing at!" Feng Jin suppressed his uneasiness and took Bai Qianmian forward. They walked for more than ten minutes, and when he felt that Bai Qianmian was back to normal, he finally asked, "Going to see Xiaoyu's performance today?" Well, how is it? Is she all right?"

"Fortunately."

"Then you seem to have lost your soul," Feng Jin paused, thinking of something, "Could it be that something happened to your friend?"

"Pan Xun..." Bai Qianmian stopped suddenly, Feng Jin stretched out his hand to grab him, but he still stood still.

"How are you doing?" Feng Jin's patience was very limited. "What happened? You look like I'm dead? Is there anything we can't discuss? What difficulties can't we get through!"

"I......"

"Don't play such a sissy tone, I can't stand it!" Feng Jin slapped Bai Qianmian ruthlessly, and deliberately said boldly: "Don't be afraid, brother is covering you."

"If..." Bai Qianmian lowered his head, he walked forward first, and Feng Jin stayed by his side after heaving a sigh of relief, they had already left the main city, and going forward, there were no lights on both sides of the road and it was dark Bai Qianmian was very confused, and he repeated, "If there is a possibility for Xiaoyu to be cured, shall we go?"

Bai Qianmian has always been clear in speaking and doing things, but his sentence tonight stunned Feng Jin's question. This sentence seemed very disorganized, but Feng Jin was not in a hurry to scold him as usual, he was quiet, observing Bai Qianmian's behavior all the way Looking calm, he said as calmly as possible: "Xiaoyu can be cured in the first place, we have to work hard to save money."

"I mean..." Bai Qianmian closed his eyes, and he and Feng Jin took a shortcut, which would have already reached the shanty town, "If there is a possibility of leaving Sev, let's go to a better state life, would you like it?"

"Who wouldn't want to be able to go to other states?" Feng Jin told the truth, and quickly lowered his face and said seriously: "But it depends on the price. I never believe that there will be pies in the sky."

Bai Qianmian shook her head slowly again.

Feng Jin wanted to say something, but suddenly stopped. He looked at the tent without curtains in front of him, completely dumbfounded, "Damn! What the hell is wrong?"

He hurried forward, Bai Qianmian was also stunned, obviously someone had entered the tent, not only the curtains were gone, but also a lot of sundries scattered outside, many of them were their clothes, what's more, one of the bed boards All were thrown out.

"The fuck was it stolen?" Feng Jin's voice became louder. Although he and Bai Qianmian hadn't lived here for a while, with his prestige, he originally thought that no one would dare to attack his family.

"Forget it." Bai Qianmian saw some people coming out from a few nearby tents, and those people were already pointing and discussing. He really didn't have the energy to deal with other people tonight, so he took Feng Jin's arm and dragged him into the tent.

Seeing that they didn't come out for half a day after entering, the people in the surrounding tents dispersed without any surprise.

Bai Qianmian looked up after entering the tent, the inside was just as messy as the outside, and what was even more exaggerated was that there was a hole on the left and a hole on the right in the ground of the entire tent.

Feng Jin couldn't believe his eyes, there were thieves in the shantytowns, but who was as thorough as his own?This fucking doesn't even spare the ground. Could it be that someone thought they had hidden gold at home.

"Damn it!" He cleaned up cursingly, and Bai Qianmian also turned on the light.

In fact, if you look carefully, nothing was lost in the tent, even the most valuable lamp was thrown aside.

"What do you mean, who the hell is taking revenge on me?" Feng Jin was still furious, and after tidying up a bit, he finally had a space to sit down.

"Forget it, it's probably just translated like this." Bai Qianmian lowered her head, if it had been like this early in the morning, those onlookers just now wouldn't be so surprised.

"Damn it, this thief must be blind!" Feng Jin calmed down after scolding again, the important thing now is not that the tent was stolen, but what happened to Bai Qianmian, "Does your behavior tonight have something to do with your friend? "

"..."

"Isn't your friend bankrupt? What else can he do, or what did he say?"

Bai Qianmian has no one else to discuss with. The most important thing is that Pan Xun brought Feng Jin and Feng Yu to live in Kunsag tonight. What does this mean? It means that their lives will be rewritten from now on, and Feng Yu can Get into a better hospital.

Because Pan Xun said these words, although Bai Qianmian was not moved, he felt that if he kept everything from Feng Jin, it would be a kind of betrayal.

