[Famous Books] Desire for control and arrogance

Although she encountered a failed relationship for the first time, Alice still got up on time the next day, stayed in bed for half an hour on time, and then washed and ate and drank on time.

While having breakfast, last night dealt with Alvin the steward and what she reported last night.

"He said there was something hidden, so you didn't deal with it?" Alice asked.

"Yes." The steward said anxiously.

Alice reassured: "You've done a good job. Since he said he has something to hide, bring him over and talk to me in two hours." She planned to not work today, take a day off, and go to Mrs. Sharp to play, so Needs to be well groomed.

Thinking of Mrs. Sharp, Alice's heart is full of sunshine, and she is full of expectations for today.

She is now different from before. She has found a person who is like a mother and a friend. She can talk to this person about almost any problem. She is so happy.

In the future, she will open her heart and look for such good teachers and helpful friends.

Alice is in a good mood and has the energy to dress up, smiling at herself in the mirror the whole time.

The servant had served her carefully, but was secretly surprised to see her so happy.

Alice didn't deliberately hide the matter of Alvin, and the servants in the manor are all dedicated to serving her. They need to pay attention to her emotional changes, and they also need to have a unified attitude towards Alvin who frequently visits the manor, so One night, almost all the servants who served her personally knew that Alvin had fallen out of favor because of cheating.

They were all prepared for Her Royal Highness to be moody for a day, and God knows that Her Highness is still happy now.

His Highness has become too strong after being demoted once. Although his character is more arrogant and self-willed, he wants to live according to his own ideas regardless of his reputation, but the huge changes in words, deeds, behaviors and mentality really make them look at each other with admiration.

The master has become more mature, and these servants are more cautious and serve, making concerted efforts to dress Alice up more beautifully.

Alice's appearance is suitable for both light and heavy makeup, but her temperament is more arrogant and more suitable for that kind of gaudy and complicated dress, which makes people lose their minds for a moment every time they see her with heavy makeup.

Dressed up, Alice looked left and right in front of the mirror, very satisfied, and lazily praised the maids for their good work; the maids around her also had a sense of accomplishment when they saw the perfect result, and praised Alice happily The beauty of silk.

Everyone was in high spirits, and the manor was full of laughter.

Therefore, Alvin's arrival seemed particularly out of place.

The maids were disappointed when they saw him, and they didn't give him a good look at all. Alice also suppressed her smile, sat down in the living room for guests, and looked at Alvin who was kneeling expressionlessly.

"You said there was a misunderstanding, then tell me quickly, I want to hear how you argue." Alice was not someone to be fooled in the first place, she had already decided that Alvin had betrayed her, and the reason why she let him come to speak , I just want to see how well he can fool her, and then see how much more severe punishment should be imposed on him based on his performance.

"Your Highness, things are not what you think, listen to me." Alvin always felt that Alice was indifferent to him, but now he knew what real indifference and alienation are, and his heart throbbed with pain. Having completely fallen into the nightmare of being abandoned by his lover, he begged, "Listen to me..."

"Isn't this listening?" Alice interrupted impatiently, "Can you speak briefly? I don't have time to talk nonsense with you."

Alvin was taken aback by her indifference and rejection, his heart was full of panic, and tears gradually flowed out because of his sadness, but no matter how afraid he was, he had to work harder to say yes, he didn't want to lose Alice.

His dependence on her is not only because of his status as a princess, but also because he loves her deeply.

"Your Highness, please don't look at me like this. I really didn't mean to betray you." He begged humbly, "When you said that you would try to be with me, I confess that I was frightened at that time because I I didn't know you well enough at the time, so I thought you were the extremely mean person in the rumors. You can ridicule those nobles who adore you at will, let alone me, so I was afraid of agreeing to be with you, and I trembled when interacting with you. For fear of making you unhappy."

Alice didn't expect him to be with her involuntarily at all, and she was immediately angry, but she restrained her emotions, while looking at Alvin's pitiful appearance, while carefully analyzing Alvin's words in her mind, she just watched, She suddenly blinked, as if the Alvin in front of her eyes overlapped with the self who was forced to be with the beggar back then, and was also the same as the one who hated Aldrich back then, but dared not face him head-on, and instead wanted to use his power itself overlapped.

