past star

The weather was still cold, and there was a thin layer of fog on the windows, and the air-conditioned room was much warmer.

Wen Yanyu made hot tea in the kitchen, brought it out and handed it to Xue Yan.

The faint tea fragrance is dense, holding the cup in hand, and the warm breath warms to the bottom of my heart.

Xue Yan lowered her head slightly, still a little apprehensive.

"arts……"

Wen Yanyu also sat on the other side of the sofa holding a teacup, with a slight smile on his lips and soft eyes.

"Just call me Wen Yanyu, there is no need to call me Mr. Wen."

Hearing the gentle voice, Xue Yan gradually calmed down.

She began to understand why her brother fell in love with this man. The breath that had accumulated over time was quiet and tender. Just staying by this man's side made her feel at ease.

A trace of unbearableness flashed in her eyes, Xue Yan continued: "Wen...Wen Yanyu, my mother is sick, you know."

Wen Yanyu nodded: "Well, I know, Xue Xun told me."

"My mother may pass away soon..." Xue Yan said more and more quickly, "Her only wish is to watch my brother get married now. My mother liked Sister Dai Qi very much before, but now she is sick, Sister Dai Qi And visit her often. So I thought, I thought..."

After a moment's delay, Wen Yanyu said slowly: "I know."

"Then...you and my brother...I know this is cruel to you, but I really can't bear to disappoint my mother..."

After being silent for a while, Wen Yanyu still smiled lightly and repeated: "I know."

The mist from the tea water rose, and Wen Yanyu's eyes were hidden behind the mist, unable to distinguish the color.

-

When Xue Xun called, Wen Yanyu had already packed everything. He wanted to call, but he didn't expect Xue Xun to call first.

Quietly listening to the confident and firm voice as always, Wen Yanyu smiled.

"Hey?"

"I'm Xue Xun."

"Ah."

"Yanyu, I want to ask you a question."

"Well, you ask."

"Are you afraid of coming out?"

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and then a gentle but firm voice slowly came out: "Don't be afraid."

Xue Xun smiled: "I know."

Wen Yanyu also laughed, and said softly, "Xue Xun, spend time with Auntie, don't worry about me, go get busy."

"That's good. Wen Yanyu, I love you."

"...Me too. Goodbye."

After hanging up the phone, Xue Xun quietly raised his lips, recalling Wen Yanyu's "me too".

After sitting on the dim sofa for another 10 minutes, Xue Xun suddenly realized that something was wrong. Wen Yanyu's last sentence "goodbye" was too indifferent, too...abnormal.

Usually before ending the conversation, it is nothing more than "bye" and "I hang up", but "goodbye" has never been used.

He suddenly sat up and called Wen Yanyu again.

There was a constant rush of busy voices on the other end, but no one answered.

Taking a deep breath, Xue Xun called Amy.

"Amy, help me find the nearest flight and train lines!"

"My big card, what's the matter with you... If you want to check, you have to tell me where you came from."

"I don't know, check everything from here!!"

He even forgot to take care of Ling Qianmo who was left in the villa, Xue Xun rushed out and drove towards Wen Yanyu's house at high speed.

Wen Yanyu gave Xue Xun the key to his house, but when Xue Xun twisted it in, there was still Wen Yanyu's breath in the air, but he no longer knew where it was.

Xue Xun was about to go out, but suddenly saw the post-it notes on the shoe cabinet.

Take it off, Wen Yanyu's words.

Xue Xun:

I'm leaving, please rest assured.

Also, Xue Xun, I like you.

PS: New Year's gifts are in the closet.

Wen Yanyu

There was a gray scarf in the closet, holding it, Xue Xun forced himself to calm down.

He began to rummage in Wen Yanyu's drawers, on the bookcase, on the computer desk... until he found the ticket booking receipt.

Stuffing it into his pocket, Xue Xun hurriedly drove to the airport again.

He absolutely, absolutely, will not let Wen Yanyu leave like this!

-

International airport.

Wen Yanyu looked at the air ticket in his hand and looked for the flight on the big screen.

On the radio, the flight attendant announced the flight, and the gentle female voice echoed over and over again.

Speaking of it, Wen Yanyu's two biggest wishes in his life are to stand on the stage and get the highest glory, and the other is to travel around the world with his luggage on his back.

My childhood plan was to act until the age of 35, save enough money, marry a like-minded wife, travel together until the age of 45, find a place with a good environment to settle down, and spend the rest of my life.

Later, this plan became a stable life without worrying about livelihood and pressure.

It's ridiculous to say that after many years of packing up his father's belongings, he discovered that his father had already left enough money for himself to survive and travel.

Looking up slightly, outside the large floor-to-ceiling windows, I don't know which plane is taxiing quickly on the runway.

He understood what it meant to choose to leave.

The hometown where he grew up, the acting career he loves with all his heart, and Xue Xun.

After ten years of actively or passively struggling on the stage, until now, Wen Yanyu realized that he was no longer inseparable from the spotlight.