"He said..." It's one thing to think clearly, but another thing to speak up. Bai Qianmian was silent for a long time, "He can take us to live in Kunsag, and he can also give us As a resident, I can send Xiaoyu to the local hospital."

Bai Qianmian spoke out the future that Pan Xun had promised. Feng Jin was not as excited as expected. He sat on the ground with two pieces of clothes, frowning.

"Isn't he bankrupt?"

"He didn't..."

"No?" Feng Jin clenched his fists and asked in surprise, "He lied to you?"

"..."

"I've always wanted to ask," Feng Jin had actually asked before, but Bai Qianmian refused to say anything, and if he kept asking about the things Bai Qianmian refused to say, there would be no result, because Bai Qianmian looked ordinary on the outside, but inside he was quite twisted. "How did you come to be this amazing friend?"

Bai Qianmian spoke slowly, the first word was silent, "...it's him."

"It's him?" Feng Jin was stunned for a moment and then began to think again. He already had some suspicions in his heart. When Bai Qianmian said this, he jumped up on the spot and growled, "Who are you talking about?"

"..."

Feng Jin's eyes widened, and his voice was out of tune because he was too shocked, "You, tell me, who are you talking about?!"

Bai Qianmian once mentioned his past to Feng Jin, but what he said was vague and unclear, but he mentioned the most painful memory that remained in his heart, because he hoped that someone could share Pan Xun's existence with him , he was afraid that after a long time, he would think that everything was just a dream.

After Feng Jin jumped up, he saw that Bai Qianmian was still sitting. His chest heaved violently, and he began to circle around the tent like an angry bull. Finally, he sat back helplessly, "Is that your young master? That's Pan Xun?"

In the "story" that Bai Qianmian told, the other protagonist has never had a name. The only one who can be called is the "Master" that Bai Qianmian thought about in his heart. Feng Jin once hated this "Master" so much that he wanted to kill someone, but he didn't expect that one day this damned man Also came back.

How dare he come back! ?

"What the hell is he doing in Sever without going bankrupt?" Feng Jin remembered everything Bai Qianmian said tonight, and said angrily, "He said? Take us to Kunsag?"

"Yeah." Bai Qianmian stared blankly at the sparks erupting from the brazier.

"He is your young master, didn't you tell me earlier?" Feng Jin gritted his teeth and said, "You still talk to him? You still go to cook for him and take care of him? Are you out of your mind?"

Bai Qianmian crossed her hands and hugged her shoulders.

"What did he come back for?" Feng Jin couldn't help standing up again, staring at Bai Qianmian's head and shouting, "He came here to take you away? What is this? Alms? He just watched you being beaten like that by the robbers back then." I didn’t dare to stand up, and said that kind of thing afterwards to humiliate you, and even broke my promise and left you alone to leave, will I come back? What are you doing when you come back? Did you say these things to you hypocritically?!”

"He helped us." Bai Qianmian was still a little absent-minded.

Feng Jin squatted down again angrily, "Yes, I admit that he helped us, maybe he has a bad conscience, but as for that kind of bastard, don't take what he said seriously."

"If Xiaoyu can leave Sif." Bai Qianmian looked up, seeming to be looking at Feng Jin but not there, he emphasized: "If Xiaoyu can go to Kunsag, she can have the lives of those girls on TV, her The disease can be cured, and you don’t have to suffer from the pain anymore.”

"What about you?" Feng Jin's face was ugly, and he said bluntly: "Why do you keep talking about Xiaoyu, and you, what do you think? Do you believe what that bastard says?"

"Don't call him that." Bai Qianmian changed her position and clasped her hands tightly.

"What's wrong with calling him a coward?" Feng Jin was annoyed, "You were so nice to him back then, and he could hide and watch you suffer. Is this kind of person worthy of your trust? And what is he doing when he comes back this time? It's opening a store and lying to you that you're bankrupt...but how did you know today?"

Bai Qianmian seemed very tired, he hugged his knees and buried his face in it, and whispered every detail of what happened in the hospital today.

He mentioned to Feng Jin the past between himself and the young master, the moments of being together day and night, how he separated from the young master in the end, and what happened before the separation, but he never mentioned the one that he had hidden in his heart for many years Doubt, and the truth already learned after this reunion.

Without telling the truth, Feng Jin hated Pan Xun so much, Bai Qianmian didn't want to hear even worse insults from him.

