[Famous Books] Desire for control and arrogance

Alice was still young, and after falling into this beautiful fantasy, she was eager to change her face and live a new life at once.

So when she was most energetic and energetic, she went downstairs to find Aldrich, and was going to talk to him about it in person.

She has become more and more mature now, in order to grow better, she subconsciously hopes that she can handle such a big event in person.

When Aldridge was taken to a small corner by Alice, he could still smile, but when he saw Alice's collapsed expression after leaving the crowd, his heart seemed to be pulled hard immediately.

"Aldrich, do you really love me?" Alice asked meaningfully.

Aldridge's heart panicked immediately, and he stuttered to the truth: "I, I, I love, love you, you."

The corner of Alice's mouth curled up quickly, as if she was mocking, but also as if she was happy, she said cruel words in a bewitching tone: "I don't want to marry you anymore, I want to go home, can you fulfill my wish? "

Aldrich's heart skipped a beat, he wanted to laugh but couldn't, he pulled the ugly corner of his mouth, and after a moment of silence, he said hoarsely, "Why?"

"Because I feel so happy." Alice said as a matter of course.

His eyes turned red in an instant, and he wanted to close his eyes but didn't dare to close them, fearing that tears would fall, his voice was trembling, as if his body was very cold: "You promised me, can you try it with me? Can't you not treat me like this? This... is a bit too much. "

He actually felt that this dishonest behavior was too much, but he didn't dare to say harsh words in front of Alice, so he could only say it with restraint.

"Is it too much?" Alice sneered, and suddenly reached out to stroke his beard.

Aldrich's pupils shrank, and he retreated reflexively to protect his beard, but after leaving with such a big reaction, he realized that Alice's action just now was just a light touch, not to pull his beard.

"What are you afraid of?" Alice asked blankly, "Are you afraid that I will find you still have the identity of Bill?"

Aldrich's head was immediately empty, and his body was like an empty shell. He could only feel the sudden and violent beating of his heart.

He didn't breathe for a long time, and it took him a long time to find his own voice: "Did your father say that?"

"correct."

Alice lowered her head slightly, but her eyes were still staring at him, and her eyes immediately became gloomy. She opened her mouth to speak, but quickly closed it, saying nothing, just looked at Aldrich quietly, motionless land.When the night wind blows, she looks like a ghost.

Aldrich's heart hurt even more, he could read the deep hatred in Alice's silence, and he was almost out of breath.

During this period of time, in order to win Alice's favor, he still worked diligently to seek advice from all kinds of people with rich emotional experience. He knew more and more descriptions about love, and everyone agreed that love leads to happiness. to last.

But, why is he so sad, so afraid, so hesitant, so hopeless, but he is getting deeper and deeper?

She was about to abandon him, and he had no way to keep her, but why did he still strongly like her and need her?

This kind of feeling that was completely denied by one side should have stopped quickly.

"I..." He tried hard to suppress his emotions to explain, "It's not as exaggerated as you imagined. At the beginning, I discussed with your father how to make you change, because he said there was no way, so I, we thought about it together This method. I want to make you feel miserable, but I want you to know the benefits of marriage in comparison. I, I, I... I'm sorry, Alice, can you forgive me? I dare not tell you the truth, no Teasing you, I knew I was wrong a long time ago, and I am working hard to correct it, you can see my change, right? Alice..."

He talked to Alice anxiously, but Alice looked at him wordlessly all the time.

She is eloquent, and as long as she speaks, no one can talk to him, but she is so silent and strange now, as if no matter how hard he tries, she can't listen to him, because she has judged that he is a hopeless person.

Aldrich gradually collapsed in this desperate state. He was still dying and suddenly thought of a word Alice said before, so he took this word as a life-saving straw and said hastily: "Alice, I remember You said, you want me to admire you, like... I believe in the real me as Bill, if you like it, I can work hard now."

He used to think that was embarrassing and difficult, but now he suddenly thought about it, isn't it just to protect Alice everywhere?Isn't it just her eyes?Isn't it just admiration for her who is aloof?He can basically do it now, so why bother?

