Big Han Weiyang

The ceremony was followed by a family feast.Although the feudal lords returned home, the rest of Liu's clan still filled the Changqiu Hall to its fullest.

The court ladies and eunuchs came and went, and the atmosphere in the hall was jubilant.

Empress Dowager Dou probably still remembered King Liang, her eyes, which were no longer visible, stared at the direction of the bronze portrait palace lantern sent by King Liang, with a melancholy expression.

Emperor Jing persuaded her a few words, but still there was no improvement, so he talked with Princess Guantao with a smile.Occasionally, the two glanced at this side at the same time, with a look of satisfaction.

Mrs. Wang was promoted from wife to queen. She sat with Mrs. Wang, held her hand, and looked dignified and cordial to the dozen or so ladies present.

Through the cracks of people who came to toast in an endless stream, I saw the poor little Liu Shun.

He was held in the arms of the maid, and he opened his arms towards the queen, but the maid devotedly ignored him, but he continued to move towards me, but the maid still ignored him, so he could only lick his fingers eagerly.

The princess and Liehou talked and laughed with each other.The two younger brothers, Liu Ji and Liu Cheng, were playing around in the center of the hall with a few favored royal relatives with foreign surnames.

The rest of the older brothers have gone to Duzhiguo, and Liu Rong is still on his way to Chang'an.

Liu Zhi, it should be called Liu Che now, wearing a blue straight train, sitting alone, not paying attention to anyone.Even when Gillian talked to him, he ignored him.

Gillian also ignored him angrily, and turned to me with a bright smile.

I was teased by Uncle Tian Fu who was overjoyed and drank a lot of wine.Queen Wang complained that not only did he not stop drinking for me, but he also joined in the fun.But at this time Tian Fu himself was so drunk that he couldn't listen to anything while laughing.

In fact, the taste of the wine is very weak. I drank more than a dozen cups, and I was not drunk at all, but it still has stamina after all.

I don't know if the rituals during the day were too cumbersome, or the shadows in my heart still linger, I was hit by the alcohol, I had a splitting headache, I just wanted to take a quick rest, and I really didn't have the energy to continue to pay attention to the joys and sorrows in the hall.

After the first group of relatives who were more prominent on the stage finished paying their respects in turn, I left Liu She and Gillian and took my leave early. Emperor Jing readily asked me to go back and rest.

The Crown Prince's uterus is being refurbished. I took the palace servants out of the banquet, first took a carriage from Changle Palace to Weiyang Palace, and then returned to Pixiang Palace with one foot deep and one foot shallow.Before the end of late spring, hundreds of flowers bloom quietly, and the fragrance is permeated in the dark.

Walking through the heavily curtained corridor in the moonlight, I pushed open the door, and I was trembling.Su Xiang and Wan Xiang quickly supported me so that I would not fall headlong on the bed.

The court ladies wiped my face and hands lightly, and took off my swallow clothes before leaving.

I fell asleep in a daze.

In the dream, there is an endless wasteland.There is nothing on the ground but soil.Even the sky is shrouded in a hazy khaki.

I may or may not know that this is a dream.

The wilderness is vast, and it seems that you can go anywhere.

But sometimes, too many choices can make people feel overwhelmed, almost like there is no choice.It would be better if there is only one way, and you can go to the end without any worries.

I chose a direction and walked down.

"Stop." Someone seemed to be saying. "You shouldn't be here."

To shut up.

Anyone can walk on the road.

"Not everyone can walk. You can't afford this path."

To shut up.

I move on.For a long time, the ground under my feet seemed to change color.

Looking down, it was a layer of blood, rising from the cracks in the ground, soaking the ground bit by bit.

Don't scare me.

The blood gradually thickened, sinking into my shoes, and I couldn't lift them up.I was horrified to find that my body was heavy and it was difficult to breathe.

I struggled to open my eyes, and it turned out that someone was pressing on me, which made me have a nightmare.I laughed at myself in my heart.

Just by listening to the way he breathes, he knew it was Liu Zhi.

"Ah, are you not angry with me anymore?" Although I wanted to smile, but I was tired physically and mentally, and finally gathered the strength to speak, and the second half of the sentence was vaguely lost in my throat.

I tried my best to withdraw my hand and rub my eyes to wake myself up, but I lost my strength after taking half of it, and my consciousness was ups and downs between dream and reality.

He rested on his forearm, chest to chest, and elbows on my shoulders, just like before.

We all love to talk to each other in such a bad way.

Pressed the other party so that his face was red and his neck was thick, and then he was kicked away.

The two have been quarreling for almost a month.So pamper him today.Besides, I didn't have the energy to kick him.

Liu Zhi didn't know how long he had been there, but he was immersed in his own thoughts.Through the jacket, his body is cooler than mine.

"A Yue, why?" Seeing that I woke up, Liu She asked.He took off the indifference mask he had worn for several months, and the stubborn expression at this time was only suitable for his age.His bright eyes are like a pool of autumn water.

