Big Han Weiyang

Liu Yue

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The hall of Changqiu was very gloomy.

Empress Dowager Dou sat on the couch.She was once hale and hearty, as if she would never age.But the years have worn down her body.

"See the emperor." The maids said softly.

"Grandma, the grandson is here." I walked up the steps and motioned the maids to get down.

"Shun'er go down." Queen Dowager Dou said.

Liu Shun was a little strange, and whispered to me: "Then Shun'er is leaving first." The maid carefully helped him to stand up from his kneeling position, he let go of the maid's hand, and left with a little unsteady footsteps.

"Yue'er, come." Empress Dowager Dou waved.I sat next to her and found that I was much taller than her.

"Yue'er is growing up, grandma is getting old." Queen Mother Dou and I thought the same thing.

"Grandma's day is probably coming soon. Grandma may have done a lot of things that you hate over the years. But today, grandma has to do the last thing."

"Grandma, you are the grandma of the grandson, the empress dowager of the big man. Although the grandson doesn't understand why grandma does some things, you must be doing it for my own good, and for the good of the big man."

Empress Dowager Dou sighed, and took out a secret letter from under the pillow: "It doesn't matter if you understand or not, this is the last request your father entrusted to you."

I suddenly remembered that Emperor Jing said to me that day, one day, he hoped that I would kill someone.I thought he was either sick and confused, or he was referring to the Xiongnu Shanyu.Didn't take it too seriously.

I never thought that Queen Mother Dou would mention it again.

I took the confidential letter, and a series of names flashed in my mind.I looked at Queen Mother Dou hesitantly, not daring to open it.

Empress Dowager Dou didn't make it difficult for me: "It's Li Rong."

"It's him?" I said in shock.

"Grandma knows that you like him, but his heart is elsewhere. He hurt you like that, and you are not willing to leave him. Your father is afraid that you will do more stupid things for him in the future, ruining the Han Dynasty."

I opened the secret letter in disbelief, and on it was the word "Li Rong" written in long and thin strokes.Obviously, when Emperor Jing wrote it, his heart was very complicated.

"Grandma, my grandson's affection for him has long since faded. What stupid things can he make my grandson do?" I was so shocked that I wanted to laugh instead.I have protected Liu Rong very well. If Queen Mother Dou knew that Liu Rong was with me early on, she would have separated us instead of killing him.

But I have already dragged Liu Rong into the bed curtain, and now I tell Empress Dowager Dou that Li Rong is the eldest grandson she misses day and night, what a shame.

Things are ridiculous.

"What can he do? How do you think the Huns knew that your car happened to be in Yanmen?" Queen Mother Dou said a possibility that I had never considered.

"I thought...it was Mrs. Wang who contacted Archer." I remembered that Liu Rong once said that it was Mrs. Wang who kept in touch with him.

Empress Dowager Dou shook her head: "It's Mrs. Wang and Li Rong. Che'er doesn't know."

"He doesn't know?" My voice trembled a little. "The matter of leading troops to rebel, he must be right."

Empress Dowager Dou closed her eyes and nodded: "It's true."

I actually breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that I hated Liu Che, and I didn't hate anything wrong.

Empress Dowager Dou said again: "Do you know why your father suddenly became so seriously ill?"

I remembered what happened in Guangchuan, and suddenly stood up: "Could it be him too? Why is he so cruel." His people can make pills, so naturally they can make other things too.

I pressed my sword and went down the steps.

Empress Dowager Dou said behind me: "If he hadn't aggravated your father's condition, your father would have survived at least another half a year. Liu Yue, if you can't even be hard-hearted, I won't trust you to hand the big man into your hands." superior."

I strode away.

Liu Rong.

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I was born in April.It is said that it was raining cats and dogs that day, and there was only a white mist a few feet away.Except for the rustling of the rain hitting the leaves, all the sounds in the world were covered, including my crying.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that my life has always been like this rainy day in late spring. Although it is green everywhere, it is misty with rain, and the greenness makes people sad.

No one has ever come to understand my sadness.

In the year when I was deposed, I watched my two younger brothers go away in a carriage.

I thought this would be a permanent departure, and the farewell of the two little children is the only good memory in this sadness.

Unexpectedly, I returned to Chang'an again.

I learned that my mother died, and my father wanted to use my life to pave the way for Ah Yue.

I was imprisoned in Tingwei's Mansion and treated as a death row prisoner, and I couldn't even ask to see my father.I wrote a letter to my grandma asking for help, but there has been no reply.When I was already desperate, a small official brought the letter and threw it on my face with a mocking smile.

No one would save me, so I killed myself.Wake up but not dead.Even though I was alone in prison, my father, who was gradually collapsing, stood beside my bed.I thought he saved me.However, he turned his back on me and told me to leave and never return to Beijing.

