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"It is theoretically possible to leave the hospital tomorrow, but Mr. Wen's body has not been recuperated for a long time. In the future, he still needs to pay attention to work and rest, and not work too hard."

Xue Xun nodded and completed the discharge procedures.

Back in the ward, Wen Yanyu was standing in front of the window of the ward reciting his lines, with his head down, his back was a little lonely.

"We'll rush back to the set tomorrow morning, are you sure you're okay?"

Wen Yanyu turned around and put down the script, "I'm fine now, I wouldn't be tired after taking a rest."

Xue Xun said seemingly unintentionally: "Also, there will be an assistant assigned to you tomorrow morning."

"assistant?"

"Your agent came here, I talked to her, and she agreed to transfer you to Jingcheng Entertainment. So, this is assigned to you by the company."

After finishing speaking, Xue Xun thought that Wen Yanyu would be surprised and question or something, but Wen Yanyu just looked at him and said "oh" lightly.

Xue Xun walked over to take Wen Yanyu's script, and marked it with a black ink pen.

Shaking the script, Xue Xun smiled at Wen Yanyu: "It's okay anyway, I can play with you."

Li Yu and Zhao Kuangyin's scenes are mostly in the later stage, and they are all dialogues with strong emotional fluctuations, which are also one of the most challenging parts of the whole play.

The lines are naturally memorized, and soon the two entered roles in the ward.

Wen Yanyu stood upright, with his hands folded between his sleeves, with a sleepy expression: "One is the founder of the country who is wise and wise, and the other is a subjugated coward who is under the rank of criminals. Why do you need to avoid people's eyes and ears?"

Xue Xun's expression also changed at that moment, and the same facial features exuded a completely different aura from just now.

The eyebrows are slightly condensed, showing an undeniable domineering air.

His voice also seemed to be more vigorous: "Li Yu... I have been waiting for this day for a long time, and you are finally here. I want to ask you, you killed the good general Lin Renzhao by mistake, because you were not benevolent, and you forced the loyal minister Pan You to death. Zhi, you are afraid of death and dare not come to court, forcing me to go to war, it is unrighteous, this unkind, unrighteous and unwise person, do you think I should kill you?"

Wen Yanyu raised his eyelids slightly, as if he didn't realize it.

"If you want to add a crime, you can't worry about it."

After a moment of silence, Wen Yanyu raised his eyes, and his pale pupils slowly looked directly at Xue Xun.

"As an emperor, I, Li Yu, are indeed not as good as you, but you designed to frame me to lure me to kill Zhongliang by mistake. I don't know what you want, but I don't think it's dirty if you win like this? You keep saying that you punish me because I don't obey the imperial edict. Yes Is that so? Or because no one else is allowed to snore next to the couch!"

Xue Xun gradually smiled, with a sneer in his smile: "Li Yu, do you know why you are inferior to me? That's it. You are a literati, and you have too many things to worry about. But I am different, what I want to do is to unify All over the world, as long as the people of Li are saved from the suffering of conquest, people will respect you as a virtuous king, and no one will care about the righteousness of the world. I have no rivals for you in terms of poetry, poetry, and Fu, but now, you are my prisoner.

Obviously Xue Xun was only reading the lines, but Wen Yanyu actually felt a little shame from it.

The shame of a subjugated country being ridiculed by the invaders.

The shame of the loser being laughed at by the winner.

For some reason, the few bones that were worn away by time rushed to the brain for a while.

It's not that I can't act well, it's not that I can't play wonderful roles, I'm not a waste that drags down the crew, I'm just, I'm just...

Unable to justify the painful struggle revealed from the eyes, and the resentful eyes were dyed with all kinds of intense emotions, as if they couldn't bear it, it was simply radiant.

Xue Xun was stunned for a few seconds, and almost forgot his lines.

"Why look at me with such eyes. Li Yu, aren't you proficient in poetry and prose, and have outstanding literary talent, then write a poem based on your current state of mind."

Wen Yanyu closed his eyes slightly to cover up the shame that overwhelmed people.

After a long time, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and slowly chanted: "...For 40 years, my homeland has been surrounded by mountains and rivers of three thousand miles. Fengge, Dragon Tower and Han Dynasty, and Qiongzhi Yushu are used as tobacco. I have never known fighting. Once I became a subject , sinking waist and pan temples to wear away. The most panic-stricken day of leaving the temple, the church still plays a farewell song, and weeps to the maid..."

"...Your Majesty will win the world immediately, expand the territory with a sharp sword, and hold a sword in your hand. The criminals don't have this ability. I can't fight for the world immediately. Now that the country is dead and there is nothing left, I will admit defeat, no matter what. How badly I lost, at least I tried my best, I am not a fool, I will not back down... At least, I still have a pen in my hand... After a hundred years of Song Dynasty, maybe my life will last forever with it... ..."

