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Squatting by the door, Su Heng held his head, and all the pictures of getting along with Ouyang Yufei flashed before his eyes.
Everything has changed, the world has changed, everything is fake, this world is fake...
Su Heng couldn't figure it out more and more, and lowered his head in pain.
Yin Yao, who had been listening to the movement outside the door, opened the door secretly. Seeing Su Heng's pained appearance, Yin Yao came out in a hurry and put the clothes on Su Heng's body.
Su Heng raised his face and looked at Yin Yao dully.
A few minutes later, Su Heng stood up abruptly, reached out to push the door of Ouyang Yufei's room, and Yin Yao stretched out his hand to pull Su Heng into his arms.
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12. Chapter 12...
Yin Yao pulled Su Heng into his arms, embraced Su Heng with both arms, lowered his head and whispered in Su Heng's ear, "Don't go, you can't beat Juno."
Su Heng pressed against Yin Yao's chest passively, and pushed Yin Yao helplessly, "I'm going to get my things."
"Take something?" Yin Yao asked suspiciously. Realizing that Su Heng was not going to argue with Juno, he immediately felt a heat on his face. He loosened the arms that imprisoned Su Heng, lowered his head even lower, and put his forehead against it. Su Heng's forehead, "Junuo...didn't kick you out?"
Su Heng's nose was full of the smell of Chinese herbal medicine on Yin Yao's body, and he struggled and twisted his body in a bad mood, "I didn't see Juno, so I asked you to let me go first!"
"Oh," Yin Yao let go of his hand slowly, took a step back, smiled at Su Heng shyly, and looked down at the floor, "You will catch a cold easily if you run out with bare feet, why don't you come to me first?" Warm up the room."
Su Heng looked at Yin Yao hesitantly for two seconds, then looked back at Ouyang Yufei's closed door, and then nodded.
Su Heng followed Yin Yao into the room, and was pushed onto the bed by Yin Yao, covered with a thin quilt.
"It's autumn now, and the earth's air is starting to cool down. Go to bed to warm up first, and I'll get you some hot water, otherwise..." Yin Yao looked up and saw Su Heng's absent-minded and empty eyes, and his words stopped instantly. to the lips.
Raising his hand and shaking in front of Su Heng's eyes, there was no movement in Su Heng's dark eyes, Yin Yao exited his room.
Yin Yao went to the kitchen restlessly, found a piece of ginger, finely chopped it, put it into boiling water, and added some brown sugar.
Seeing the water in the pot splash, Yin Yao turned off the gas, put his hands on his hips, and stared at the red sugar water in the pot in a daze.
The way and feeling of Ouyang Yufei and Su Heng getting along is very strange!
Juno looked at Su Heng in a strange way, a bit like the way he treats a rival in love. Could it be a dog protecting food?This is the same as Gao Chen, understandable!
Yin Yao tilted his head and pondered for a long time, and finally analyzed one point. Ouyang Yufei's love for Su Heng is similar to a parent's love for a child, and more like a master's care for a lover.
Yin Yao scratched his head and couldn't figure it out a little bit. Su Heng looked at Ouyang Yufei's eyes, but he didn't think it was pure... Could it be that Su Heng was Ouyang Yufei's fan?
maybe.
Yin Yao was suddenly confused.
Su Heng once clearly admitted that he liked Yao Yuan, but now he walked out of Ouyang Yufei's room with a broken-hearted appearance. Could it be that Ouyang Yufei did something excessive to Su Heng?
Excessive thing!
Yin Yao's eyes widened suddenly, but then he narrowed his eyes slowly, his eyebrows unconsciously moved closer to the center of his brows, and his brows became tangled.
With a flash of light, Yin Yao thought of a wonderful answer, it must be Ouyang Yufei using Su Heng to stimulate Juno... Su Heng saw the scene of Ouyang Yufei flirting with Juno, and thought of Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, Only when you see the scene, you will feel sad...
It must be so!
Thinking of Su Heng's pitiful appearance, Yin Yao sighed heavily in his heart.
Yin Yao returned to the room with brown sugar and ginger water, Su Heng still stared at the corner of the room with big empty eyes.
Walking in front of Su Heng, Yin Yao pushed Su Heng who was empty, "Drink some sugar water to drive away the cold."
Su Heng's empty eyes gradually became clear, and his loose eyes gradually gathered on Yin Yao's body. He took the bowl mechanically and poured the sugar water into his mouth.
After taking a sip, Su Heng put the bowl back into Yin Yao's hand, covered his mouth and ran into the bathroom.
Following Su Heng into the bathroom, seeing Su Heng holding the toilet and throwing up non-stop, Yin Yao also frowned uncomfortablely.
Yin Yao bent down and patted Su Heng's back lightly, "Do you not like brown sugar or ginger?"
Su Heng hugged the toilet and panted for a long time, then turned to look at Yin Yao with tears in his eyes, and sniffed, "I hate brown sugar and ginger."
Yin Yao looked at Su Heng's face wrinkled into a bun because of vomiting, and blinked slowly, "Sorry, I don't know."
Su Heng smiled wearily, and stretched out his hand to Yin Yao, "It's none of your business, give me a hand."
Sitting back on the bed again, Su Heng leaned against the head of the bed and said to Yin Yao weakly, "Can you give me a cup of hot water? Thank you!"
Staring blankly at the polite and distant Su Heng, Yin Yao felt a sense of displeasure in his heart.
From knowing Su Heng to the last second, Su Heng has never been polite to himself. Su Heng, who sometimes blows his hair, has no sense of alienation, is kind and cute, and the sudden politeness obviously draws a distance between the two.
Yin Yao took a deep look at Su Heng who closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, then turned and left the bedroom.
Standing in front of Ouyang Yufei's room door, Yin Yao really wanted to break open Ouyang Yufei's door and pull Juno out to beat him up, but it wasn't Juno's fault.
When Yin Yao, who was in a complicated mood, returned to his room, Su Heng fell asleep half-lying and half-reclining.
Putting the water glass on the bedside, Yin Yao supported Su Heng's neck, and slowly laid Su Heng flat. Su Heng opened his eyes in a daze, and looked at Yin Yao stupidly.
"Are you done?"
Yin Yao was stunned for a moment, then gave a soft "hmm".
Su Heng stretched his arms and hooked Yin Yao's neck, "Can you stay with me tonight?"
Yin Yao's body stiffened in an instant, and he quickly supported Su Heng's back with both hands.
Su Heng closed his eyes and said in a daze, "I hate Juno!"
Yin Yao bent down slowly, and put Su Heng on the bed. Su Heng didn't retract his arms, but repeated a sentence in his mouth, "I hate Juno!"
Patting Su Heng on the shoulder comfortingly, he said in a coaxing tone, "Juno hates him, let's ignore him, Ang."
Su Heng pouted and opened his eyes, "Yin Yao hates it too!"
Yin Yao stared in confusion, and reached out to touch Su Heng's forehead.
Not hot...
Yin Yao leaned close to Su Heng again, raised his nose and smelled it, but there was no smell of alcohol.
Su Heng giggled suddenly, let go of Yin Yao's neck, and opened his bright black eyes, the haze in his eyes had already been replaced by a clear message, "Yin Yao, you are cute sometimes."
Um?Yin Yao looked at Su Heng suspiciously.
"You are the worst when you are preaching with a straight face!" Su Heng puffed up his cheeks and commented angrily, suddenly his dark eyes turned up, and he looked at Yin Yao with a smile, "But you are quite considerate in taking care of people."
Yin Yao was angry, "Are you kidding me?!"
Su Heng sat up from the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, and gently stroked his hair, "No, when you first came in, I fell asleep and thought you were someone else."
"Others!" Yin Yao's eyes widened, as if he wanted to eat people, "Is it Yao Yuan?"
"Yao Yuan?" Su Heng was stunned, grabbed the quilt and asked seriously, "Why Yao Yuan?"
"Why..." Yin Yao's anger disappeared instantly, and he silently avoided Su Heng's eyes.
After a long time, Yin Yao heard Su Heng's heavy sigh, "I don't know what I said to make you misunderstand, I told Yao Yuan..." Su Heng curled his lips and looked straight at Yin Yao.
