I don't know it at the beginning, but I know it too late

"It turns out that from the beginning to the end, it was all my wishful thinking."

The crowd finally arrived at the day of the funeral. After packing up, they loaded Hua Ruoxue's coffin into the car, and the group set off for Huanyu Villa.

Because there was only one carriage, Mu Xiyun, Hua Li, and Lin Huanyu sat in the same carriage.Lin Moqing rode a horse alone.The atmosphere in the car at this moment suddenly seemed extremely awkward and depressing because of the accidents in recent years and the changes in the friendship between the three of them over the years.

The three of them chose not to speak tacitly along the way, and Hua Li was almost out of breath because of this.After finally arriving at the destination, he jumped out of the car impatiently, ignored everyone, and went straight to the Lin Family Ancestral Hall.

Mu Xiyun and Lin Huanyu got off the carriage slowly, Lin Huanyu straightened his clothes, ordered Zhuang Zhong's servants to unload the coffin, turned to Mu Xiyun and said: "This matter has nothing to do with you, go ahead and rest ! I'll ask the servant to lead you to the guest room."

Then he called a servant to lead him into the village.

He looked at Mu Xiyun's back and said to Lin Moqing, "Qing'er, the funeral is ready!"

Lin Moqing looked at everything in front of her in confusion and said, "Brother, isn't your name Hua Li? He's her brother!"

"No need." Then, he walked to the front of the line and set off.

Lin Moqing had no choice but to follow obediently.

After finishing everything, Lin Huanyu placed Hua Ruoxue's spirit plaque in the Lin family ancestral hall with a serious face, and several people went back to their room to rest after offering incense and kowtowing one by one.

When Hua Li walked out of the ancestral hall and disappeared at the door, Mu Xiyun stretched out his hand to grab Lin Huanyu, thought for a long time, and said, "Huanyu, I want...do me a favor..."

Looking at Mu Xiyun's sad face, Lin Huanyu probably guessed who this matter was about.But he still asked, "What's the matter?"

Mu Xiyun looked at him seriously, and said, "Try for me what Hua Li really thinks about me."

Although Lin Huanyu was a little hesitant when he heard the words, he still agreed. In order for Mu Xiyun to hear Hua Li's answer with his own ears, he let Mu Xiyun hide behind the screen.

After hearing this, Mu Xiyun readily agreed.

So Lin Huanyu called Hua Li to drink in his room that night. The two of them could drink equally, so Lin Huanyu's strategy of getting him drunk and asking the truth was naturally invalidated.He had no choice but to ask in a joking tone: "Master Hua, let me take the liberty to ask, what do you think of Xiyun after you have been with Xiyun for these years?"

After hearing this, Hua Li said without hesitation: "It's normal!"

Lin Huanyu hurriedly hit the iron while it was hot: "Then do you have feelings for him that go beyond friendship?"

Hua Li thought for a while, and immediately understood another meaning of Lin Huanyu's question!Immediately denied: "Of course not! I'm not Duanxiu! It's impossible for me to like him in my life!" After that, he got up and left.

Mu Xiyun behind the screen heard Hua Li's last answer, and walked out from behind the screen in a daze.Lin Huanyu wanted to come forward to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say.

I saw Mu Xiyun walking past him lightly, and said: "I'll go first."

When he reached the rockery, Hua Li looked at him from a distance, and he slowly walked in front of him, and it took him a long time before he said, "I heard what you said to Lin Huanyu just now."

"I know." After speaking, he suddenly pulled out Xunxuan and pointed at Mu Xiyun.

"My sister's death, is it your fault?!" The sharp tone, the decisive answer just now, and the aggressive attitude now.These have gradually made him feel disappointed in the person in front of him.He didn't want to open his mouth to argue, because at this moment he just wanted to escape and go back to Jingcheng Villa immediately. He didn't want to face Hua Li again. It turned out that these years were just his wishful thinking!It turned out that he had never liked himself, never been in love with himself!ridiculous!It turned out that I was so ridiculous!I have persisted for four years against a person who wholeheartedly regards himself as an enemy!

Seeing that he refused to speak for a long time, Hua Li said even more excitedly: "Don't use 'Wuxin' to prevaricate me! Mu Xiyun! Talk!"

