linked to the collar

Bai Ye opened his eyes. This is a very familiar environment. There are light blue sheets under him, and the old yellowed bed top can be seen when he looks up.That was Xiao Ran's old house, Xiao Ran's bed.

But Xiao Ran was not by his side, sleeping alone with a pillow, it was difficult to fall asleep.

The room was filled with mist, as if... every midnight dream in those two years.

But he remembered that he and Xiao Ran were already together...

Xiao Ran opened a bookstore in the city, and he bought a big house in the city, and lived with Xiao Ran.They go in and out together every day, and they are very close.

He remembered that he told li xuan that he loved him and didn't want to be separated for the rest of his life.

He also remembered that Xiao Ran responded to him, he said, um, forever.

He remembered that this shy man took the initiative to stand on tiptoe and kissed his lips, and he also remembered how he could not help himself when he pressed him down. He even clearly remembered how he felt when he entered Xiao Ran's body. The back hole was hot, and the person next to my ear was crying, panting and screaming...

But what about Xiao Ran?Why is it gone again?

Bai Ye felt a little cold, lifted the quilt, stood up, walked to the table and looked around.

This is really Xiao Ran's room, every scene and every thing is very familiar.But... why am I here?He clearly remembered that before going to bed, the two of them were in the newly bought mansion, in the best courtyard he specially arranged for Xiao Ran, and they fell asleep after being intimate for a while, after being tired, why? When he opened his eyes, he was the only one in this old house?

What about Xiao Ran?

He turned over his cup to drink water, but the teapot was empty.

"Xiao Ran?"

he called, but there was no answer.

"Xiao Ran, where are you?" He raised his voice, thinking that even if Xiao Ran went to wake up at night, he should have heard it, right?However, still no one answered.

"Xiao Ran!" He was in a hurry, he couldn't see the familiar person, he was flustered for a while, but he didn't dare to think about what he was afraid of.

"What are you looking for him for?" The crisp male voice was nice, but Bai Ye only found it harsh. When he turned his head, he saw Canxing who was wearing gauze at some time standing by the window.

"How will you be here?"

Canxing didn't answer, and took two steps forward, playing with the black hair hanging by her ear. "Don't you want him? Don't you? Don't you like me? What do you want him for? Bai Ye, you said it yourself at the time, it's just a plaything, you don't like him, don't you? Then, why do you want him? "

"Stop talking nonsense! Where's Xiao Ran? Are you trying to do something bad again!" Bai Ye stepped forward to catch the boy who always spoiled his good things, but suddenly Canxing disappeared in front of his eyes, and the voice appeared behind him.

"Master Bai, what have you been guarding in this hut all this time? What are you doing to keep people from touching anything in this hut? Xiao Ran is gone, he has been gone for a long time, you forgot? Hehe, Lord Bai, you forgot, Xiao Ran is gone..."

"Nonsense! Nonsense!" Bai Ye was furious, flicked his sleeves and brushed away all the utensils on the table, his voice hoarse and panicked.

Yes, he finally remembered what he was afraid of, he was afraid, those days that Xiao Ran promised him to be together, the days they had spent together, were just a dream, in fact Xiao Ran left, he never came back, his thoughts and... For such a long time with remorse, I can only miss this once beautiful empty house alone.

He could only miss it, he remembered that he had looked for Xiao Ran, but he disappeared...

He can only guard this house, only memories to remember.

He misses Xiao Ran so much, he likes Xiao Ran, if it was a dream, why did he wake up?He would rather just be in a dream like that, and never wake up from a long sleep.

With Xiao Ran by his side, even if it is a dream, he is willing.

Why wake up, why wake up!

"Canxing! Why are you here in the middle of the night! Canxing! Where are you!"

Bai Ye suddenly discovered that the surrounding white mist had thickened at some point, and Canxing had disappeared again.

He is too familiar with this house. Since Xiao Ran left, he has been tidying up this house. Even with his eyes closed, he can walk around the house a few times. It's not clear.