Yin Yao slowly sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Su Heng, and waited for Su Heng's explanation with his ears open.
"I said that I like Yao Yuan, but it's not the kind of liking you think, it's the liking for friends... Can you understand this?" Su Heng said seriously to the back of Yin Yao's head.
Yin Yao lowered his head in embarrassment, not knowing what to say to Su Heng for a while, let alone looking back at Su Heng.
Why do you suddenly question Su Heng, why do you feel uncomfortable seeing Su Heng's injured expression, why do you want to take care of Su Heng, why...
Countless reasons flooded the sky and covered the sky, and Yin Yao was confused for a while.
Yin Yao turned his head suddenly, and said foolishly, "Why did you tell me... these?"
Su Heng looked at Yin Yao for a long time, then suddenly blinked and looked at Yin Yao innocently.
Yin Yao had black lines on his face.
Su Heng raised the corner of his mouth and showed a faint smile, and said meaningfully, "I'm afraid you will think too much..."
"Afraid I'm thinking too much?" Yin Yao's heart jumped, and he frowned unnaturally, "What would I think too much? What would make me think too much?"
Hearing Yin Yao's tongue twister, Su Heng smiled and lifted the quilt, "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep first."
Upset me, you go to bed.
Yin Yao scratched his hair in extreme depression, turned around and climbed onto the bed.
When his fingers touched the thin quilt, Yin Yao withdrew his hand timidly, and looked resentfully at Su Heng who closed his eyes.
why why why why~~~~
Yin Yao knelt on the bed, on the verge of going crazy.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" Su Heng asked with one arm on his pillow, staring into his bright black eyes.
Yin Yao pursed his lips tightly and remained silent.
Su Heng sat up slowly, "I'll make do with another room for the night."
Lifting the quilt, Su Heng lowered his eyes and murmured quietly to himself, "I don't know if there is a bed in the study room, and I don't know if there are any pins, scissors and other things left on the sofa in the design room..."
Yin Yao's ten fingers grasped the thin quilt tightly, and asked softly, "Why do you explain to me... your feelings for Yao Yuan?"
Slowly raising his head, Yin Yao's black eyes became deeper and deeper.
Su Heng was taken aback for a moment, and the expression on his face gradually became serious.
Finished!
Yin Yao misunderstood... Maybe Yao Yuan also misunderstood?
Thinking of this, Su Heng rolled his eyes uncontrollably, looking like he was about to faint.
Embarrassedly licking his raised bangs, Su Heng lowered his face halfway, "I didn't explain it to you, it was clarification."
clarify?Why did Mao want to clarify with Yin Yao?
If you want to clarify, you should also clarify to Yao Yuan or Gao Chen, I am really crazy!
Su Heng suddenly found that his head was full of cotton.
"Thank you for your clarification." Yin Yao crawled to Su Heng's side and happily grabbed Su Heng's shoulder.
What?Su Heng raised his face, and a moment of doubt flashed in his bright eyes.
Yin Yao shook Su Heng's shoulder lightly, and said deceptively, "Thank you for treating me as a friend."
friend? !
An unknown emotion welled up in Su Heng's heart.
Looking at Yin Yaoxing's happy face, Su Heng's complicated mood gradually calmed down.
Su Heng thought of Gao Chen's simple and honest face, and Yin Yao in front of him became much more amiable.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Yin Yao suddenly said, "Yao Yuan and Gao Chen will come together the day after tomorrow."
Yin Yao's words made Su Heng's mood drop to the bottom in an instant.
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13. Chapter 13...
Yin Yao always thought that being a fashion designer was a pleasant job, but after he really integrated into Su Heng's job, he couldn't help but feel tighter.
Su Heng's work is busy and trivial, eating and sleeping on time has become a luxury wish.
Seeing Su Heng who was busy all the time, Yin Yao couldn't help worrying about Su Heng's stomach.
There is a kind of patient who is the most hateful, that is, a patient who does not listen to the doctor's orders, does his own thing, and does not cherish his own body at all. It just so happens that Su Heng is such a person.
Yin Yao put the heated lunch several times on Su Heng's table, Su Heng didn't raise his eyes, "I don't have time to eat lunch now, let's have dinner together when Yao Yuan and Gao Chen come."
"No, lunch can't be combined with dinner, your stomach can't take it." Yin Yao held back his temper and tried to persuade him.
Su Heng raised his head impatiently, his face full of dissatisfaction, "Stop making trouble, didn't you see that I was doing work?"
"You can take two bites, as the stomachache will delay your work later." Yin Yao felt that he had already humbled himself, and if Su Heng didn't eat, it would be a little shameless.
Su Heng threw the pen in his hand on the table, stood up and picked up the document, glanced sideways at Yin Yao, and said nonchalantly, "It's my stomach that hurts, not you, and I didn't ask you to buy me food."
Yin Yao frowned, with a look of sullenness on his face, "I am your attending doctor, you must listen to me."
Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth and smiled playfully, "Doctor Yin, you seem to have forgotten that you didn't come here to treat me. Your patient is next door."
Yin Yao raised his eyebrows and stared at Su Heng.
Cats love saving face the most. If the owner beats and scolds the cat, it will only force the cat to leave the house. If it chooses to run away, it will never return.
Thinking of this, Yin Yao faded away the anger on his face, and put on a faint smile, "Sorry, I really forgot." Walking to Su Heng's side, Yin Yao pulled out the document from Su Heng's hand, " Hurry up and eat two bites, don't lose your temper with me, brother is wrong."
Su Heng curled his lips and smiled, "It's okay to let me eat, you go and give this document to Yu Fei."
"Okay!" Yin Yao pushed Su Heng to the table, "Don't worry, I promise to complete the task."
"Give it to him with your own hands, don't allow others to hand it over." Su Heng sat on the chair and told Yin Yao with a smile.
Yin Yao looked down at the folder in his hand, smiled and shook his head, he didn't expect that he would become Su Heng's errand.
Pushing open the door, Yin Yao saw Ouyang Yufei walking over, walking in front of Ouyang Yufei with a smile.
"What are you up to?" Ouyang Yufei folded his arms and looked at Yin Yao with a smile.
Yin Yao happily handed the folder in his hand to Ouyang Yufei, "I will send you the file."
"Where's Su Heng?" The corners of Ouyang Yufei's eyes twitched slightly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened a little.
Yin Yao understood the meaning of Ouyang Yufei's smile all of a sudden, and was stunned for a moment in embarrassment, the smile on his face became unnatural, "Su Heng is eating lunch, he has been busy... lunch is only now Eat." Feeling the heat on his face, Yin Yao turned his eyes elsewhere, deliberately avoiding Ouyang Yufei's probing eyes.
Ouyang Yufei raised his hand and patted Yin Yao's shoulder heavily, "Su Heng..." Ouyang Yufei smiled, hesitant to speak.
"What's wrong with him?" Yin Yao's face became serious instantly.
"It's nothing..." Ouyang Yufei shook his head lightly, and after a long time of contemplation, he said lightly, "Su Heng is a person with a child's heart."
The corner of Yin Yao's mouth raised a slight arc, "I know."
"What do you know?" Su Heng pushed the door out, staring at Yin Yao warily.
Ouyang Yufei tilted his head and glanced at Yin Yao, smiled and said to Su Heng, "It's time to get rid of your bad habits, you stare at every turn, you have no self-cultivation."
Su Heng snorted coldly, "Those who speak ill of others behind their backs are not cultivated."
Yin Yao chuckled, Su Heng seemed to think of himself as a bad guy all the time, so he looked like a big bad wolf.
"I'm going to book a plane ticket." Yin Yao stopped laughing and glanced at Su Heng lightly.
Su Heng's face suddenly became ugly, and he quickly walked in front of Yin Yao, "Yao Yuan just came, why did you go back?"
"I'm so busy, how can I have time to accompany Yao Yuan, you can't go."
"Aren't you worried that that idiot Yao Yuan will be sold out by Gao Chen and me?"
"Why don't you speak?"
Yin Yao held back his laughter, pursed the corners of his mouth and did not speak.