The tip of the sword reached Mu Xiyun's throat, even so, he still refused to speak, as if he was determined to let Ren Huali kill him!

But Hua Li still didn't make a move in the end, he just slashed fiercely on him a few times, then threw Xun Xuan heavily on the ground, and said in a cold tone: "You go! This sword is only as if I will return it to you!" The kindness from back then, and your love for taking me in! Also, the death of my sister!"

"Slow!" Hua Li looked back at him, only to see that he bent down to pick up Xunxuan, pointed the tip of the sword that was still dripping blood at himself, and stabbed hard at his heart!Stretching his body forward slightly, he endured the pain and straightened his body back.After a while, blood flowed out from the corner of his mouth, and the clothes on his chest were already soaked with blood, he only heard him say: "This sword, let me pay you back for killing your father!"

"You!" He never expected Mu Xiyun to do this.He looked at the Xunxuan on Mu Xiyun's chest for a long time, and when he accidentally lowered his head, he happened to see the jade pendant on his waist. After taking a deep look, he turned away and ran away.

But Mu Xiyun said firmly behind him, saying every word: "From now on, you and I will never forgive each other!"

A few days later, Mu Xiyun brought Xun Xuan back to Jingcheng Villa with his still injured body!

When he returned to the villa, he locked himself in the room every day, refused to eat, and did not deal with anything in the village.I don't leave the room for a few days.

He took off the purple stone jade pendant from his waist, and carefully put it together with the money bag that Hua Li hadn't taken away back then.Wipe the Xunxuan sword carefully!Put it together with your old sword.Occasionally, when I go out of the room, I go to the orange groves in the back mountain with a bucket to water them and loosen the soil.Sit under the tree when you are tired, and then sit for an afternoon or a morning.I often go into the kitchen and make a few plates of orange meat crisps, but I just don’t eat them!Just put it on like that, but no one is allowed to move a piece!

Lin Huanyu, who returned to Jingcheng Villa with him, could no longer bear to see him like this!

Afterwards, he rode to Yichu on horseback and dragged Hua Li to Jingcheng Villa by force. It happened that Mu Xiyun went out to buy things in the town below the villa that day.So, he took Hua Li to look through the entire villa, as long as it was related to the traces of Hua Li and Mu Xiyun's past life, they went to the orange grove, to the back mountain, and then, Lin Huanyu looked at Hua Li, He said earnestly and earnestly: "Ask yourself, has Xiyun ever treated you badly these years, has he ever treated you badly? You said you have no father and lost your sister, but what about Mu Xiyun? Why didn't he lose his parents? You think he killed your father and your sister, so you try your best to break his heart and live up to his love for you. Let me ask you, why didn’t your father kill his father? He has no heart for you. Revenge? But how does he treat you? Knowing that you were poisoned, regardless of your life, you lost half of your martial arts to find the way for your sister. Even if your sister accidentally died while fetching medicine for you, how could he know that the beast can kill you? Appeared then?"

"The reason why he let your sister go is because he is afraid that you will know that he took the medicine, and you will lose your temper and refuse to take it! He knows that you hate him. He likes you from the beginning to the end! You don't like He is not a broken sleeve, so why did you give him a purple stone jade pendant in the first place! Create the illusion that you like him to make him happy!" After speaking, Lin Huanyu turned angrily and left, leaving only Hua Li standing on the spot.

Suddenly he called Lin Huanyu, and asked sullenly: "What is the meaning of the purple stone jade pendant? Can you tell me?" Lin Huanyu paused after hearing this, and said in a deep voice: "It's a gift from your Washington Palace to the one you like. People's token."

"So, he thought I liked him." Taking a step back, he murmured, "Yes! Yes! That's how it is!" Suddenly, a overwhelming sense of suffocation strangled him, thinking of Mu Xi Everything that Yun has done for him over the years, it turned out that he was always the one who was wrong!It turned out that after seeing these, the purse that was left behind but carefully placed by Mu Xiyun, the Xunxuan that was wiped spotless, and the orange tree that Mu Xiyun took good care of when he was willful back then.

Seeing Hua Li's absent-minded expression, Lin Huanyu left silently.

Today's Hua Li has no obsession, no hatred, but only endless regret.It turned out that I didn't know when I fell in love with him!