past star

"Ah, I think I said it." Lu Yuan thought for a while, took out his phone and walked to the balcony, "Forget it, I'd better tell him again."

After calling for a while, Lu Yuan came in waving his mobile phone, "Yanyu, wait a minute, Ah Xun said he would come over later."

"He... came?"

"I'm also wondering why he can't hold the cat. Why did he come here? Oh, don't worry about it, just wait for him."

Wen Yanyu lowered his head again to check the things that should be prepared.

But his thoughts gradually drifted away. At first he thought that Xue Xun asked him to sign the contract for that, and there was no difference, but within a few days the difference became apparent.

Xue Xun's agent named Amy came to meet him on the set the next day, and he brought a tea drink advertising contract on the spot, followed by a variety show announcement from a well-known radio station, a guest role in a TV series, etc. .

In just a few weeks, he earned several times his past money.

After being surprised, Wen Yanyu thought of more, such as Yu Sheng, for an actor who eats youth food, no matter how good his acting skills are, he has to obey his old age when he is 40 or [-] years old. After all, the protagonists of movies and TV shows are mainly young people.

It is not an exaggeration to say anything when you are young, and you still have unlimited youth to squander. When you get old, your thoughts become more realistic, and you have more than enough energy to fight hard.

All he wants to do is live a good life.

No worries about food and clothing, living in an old house, keeping a pet, and traveling far away occasionally, that's all.

He is not afraid of growing old alone, he is only afraid of watching loss.When a person has nothing, at least he no longer has the anxiety of losing.

Homosexuality is sinful and fruitless.

He took it for granted.

Xue Xun arrived very quickly, and after a brief greeting, he prepared to give the cat away.

Lu Yuan and Wen Yanyu hugged the cat, Xue Xun put the sundries into the trunk, Wen Yanyu hesitated for a moment when getting into which car, and sat in Lu Yuan's co-driver, Xue Xun glanced at Wen Yanyu, but there was nothing explain.

Two cars, one in front and one in the back, drove to the villa area without accident. It was already night, the street lights in the community were lit up, and the huge fountain pool was illuminated by colorful lights inside the pool wall. The dim light is the silence without human habitation.

After getting out of the car, Lu Yuan knocked on the door first.

Wen Yanyu went to the back seat to pick up Ah Hui who was lying down, and Xue Xun followed behind him carrying the sundry box.

"Wen Yanyu, are you going back to the set at night or tomorrow morning?"

"...tonight."

"That's right on the way, and I'm going back at night."

"It's too troublesome. I'll just take a taxi back at night."

"No trouble." Xue Xun's voice was flat and gentle, "It's not easy to take a taxi at night, and I'm just dropping by, so don't feel embarrassed."

At this moment, the entrance of the villa could be seen from a distance, Lu Yuan was talking to a tall man, looking excited, the man just bowed his head and listened, nodding from time to time.

It seems that the relationship between Lu Yuan and his second uncle is really good, Wen Yanyu thought to himself, they should be able to take good care of the cats.

But for some reason, Wen Yanyu always felt a little inexplicably flustered while holding Ah Hui.

The closer you get, the more flustered you become.

Walking in front of him, Lu Yuan hurriedly introduced to Wen Yanyu with his head sideways: "This is my second uncle, Lu Chengchuan, and Ah Xun also knows him, just call him Uncle Chuan."

The bad feeling is getting stronger.

The man turned his head slowly, as if in slow motion, the thin side face, flirtatious lips, and passionate peach blossom eyes flashed one by one.

Wen Yanyu was stunned on the spot.

The appearance that should have been considered unfamiliar has already been engraved deep in Wen Yanyu's mind.

There is a voice in my head shouting, it is this person!

Wen Yanyu ignored the hand extended by the other party.

With extreme difficulty, he uttered a sentence in a cold tone that he had never done before: "Why are you not dead yet?"

As soon as this sentence was said, everyone was stunned.

The man with facial features who looked only about forty frowned and stared at him for a while.

Wen Yanyu also looked back.

He couldn't see clearly under the streetlight, but he was sure.

He only saw this man once in front of his father's tombstone. It was his father's memorial day the following year. He was wearing a black suit, and he only put a bunch of mixed-color chrysanthemums far away, and then boarded the car and left.