"Hey, don't pretend to be a disabled person." Su Heng grabbed Yin Yao's arm anxiously.
Yin Yao pretended to be serious, looked directly at Su Heng, and asked, "Why should I accompany Yao Yuan for you, don't forget that I am a road idiot."
"What do you mean for me? Don't you like Yao Yuan?" Su Heng was dumbfounded, his eyes widened.
Yin Yao looked helplessly at Su Heng with an innocent face, pushed away Su Heng's hand holding his arm, and said in a very serious tone, "Yao Yuan is my younger brother, it is impossible for me to have any unreasonable thoughts about him."
Su Heng's eyes widened again, blinked slowly, and looked at Yin Yao suspiciously.
After a long silence, Su Heng suddenly turned around and ran into his office.
Yin Yao lowered his head and laughed. Ouyang Yufei, who had been standing aside to watch the show, gave Yin Yao a push, "Go and see what he said, and chase after the victory."
Yin Yao shook his head, "No."
When Yin Yao appeared in front of Su Heng with Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, Su Heng smiled listlessly, looking absent-minded.
Gao Chen lowered his face in displeasure, "Damn child, I'm not happy to see my brother."
Yao Yuan pulled Gao Chen back, "Tomorrow is the new product launch event, Su Heng is nervous, don't make trouble with him."
Su Heng smiled gratefully at Yao Yuan, and there was a deep silence in his eyes.
"Yes... Ouyang Yufei invited you here." Su Heng frowned suddenly, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.
Gao Chen frowned, hooked Su Heng's shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "What happened to you and that Ouyang?"
Su Heng looked at Gao Chen sadly, his eyes turned red, "No, we're fine."
Patting Su Heng on the back vigorously, Gao Chen comforted Su Heng softly, "He told Yao Yuan that this press conference is very important to you, and I hope we can come to cheer you on."
Su Heng lowered his head, blinked his eyes vigorously, turned around and hugged Gao Chen vigorously, and said with a sob in his throat, "Thank you, buddy."
Seeing Su Heng's slightly red eyes, Yin Yao's heart suddenly ached, and he thought of Su Heng who was helpless that night again, his chest was cut like a knife.
Who made Su Heng so abnormal, and what kind of relationship made Su Heng so unforgettable?
Heartbroken, tangled heartache, sour water appeared in his stomach, and gradually spread to his whole body. Yin Yao felt very uncomfortable, wanted to lose his temper, and even wanted to catch Su Heng and beat him up. Crushed in the bosom.
Su Heng let go of Gao Chen, walked up to Yao Yuan, put his arms around Yao Yuan, "Yao Yuan, thank you for coming."
"Thank you, everyone is our own." Yao Yuan patted Su Heng's back with a smile, the sadness in his eyes was extremely obvious.
Su Heng grinned, took Yao Yuan and Gao Chen's hands, and put them together, "Yao Yuan, I entrusted you with the best buddy in my life, and you have to discipline him well in the future."
Yao Yuan frowned, turned away sadly, Gao Chen was puzzled.
Yin Yao stepped forward and hooked Su Heng's shoulder, and asked in Su Heng's ear, "What are you doing?"
Su Heng glanced at Yin Yao, "I'm holding a wedding for them, you really have no eyesight."
Su Heng is abnormal, absolutely abnormal!
If this Persian cat is abnormal, it is usually because of spring, or it has been hit...
What happened to Su Heng?
Yin Yao couldn't help worrying about Su Heng in his heart.
Su Heng took a deep breath, shrugged his shoulders, and said to Gao Chen with a smile, "Xiao Chenchen, I married your wife home to you, and you must love him well in the future." Su Heng said to Gao Chen He winked for a while.
Grinning, Gao Chen raised his elbow to pestle Su Heng, and clasped Yao Yuan's hand tightly with his other hand.
"You can go back to the hospital with peace of mind, and don't worry that I will poach you." Su Heng said pitifully, with pitiful emotions in his bright black eyes.
Yin Yao's brows became even more tangled, his nose was sour, and he almost shed tears.
Su Heng pulled Gao Chen up with one hand and Yao Yuan up with the other, "Let's go, brother will hold a wedding banquet for you."
Su Heng found a chic hotel and organized a "wedding banquet" for Yao Yuan and Gao Chen.
Su Heng at the dining table chattered non-stop, as if he was afraid of being left alone.
Yin Yao's eyes followed Su Heng all the time, Su Heng's every move, even a small frown, made Yin Yao feel suffocated and powerless.
Yao Yuan turned his face to Yin Yao for help several times.
Yin Yao couldn't understand the complex emotions in Yao Yuan's eyes, his heart was full of helplessness and deep sadness, and he didn't understand who Yao Yuan was feeling sad for.
Yin Yao turned his face away, and saw Su Heng raised the glass full of red wine again, and said to Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, "I'll go back to Naples after this show is over, where I bought a house, and after that There are not many chances to come back, when I disturb you..." Su Heng's smile froze on his lips, and his tone became serious, "It really won't be much."
He raised his head and poured the wine in the glass into his mouth. Su Heng wiped the remaining wine from his mouth with the back of his hand, and when the glass was full again, he turned to Yin Yao and said, "Yin Yao, to be honest, I don't like you very much." Su Heng tilted his head and smiled, "However, after being with you for a few days, I feel that you are not bad, like a big brother, thank you for accommodating and taking care of me."
Yin Yao grabbed Su Heng's hand, "Su Heng, the relationship between friends is not expressed by drinking." Snatching the wine glass from Su Heng's hand, Yin Yao raised his head and did it.
Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth, and a sad smile flashed across his lips.
Besides him, only you care if my stomach hurts.
Unfortunately, you are not him.
Unfortunately, he doesn't love me.
Unfortunately, emotions are not controlled by reason and intelligence.
Unfortunately, I...
Su Heng felt very tired, all the strength in his body was suddenly pulled away, and his heart was empty and he wanted to cry.
Staring at Yin Yao's mouth opening and closing, Su Heng really wanted to hear what Yin Yao was saying, and the buzzing in his head kept ringing.
With his head down, Su Heng held Yin Yao's arm and buried his head on Yin Yao's shoulder.
Yin Yao had noticed Su Heng's trance-like eyes for a long time, and reached out his hand in time, took Su Heng into his arms, and gently stroked Su Heng's back with his hand, "Do you want to vomit or do you want to sleep?"
Su Heng said in a muffled voice, "I want to cry!"
Yin Yao stood up holding Su Heng's waist, and said to the deep-eyed Yao Yuan and the displeased Gao Chen, "Su Heng is drunk, I will take him back, and you go back to the hotel by yourself."
Su Heng moaned in Yin Yao's arms, "I don't want to see him..."
Yin Yao frowned, lowered his head against Su Heng's hair, and asked softly, "Did Juno bully you again?"
"I don't want to see him..." Su Heng repeated.
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Guoguo covered her face and cried, little Susu, you must firmly believe that Mommy loves you~~~~
I have been listening to Karen Mok's "Without You", and I feel so sad that I want to cry.
To what extent can you love someone, to the extent that you lose yourself? Can such love be called love?
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14. Chapter 14...
"I don't want to see him..."
Along the way, Su Heng kept muttering the same sentence.
Yin Yao put his arms around Su Heng's waist, trying to make Su Heng more comfortable, and there was a faint smell of cologne on Su Heng's breath.
Heart twitched and tangled together, Yin Yao's chest was tight, and he really wanted to run to Juno and question Juno.
Can……
Why should I question Juno, what identity should I use?
Su Heng's friend?The time to know each other is too short.
Su Heng's lover?Su Heng won't admit it.
Su Heng's fan?It's a pity that I don't know anything about Su Heng's design.
Su Heng's doctor?Doctors only treat illnesses, and don't meddle in patients' private affairs.
Yin Yao sighed heavily.
Su Heng raised his hand, patted Yin Yao's chest feebly, and lowered his hand again.
A light touch made Yin Yao feel even more sad.
Su Heng is so sad now that he still comforts those who are sighing beside him... Although Su Heng has a bad temper and often explodes, from his treatment of Gao Chen and Yao Yuan, it can be seen that he is a good person who cares about his friends.