Such lines made the atmosphere between Xue Xun and Wen Yan somewhat dull.

Xue Xun put down the script, patted Wen Yanyu on the shoulder, "Okay, let's go here first, and go to bed early." He said and walked to the bed next door.

"and many more……"

Hearing Wen Yanyu's voice, Xue Xun turned his head.

Before he could see it clearly, he noticed that Wen Yanyu suddenly walked up quickly, and put his lips on his.

Xue Xun froze, his body reacted in front of his brain, and he embraced Wen Yanyu, deepening the kiss.

I have been suppressed for too long, and I can hardly hold myself.

Taking advantage of the situation and wrapping his arms around Wen Yanyu's waist, Xue Xun pressed him tightly against the wall, kissing like a beast.

In the quiet ward, the entangled voice of lips and teeth made one's heart palpitate.

The tight lips were hot, and Xue Xun used such force that it seemed to swallow Wen Yanyu.

It was obviously such an intense kiss, but it was vaguely gentle to the point of pity and caution.

The next thing seemed to be a matter of course, Xue Xun's nimble fingers climbed the buttons of Wen Yanyu's shirt, one button and two buttons, the clean collarbone and fair skin exuded a seductive smell.

Wen Yanyu, who was enduring the kiss, froze.

Xue Xun froze, he really wanted to convince himself to ignore it, but once his mind cleared up, he couldn't pretend to be confused anymore.

Reluctantly ending the long kiss, he pulled Wen Yanyu's hand and let go at the same time.

Xue Xuncai asked hoarsely as if he had recovered his voice, "Why?"

Wen Yanyu leaned against the wall, panting slightly with his head tilted, his cheeks flushed red because of the intense kiss, his light-colored lips were also a little red and swollen from the sucking, a large piece of tight skin was exposed in the open collar of his shirt. One does not stimulate Xue Xun's nerves.

However, the hotter the body, the colder the heart.

Wen Yanyu's initiative was almost something that Xue Xun had never thought about, but it happened at the wrong time, instead of making him feel excited, it was replaced by a deep anxiety and heartache.

"Don't you like me?"

Wen Yanyu turned his head to look at Xue Xun, and smiled quietly, with a lonely light flowing in his amber eyes.

"I won't resist, why don't I continue?"

Lowering his head, his slender fingers continued down the position where he had just unbuttoned his shirt.

Xue Xun closed his eyes, frowned and pressed Wen Yanyu's unbuttoned hand, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

"Enough. Wen Yanyu, what do you mean? Do you think that I like you, treat you well, just to sleep with you? If it's just because of this, I can't find anyone who is more beautiful and obedient than you." Yes, why waste so much time with you?"

Wen Yanyu put down his hands and replied, "I know."

"Then why do you want to...?"

"...I can't give you anything else."

In an instant, Xue Xun understood.

Wen Yanyu was paying back, because he couldn't reciprocate his feelings, so he would rather sleep with him.

Xue Xun should be angry when he treats his feelings like this, but at this moment, he only feels heartache.

For himself, even Wen Yanyu.

"Wen Yanyu, are you insulting me by doing this, or... insulting yourself?"

Xue Xun raised his fingers, and his beautiful knuckles slid across Wen Yanyu's profile, his voice was tired.

"I will do some things without your telling me, but that doesn't mean you have any requirements for loving me. Everything I do is voluntary, and you don't need to feel guilty or anything."

The foolish explanation made Xue Xun feel even more irritated.

Sliding his fingers to the collar of his shirt, Xue Xun lowered his head and fastened back the buttons he had untied one by one.

Kissing Wen Yanyu's forehead hair, concealing the gloom in his eyes, and curled his mouth into a smile: "I will wait until you are willing. Now, don't think too much, go to bed early."

Let go of Wen Yanyu, Xue Xun turned and went to the next bed to sleep.

With his back to the wall, Wen Yanyu covered his lips with the back of his hand, his eyes blank.

The ward with the curtains drawn was brightly lit, and from Wen Yanyu's perspective, only Xue Xun's back half covered with blankets could be seen.

There was only one aisle away, and he was forced into an infinite distance by himself.

It wasn't a good experience in the hospital, but Xue Xun still stayed with him, even though he knew he couldn't respond to anything.

Xue Xun told him not to care, but how could he do it?

Why should you be so nice to him?

For eight years, he has gotten used to living alone.

What he has learned the most is to be grateful. He understands that no one in this world will treat you well for no reason except his parents. He can no longer enjoy the goodness of another person with peace of mind. He can't give it.

She can accept Xue Xun's hug, but cannot accept his love.

Obviously it is a love that cannot be blessed, why can Xue Xun speak so confidently?

What I envy is only his acting skills.

Father, can you give me a little bit of your courage so that I have the energy to make choices.