The hall was pitch black, and the moonlight shone through the window, vaguely illuminating his silhouette.Only the slender neck and the small side of the face are as white as snow.

"What why?" I tried my best to concentrate and make sure I didn't fall asleep.

Liu Zhi's fingers carefully traced my eyebrows, along the subtle curve of the bridge of the nose to the tip of the nose, and then to the lips.

His fingers are soft and warm.

He said in a low voice: "A Yue, we are obviously the same. We are so similar in appearance, born on the same day, raised together, lived together, played together, slept together, studied together, took risks together, rode and shot together, Let's become king together. I always feel that we are one person."

The autumn water in his eyes seemed to turn into tears and overflow.I wanted to touch his cheek, but I couldn't stand the heavy sleepiness, and I couldn't move a finger.

"But why did it change? I suddenly realized that you have become the prince, and I will soon go to my own territory like other brothers. Only then did I realize that you are you and I am me. You are Liu Yue , I am Liu Che. The difference between us will become bigger and bigger, and the distance will become farther and farther.”

Yes.

Growing up together, I know your temper and your preferences.

What you want to say in the next moment, I can help you say it, and what you want to do in the next moment, I don't have to think about it.

You can know the other person's mind without opening your mouth, and you can cooperate closely without discussing.

It seems that you are me, and I am you; it seems that the two sides of the mirror can be turned into one person when you poke them in.

But the moment I was established as the prince, I was completely separated from this entanglement.Accompanied by growing pains is unprecedented ease, and the accompanying loneliness and desolation.

"I'm so afraid that we will be separated, I'm so afraid that the distance between me and you will get farther and farther." A drop of shiny things slid across his cheek, and it disappeared in an instant.

He held my hand, pressed it against his face, lowered his body slowly, and pressed his cool forehead against mine.

The obsidian-like eyes dazed me.

After overlapping his eyes for an unknown amount of time, he lowered his eyelids and lightly touched the tip of his lips to mine.Like a dragonfly touching the water, like a petal falling into the lake, the lightness makes me forget to breathe.

The heart lake is slightly rippled, and the ripples are rippling, breaking the eternal silence.

Passing through the mirror, it turned out that what I touched was not another self.

You are you and I am me.We are different people so I can hug you and kiss you.

Isn't that great.

The feeling of loneliness suddenly turned into a little joy.

Liu Zhi didn't hear anything.He smiled bitterly, turned his head, and fell asleep beside me.

I closed my eyes and listened to his unsteady breathing. At some point, I fell into a dream again.

In the dream, it was a city.On the battlefield outside the city, the drums of war are like thunder.The big Han soldiers in bright red war robes and the Huns in gray costumes are like two rivers, Jing and Wei, converging together.

The canine teeth intertwined, the situation changed several times, and the gray crowd was eaten away by the bright red with an unstoppable trend.

Inside the city, the people were jubilant, and the sound was deafening.

The man who reaped the victory stands on a high city, full of vigor, and admired by all.His back is so familiar, the name is on my lips, but I can't say it.

what about me?where am i

As soon as my thoughts changed, I returned to the wasteland again.

It turned out that this was another battlefield.

A huge city ruins appeared in the wasteland.The lingering sound of the rush seems to be still there.However, the ruined walls were soaked in the blood of tens of thousands and hundreds of thousands of soldiers.

The red-clothed soldiers were all holding weapons, and they were still attacking at the last moment before they died.The fatal wounds are all on the back.Looking around, there are very few corpses of the Huns, and it is more like a fratricide within the Han Dynasty under the cover of strangling the Huns.

In the center of the densest red, a person wearing imperial clothes fell silently to the ground.I quickly stepped over the fallen soldiers, regardless of the blood soaking the robe.

When I stood in front of him, I hesitated. Do I really want to know who he is?

Can't escape.

I turned him over, and it was me when I grew up.

I let him go, took a few steps back, and tripped.

Turning around, a broken flag was lying on a slant, and I picked it up tremblingly.The scorching wind is hunting, and the flag is raised.The heavy "Chinese" characters stand against the setting sun like blood.

Is this the fate of the path I chose?

I clenched my fists, nails digging into my palms.

It's a dream!Wake up, it was just a dream!

I was covered in cold sweat and sat up suddenly, relieved to find that I was still in the Temple of Fragrance.

The morning light is hazy.Liu Zhi lay on the pillow, his sleeping clothes scattered.

I wiped my forehead.

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When I raised my hand, I felt something wrong with my shoulder hurting.

He opened his middle coat and saw that there were two neat rows of teeth marks on his shoulders, the bloodstains were still there.

I had a nightmare all night, you really deserve a lot of credit.

"Liu Zhi——" I picked him up, who was still asleep, and said through gritted teeth, "You belong to a dog, please explain to me clearly what's going on."