It's a pity that the good man didn't meet a lover who made him happy, Yin Yao felt sorry for Su Heng unconsciously.
His mind was full of Su Heng's kindness, Su Heng's bad temper, Su Heng's stubbornness, and Su Heng's stupidity. Yin Yao's mood became more and more complicated.
Yin Yao couldn't help pressing his face against Su Heng's head, and grabbed Su Heng's hand with his free hand, interlocking it.
Feeling sorry for Su Heng and resenting Juno, Yin Yao's mood became more and more complicated and disturbed.
Yin Yao chose a hotel that was far away from Yao Yuan Gao Chen, and also far away from where Ouyang Yufei and Juno lived.From the outside, the decoration of the hotel is very tasteful. Through the bright floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the decoration of the hotel lobby is not luxurious, but the whole has a low-key gorgeous taste. Yin Yao thinks this should be able to meet Su Heng's standard.
Su Heng held onto the car door and slowly got out of the car, holding Yin Yao's hand, naturally ignoring the strange eyes of others.
Standing in the middle of the hotel room, Su Heng stared at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze.
A feeling of hollowness rolled from Su Heng's body, Su Heng hugged himself with his hands crossed, the loneliness in his eyes hurt Yin Yao's heart.
Walking to Su Heng's side, Yin Yao's hand hesitated for a long time before gently falling on Su Heng's shoulder, "How do you feel now?"
Su Heng didn't move, and didn't answer Yin Yao, but just stared blankly at the window reflecting the scene inside the house.
"Drink water?" Yin Yao's fingers trembled slightly, and he used the greatest self-control to resist the urge to hug Su Heng.
After a long time, Su Heng turned his face slowly, and smiled sadly, "Yin Yao, have you ever loved?"
There was a ripple in Yin Yao's deep eyes, and his tightly closed lips moved slightly.
"Have you ever felt that without him, you are nothing?" Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly.
Yin Yao's eyes were sore, and the fingers on Su Heng's shoulder couldn't help but grasp Su Heng tightly.
Su Heng lowered his face and hummed softly, "If I don't have you, I won't be sad if I don't have the past, but if I have it, I still want to love you. If I don't have you, where am I, what a pity, anyway, it's too late, anyway Without myself..."
A crystal tear fell from Su Heng's eye.
Yin Yao's heart trembled following Su Heng's singing, and his hand slowly slipped from Su Heng's shoulder, with an unspeakable emotion surging in his chest.
Distressed for Su Heng's love?Still feel sorry for Su Heng?
Yin Yao couldn't tell what the rolling emotion in his mind was, his heart became chaotic, and his mind also became chaotic. He always felt that everything was changing silently.
Staring closely at Su Heng's profile, Yin Yao couldn't tell whether he felt pity for Su Heng or what.
Maybe it was moved, completely moved by Su Heng's sincerity; or maybe it was love...
like?what kind of loveYin Yao's heart skipped a beat.
The flustered Yin Yao calmed down, tried to concentrate and think seriously.
The feeling for Su Heng is not love, but good impression. From the first time we met, I have a good feeling for Su Heng in my heart.
That counts as liking?It should be a little bit, but what kind of like is this like?
Just like Su Heng's liking among friends like Yao Yuan, or the kind of liking for someone he likes?
Yin Yao couldn't give himself an answer for a while.
Yin Yao grinned and shook his head, telling himself that the feelings surging in his chest are not his real feelings.
A momentary impulse, a momentary love caused by pity, will only hurt Su Heng, but will not bring Su Heng really joy and happiness.
Bitterness lingered in his chest, Yin Yao took two steps back and hid behind Su Heng.
The life I want is not a passionate love, but a long, ordinary life like a glass of water that can quench my thirst. Can Su Heng accept an ordinary life?
What does Su Heng want?
Can I give Su Heng happiness?
Yin Yao's eyes stayed on Su Heng's back all the time, and he was always struggling in his heart.
Rushing up to hug Su Heng, even if it's only for one night...
Yin Yao's hand kept shaking, and the moment he was about to touch Su Heng, he retracted weakly.
Yin Yao kept laughing at his cowardice in his heart.
Isn't he always so timid?Yin Yao smiled wryly.
If you are not sure whether you can give the other person happiness, you never express your feelings in your heart, and you have missed someone because of your personality, right?
Su Heng's low and sad singing voice kept hovering in the room, and also hovering in Yin Yao's heart.
Just be brave once, even if it's impulsive, Su Heng really needs a hug, even if it's just for a moment.
"Stop singing..." Yin Yao's hand finally took Su Heng's arm.
Su Heng raised his head, tilted his head and smiled, "Isn't it nice?"
Looking at a pair of innocent black eyes, Yin Yao felt the pain of being torn apart instantly, and couldn't help shouting at Su Heng, "Tell me, what should I do?"
Su Heng pushed Yin Yao's hand away, walked to the French window, and said quietly, "You can choose to close the door from the outside..."
Yin Yao turned around angrily, took two steps towards the door, turned around again, walked to Su Heng's side, and pulled Su Heng's arm, "I don't care what kind of crazy you smoke today, you go to bed quickly, I will go back after your press conference is over tomorrow."
"Why did you change the plan?" Su Heng changed his face instantly, and asked with a sneer, "Do you have pity on me?"
Yin Yao frowned irritably and widened his eyes, "What are you talking about? I'm worried about you, can't you see it!"
"Worried about me?" Su Heng laughed dryly twice, "Thank you, you'd better go back early."
Is he angry because I left?
Yin Yao felt a burst of joy in his heart.
After thinking about it, Yin Yao denied his idea again.
Taking a step forward, Yin Yao stretched out his arms and pulled Su Heng into his arms, "Don't be hard on yourself, I will feel sad when I see it."
Gently patted Su Heng on the back, Yin Yao said softly, "Love is gone, there is still career, friends and family, and I will meet better people in the future..."
"He gave me dreams, gave me the chance to realize my dreams, and gave me infinite love, but he didn't want to give me love..." Su Heng sniffed, "But, I just want love, a relationship that will never end. Ending love."
I give you, you either?
Yin Yao suddenly popped out such an answer in his heart.
I am willing to give you love that never ends, I am willing to give you a peaceful life, I am willing!
Immediately, Yin Yao was like the moon clearing away the clouds and mists, and his heart was bright.
The silent Su Heng couldn't hear Yin Yao's heart, and the heartache of cutting flesh with the machete made him careless of anything, he just wanted to escape the overwhelming heartache and powerlessness.
Yin Yao silently hugged Su Heng tightly, wanting to silently give Su Heng a little support and warmth, even if it was just for a moment.
Being hugged tightly by Yin Yao, Su Heng's sad heart gradually calmed down, his eyelids became heavier and his head became more and more empty, and he lay down on Yin Yao's body and fell asleep.
Yin Yao heard Su Heng's steady breathing, and his stiff limbs slowly recovered.
The moment he picked up Su Heng, Yin Yao had an illusion, as if this action had been done countless times, as if something had happened between Su Heng and himself.
Gently put Su Heng on the bed, Su Heng turned over, grabbed Yin Yao's corner tightly, and muttered indistinctly, "Don't go, Yin Yao."
Yin Yao looked deeply at Su Heng who was not sleeping soundly, and thought of Ouyang Yufei's words in his head, but Su Heng was just a child, a child who was very true and pure about love.
This kid is very clear about his dreams and very clear about his love.
Su Heng, who is easy to blow up, has a bad mouth and is mean, is actually a very nice person, a person worthy of love.
The attachment to love, there will always be one time in everyone's life, but maybe it is this attachment that hurts himself all over his body, and never speaks of love again.
The hurt of love is sometimes a moment, sometimes it will be a lifetime.
Yin Yao looked down at Su Heng carefully.
"Su Heng, let me take care of you, okay?"
"Su Heng, let me take care of you, okay?"
Su Heng frowned.
In his dream, Su Heng looked at the blurry figure in front of him and thought to himself, why did I let you take care of me? I am an adult man, and I can be considered a successful person.
