holy flame

"Samuel, I'm glad you're holding me, but your armor really hurts me." Julian moved. Although it was only light armor, it was also iron armor, and Samuel hugged him Being so tight is definitely not a comfortable thing.This is second, and more importantly, Julian will immediately throw this guy into a medical tent for treatment!

"Oh, sorry."

Samuel no longer hugged so tightly, but he wanted to hold Julian's hand desperately, as if he was afraid that he would get lost.Julian squeezed his hand: "Actually, you stole my lines." Looking at Samuel's doubtful blue eyes, Julian sighed and said, "Fortunately, you are fine, Samuel."

After finally making sure that they were at least alive, Samuel finally went to the medical tent.Healed by the priests, although most of the priests left the battlefield after the battle entered the melee stage, their consumption was only slightly less than that of the melee fighters.Now it is obviously impossible to use the powerful healing magic. Even a paladin like Samuel was sent back after temporarily stabilizing his injury.

Samuel didn't take it seriously, after all, the only troublesome thing on his body was two broken ribs, but the priests had already straightened his bones, so he just needed to rest in bed and wait for the priests to recover their divine power.However, Julian still had to take care of the other seriously wounded. It was not until night that he returned to the original officer's barracks where Samuel was assigned, and now the paladin dormitory with food.

Julian thought that Samuel was already asleep. He hesitated for 2 minutes between staying in his room to sleep and going to see Samuel, and then quietly opened the door of Samuel's room.As a result, the paladin's bright eyes in the dark startled him: "I thought you were asleep. Have you eaten yet? Are you still hungry? I got some bacon and butter and fried it for you."

"Captain Hadro sent meat porridge, I'm not hungry."

"Then you continue to rest."

"Julian."

"Ok?"

"Speak with me."

"...You are very tired and need to rest." In fact, Samuel's invitation was very attractive to Julian. Although in terms of time, the war only brought them a month of separation, but in fact They both went through a traumatic life-and-death separation - they're just thankful that both of them survived.But he still needed to talk to Samuel, to talk heart-to-heart, to stabilize his still unrelieved emotions.But it was precisely because Julian had personally experienced that war that he knew more and more how bad Samuel's physical and mental condition was now. What he needed now was not a man with a broken mouth, but a peaceful sleep.

But Samuel ignored his refusal, he moved his body, made half of the bed for Julian, and then patted the pillow that was also half empty: "Come here. Or I can go to your room."

Julian sighed weakly, and obediently climbed onto Samuel's bed. Before lying down, he bit the tip of Samuel's nose unwillingly. This guy is definitely his natural nemesis!

"Julian, I want to apologize to you." After Julian lay down, Samuel took his hand and said with some melancholy.

"Huh? Are you interested again?"

"What are you thinking?" Samuel rolled his eyes. "The thing I want to apologize for is that I think war is too easy. I thought I could get everything easily, but now it seems that it is very difficult."

"Why do you say that?"

"Do you know the tears of angels?"

"The kind of gemstone that can prolong human life? The gift of the Holy Spirit to devout believers? You..." Julian's eyes widened suddenly, and he knew what Samuel was thinking, "Could it be that you..."

"Yeah." Samuel held Julian's finger pointing at him, but there was an unspeakable fullness in the palm of his rough hand, and he couldn't hold back, he bowed his head and kissed the finger lightly, "I wanted to put that As a marriage proposal, I overestimated myself and underestimated war. What we experienced in Crowline cannot be compared with what we experienced last night. War is indeed dangerous and deadly."

Julian stroked Samuel's hair: "Samuel, you are always too desperate and too demanding of yourself, it's not bad to let yourself relax a bit. Besides, even if you have tears of angels, I won't be with you You are officially married."

"No, I don't mean to give up fighting for the angel's tears, but it may take longer." Samuel knew that his words had been misunderstood by Julian, but the latter sentence of not planning to get married made him immediately take The idea of ​​explaining his intentions had been thrown off his mind - he needed Julian to give him an explanation first! "We've made it this far, why aren't you going to marry me? I know you love me. Is it because of family or status?"

"I've already told you what my family is like. I've already left there, even Crowleyn. I've abandoned everything I once had. The only thing I care about now is you. Lorien, miracles will happen once every 100 years, but do you know which miracles will give angel tears? Unlike paladins who rely on their own efforts to break free from the shackles of the curse, angel tears do not belong to the world. Power against nature. I can't imagine how much credit you have to make and how much effort you have to put in to get that little thing."

"But I'll get it eventually."

"You will get what you want, I believe in this, but the giving and the reward are not equal?"

"Keeping you alive and being with me is the best reward."

"I..." Julian smiled, but his eyes were sore and sore, he rubbed his eyes weakly, the wetness on his fingers could not deceive anyone, "Samuel, falling in love with you is the most sensible thing I have done in my life One thing--though it's not a matter of reason. You're thinking of me, and I get that Samuel. But you deserve better, you deserve better. Samuel, don't Just stare at me, you should be able to see the men around the Knight of Wells, one is dead and the other is there. And you, both in mind and body, are much more beautiful and powerful than the Knight of Wales, you are the only one The one who is worse than him is young, so there will always be someone who loves you, even if one dies, there will be another one, or even more. You put all your heart and soul into it just for Angel Tears, just for me...it's not worth it."

In the dark, Julian couldn't see Samuel's eyes, and luckily he couldn't, so he could force himself to sit up from the bed, and then printed a kiss on Samuel's cheek: "Good night, Samuel. "

Samuel still didn't understand what happened until he heard the sound of Julian closing the door.

Since dating Julian, he has been working hard to feel love and become a qualified lover.He used to think he did it, especially today, he thought he should really fall in love with Julian.That kind of sadness, that kind of worry, that kind of ecstasy full of warmth after seeing Samuel who is safe-he likes this feeling, so he wants to keep this relationship for a long time.But Julian told him that he was wrong?

So is the feeling he feels wrong, or is something wrong?

Moreover, Samuel also had the urge to rush into Julian's room and beat him up, but he felt that he, an ignorant guy, did something wrong, how could he beat Julian.He stared wide-eyed at the ceiling and his head was like a mess of porridge, and finally he could only decide to ask Wells the next day, the only paladin that Julian mentioned.

Although he is not a lively person, Wells was still very happy to receive Samuel on the second day. In this dangerous and unfamiliar place, the connection between the paladins was virtually drawn closer a lot.

After listening to Samuel's retelling, Wells smiled bitterly: "You have a good lover, Samuel."

"I know."

"From my personal experience...I suggest you listen to him, and don't wait for him to die, but find more lovers while he is alive. Men and women are fine."

"Uh... can you tell me why?"

"Unless you die in battle, you will have a long life, little guy." Wells didn't answer immediately, but walked aside and bought himself a glass of wine, "You can take the angel's tears as a part of your life The goal, but how long will it take you to get it? 20 years? 30 years? Maybe your lover can wait, but if it is 200 years, 300 years? Self-confidence is good, but not all things that are self-confident can be achieved. If you will A lot of love is poured into someone, but when you lose someone, believe me, the pain is enough to drive you crazy... So, spread your love, so that your heart will only be broken in one piece, and Not dead whole."—