If Canxing is gone, it's just gone... He walked to the window as if lost in his soul, and sat down on the bamboo couch.

When he was staying here at first, Xiao Ran always invited him to sleep on the bed, and he curled up on the bamboo couch for the night, until the weather started to get cold, and he heard the sound of someone's teeth chattering in the middle of the night It's not over until they are carried to the bed and sleep together.

Xiao Ran likes this bamboo couch very much, and it is always wiped clean, because the armrests and other places that have been used all the time are polished smooth.

Bai Ye gently grasped the armrest, as if he could overlap and hold Xiao Ran's hands that were once resting on it.

I can't hold on to anything... It's like memories, if I don't keep reminiscing, Bai Ye is afraid that one day maybe he will forget Xiao Ran's voice and smile.

He guards this house, he guards a memory.

"Xiao Ran, I'll be here waiting for you to come back... Will you come back? You will definitely come back..."

There is Qionghua's tomb outside the city. Bai Ye believes that it is impossible for Xiao Ran not to come back to visit that woman's grave in person. As long as he comes back, he, he will hug her this time and never let go.

Xiao Ran... I understood in that dream that I love you, I love you in that dream.

But dreams will wake up, Xiao Ran, come back, I don't want to dream, I want to love you well.

Xiao Ran...

"Mister won't come back. Mr. left because of our anger. He won't come back." This is an even more annoying male voice, Zhang Ting, Zhang Hanwen, Xiao Ran's good student!

But where is this person hiding and talking?Why can only hear the voice, people?

"What kind of shit are you? Xiao Ran left because of me! It's because of me!" Bai Ye yelled at the empty room, Xiao Ran loved him, from before to now, in dreams and in reality, Xiao Ran is the same Loving my own. "What are you! Xiao Ran loves me!"

"Sir won't come back... won't come back... won't come back..."

The erratic male voice appears and disappears from time to time, but no matter how Bai Ye roars, it always rings in Bai Ye's ears quietly, persistently telling Bai Ye the fact that Xiao Ran will not come back no matter who it is for.

That's right, even if you tell the whole world that Xiao Ran left because of him, what does it mean?

Does it mean that Xiao Ran loved him, or does it mean that he missed Xiao Ran?

What was he persistently shouting about, exactly what was he trying to prove?

Proof, are you a fool who doesn't know how to cherish?

Zhang Ting's voice finally disappeared, and he sat back on the bamboo couch wearily.

Why is it so annoying today? It belongs to Canxing and Zhang Ting... He stood up and stumbled towards the bed.

He wants to sleep, he wants to dream, if Xiao Ran can only appear in his dreams...he wants to dream of Xiao Ran.

"Second Master..." Another voice appeared behind him, who is that?It seems to be so familiar.

"Who's coming?" He stood still, fully alert but didn't turn around, the fog had made him unable to see his surroundings, and his vision was filled with whiteness.

The man didn't answer him, and still said in that rigid voice without tone: "Young Master Xiao is dead."

Bai Ye suddenly became dizzy, what is this man talking about?What are you talking about?Xiao Ran is dead?

"We found Mr. Xiao's body in the forest... dead... dead..."

The sound of "dead" echoed in Bai Ye's ears, and he felt that something was broken.

His chest was suffocated and he couldn't breathe, he was so nauseated that he wanted to vomit, and his eyes turned black. He stretched out his hand, but he couldn't grasp anything in the void.

"...Xiao Ran..."

His eyes darkened, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and he...was too tired to open his eyes again.

Xiao Ran...

Xiao Ran...

Xiao Ran!

Suddenly, his hand felt warm, as if it was being held by someone. At the same time, Bai Ye heard someone whispering in his ear.

"Bai Ye, what's wrong with you? Bai Ye?"

who?who is this

The familiar gentle male voice, gentle and anxious, who is it?