Fingers are warmed
Squatting by the door, Su Heng held his head, and all the pictures of getting along with Ouyang Yufei flashed before his eyes.
Everything has changed, the world has changed, everything is fake, this world is fake...
Su Heng couldn't figure it out more and more, and lowered his head in pain.
Yin Yao, who had been listening to the movement outside the door, opened the door secretly. Seeing Su Heng's pained appearance, Yin Yao came out in a hurry and put the clothes on Su Heng's body.
Su Heng raised his face and looked at Yin Yao dully.
A few minutes later, Su Heng stood up abruptly, reached out to push the door of Ouyang Yufei's room, and Yin Yao stretched out his hand to pull Su Heng into his arms.
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12. Chapter 12...
Yin Yao pulled Su Heng into his arms, embraced Su Heng with both arms, lowered his head and whispered in Su Heng's ear, "Don't go, you can't beat Juno."
Su Heng pressed against Yin Yao's chest passively, and pushed Yin Yao helplessly, "I'm going to get my things."
"Take something?" Yin Yao asked suspiciously. Realizing that Su Heng was not going to argue with Juno, he immediately felt a heat on his face. He loosened the arms that imprisoned Su Heng, lowered his head even lower, and put his forehead against it. Su Heng's forehead, "Junuo...didn't kick you out?"
Su Heng's nose was full of the smell of Chinese herbal medicine on Yin Yao's body, and he struggled and twisted his body in a bad mood, "I didn't see Juno, so I asked you to let me go first!"
"Oh," Yin Yao let go of his hand slowly, took a step back, smiled at Su Heng shyly, and looked down at the floor, "You will catch a cold easily if you run out with bare feet, why don't you come to me first?" Warm up the room."
Su Heng looked at Yin Yao hesitantly for two seconds, then looked back at Ouyang Yufei's closed door, and then nodded.
Su Heng followed Yin Yao into the room, and was pushed onto the bed by Yin Yao, covered with a thin quilt.
"It's autumn now, and the earth's air is starting to cool down. Go to bed to warm up first, and I'll get you some hot water, otherwise..." Yin Yao looked up and saw Su Heng's absent-minded and empty eyes, and his words stopped instantly. to the lips.
Raising his hand and shaking in front of Su Heng's eyes, there was no movement in Su Heng's dark eyes, Yin Yao exited his room.
Yin Yao went to the kitchen restlessly, found a piece of ginger, finely chopped it, put it into boiling water, and added some brown sugar.
Seeing the water in the pot splash, Yin Yao turned off the gas, put his hands on his hips, and stared at the red sugar water in the pot in a daze.
The way and feeling of Ouyang Yufei and Su Heng getting along is very strange!
Juno looked at Su Heng in a strange way, a bit like the way he treats a rival in love. Could it be a dog protecting food?This is the same as Gao Chen, understandable!
Yin Yao tilted his head and pondered for a long time, and finally analyzed one point. Ouyang Yufei's love for Su Heng is similar to a parent's love for a child, and more like a master's care for a lover.
Yin Yao scratched his head and couldn't figure it out a little bit. Su Heng looked at Ouyang Yufei's eyes, but he didn't think it was pure... Could it be that Su Heng was Ouyang Yufei's fan?
maybe.
Yin Yao was suddenly confused.
Su Heng once clearly admitted that he liked Yao Yuan, but now he walked out of Ouyang Yufei's room with a broken-hearted appearance. Could it be that Ouyang Yufei did something excessive to Su Heng?
Excessive thing!
Yin Yao's eyes widened suddenly, but then he narrowed his eyes slowly, his eyebrows unconsciously moved closer to the center of his brows, and his brows became tangled.
With a flash of light, Yin Yao thought of a wonderful answer, it must be Ouyang Yufei using Su Heng to stimulate Juno... Su Heng saw the scene of Ouyang Yufei flirting with Juno, and thought of Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, Only when you see the scene, you will feel sad...
It must be so!
Thinking of Su Heng's pitiful appearance, Yin Yao sighed heavily in his heart.
Yin Yao returned to the room with brown sugar and ginger water, Su Heng still stared at the corner of the room with big empty eyes.
Walking in front of Su Heng, Yin Yao pushed Su Heng who was empty, "Drink some sugar water to drive away the cold."
Su Heng's empty eyes gradually became clear, and his loose eyes gradually gathered on Yin Yao's body. He took the bowl mechanically and poured the sugar water into his mouth.
After taking a sip, Su Heng put the bowl back into Yin Yao's hand, covered his mouth and ran into the bathroom.
Following Su Heng into the bathroom, seeing Su Heng holding the toilet and throwing up non-stop, Yin Yao also frowned uncomfortablely.
Yin Yao bent down and patted Su Heng's back lightly, "Do you not like brown sugar or ginger?"
Su Heng hugged the toilet and panted for a long time, then turned to look at Yin Yao with tears in his eyes, and sniffed, "I hate brown sugar and ginger."
Yin Yao looked at Su Heng's face wrinkled into a bun because of vomiting, and blinked slowly, "Sorry, I don't know."
Su Heng smiled wearily, and stretched out his hand to Yin Yao, "It's none of your business, give me a hand."
Sitting back on the bed again, Su Heng leaned against the head of the bed and said to Yin Yao weakly, "Can you give me a cup of hot water? Thank you!"
Staring blankly at the polite and distant Su Heng, Yin Yao felt a sense of displeasure in his heart.
From knowing Su Heng to the last second, Su Heng has never been polite to himself. Su Heng, who sometimes blows his hair, has no sense of alienation, is kind and cute, and the sudden politeness obviously draws a distance between the two.
Yin Yao took a deep look at Su Heng who closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, then turned and left the bedroom.
Standing in front of Ouyang Yufei's room door, Yin Yao really wanted to break open Ouyang Yufei's door and pull Juno out to beat him up, but it wasn't Juno's fault.
When Yin Yao, who was in a complicated mood, returned to his room, Su Heng fell asleep half-lying and half-reclining.
Putting the water glass on the bedside, Yin Yao supported Su Heng's neck, and slowly laid Su Heng flat. Su Heng opened his eyes in a daze, and looked at Yin Yao stupidly.
"Are you done?"
Yin Yao was stunned for a moment, then gave a soft "hmm".
Su Heng stretched his arms and hooked Yin Yao's neck, "Can you stay with me tonight?"
Yin Yao's body stiffened in an instant, and he quickly supported Su Heng's back with both hands.
Su Heng closed his eyes and said in a daze, "I hate Juno!"
Yin Yao bent down slowly, and put Su Heng on the bed. Su Heng didn't retract his arms, but repeated a sentence in his mouth, "I hate Juno!"
Patting Su Heng on the shoulder comfortingly, he said in a coaxing tone, "Juno hates him, let's ignore him, Ang."
Su Heng pouted and opened his eyes, "Yin Yao hates it too!"
Yin Yao stared in confusion, and reached out to touch Su Heng's forehead.
Not hot...
Yin Yao leaned close to Su Heng again, raised his nose and smelled it, but there was no smell of alcohol.
Su Heng giggled suddenly, let go of Yin Yao's neck, and opened his bright black eyes, the haze in his eyes had already been replaced by a clear message, "Yin Yao, you are cute sometimes."
Um?Yin Yao looked at Su Heng suspiciously.
"You are the worst when you are preaching with a straight face!" Su Heng puffed up his cheeks and commented angrily, suddenly his dark eyes turned up, and he looked at Yin Yao with a smile, "But you are quite considerate in taking care of people."
Yin Yao was angry, "Are you kidding me?!"
Su Heng sat up from the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, and gently stroked his hair, "No, when you first came in, I fell asleep and thought you were someone else."
"Others!" Yin Yao's eyes widened, as if he wanted to eat people, "Is it Yao Yuan?"
"Yao Yuan?" Su Heng was stunned, grabbed the quilt and asked seriously, "Why Yao Yuan?"
"Why..." Yin Yao's anger disappeared instantly, and he silently avoided Su Heng's eyes.
After a long time, Yin Yao heard Su Heng's heavy sigh, "I don't know what I said to make you misunderstand, I told Yao Yuan..." Su Heng curled his lips and looked straight at Yin Yao.
