past star

Sleeping soundly, it has been a long time since I slept so deeply.

In the dream, I saw my father with an enviable appearance ten years ago, with a gentle smile, ruffling his hair, pinching his face, sitting down beside him on the floor, talking about things he was interested in about acting, and accompanying him to recruit The cast of the child star auditioned, and he took him out of public places without any shyness, proudly saying that he was his Wen Yue's son.

Still the generous and dependable father in memory.

Unknowingly, the hatred that was full of him was no longer so strong, and what was left was only being at a loss.

After so many years, what has stuck in his heart is his disdain for his father's love, and his incomprehension of the past. He was not a person who is easy to hold grudges, but he hated it for too long, and the residual shadow made him unable to completely let go.

Ask yourself, what is it that he himself hates?

Is it the father, is it Lu Chengchuan, is it the homosexuality, is it the society?

No, what he hated was actually the pain of being abandoned.

Being let go, abandoned by his parents, ruined his proud family, but he forgot that he was already eighteen at that time, even his parents had the freedom to choose, no one was obliged to accommodate him all the time, he was not enough strong.

Early the next morning, Wen Yanyu ran away without even having time to ask the cats, but his intuition told him that Lu Chengchuan would treat those cats well, so he wasn't worried.

Putting down the water bottle, Chen Yi beside him took out his PDA and told Wen Yanyu.

"Brother Yu, are you going back now? Sister Amy said that there is an announcement for a magazine graphic model tonight."

"Ah."

Taking advantage of the strong cast of "Junchen" and the strong media publicity, a few promotional photos of Wen Yanyu were inserted during several media visits, and at the same time, he took commercials, graphic models, etc. After a few weeks, he walked on the road alone Sometimes it is recognized.

When we arrived at the shooting location, the camera was still being adjusted. In the workshop, the make-up artist was applying makeup to Wen Yanyu. On the table was the latest entertainment magazine, with several huge red letters on the cover.

Wen Yanyu squinted and saw the three words on the far side: homosexuality.

With a heartbeat, he pulled out the magazine, and what caught his eyes was Xue Xun's eye-catching face, surrounded by an arrogant and beautiful boy who was no stranger to him. The atmosphere captured by the camera under the night was very subtle, and the background was Xue Xun's villa. Added a bit of ambiguity.

Xue Xun and his fellow disciples broke their backs and went to the villa to celebrate their birthday at night.

The news described the clues of that night in detail, as if they were on the scene, and dug up all the cooperation experiences of the two, and tried their best to fabricate them.

Wen Yanyu naturally knew that the story was false, but he felt a little uneasy when he thought that Xue Xun hadn't shown up for several days.

He really wanted to go to Xue Xun's birthday, and he had a headache for giving gifts. Xue Xun didn't lack anything, and everything he gave was shabby. In the end, he borrowed the bakery's cake room to make a cake.

Seeing such a scene at the door of Xue Xun's house really surprised him, and his subtle emotions flashed.

It's not that Xue Xun hates the other party, why would he?

But it has nothing to do with him anyway, Wen Yanyu originally wanted to leave directly, but a voice in his heart said, read on.

Sure enough, Xue Xun mercilessly pushed the other party away and slammed into the car door.

At that moment, the feeling that surfaced in my heart is hard to describe.

A few simple sets of summer clothes were displayed, and the shooting was finished soon.

When I went to the set the next day, I still didn't see Xue Xun.

Passing by the newsstand at night, I found that the large pages had been removed, but there were still a lot of gossip. Xue Xun did not respond. In fact, Xue Xun seemed to have disappeared these days.

On the contrary, Ling Qianmo issued a statement, saying that he was just sending Xue Xun home. The media flocked to interview him and tried his best to make stereotypes, but the effect was minimal. However, there was news from the record store that the sales of Ling Qianmo's first album had increased significantly in the past few days.

Wen Yanyu thought, is this hype?

However, if Xue Xun came forward in person, the effect would be better, no matter what Ling Qianmo is, he is just a newcomer, and his reputation and status are far inferior to Xue Xun.

Wen Yanyu didn't know why he paid attention to this matter, some actions were almost subconscious.

Even when receiving Lu Yuan's call, Wen Yanyu felt relieved.