He opened his eyes suddenly, and met a pair of eyes full of concern.

"...Xiao Ran?"

Xiao Ran, who was only wearing his jacket, let out a long breath. "What's wrong with you? Did you have a nightmare? What's the matter? Bai Ye..."

Bai Ye suddenly threw himself on Xiao Ran and hugged him tightly, his voice trembling out of tune. "Xiao Ran! Xiao Ran! That's great, Xiao Ran...you're still here...that's great...Xiao Ran, it's great that you're not dead..."

Xiao Ran knew that Bai Ye had a nightmare, and it probably had something to do with him, so he didn't ask anymore. He reached out to hug Bai Ye, and patted Bai Ye's back gently as if to comfort him. "I'm here, it's okay, I'm here..."

Bai Ye hugged Xiao Ran tightly, muttered in his arms for a long time, then suddenly pulled Xiao Ran away a little, looked up and down carefully, making Xiao Ran feel a little uncomfortable. "What are you looking at?"

"I had a dream... I dreamed that you hadn't come back yet, and I was still alone in your old house. I dreamed that my life with you for so many days was only in a dream. What do you call this? Come on... Nanke Yimeng? Hey, Xiao Ran, no, no, let me see if it is a dream."

Xiao Ran even made Bai Ye laugh, how could this person still be so careless?I felt a little pain in my heart, the days when I didn't come back, even the ones I didn't want to recall in my dreams, were all classified as nightmares, how much did he care about himself?

He stretched out his hand to let him hold his own, and gently patted the back of Bai Ye's hand with the other hand. "Come on, touch it? Am I hot?"

Bai Ye held Li Ran's hand tightly, and stretched out the other hand, held Li Ran's hand in his palm and rubbed it carefully for a while, then pulled him into his arms again. "Hey, just bite me, I'll see if it hurts."

On one side, he turned his head and exposed his neck, signaling Xiao Ran to bite this way. "Bite harder, it must be heavier, otherwise I will be afraid."

Xiao Ran brushed up Bai Ye's hair, gently caressed Bai Ye's neck that was exposed to him, and his fingertips slid down the stretched veins. "Fool, I'm here, I'm back."

Bai Ye remained silent, and grabbed Xiao Ran's hand for a while, refusing to let go. "Xiao Ran, I was really scared...I..."

As soon as he recalled the scene in the dream, Bai Ye couldn't help but feel chilled for a while, and hugged Xiao Ran tightly.Only this person, only this warmth, is what he wants. If he lets go, will it be like the dream just now?

He was so scared, he was afraid that everything now was just a dream, he was really afraid that if he let go of Xiao Ran, he would wake up from the dream... It was just another yellow dream.

Xiao Ran let him hug her tightly, let the man hug him so tightly that he could barely breathe, turned his head and kissed Bai Ye's face lightly. "I'm not willing to bite you... Besides, you have thick skin and thick flesh. If I bite you, I'm afraid of toothache."

"Nonsense, I think you were very energetic when you bit me at that time, and I probably still have the tooth marks you left on my shoulders now!" Bai Ye buried his head in Xiao Ran's arms, and his voice was muffled Yes, but it sounded like he had regained some energy, and Xiao Ran calmed down a little, so he continued to reach out and pat Bai Ye's back lightly.

"What are you talking about..."

Thinking of how the tooth marks were bitten, Xiao Ran blushed a little. If it wasn't...it was too...how could he actually bite Bai Ye?

Bai Ye was silent for a long time, then suddenly pushed Li Ran down on the bed with his hands, lowered his head and kissed Li Ran's lips, and began to poke inside while undoing Li Ran's clothes with his hands.

"You, what are you doing!"

"I remembered that there is another way to verify whether it is a dream or not..." Bai Ye pulled away the middle coat that was only on Xiao Ran's body, and buried his head in Xiao Ran's neck, kissing and sucking. "Is it a dream? You will know when you go in...Xiao Ran, look at how smart I am..."