past star

Xue Xun has always been very patient, this is the first time he found that waiting is such an annoying thing.

The number rang for a long time before getting connected.

"Hello, I'm Wen Yanyu, who is it?" The background voice was slightly noisy.

"I'm Xue Xun."

After a pause of about two seconds, Wen Yanyu's voice came: "You were not in China before, so I asked Lu Yuan to raise the cat, and you can ask him to get it."

"Where are you now?"

"Outside." There was a woman's voice, which was indistinct.

Xue Xun's voice unexpectedly calmed down: "You are next to that... supporting actress?"

"Yes." Wen Yanyu felt guilty for some reason when he admitted it.

Earlier, Lin Qianyun mentioned travel plans, and Lin Qianyun happened to pick up a female supporting role in a TV series, and she was filming in Lijiang, so she invited him to go with her.

Wen Yanyu didn't intend to accompany others, but he has always been not very good at rejecting women.

Perhaps, there is also a little evasive factor in selfishness.

"Are you in love?"

"No, it's just on the way. Is there anything else?"

With a cold and perfunctory tone, Wen Yanyu expected that Xue Xun would be angry, or ask him a few sarcasm, or just hang up the phone, and then there would be no further contact.

Unexpectedly, Xue Xun just said lightly: "Wen Yanyu, I'm very sad."

Wen Yanyu didn't even think about how to answer for a while, so he heard Xue Xun continue.

"You also know that I just came back from filming and I'm very tired. I want to see you. You went out of town. Indeed, I have no right to accuse you of anything wrong, but you can wait for me to come back before leaving, can't you? Ken told me his phone number, but he told Lu Yuan, this is your freedom, but... and, I don't want to say any more..."

"...Believe it or not, I said this for the last time, Wen Yanyu, I really like you, very seriously."

Xue Xun's voice was extremely low, as if he was suppressing something.

When Wen Yanyu and Xue Xun were together, they mostly saw each other's domineering and high-profile appearance.

This was the first time he saw Xue Xun being so weak... even a little humble.

Whose heart is not made of human flesh, Wen Yanyu seriously believed that maybe Xue Xun really liked him, not teasing, joking, or just a whim.

Otherwise, how could such an arrogant person speak in such a low profile?

After hesitating for a while, Wen Yanyu took the phone and walked to a secluded corner.

"Xue Xun, how much do you know about my father?"

"I didn't pay attention to it. Most of it was heard in the circle that year. Your father seemed to have fallen in love with a man. Later, the man was forced by the family to marry, and your father..."

"My father, in order to take revenge on the other party, infected HIV through blood, and then passed it on to that man. The virus was latent in his body for less than two years, and he consumed his body to death. Until the end, I I took care of him with my own hands. And my mother smoked drugs and smoked because of grief, and soon contracted lung cancer and died.”

Wen Yanyu spoke very calmly, and Xue Xun regretted it for a moment.

"...So you can't accept a man's feelings?"

"...Are you straight?"

Wen Yanyu chuckled: "No, I'm crooked. But when I think of being with a man, my father's image will flash in my mind. I can't accept that I am with a man. It's too sinful. However, I don't intend to be with a woman either, I... don't want to hurt anyone. "

"What's more, you are too dazzling. I just want to live my life in peace."

"Xue Xun, forget about me."

What could be more difficult than doing an unsolvable multiple-choice question.

Even if he is willing to speak out this kind of family ugliness, Wen Yanyu is not looking for an excuse, it is the truth.

If it was for other reasons, Xue Xun could still think of a way, but this one...was so heavy that Xue Xun didn't even dare to force it.

Wen Yanyu can say it lightly now, but he doesn't know how painful and embarrassing it would have been a few years ago.

If one survives alone, it's no wonder that he rejects the approach of others so much.

This current temperament, which is so calm that the water is not in the water, is probably gradually tempered in such days and nights.

A pain suddenly flashed in Xue Xun's heart.

Why, he obviously knew Wen Yanyu's name a long time ago, why didn't he know him at that time?

If we knew each other at that time, would it be possible to save this person's loneliness?

"Xue Xun..."

Xue Xun regained his senses, with a helpless tone like a wry smile: "Wen Yanyu, I still can't forget it now. It doesn't matter if you can't accept me, then, can we be friends, just like you and Xiaoyuan? friend?"

Xue Xun suddenly remembered a line from the new album.

The ravine that you cruelly drew\I retreated again and again\until there was nowhere to go

Wen Yanyu opened his mouth, but the words of refusal stopped at the corner of his mouth, unable to utter.

a long time.

"……it is good."

The sales of the new album exceeded 200 million, Jingcheng Entertainment specially held a grand celebration party.

The gold medal host Jiaqi presided over it. Many well-known record companies and distribution companies attended the celebration. Dozens of fans gave gifts and posed for photos and sang together. It was very lively.

Taking advantage of the trend, the company also invited the newcomer Ling Qianmo to sing.

It is said that the newcomer has just returned from studying music abroad. He looks like a popular young boy, and also has a fresh and cool voice. He has all the conditions to become popular, so he signed a long-term contract.

However, I...

"Senior Xue, I am Ling Qianmo."

"Is something wrong?"

The newcomer hooked the corners of his mouth, smiling confidently and conceitedly: "Give me two years, and I will definitely be able to surpass you in singing in two years."

Xue Xun pressed his shoulders and smiled: "Maybe in another ten years, you may not be able to catch up with my current footsteps."

The calm smile makes the pressure rise sharply.

Every year, there will be such newcomers who like to provoke and don't know how to live or die.

Every year, there will be people who rely on various means to get to the top, and do whatever they can to become famous.

Every year someone is refrigerated, or slowly forgotten.

Xue Xun asked his assistant to find Wen Yanyu's works over the years to know the real reason for his passing.

Winning the best newcomer that year, Wen Yanyu took on several youth dramas, and even released an album through a TV tape. In that era when an album could sell hundreds of thousands of copies, Xiaohong was once Bundle.

However, it didn't take long before Wen Yanyu started to take on movies crazily, no matter what kind of movie he would shoot one after another as long as the pay was decent.

This kind of shooting with quantity but no quality is the most criticized, and the praise accumulated in the early stage is also exhausted.

After that period passed, there was a longer window period.

Not accepting movies, TV dramas, or even advertisements, it's like disappearing from the world.

It was three years later that he appeared on the screen again, the male supporting role of a second-rate TV series.

Then it was nearly half a year of depression before accepting new dramas.

The showbiz belongs to all industries, and countless artists can be eliminated in a few months. Wen Yanyu's approach is undoubtedly self-destructive.

Xue Xun has no doubt whether Wen Yanyu likes acting. The works he has taken on before can already be listed as a long list. For these, he has devoted his entire childhood life and entire student life. What is it like to like this? Will choose to give up under the mood.

I would rather be willing to sink into poverty and live in poverty than to return to the spotlight.

Those who have not experienced it will probably never be able to imagine it.

Just like now, if someone asks Xue Xun to give up acting and singing, give up the high-profile identity, and live a life of worrying about mortgage and car loan family life every day, it is probably beyond his imagination.