Yin Yao slowly sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Su Heng, and waited for Su Heng's explanation with his ears open.
"I said that I like Yao Yuan, but it's not the kind of liking you think, it's the liking for friends... Can you understand this?" Su Heng said seriously to the back of Yin Yao's head.
Yin Yao lowered his head in embarrassment, not knowing what to say to Su Heng for a while, let alone looking back at Su Heng.
Why do you suddenly question Su Heng, why do you feel uncomfortable seeing Su Heng's injured expression, why do you want to take care of Su Heng, why...
Countless reasons flooded the sky and covered the sky, and Yin Yao was confused for a while.
Yin Yao turned his head suddenly, and said foolishly, "Why did you tell me... these?"
Su Heng looked at Yin Yao for a long time, then suddenly blinked and looked at Yin Yao innocently.
Yin Yao had black lines on his face.
Su Heng raised the corner of his mouth and showed a faint smile, and said meaningfully, "I'm afraid you will think too much..."
"Afraid I'm thinking too much?" Yin Yao's heart jumped, and he frowned unnaturally, "What would I think too much? What would make me think too much?"
Hearing Yin Yao's tongue twister, Su Heng smiled and lifted the quilt, "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep first."
Upset me, you go to bed.
Yin Yao scratched his hair in extreme depression, turned around and climbed onto the bed.
When his fingers touched the thin quilt, Yin Yao withdrew his hand timidly, and looked resentfully at Su Heng who closed his eyes.
why why why why~~~~
Yin Yao knelt on the bed, on the verge of going crazy.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" Su Heng asked with one arm on his pillow, staring into his bright black eyes.
Yin Yao pursed his lips tightly and remained silent.
Su Heng sat up slowly, "I'll make do with another room for the night."
Lifting the quilt, Su Heng lowered his eyes and murmured quietly to himself, "I don't know if there is a bed in the study room, and I don't know if there are any pins, scissors and other things left on the sofa in the design room..."
Yin Yao's ten fingers grasped the thin quilt tightly, and asked softly, "Why do you explain to me... your feelings for Yao Yuan?"
Slowly raising his head, Yin Yao's black eyes became deeper and deeper.
Su Heng was taken aback for a moment, and the expression on his face gradually became serious.
Finished!
Yin Yao misunderstood... Maybe Yao Yuan also misunderstood?
Thinking of this, Su Heng rolled his eyes uncontrollably, looking like he was about to faint.
Embarrassedly licking his raised bangs, Su Heng lowered his face halfway, "I didn't explain it to you, it was clarification."
clarify?Why did Mao want to clarify with Yin Yao?
If you want to clarify, you should also clarify to Yao Yuan or Gao Chen, I am really crazy!
Su Heng suddenly found that his head was full of cotton.
"Thank you for your clarification." Yin Yao crawled to Su Heng's side and happily grabbed Su Heng's shoulder.
What?Su Heng raised his face, and a moment of doubt flashed in his bright eyes.
Yin Yao shook Su Heng's shoulder lightly, and said deceptively, "Thank you for treating me as a friend."
friend? !
An unknown emotion welled up in Su Heng's heart.
Looking at Yin Yaoxing's happy face, Su Heng's complicated mood gradually calmed down.
Su Heng thought of Gao Chen's simple and honest face, and Yin Yao in front of him became much more amiable.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Yin Yao suddenly said, "Yao Yuan and Gao Chen will come together the day after tomorrow."
Yin Yao's words made Su Heng's mood drop to the bottom in an instant.
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13. Chapter 13...
Yin Yao always thought that being a fashion designer was a pleasant job, but after he really integrated into Su Heng's job, he couldn't help but feel tighter.
Su Heng's work is busy and trivial, eating and sleeping on time has become a luxury wish.
Seeing Su Heng who was busy all the time, Yin Yao couldn't help worrying about Su Heng's stomach.
There is a kind of patient who is the most hateful, that is, a patient who does not listen to the doctor's orders, does his own thing, and does not cherish his own body at all. It just so happens that Su Heng is such a person.
Yin Yao put the heated lunch several times on Su Heng's table, Su Heng didn't raise his eyes, "I don't have time to eat lunch now, let's have dinner together when Yao Yuan and Gao Chen come."
"No, lunch can't be combined with dinner, your stomach can't take it." Yin Yao held back his temper and tried to persuade him.
Su Heng raised his head impatiently, his face full of dissatisfaction, "Stop making trouble, didn't you see that I was doing work?"
"You can take two bites, as the stomachache will delay your work later." Yin Yao felt that he had already humbled himself, and if Su Heng didn't eat, it would be a little shameless.
Su Heng threw the pen in his hand on the table, stood up and picked up the document, glanced sideways at Yin Yao, and said nonchalantly, "It's my stomach that hurts, not you, and I didn't ask you to buy me food."
Yin Yao frowned, with a look of sullenness on his face, "I am your attending doctor, you must listen to me."
Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth and smiled playfully, "Doctor Yin, you seem to have forgotten that you didn't come here to treat me. Your patient is next door."
Yin Yao raised his eyebrows and stared at Su Heng.
Cats love saving face the most. If the owner beats and scolds the cat, it will only force the cat to leave the house. If it chooses to run away, it will never return.
Thinking of this, Yin Yao faded away the anger on his face, and put on a faint smile, "Sorry, I really forgot." Walking to Su Heng's side, Yin Yao pulled out the document from Su Heng's hand, " Hurry up and eat two bites, don't lose your temper with me, brother is wrong."
Su Heng curled his lips and smiled, "It's okay to let me eat, you go and give this document to Yu Fei."
"Okay!" Yin Yao pushed Su Heng to the table, "Don't worry, I promise to complete the task."
"Give it to him with your own hands, don't allow others to hand it over." Su Heng sat on the chair and told Yin Yao with a smile.
Yin Yao looked down at the folder in his hand, smiled and shook his head, he didn't expect that he would become Su Heng's errand.
Pushing open the door, Yin Yao saw Ouyang Yufei walking over, walking in front of Ouyang Yufei with a smile.
"What are you up to?" Ouyang Yufei folded his arms and looked at Yin Yao with a smile.
Yin Yao happily handed the folder in his hand to Ouyang Yufei, "I will send you the file."
"Where's Su Heng?" The corners of Ouyang Yufei's eyes twitched slightly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened a little.
Yin Yao understood the meaning of Ouyang Yufei's smile all of a sudden, and was stunned for a moment in embarrassment, the smile on his face became unnatural, "Su Heng is eating lunch, he has been busy... lunch is only now Eat." Feeling the heat on his face, Yin Yao turned his eyes elsewhere, deliberately avoiding Ouyang Yufei's probing eyes.
Ouyang Yufei raised his hand and patted Yin Yao's shoulder heavily, "Su Heng..." Ouyang Yufei smiled, hesitant to speak.
"What's wrong with him?" Yin Yao's face became serious instantly.
"It's nothing..." Ouyang Yufei shook his head lightly, and after a long time of contemplation, he said lightly, "Su Heng is a person with a child's heart."
The corner of Yin Yao's mouth raised a slight arc, "I know."
"What do you know?" Su Heng pushed the door out, staring at Yin Yao warily.
Ouyang Yufei tilted his head and glanced at Yin Yao, smiled and said to Su Heng, "It's time to get rid of your bad habits, you stare at every turn, you have no self-cultivation."
Su Heng snorted coldly, "Those who speak ill of others behind their backs are not cultivated."
Yin Yao chuckled, Su Heng seemed to think of himself as a bad guy all the time, so he looked like a big bad wolf.
"I'm going to book a plane ticket." Yin Yao stopped laughing and glanced at Su Heng lightly.
Su Heng's face suddenly became ugly, and he quickly walked in front of Yin Yao, "Yao Yuan just came, why did you go back?"
"I'm so busy, how can I have time to accompany Yao Yuan, you can't go."
"Aren't you worried that that idiot Yao Yuan will be sold out by Gao Chen and me?"
"Why don't you speak?"
Yin Yao held back his laughter, pursed the corners of his mouth and did not speak.