At last……

Wen Yanyu had to admit that making this decision was directly related to Xue Xun.

He is indeed not afraid of coming out, and he also believes that he can withstand those public opinions. After all, he has nothing to lose, but Xue Xun is different.

He has a mother and fans who love him.

Xue Xun can be impulsive and desperate, but he can't think more.

"To London, England, passengers on flight MU551, please pay attention, your plane..."

Pulling the luggage, Wen Yanyu followed the queue and prepared to board the plane.

-

Xue Xun stopped the car and rushed into the airport.

He took out the list in his pocket, pressed the flight number, and started searching.

It was already night, and there were not many people in the airport. When Xue Xun found Wen Yanyu, he had already handed in his luggage and was about to pass the security check.

That's too late.

Xue Xun faced Wen Yanyu's direction and shouted: "Wen Yanyu!"

Wen Yanyu stopped when he heard the sound, and looked back in surprise.

Xue Xun squeezed in front of Wen Yanyu from the crowd, dragged his luggage with one hand without saying a word, and dragged him by the wrist with the other to pull him to the side safety exit.

The strength was so great that Wen Yanyu's wrist almost seemed to be pinched.

Being dragged staggering a few steps, as soon as he stood firm, Wen Yanyu said: "Xue Xunyou..."

Before he finished speaking, Xue Xun had already taken off his sunglasses, held the back of his head, and kissed his lips deeply, all words were blocked in an instant.

His breathing was unstable, and the sound of panting was completely swallowed by the tightly intertwined tongues.

Xue Xun's kiss was almost fanatical, with a strong aura of encroachment, his feelings and his worries were not left in Wen Yanyu's heart.

Both hearts beat faster at the same time.

The whole world seemed to suddenly quiet down. In the small space, only the two of them were left, and they were only left with each other.

At some point, Wen Yanyu let go of the things in his hands, and slowly hugged Xue Xun back.

The kiss, which gradually calmed down, was parted between the lips, with a taste of mutual affection.

Xue Xun's hand is still tightly around Wen Yanyu.

Panting slightly, Xue Xun put his forehead against Wen Yanyu's, and his voice was sexy and hoarse: "Wen Yanyu, you really planned to leave like this."

Wen Yanyu also panted: "Let go of me first."

Unexpectedly, Xue Xun hugged him with even greater strength, and pressed his chin against Wen Yanyu's shoulder, and his tone was almost coquettish: "Don't let him go, if you let go, you will leave."

Facing Xue Xun's sudden childishness, Wen Yanyu couldn't laugh or cry.

"The plane has already flown away, and it's too late for me to leave. Please let me go. After all, it's a public place. What do you look like as a public figure?"

Xue Xun withdrew and slid a finger across Wen Yanyu's messy forehead from running after him.

"I'm not afraid to come out," he said.

The smile slowly disappeared, Wen Yanyu lowered his head: "Let's go back and talk about it first."

Xue Xun only paused and said, "Okay."

He dragged his luggage and sat in Xue Xun's car.

After driving all the way to Wen Yanyu's house, Xue Xun stopped the car, but didn't get off.

"Wen Yanyu, why do you want to leave?"

He probably wanted to ask this question for a long time, Wen Yanyu glanced sideways, and saw Xue Xun's fingers tapping the steering wheel, the rhythm was slightly chaotic.

"Xue Xun, your mother wants you to get married."

Xue Xun's fingers stopped and he didn't speak.

"What if I said I don't mind. I don't mind you marrying someone else for your mother's sake..."

"But I do mind."

Before Wen Yanyu could finish speaking, Xue Xun interrupted.

Wen Yanyu smiled: "That's why I have to leave."

Suddenly, Xue Xun took Wen Yanyu's hand.

Xue Xun's palm is warm, and it looks extra warm in the cold weather.

He turned his face and stared firmly into Wen Yanyu's eyes: "Then tell me the truth, Wen Yanyu, do you want me to get married? Enter the palace of marriage with some other woman, accept the blessings of everyone, Exchanging rings and vows, living under the same roof, kissing and even having sex? Can you accept that?"

Xue Xun's words are aggressive.

Every time he heard a word, Wen Yanyu felt a three-point heavy in his heart.

The smile on his face also faded.

"Xue Xun, why do you ask me these questions?"

Wen Yanyu smiled wryly: "The point is, no one thinks it's normal for us to be together. If you don't get married now, can you not get married for the rest of your life?"

Xue Xun also smiled wryly: "Wen Yanyu, why do you always refuse to believe me?"

He took Wen Yanyu's hand and kissed it lightly on his lips.

Xue Xun said word by word slowly; "Don't leave. Give me a chance, let me prove that I can afford it, I can give you happiness, and I won't repeat the same mistakes and let you follow your father's old path."

Before he could finish speaking, Wen Yanyu suddenly pulled out his hand and hugged him.

I want to believe you, I really want to believe you.

However, at this very moment, someone excitedly clicked on the keyboard on the computer that had just been connected to the digital camera.

On the screen, two young men hugged and kissed, as if no one was there.