"So..." After hearing about today's accident, Feng Jin calmed down and said disdainfully, "He just felt guilty and didn't come to you on purpose?"

"Should..." Bai Qianmian seemed to be having a hard time speaking, she buried her face and said in a muffled voice, "Yeah."

"He still has a little conscience." Feng Jin frowned, and cursed again in a moment: "But this person is not very good, really, he will come when he comes, as for the whole circle to lie to you? I There is something wrong with his nature.”

"Because he said..." Bai Qianmian strangled the nails of his right hand to death in the palm of his hand, he didn't let Feng Jin see his tears, and his tone was as calm as possible, "I can take Xiaoyu to Kunsag for treatment, so... ...."

"Come on!" Feng Jin interrupted rudely, he was silent for a while, his face was full of heavy tone but he pretended to be quite casual, "Then he is here to take Xiaoyu, he is here to take you, he is afraid of you Xiaoyu and I were involved only if we didn’t leave, you can just think about yourself, leave us alone, do you want to go?”

"..."

"You don't want to, do you?" Feng Jin took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and patted Bai Qianmian's shoulder, "It's right if you don't want to, we are not his dogs, he can throw it away if he wants to pick it up, because if you give us a bone or even He also deserves to beg for mercy from us!"

Bai Qianmian gritted her teeth and remained silent.

Feng Jinchang sighed, he looked quite lonely after losing the anger just now, although he was not reconciled, he still said: "Actually, you are disappointed tonight, right? You are disappointed that he is not really bankrupt, right? "

"..."

"If he really goes bankrupt, he can stay in our Moka City forever." As a family member for many years, Feng Jin said that it was Bai Qianmian's deepest thoughts, "The current young master doesn't really need your care."

Bai Qianmian was struggling, and he retorted desolately, "No...no, I didn't."

"You want to lie to me..." Feng Jin really didn't want to expose this point, he felt very uncomfortable, and felt worse than Bai Qianmian, "You can be fooled."

He wanted to change his tone to liven up the atmosphere, but he found that Bai Qianmian was shaking his shoulders and crying, and then tears fell down, "Fuck!" Feng Jin felt ashamed, and wiped the tears off his face after swearing, "Your tears are It didn't come on my face."

"I'm sorry..." Bai Qianmian buried her head in tears, and she didn't know who this apology was for.

"Don't feel guilty. Make your own choice. It's not Xiaoyu's chance. I know you want to save Xiaoyu, and I want to, but it's not the same thing." Feng Jin's persuasion was fragmentary and illogical, but he tried hard He said, "If he is here to save Xiaoyu, you stop, I can kill you, but he is coming for you, if you don't want to, then don't think about me and Xiaoyu, then it's not something you should consider , although we are a family, everyone's life is their own, you have to be responsible for yourself, besides, I don't like that kid, he doesn't look like a good person."

Because of his deliberately funny tone, Bai Qianmian seemed to be "teased", and the crying became more depressing after a few seconds.

"You kid, don't be a great saint. Xiaoyu and I are not willing to bear anything for your choice. All the decisions are for you. You have thought it through yourself." After Feng Jin said these words, he felt that he seemed too heartless. Yes, and added earnestly: "Xiaoyu is more transparent than you and me, she won't be willing to make you sacrifice anything because of herself, she won't be happy."

"You called me stupid before." Bai Qianmian stopped crying, he looked up, his face was full of tears but forced a big smile, "You said that I took the money but didn't know that I left you and ran away, almost killing you in vain. "

What Bai Qianmian was talking about was the "Wangyoushui" incident. He met Feng Jin but chose to stay, and almost didn't confess to being there together. Although he was saved later, Feng Jin still yelled at him for several days.

At this moment, he looked at the other party with tears and smiles, "What about you, aren't you stupid now, you don't even want to save Xiaoyu's own life, so you should persuade me to talk to Pan Xun , even if there is only a [-]% possibility, you still have to agree to all the conditions, you are too stupid, Feng Jin, how can you in turn comfort me and let me reduce the psychological burden."

"Yes, yes, yes!" Feng Jin grabbed his little hair with both hands, and said with a wry smile, "Because we are all idiots!"

He scolded himself, watched Bai Qianmian wipe away the tears on his face, and suddenly said seriously: "If Feng Yu knew that you went against your heart to save her, she would not be willing to be saved. I know my sister too well."