"Hey, don't pretend to be a disabled person." Su Heng grabbed Yin Yao's arm anxiously.
Yin Yao pretended to be serious, looked directly at Su Heng, and asked, "Why should I accompany Yao Yuan for you, don't forget that I am a road idiot."
"What do you mean for me? Don't you like Yao Yuan?" Su Heng was dumbfounded, his eyes widened.
Yin Yao looked helplessly at Su Heng with an innocent face, pushed away Su Heng's hand holding his arm, and said in a very serious tone, "Yao Yuan is my younger brother, it is impossible for me to have any unreasonable thoughts about him."
Su Heng's eyes widened again, blinked slowly, and looked at Yin Yao suspiciously.
After a long silence, Su Heng suddenly turned around and ran into his office.
Yin Yao lowered his head and laughed. Ouyang Yufei, who had been standing aside to watch the show, gave Yin Yao a push, "Go and see what he said, and chase after the victory."
Yin Yao shook his head, "No."
When Yin Yao appeared in front of Su Heng with Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, Su Heng smiled listlessly, looking absent-minded.
Gao Chen lowered his face in displeasure, "Damn child, I'm not happy to see my brother."
Yao Yuan pulled Gao Chen back, "Tomorrow is the new product launch event, Su Heng is nervous, don't make trouble with him."
Su Heng smiled gratefully at Yao Yuan, and there was a deep silence in his eyes.
"Yes... Ouyang Yufei invited you here." Su Heng frowned suddenly, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.
Gao Chen frowned, hooked Su Heng's shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "What happened to you and that Ouyang?"
Su Heng looked at Gao Chen sadly, his eyes turned red, "No, we're fine."
Patting Su Heng on the back vigorously, Gao Chen comforted Su Heng softly, "He told Yao Yuan that this press conference is very important to you, and I hope we can come to cheer you on."
Su Heng lowered his head, blinked his eyes vigorously, turned around and hugged Gao Chen vigorously, and said with a sob in his throat, "Thank you, buddy."
Seeing Su Heng's slightly red eyes, Yin Yao's heart suddenly ached, and he thought of Su Heng who was helpless that night again, his chest was cut like a knife.
Who made Su Heng so abnormal, and what kind of relationship made Su Heng so unforgettable?
Heartbroken, tangled heartache, sour water appeared in his stomach, and gradually spread to his whole body. Yin Yao felt very uncomfortable, wanted to lose his temper, and even wanted to catch Su Heng and beat him up. Crushed in the bosom.
Su Heng let go of Gao Chen, walked up to Yao Yuan, put his arms around Yao Yuan, "Yao Yuan, thank you for coming."
"Thank you, everyone is our own." Yao Yuan patted Su Heng's back with a smile, the sadness in his eyes was extremely obvious.
Su Heng grinned, took Yao Yuan and Gao Chen's hands, and put them together, "Yao Yuan, I entrusted you with the best buddy in my life, and you have to discipline him well in the future."
Yao Yuan frowned, turned away sadly, Gao Chen was puzzled.
Yin Yao stepped forward and hooked Su Heng's shoulder, and asked in Su Heng's ear, "What are you doing?"
Su Heng glanced at Yin Yao, "I'm holding a wedding for them, you really have no eyesight."
Su Heng is abnormal, absolutely abnormal!
If this Persian cat is abnormal, it is usually because of spring, or it has been hit...
What happened to Su Heng?
Yin Yao couldn't help worrying about Su Heng in his heart.
Su Heng took a deep breath, shrugged his shoulders, and said to Gao Chen with a smile, "Xiao Chenchen, I married your wife home to you, and you must love him well in the future." Su Heng said to Gao Chen He winked for a while.
Grinning, Gao Chen raised his elbow to pestle Su Heng, and clasped Yao Yuan's hand tightly with his other hand.
"You can go back to the hospital with peace of mind, and don't worry that I will poach you." Su Heng said pitifully, with pitiful emotions in his bright black eyes.
Yin Yao's brows became even more tangled, his nose was sour, and he almost shed tears.
Su Heng pulled Gao Chen up with one hand and Yao Yuan up with the other, "Let's go, brother will hold a wedding banquet for you."
Su Heng found a chic hotel and organized a "wedding banquet" for Yao Yuan and Gao Chen.
Su Heng at the dining table chattered non-stop, as if he was afraid of being left alone.
Yin Yao's eyes followed Su Heng all the time, Su Heng's every move, even a small frown, made Yin Yao feel suffocated and powerless.
Yao Yuan turned his face to Yin Yao for help several times.
Yin Yao couldn't understand the complex emotions in Yao Yuan's eyes, his heart was full of helplessness and deep sadness, and he didn't understand who Yao Yuan was feeling sad for.
Yin Yao turned his face away, and saw Su Heng raised the glass full of red wine again, and said to Yao Yuan and Gao Chen, "I'll go back to Naples after this show is over, where I bought a house, and after that There are not many chances to come back, when I disturb you..." Su Heng's smile froze on his lips, and his tone became serious, "It really won't be much."
He raised his head and poured the wine in the glass into his mouth. Su Heng wiped the remaining wine from his mouth with the back of his hand, and when the glass was full again, he turned to Yin Yao and said, "Yin Yao, to be honest, I don't like you very much." Su Heng tilted his head and smiled, "However, after being with you for a few days, I feel that you are not bad, like a big brother, thank you for accommodating and taking care of me."
Yin Yao grabbed Su Heng's hand, "Su Heng, the relationship between friends is not expressed by drinking." Snatching the wine glass from Su Heng's hand, Yin Yao raised his head and did it.
Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth, and a sad smile flashed across his lips.
Besides him, only you care if my stomach hurts.
Unfortunately, you are not him.
Unfortunately, he doesn't love me.
Unfortunately, emotions are not controlled by reason and intelligence.
Unfortunately, I...
Su Heng felt very tired, all the strength in his body was suddenly pulled away, and his heart was empty and he wanted to cry.
Staring at Yin Yao's mouth opening and closing, Su Heng really wanted to hear what Yin Yao was saying, and the buzzing in his head kept ringing.
With his head down, Su Heng held Yin Yao's arm and buried his head on Yin Yao's shoulder.
Yin Yao had noticed Su Heng's trance-like eyes for a long time, and reached out his hand in time, took Su Heng into his arms, and gently stroked Su Heng's back with his hand, "Do you want to vomit or do you want to sleep?"
Su Heng said in a muffled voice, "I want to cry!"
Yin Yao stood up holding Su Heng's waist, and said to the deep-eyed Yao Yuan and the displeased Gao Chen, "Su Heng is drunk, I will take him back, and you go back to the hotel by yourself."
Su Heng moaned in Yin Yao's arms, "I don't want to see him..."
Yin Yao frowned, lowered his head against Su Heng's hair, and asked softly, "Did Juno bully you again?"
"I don't want to see him..." Su Heng repeated.
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Guoguo covered her face and cried, little Susu, you must firmly believe that Mommy loves you~~~~
I have been listening to Karen Mok's "Without You", and I feel so sad that I want to cry.
To what extent can you love someone, to the extent that you lose yourself? Can such love be called love?
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14. Chapter 14...
"I don't want to see him..."
Along the way, Su Heng kept muttering the same sentence.
Yin Yao put his arms around Su Heng's waist, trying to make Su Heng more comfortable, and there was a faint smell of cologne on Su Heng's breath.
Heart twitched and tangled together, Yin Yao's chest was tight, and he really wanted to run to Juno and question Juno.
Can……
Why should I question Juno, what identity should I use?
Su Heng's friend?The time to know each other is too short.
Su Heng's lover?Su Heng won't admit it.
Su Heng's fan?It's a pity that I don't know anything about Su Heng's design.
Su Heng's doctor?Doctors only treat illnesses, and don't meddle in patients' private affairs.
Yin Yao sighed heavily.
Su Heng raised his hand, patted Yin Yao's chest feebly, and lowered his hand again.
A light touch made Yin Yao feel even more sad.
Su Heng is so sad now that he still comforts those who are sighing beside him... Although Su Heng has a bad temper and often explodes, from his treatment of Gao Chen and Yao Yuan, it can be seen that he is a good person who cares about his friends.