Although Alice also has behavioral deviations, he can also try to discuss with her. She is not the kind of person who cannot be discussed. He is in this situation now precisely because he did not discuss well.

"Alice, I can really do it. Can you let me try? I will respect and admire you. You can see the change of your father. You can see mine too. You can see it, can't you? "Aldrich said almost begging, he paused, and then retreated further, "I know you want to see how your father changes, but it takes a long time for a person to change, and you can't do it every day." Look at him, and then ignore your future. If you are with me, I will often find someone for you to contact your father, and you can also talk to me at any time, and then go to see your father, you Look, it doesn't affect your plans at all, does it, and you can still find your future, right?"

What he said was particularly touching, and Alice could see that he could change, but she sighed, looked at the height and said, "I can't like you. You are very tolerant to me, but I have experienced so much. It's hard to have feelings with you. Leaving you is not a matter of interests, the most important reason is that I can't like you. I will always remember that when I was demoted, I was pushed into the arms of a stranger The scene is really...disgusting."

The blood on Aldrich's face faded.

Alice looked at his distraught look, then continued to look at the high place and explained: "I also often remember how frustrated I was in front of you no matter how hard I tried. Aldrich, when you were Bill, every day Induces me to admire you, but since you have a plan for every step of your actions, can you answer me a question? When you first came here, you let me do a lot of housework at once, to teach me to weave frames, to guide me to weave, to Guide me to sell pots, and give me a very short trial and error time every time, so the time can quickly transition to you letting me into the palace. When doing these jobs, for the first time, I finally appreciate that I am not a waste job It’s selling pots, so the failure of selling pots is not my real failure, but because a royal guard stepped on my pot, which led to my fiasco. Tell me, did you arrange this?”

Her sharp eyes shot into the weakest part of Aldrich's heart like a bow and arrow.

"Yes," his eyes were empty, and he knew it was irreversible. He lowered his head and said tremblingly, "I arranged it."

Alice curled up one corner of her mouth coldly, and continued: "I always remember the look in that guard's eyes, very proud, indifferent, very calm, a little...not like a guard, but like you. These eyes repeated in my heart Depicted and compared many times, it really seems to be you. Is it you?"

Aldrich raised his head suddenly, and finally grabbed his beloved's clothes like a drowning man, begging: "I'm sorry, Alice, I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong, please give me a remedy Is the chance good?"

Alice tore off her clothes, and said indifferently: "There is nothing to forgive or not to forgive, and there is nothing to remedy or not to remedy, Aldrich, I knew everything about you before the king came. So your lies, I perceive your changes after falling in love with me when I know everything. I think your lies are ridiculous, and I can’t be moved by your changes much.

Do you understand now why I'm leaving?I don't have any needs on you, I want to leave, you and I are not suitable either.Now that I am breaking my previous marriage promise, I will offset part of the things you bullied me before.From now on, you and I will live our own lives. "

Aldridge closed his eyes, bitter tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and removed his beard, revealing his truest appearance.

Yes, it's not his real beard.

His real beard was shaved on the day he met Alice for the first time. Alice said she didn't like it, so he shaved it himself immediately after returning to the place where he lived.

He was angry at the time, but he was not angry now, because Alice liked it.She had said more than once that she wished he had no beard.

He stood in front of Alice with his truest appearance, looked at her deeply, and his eyes were full of heavy emotion: "Okay, you do what you want. But... but come and see me often ?"

Alice looked at him with a somewhat humble expression, and shook her head resolutely and slowly.

How can the royal family often cross national borders?She won't make trouble for herself and doesn't want to agree.

The light in Aldridge's eyes has completely disappeared.

"Forget about me." Alice left behind this brief sentence, turned and left.

For a long time, in this environment where there was only one person, Aldridge said blankly: "Okay, forget about you."

This extremely profound everything is like a long fantasy dream, finally coming to an end.

No matter how much he indulged in dreams, it was time to wake up.

"Forget all this." He said again in a daze.

Hope he can forget well.

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