When Alice became an adult, the deepest emotion she learned was the most desperate helplessness caused by power. Gradually, her anger disappeared because she lost half of the reason to vent.

She understood Alvin's choice. In that situation, people sometimes have to bow their heads before encountering situations.

"Aren't you willing to say it?" She still spoke coldly, but at least her tone was not as sharp as before.

Alvin was sensitive to the change at the moment, tears fell even more, and he said hoarsely: "I dare not, I am humble, and I have known since I was a child that it is my luck to be appreciated by the nobles, and fear and surrender are the same as us. This kind of person needs to learn something, when you say you need me, how dare I say no. "

"I'm not the kind of person who drags people into the water. You'll be fine if you say it. You should try to talk about it instead of not even trying." Alice said powerlessly. And asked, "So if you like me, you have to act out, that girl yesterday..."

"No!" Alvin retorted fiercely, so he could only force himself here, and soon expressed his love in a flustered and humble way, "It was indeed fear at first, but you treated me very well, I never Thinking of being treated like this, my fear was quickly eliminated. After getting rid of the fear, I finally dared to see you, dare to think about you, you are so good, how could I not fall in love with you? I love you, I can't wait to be with you day and night..."

"But you have ruined this relationship yourself," Alice interrupted again confidently and indifferently, "Don't tell me these things, since you are afraid of me and love me, you should only get close to me , since you can do that kind of thing, don't expect me to treat you well."

"No, listen to me," Alvin said anxiously, "I let her kiss me, it was a big mistake I made when I was dizzy, but only this time, I accepted it because I felt uncomfortable. At that time It's so confusing."

Alice sneered, but she didn't expect that he would tell the truth, and continued to let him play freely to see what the hell he could come up with.

"I love you, and I'm glad you gave me a chance to be with you, but you're so indifferent to me, it's always hard for me to be sure if you really love me. And...and..." He seemed to be talking about pain , his face was extremely ashamed, "I am of low status, and I don't expect to be loved by you for long. Every day, I am afraid that you will abandon me in the next second, and I will die without you. But when I am afraid to the extreme, I will become It's very strange, I often want myself not to love you so deeply, if I don't love you so deeply, I won't be so painful, I won't be so frustrated every moment that I want to die, so I start to faint Head over..."

"Stop." It was Alice who interrupted him.

He did speak sincerely and touchingly, and Alice was indeed moved for a moment, but she is a character who cannot suffer. Mrs. Sharp also said yesterday: 【It’s good to be able to stand on the other side’s side and think about things, but after all, love is a feeling between two people. There is no need for the princess to wrong herself for Alvin. 】

[You have to pay attention to your own feelings. 】

Yes, no matter how many reasons Alvin has, no matter how many grievances and reasons he has, being together is a matter of two people's feelings after all, and she cannot ignore her deepest feelings because of his feelings.

Alice's eyes became firm again, and she interrupted Alvin's words, her face was no longer cold, but became extremely serious, "Alvin, I don't know if what you said is true or not, and I don't want to guess Do you really love me or not. But you did do things that are sorry for us. "

"But that's..."

Alice didn't listen to his anxious explanation, and continued to say forcefully: "Listen to me, you have a reason to do things that are sorry to me, but why should I forgive you for this? Many times the effort is fruitless, but you If you don't pay, there will be absolutely no results. I should be out of character with you, and I can't be with you anymore. My personality is to firmly want it if I want it, and I won't give myself any reason to avoid failure. I I was demoted to a commoner, married a beggar, I didn’t do anything well, I was also discouraged and lost, but I still tried my best to grab the opportunity to climb up, I tried my best to grab every opportunity I could... ..."