It's a pity that the good man didn't meet a lover who made him happy, Yin Yao felt sorry for Su Heng unconsciously.
His mind was full of Su Heng's kindness, Su Heng's bad temper, Su Heng's stubbornness, and Su Heng's stupidity. Yin Yao's mood became more and more complicated.
Yin Yao couldn't help pressing his face against Su Heng's head, and grabbed Su Heng's hand with his free hand, interlocking it.
Feeling sorry for Su Heng and resenting Juno, Yin Yao's mood became more and more complicated and disturbed.
Yin Yao chose a hotel that was far away from Yao Yuan Gao Chen, and also far away from where Ouyang Yufei and Juno lived.From the outside, the decoration of the hotel is very tasteful. Through the bright floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the decoration of the hotel lobby is not luxurious, but the whole has a low-key gorgeous taste. Yin Yao thinks this should be able to meet Su Heng's standard.
Su Heng held onto the car door and slowly got out of the car, holding Yin Yao's hand, naturally ignoring the strange eyes of others.
Standing in the middle of the hotel room, Su Heng stared at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze.
A feeling of hollowness rolled from Su Heng's body, Su Heng hugged himself with his hands crossed, the loneliness in his eyes hurt Yin Yao's heart.
Walking to Su Heng's side, Yin Yao's hand hesitated for a long time before gently falling on Su Heng's shoulder, "How do you feel now?"
Su Heng didn't move, and didn't answer Yin Yao, but just stared blankly at the window reflecting the scene inside the house.
"Drink water?" Yin Yao's fingers trembled slightly, and he used the greatest self-control to resist the urge to hug Su Heng.
After a long time, Su Heng turned his face slowly, and smiled sadly, "Yin Yao, have you ever loved?"
There was a ripple in Yin Yao's deep eyes, and his tightly closed lips moved slightly.
"Have you ever felt that without him, you are nothing?" Su Heng raised the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly.
Yin Yao's eyes were sore, and the fingers on Su Heng's shoulder couldn't help but grasp Su Heng tightly.
Su Heng lowered his face and hummed softly, "If I don't have you, I won't be sad if I don't have the past, but if I have it, I still want to love you. If I don't have you, where am I, what a pity, anyway, it's too late, anyway Without myself..."
A crystal tear fell from Su Heng's eye.
Yin Yao's heart trembled following Su Heng's singing, and his hand slowly slipped from Su Heng's shoulder, with an unspeakable emotion surging in his chest.
Distressed for Su Heng's love?Still feel sorry for Su Heng?
Yin Yao couldn't tell what the rolling emotion in his mind was, his heart became chaotic, and his mind also became chaotic. He always felt that everything was changing silently.
Staring closely at Su Heng's profile, Yin Yao couldn't tell whether he felt pity for Su Heng or what.
Maybe it was moved, completely moved by Su Heng's sincerity; or maybe it was love...
like?what kind of loveYin Yao's heart skipped a beat.
The flustered Yin Yao calmed down, tried to concentrate and think seriously.
The feeling for Su Heng is not love, but good impression. From the first time we met, I have a good feeling for Su Heng in my heart.
That counts as liking?It should be a little bit, but what kind of like is this like?
Just like Su Heng's liking among friends like Yao Yuan, or the kind of liking for someone he likes?
Yin Yao couldn't give himself an answer for a while.
Yin Yao grinned and shook his head, telling himself that the feelings surging in his chest are not his real feelings.
A momentary impulse, a momentary love caused by pity, will only hurt Su Heng, but will not bring Su Heng really joy and happiness.
Bitterness lingered in his chest, Yin Yao took two steps back and hid behind Su Heng.
The life I want is not a passionate love, but a long, ordinary life like a glass of water that can quench my thirst. Can Su Heng accept an ordinary life?
What does Su Heng want?
Can I give Su Heng happiness?
Yin Yao's eyes stayed on Su Heng's back all the time, and he was always struggling in his heart.
Rushing up to hug Su Heng, even if it's only for one night...
Yin Yao's hand kept shaking, and the moment he was about to touch Su Heng, he retracted weakly.
Yin Yao kept laughing at his cowardice in his heart.
Isn't he always so timid?Yin Yao smiled wryly.
If you are not sure whether you can give the other person happiness, you never express your feelings in your heart, and you have missed someone because of your personality, right?
Su Heng's low and sad singing voice kept hovering in the room, and also hovering in Yin Yao's heart.
Just be brave once, even if it's impulsive, Su Heng really needs a hug, even if it's just for a moment.
"Stop singing..." Yin Yao's hand finally took Su Heng's arm.
Su Heng raised his head, tilted his head and smiled, "Isn't it nice?"
Looking at a pair of innocent black eyes, Yin Yao felt the pain of being torn apart instantly, and couldn't help shouting at Su Heng, "Tell me, what should I do?"
Su Heng pushed Yin Yao's hand away, walked to the French window, and said quietly, "You can choose to close the door from the outside..."
Yin Yao turned around angrily, took two steps towards the door, turned around again, walked to Su Heng's side, and pulled Su Heng's arm, "I don't care what kind of crazy you smoke today, you go to bed quickly, I will go back after your press conference is over tomorrow."
"Why did you change the plan?" Su Heng changed his face instantly, and asked with a sneer, "Do you have pity on me?"
Yin Yao frowned irritably and widened his eyes, "What are you talking about? I'm worried about you, can't you see it!"
"Worried about me?" Su Heng laughed dryly twice, "Thank you, you'd better go back early."
Is he angry because I left?
Yin Yao felt a burst of joy in his heart.
After thinking about it, Yin Yao denied his idea again.
Taking a step forward, Yin Yao stretched out his arms and pulled Su Heng into his arms, "Don't be hard on yourself, I will feel sad when I see it."
Gently patted Su Heng on the back, Yin Yao said softly, "Love is gone, there is still career, friends and family, and I will meet better people in the future..."
"He gave me dreams, gave me the chance to realize my dreams, and gave me infinite love, but he didn't want to give me love..." Su Heng sniffed, "But, I just want love, a relationship that will never end. Ending love."
I give you, you either?
Yin Yao suddenly popped out such an answer in his heart.
I am willing to give you love that never ends, I am willing to give you a peaceful life, I am willing!
Immediately, Yin Yao was like the moon clearing away the clouds and mists, and his heart was bright.
The silent Su Heng couldn't hear Yin Yao's heart, and the heartache of cutting flesh with the machete made him careless of anything, he just wanted to escape the overwhelming heartache and powerlessness.
Yin Yao silently hugged Su Heng tightly, wanting to silently give Su Heng a little support and warmth, even if it was just for a moment.
Being hugged tightly by Yin Yao, Su Heng's sad heart gradually calmed down, his eyelids became heavier and his head became more and more empty, and he lay down on Yin Yao's body and fell asleep.
Yin Yao heard Su Heng's steady breathing, and his stiff limbs slowly recovered.
The moment he picked up Su Heng, Yin Yao had an illusion, as if this action had been done countless times, as if something had happened between Su Heng and himself.
Gently put Su Heng on the bed, Su Heng turned over, grabbed Yin Yao's corner tightly, and muttered indistinctly, "Don't go, Yin Yao."
Yin Yao looked deeply at Su Heng who was not sleeping soundly, and thought of Ouyang Yufei's words in his head, but Su Heng was just a child, a child who was very true and pure about love.
This kid is very clear about his dreams and very clear about his love.
Su Heng, who is easy to blow up, has a bad mouth and is mean, is actually a very nice person, a person worthy of love.
The attachment to love, there will always be one time in everyone's life, but maybe it is this attachment that hurts himself all over his body, and never speaks of love again.
The hurt of love is sometimes a moment, sometimes it will be a lifetime.
Yin Yao looked down at Su Heng carefully.
"Su Heng, let me take care of you, okay?"
"Su Heng, let me take care of you, okay?"
Su Heng frowned.
In his dream, Su Heng looked at the blurry figure in front of him and thought to himself, why did I let you take care of me? I am an adult man, and I can be considered a successful person.
Fingers are warmed
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