Wen Yanyu ran after the car for a long, long way, but could only see the black car driving farther and farther until it was out of sight.

He ran back to his father's tombstone, slammed the flowers to the ground, and crushed them with his heels.

Then, he knelt on the ground and cried for a long time.

Only afterwards did he know that the name of the flower was zinnia.

The language of flowers is, I will never lose my love.

But he couldn't be moved. Could it be that everything his father gave was only worth a bunch of flowers? He didn't even want to take another look at it.

Wen Yanyu originally thought that the man had died a long time ago, but now seeing him alive and well, the hatred welling up in his body could not be suppressed at that moment.

For his father, but also for himself.

It's not worth it, it's really not worth it, for such a person, he abandoned his wife and children, ruined himself, died of a serious illness, father, I'm really not worth it for you.

After reacting, Lu Yuan pulled Wen Yanyu over in shock: "Yanyu, what are you talking about? Second Uncle, don't give birth..."

Lu Chengchuan seemed to have recovered, waved his hand to stop Lu Yuan's voice, stared straight at Wen Yanyu without blinking, and asked tremblingly, "Are you... his son?"

Wen Yanyu did not answer, but stared deeply at the man, and repeated again, coldly and resentfully: "My father is already dead, why are you still alive?"

There's more that didn't blurt out.

Why can you live like this without any guilt?

Why do my parents, my family have to bear these?

But Wen Yanyu just wanted to ask this now.

Lu Chengchuan didn't seem to hear what he was saying, and slowly stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch Wen Yanyu.

Wen Yanyu mercilessly waved open the man's hand.

Lu Yuan, who was as slow as Lu Yuan, felt something was wrong at this moment, Xue Xun had already put down the things in his hand, quietly looked at the strange Wen Yanyu, without saying a word.

The light in Lu Chengchuan's eyes dimmed, but he still squeezed out an unattractive smile.

"I'm sorry, although this sentence is probably really a long time late."

"What's the use of apologizing? My father has been waiting for you below for nearly seven years!" Wen Yanyu pressed his chest with one hand, and said almost growling, "Aren't you in love? That's how you treat his feelings? Yes Don't you think that everything is his own fault, and you can forget about him when he dies, and find a woman to have a baby and live a good life?"

"No, it's not!" The man who was calm just now showed a trace of panic.

"What kind of love between men and men? There is no such thing in this world! My mother died the second year after my father died, but what about you? You said it so nicely, and it's not just for fun...!"

A loud drink interrupted Wen Yanyu's words: "Shut up!"

Wen Yanyu looked at the man who had been gentle and forbearing in surprise, and said in a deep voice after interrupting him: "No, for Wen Yue, I never thought of just playing around, I really love him, love him very much I really don't have the guts of your father who doesn't care about anything. His character is too straight and ruthless, and he can't tolerate a little bit of sand in his eyes. That's why after knowing that I'm engaged without telling him... But, I'm a man, and I have what I want I can't just die like this, not to mention, Wen Yue doesn't necessarily want me to die with him..."

"how come……"

Lu Chengchuan smiled lightly, but there was an indescribable bitterness in his smile: "AIDS doesn't mean you die immediately after being infected. The average incubation period is 2-10 years. If your father really wants me to die, there are many more simple ways than this, even more so." I don’t need to be buried with myself. He just wants me to live in guilt, pain, and worry for the rest of my life. Moreover, I can’t find another person to forget him in my life.”

"With your father's temperament, I am not qualified to go down with him. What he hates most is betrayal, and we were already in too deep at that time."

Wen Yanyu wants to refute, this is just an excuse you want to make for yourself.

However, when he met the man's eyes that were supposed to be affectionate and seductive, his reason told him that what this man said was true.

There was already a dead silence in those eyes.

Just like the wilderness that has been barren for thousands of years, there will never be flowers in full bloom again.

The author has something to say: I forgot to explain some things:

In fact, Xiaowen's parents have divorced. In order not to let Xiaowen find out and because he is a public figure, he has not announced it.

I wrote before that Xiaowen thanked his father for pretending a happy life for him for many years.

As for whether Uncle Lu should be hated or not, it depends on which angle one looks at, some things are acceptable intellectually but unbearable emotionally.

What happened back then, I have time to write a side story to explain it...