He was uncomfortable being strangled by the middle clothes, he frowned and opened one eye: "Don't call me a nickname, my name is Liu Che now."

"Liu Che! What's going on!" I pointed to the two rows of teeth marks.

Liu Zhi smiled and said, "I came back to see that you were asleep, and I wanted to test how soundly you slept... Do you remember last night..." He glanced at the seat of Pixiu at the corner of the bed with some guilt, his cheeks slightly flushed. Hong, seems to be waiting for my sentence.

"Last night? Last night I was drunk by my uncle, and I was tortured by you when I came back. As a result, I had a bunch of horrible, um, it seems to be a nostalgic dream?" I touched my lips, and in my mind Search hard.

I finally recalled the part of the battle between the Han army and the Huns in the dream, and I still remember a pair of obsidian-like eyes staring at me and saying to me...

"We must deal with the Huns in the future!" I clasped my fists and clapped my hands, then shook my head and sighed, "If it wasn't for the reminder from the dream last night, the two of us would have forgotten this wish we had since we were young. It really shouldn't be."

"What else?" Liu Zhi's expression was not very good.

what else?I rubbed my chin and thought about it, and while he was waiting, I grabbed him and showed me the injury on my shoulder: "Also, I was bitten by you last night! Don't think that I will forget if you change the topic." !"

Liu Zhi's face turned dark all of a sudden.

I kicked him unceremoniously onto the bed.

He lowered his head and slowly got up gloomy, with anger gathering on his face.He grabbed my skirt and hit back hard.

I didn't expect his reaction to be so big.

After a few rounds, both of their cheeks were bruised and blood was seen at the corners of their mouths.

He seems to have accumulated grievances for many days, and he is much more ruthless than me.

I don't owe you anything, why are you acting like you're desperate for me.I felt baffled, and I endured it for a while, and gradually lost my temper.

Both of them are the type who won't cry out for pain, this time they didn't hold back each other, and the fists and kicks became more severe.

The gauze curtain came out of the fighting room, the two glared angrily, grabbed each other's jackets, rolled around on the ground, unable to break free.

"Liu Che, what's wrong with you, what do you want!" I was in a hurry, and called Liu Zhi's new name.I've had enough of his negligent attitude for months.

Liu Zhi pressed me to the ground with a complicated expression, as if he wanted to say something, and finally changed his words, and said coldly: "You don't know yet, brother Liu Rong died, and died in the lieutenant's mansion in Zhidu. "

I felt as if I had been splashed with cold water, and forgot to push him away: "...why?"

"The charge is that he occupied the land of the ancestral temple when building the palace. Do you believe it?" Liu Zhi sneered, as if it was my fault.

"He's not, is he still on his way?" I said hesitantly.

"To reassure you, Father, you just let everyone keep it a secret from you. How far is Linjiang from here? People who have verified Uncle Liang's rebellion will go back and forth a few times. No matter how much the people of Linjiang love him, they will dismantle the carriage a few times. Spokes, he's overdue too."

It's really unreasonable that Liu Rong hasn't arrived for so long, I should have thought of it earlier.

I was still struggling: "Uncle Liang came to assassinate the ministers of the court, and secondly, he came to overrun countless palaces in the country. Why is Uncle Liang fine, but brother Liu Rong..."

Maybe Liu Zhi made a mistake?

"It's not for you! Brother Liu Rong is the eldest son, and his succession is more legitimate than yours. If he doesn't die, how can you sit firmly as the crown prince? Father won't let me tell you, but I don't know anything when I see you , get angry when you look happy." Cruel words spit out from his mouth.

"You lied to me!" I broke away from his hand, pushed him back to the ground, and punched him in the face.I don't want to believe it.Wouldn't it be nice to lie to me for a while, wouldn't it be nice to let me be more innocent and happy for a while, wouldn't it be nice for everyone to grow up later.

The corners of Liu Zhi's mouth were bruised and bloodstained, and he pursed his lips.In an atmosphere that was so silent that it was depressing, the two began to fight for the second time.

The two of us almost intentionally did not avoid each other's fists, and we fought hard every time, trying to use the pain to make ourselves forget something.

Until the two have no strength left.

"Your Highness! Your Highness! What's the matter..." The belated ladies hurried in.

Liu Zhi was covered in sweat and pushed me away with all his might, lying on the ground wearily.I also fell asleep beside him.

Last night's wind blew peach blossoms in through the window, and the hall was covered with soft pink.The two of them tossed and turned just now, their shirts were stained with the juice of petals.

Breathing gradually calmed down.

At this moment, I want to forget Empress Dowager Dou, Emperor Jing, King Liang, Liu Rong, and this bloody crown prince, without thinking about anything.

The morning sun shines through the swaying flower branches and spills into the hall.The pale light shone on us, driving away the darkness and coldness, and bringing a little warmth.

The two ignored the maid's voice and looked out the window quietly.

It's like wanting to keep the childhood that is about to go away forever, like wanting to keep this splendid late spring.