"You're right..." Bai Qianmian felt lucky, because the heaven he lost in childhood was given back to him in another form. He is not a wanderer without a family. He has Feng Jin and Feng Yu, because he has Feng Jin and Feng Yu. They, they have nothing to dare to face, "I really feel disappointed, besides the anger of being cheated, more... I even vaguely expect that he is really exiled to Moka, he is not The proud son of heaven who flew away from my side is now, he is clumsy and has no life experience by my side, and I can touch it at my fingertips."

"It's been so many years..." Feng Jin held back for so many years, he felt it was time to pierce the window paper and ask, "Can you tell me this idiot, what do you like about him?"

Bai Qianmian froze for a moment.

Feng Jin said helplessly: "You don't think you are hiding well, do you? Have you ever looked for a mirror? Have you ever seen your expression when talking about the young master?"

He was teasing, with genuine incomprehension in his eyes. In his opinion, Pan Xun, the so-called young master, was terrible, and there was nothing worthy of his liking.

Although radishes and vegetables have their own favorites, there must be something to say, right?

"He's actually very good," Bai Qianmian rested his forehead on his hands, and recalled, "When he read me stories, his voice was very gentle. Although he was the young master, he always took good care of me. Although he sometimes bullied me, he was very careful. He will even remember my birthday, he will celebrate my birthday."

"It's just a birthday." Feng Jin said so, he could somewhat understand Bai Qianmian's touch.

Because Bai Qianmian said that he was abandoned by his biological mother since he was born, and his father was running around for his livelihood, no one would remember and celebrate his birthday.

Except Pan Xun.

So is it just the little details that pile up?That's just the ignorant love of childhood, why is it so determined.

"You are so stubborn."

"Have you ever felt near death?" Bai Qianmian asked suddenly.

Feng Jin shook his head. It was windy outside the tent and it was a little cold. He got up and picked up a piece of clothing, temporarily tied it with a rope as a curtain.

Bai Qianmian sat with her back to him, "I once, when I was eight or nine years old, I was almost drowned once."

"Ah?" Bai Qianmian didn't mention this matter, Feng Jin quickly turned around and sat down after finishing the tent, Bai Qianmian sat opposite him, as if caught in some kind of memory.

"At that time, I went to catch fish in the river, and I used a throwing net. I couldn't stand firmly and fell. I don't know how to swim. I splashed in the water and quickly sank to the bottom. Do you know the bottom of the river? It turns out that you can open your eyes. Open your eyes, it's really strange that I didn't feel scared at that time, I just saw the dim world in front of me, and slowly I felt suffocated, he saved me..."

"Pan Xun?"

"Maybe he forgot, he actually saved my life," Bai Qianmian slowly calmed down, "I don't know how other people who were almost drowned felt when they were rescued, it's just that I saw it again for the first time. world, I saw him and only him."

Feng Jin didn't know what to say, because Bai Qianmian's expression was extremely pious, not just pure love.

"At that moment, I seemed to hear the sound of my heart beating. It was like a movie. In short, everything at that time seemed to be slowed down. I saw him shake the water droplets from his hair, and he lifted me from the bottom of the water. Pull it up, but don't care about it." What Bai Qianmian didn't say was that Pan Xun was very good-looking at that time, facing the sunlight above his head, he looked like a god who came down to save the suffering of all beings.

"Because of this, you have missed him for so many years?"

Bai Qianmian didn't speak again, it takes an opportunity to put a person in his heart, a seed takes root in his heart, then sprouts and thrives, and in the end it's completely out of his control.

Feng Jin stood up again, and he walked back and forth in the tent, looking down at the stone-like Bai Qianmian from time to time.

"Then... what do you think?" Although he felt that Bai Qianmian was unwilling to leave, but now it sounds like Bai Qianmian has feelings for Pan Xun, and the feelings are always there. He doesn't want to leave, but he It's hard again.

"You talk, you can choose whatever you want, I'm on your side, no! We have to touch your young master's bottom first, he knows the hair of us, and we still don't care about him. I don’t know!” Feng Jin stood on the spot and decided something with a clap of his hands.

"There is no choice..." Bai Qianmian laughed suddenly, his laugh was so weird at this moment, Feng Jin stopped immediately.

Bai Qianmian raised his head, his eyes were dark and bottomless, and he said quietly: "There has never been a choice, and there will be no... results."