"Yanyu, can you come and do me a favor? Ah Xun stayed at my house while I was away from work, and that horrible woman Amy almost blew up my phone. No matter what I said, Ah Xun refused to leave. I There is no way to persuade him now, can you let him go back to work quickly. It is not the first time he has been scolded by the boss, why is he so fragile this time... Ah, I am going to die, my brother is coming, bye. "

Take a taxi to Lu Yuan's house and find the apartment number.

After knocking on the door for a while, there was no answer, but there was a light in the window.

Wen Yanyu stood at the door and waited, ringing the doorbell from time to time, the intervals getting shorter and shorter.

After maybe 3 minutes, maybe 10 minutes, the faint sound of footsteps came through the crack of the door.

The moment he stood still, Wen Yanyu was a little at a loss.

Before opening the door, he took a step back.

It's not turned on, with a dull, hoarse voice.

"The owner of this house is not here, I am staying here temporarily."

Wen Yanyu hesitated for a moment, and said, "Xue Xun, it's me."

The door opened at an unimaginable speed, Xue Xun stood in the room, looking at him with surprise mixed with joy.

Obviously just after taking a shower, Xue Xunguang was naked from the upper body, with a bath towel on his waist, and his hair was wet, dripping water.

"You, why are you here?"

"Lu Yuan, please..."

"Come in and talk."

Xue Xun grabbed the dry towel in the bathroom and hastily wiped his half-wet hair, then turned into the guest room, changed into loose home clothes for a while and came out.

Wen Yanyu followed in and closed the door behind him.

"Xue Xun, Lu Yuan told me that Amy has been looking for you to come back to work, you..."

Xue Xun sat on the sofa, with his arms around his waist, his expression of joy was gone: "I've been working for so long, it's time for me to take a vacation."

"It's better for you to talk to Sister Amy."

"I don't want to go." Xue Xun returned quickly.

Wen Yanyu looked at Xue Xun with a little confusion: "Are you... self-willed?"

Xue Xun grinned: "Well."

With a listless tone, Wen Yanyu realized that Xue Xun's complexion was very bad, and his expression seemed to be enduring something.

"Xue Xun, are you sick?"

Xue Xun's back was completely arched, and his answering voice became lower and lower: "I don't know, it's just a little stomachache...Damn, it didn't hurt like this just now."

Wen Yanyu bent down and looked at Xue Xun who was frowning in pain: "What have you eaten these two days, are you still suffering from a cold..."

"...just drank some beer and didn't eat anything..."

"You've been drinking on an empty stomach?" Wen Yanyu immediately took out his phone, his voice tinged with anxiety, "Wait a minute, I'll ask someone to take you to the hospital."

Xue Xun shook his head: "No need, Xiaoyuan has stomach medicine here, in the medicine box in the kitchen cabinet. I'll be fine after taking a little."

"I'll get it, you wait."

Xue Xun tilted his head, his slender eyes were half-closed because of the pain, and Wen Yanyu was looking through the cabinets in the kitchen in his blurred vision.My heart, which was almost desperate on the night of my birthday, started beating for some reason, and the pain didn't seem so unbearable.

Taking medicine and drinking water with Wen Yanyu's hand, the warm palm gently massaged the stomach, and the stomach cavity became warm.

After kneading for a while, Wen Yanyu went to the kitchen to cook fine rice porridge, lighted it with sesame oil, and it was fragrant. His empty and feeble stomach had some appetite. After eating half a bowl, the stomach pain was no longer so bad.

Wen Yanyu also found out, and helped Xue Xun into the bedroom. The TV in the bedroom was still on, and half of the video was on the screen, and it was frozen in his close-up.

It can be regarded as an early work, and the facial features are still young.

Sighing and turning off the TV, and telling Xue Xun to remember to eat and go back to work early, Wen Yanyu was about to leave.

Before leaving the bed, Xue Xun sat up with force: "Wen Yanyu..."

"?"

"Ling Qianmo and I just had a misunderstanding that day, I..."

"I know."

"you know?"

Wen Yanyu nodded silently, without any special expression.

"Then you, can you not go?"

Xue Xun fell back on the bed, probably because of his illness, his voice became more and more imposing, with a faint childish air, "I know that you can't accept homosexuality and it's troublesome, and I also know that I said I won't force you, but, Wen Yanyu, I don't either. I know why I can't let go... If I'm really a burden to you, I will try to forget you gradually... But now... I don't know what I'm talking about, can you not leave now... "

"I... know." After a pause, "I won't go."