"But that's because the blow you received was only temporary. I'm not. Do you know what it's like to be humble since you were a child? I also want to be as confident as you, and I also envy your pride and calmness. I am eager to change People like you, then I can love you normally and proudly like the warmth you give me, but it’s hard for me to think like that.” Alvin cried and suddenly smiled bitterly, laughing It's uglier than crying, and the voice is as miserable as a ghost, "But I deserve it, I hurt you, I hurt the person I love the most..."

He couldn't speak anymore, he was out of breath from crying, and his heart was ashamed.

Alice's expression was complicated, and she didn't know how to deal with this kind of situation.

She never expected that this Alvin had indeed cheated, but the reason was so good, and he was able to behave frankly and pitifully, with an excellent attitude of admitting his mistakes.

Whether what he said was true or not, Alice knew him anew.

Alvin cried indulgently for a long time, but he couldn't wait for a little bit of comfort from Alice. He himself felt ridiculous and took a few deep breaths sadly. His eye circles were covered with bloodshot eyes, and he trembled unconsciously. He whispered: "Please, give me a chance to make up for you? I don't want to be the same as before, and I don't deserve your love, but I beg you, look at me again, I will become different , I will try my best to overcome thousands of obstacles and let you know that the me you once liked is not so unbearable..."

Aldridge was deeply affected by Alice's love and tolerance for others, so he fell ill again and could only lie on the bed dying.

But he is physically and mentally strong, and even so, he still arranges people to find out the details of Alice and Alvin's relationship as if he is masochistic.

The third report on Alice's emotional analysis soon came to him. He sat up on the bed with difficulty, and opened it tremblingly. He didn't dare to read it but he still wanted to read it. After reading a natural paragraph, his eyes widened in disbelief, and suddenly he felt strength all over his body, and he straightened his back happily as if returning to the light.

He didn't read the rest of the content, so he didn't tear up the report like before, but put it on his chest, feeling the joy that Alice was finally single.

Obviously, after reading the second report, he had already ordered himself to die, not to like Alice anymore, but when he saw the news that Alice was single again, he immediately revived, like a person who survived a catastrophe, He was full of energy and wanted to devote himself to the relationship again, and he didn't know how to live or die.

Of course, after the great joy, he also developed a great dislike for that Alvin. This kind of person is not enough to have Alice, and he wants to hook up with other people.

But that Alvin is no longer his threat. He has been with Alice for so long, and he knows that Alice cannot like a half-hearted person, so he is really suitable for Alice at this moment. Alice will soon discover that although he has had wrong ideas before, how sincere and rare his change is, and how precious it is for him to pursue Alice wholeheartedly and despite all obstacles.

As for that Alvin, he would definitely be dealt with severely by the proud Alice, and then resolutely abandoned by Alice.

Thinking of this, his whole body became more powerful, so he got out of bed happily and drank some water, which finally moistened his throat, and hurried back to bed, ready to finish reading this report happily, and then...

Then his face turned black, his heart ached, his nose was forgotten, and his eyes became red and swollen again.

He tore up the report violently again, and was so angry that he couldn't answer the next time, his eyes were so full of grievances that he was so smothered that he shed tears.

What the hell is that Alvin? After doing such a wrong thing, Alice just decided not to be with him, and then there was no punishment!

The document also said that Alvin was still working hard in various performances and was always ready to be loved by Alice again.

Aldridge felt that the sky was dark again, that everything was going wrong, and that everyone was going to fight against him.

But after being angry all night, and crying silently all night, the servants around him discovered that he had recovered from his illness.

The king, who seemed to be dying yesterday, quickly handled his official duties with a dark face, and urgently recruited people to explain a lot of things, then asked someone to pack his cosmetics and daily necessities, and resolutely planned to find Alice.

He felt that Alice was cheated, and he couldn't allow Alice to be cheated!

She can't be bullied!

He, who has always been hit, one day, because he was afraid of being cheated by Alice who hit him precisely, he went to protect Alice with anger. He didn't know that Alice had recollected it several times in the half a year since he left him. Beat his pleasure.

The author has something to say: Next, please watch the high-ranking (suspected) green tea vs. the former controlling scumbag now licking the dog.

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