I fell into despair again.My mother was forced to commit suicide. Not only was the crown prince deprived, but I was no longer a prince.I no longer have a father, grandma, brother.

Hatred took root in my heart.

Back to Chang'an for the second time, my name is Li Rong.In Liu Ling's mansion, Ayue, who was immature at the time, has grown up.He recognized me immediately with a surprised expression.But at that time, there was nothing but hatred in my heart.

He has affection for me, and I use that affection.He harbored guilt towards me and wanted to make it up to me, and I used that guilt in exchange for compensation.

Seeing him lose his soul because of my lukewarmness, and get farther and farther away from my father because of my words, I have a vicious pleasure.

I agreed to Mrs. Wang's plan without hesitation.My father wants to sacrifice me to maintain the stability of Dahan, and sacrifice me to pave the way for Ayue's future.A father who sacrificed his son for the sake of a big man is certainly selfless in the eyes of others.So what about in the eyes of those who were sacrificed?

I'm not a saint, and I don't want to be the one who was sacrificed.Since he treats me like this, so what if I ruin the big man and Ah Yue.

But when I saw Ah Yue anxious and forbearing in Yanmen, I realized that my heart is not made of stone, I have already fallen.So I can almost say that I turned my back on Mrs. Wang and sided with Ah Yue.

Yet he was devastated by my rejection.

After coming down from the battlefield, the warmth he was willing to accept came from Han Shuo, not me.

I get scared.

When Ayue was escorted to Guangchuan, I seemed to see my original self in him, and I didn't have any hatred for him anymore.Instead, I started to worry that he would leave me.

So I started following him in everything.

Mrs. Wang asked me to lure him into sensuality.He even used elixir to make him will the minister.I think that's fine too.A weak Ayue who relies on me will never leave me again.

But how can brothers love each other?And Ayue's change made me feel scared.

That night I was finally pushed down on the bed by him.When I woke up in the morning, although I was resentful because of his coercion, I didn't feel unhappy in my heart.Until I saw him talking with Han.

It turned out that he was no longer the Ayue who held my hand and greeted me warmly.

It was I who made him become like this, and I swallowed the bitter fruit like a knife.

Father's disease is not simple.The medicine was found by me, and the poison was given by Mrs. Wang.However, Ayue's sadness made me feel no pleasure of revenge.

I want to forget about the hatred and start over.

I told him everything I could tell him.

Let's trust each other, at least for now.

I governed the inner court for him, eliminated spies, and inquired about the movements of the feudal lord.Do your best and never be selfish.

A lifetime is still very long, and I can spend decades to slowly glue the broken past together.

The memorial is being sorted out in Xuanshi Hall.I watched a group of wild geese fly by outside the window, and the servants came to pass the word that the emperor was summoned in Kunchi.It's been so long, maybe we can be more honest.I think.

Liu Yue

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"Yue'er, I have something to tell you."

Liu Rong turned around and was taken aback when he saw the guard behind me.

The deep blue sky is vast and boundless, and the white clouds are indistinct and lingering.Kunshui is boundless and undulating.

"Sorry, Li Qing, this is what the late emperor meant." I waved my hand.

The guards rushed up, grabbed Liu Rong, trapped his hand behind his back, and stabbed him across the neck.

"You..." Liu Rong opened his eyes wide.

The knife pierced through his back and pierced through his front abdomen.

I took a step forward, and the guard withdrew his knife. He limp on my shoulder, and his body became heavier and heavier.My hands were wet with warmth.But he remembered the days when they were lying on the couch together in Guangchuan and doing nothing.

Liu Rong couldn't stand still, and put his whole body weight on me.The action is like a hug, like a bunch of intimate couples.

"A Yue...why." He breathed hard.

"Sorry, I just had to."

His weak hands, with nails deeply embedded in my flesh: "Very good."

He slipped slowly from before my eyes and fell to the ground, making a dull sound.

I still maintain the posture of hugging him.The sleeves were soaked in blood, half of the palms were white, and the other half were bright red.I remained silent and let the guards clean up the body.

Came to Empress Dowager Dou's palace with a blank face.I didn't dare to get too close, lest she smell blood and feel uncomfortable.

I stood under the steps, speechless.

"Yue'er, come here. Come to grandma."

All the surrounding medical officers went down.

I silently knelt at Empress Dowager Dou's feet, her hands were wrinkled, soft and warm.She touched my face, shoulders, and then to my blood-stained sleeves, holding my hands, as if she wanted to warm me.

I tried my best not to stick myself close to her, and said in a low voice, "Grandma, there is blood on my grandson."

Empress Dowager Dou shook her head and put her arms around me.

"Yue'er, you are doing very well. Grandma's body is only a few days away. I still have some things to tell you. From now on, you will use Che'er as your arm. You will do something big in the future, I don't intend to stop you, you need Che'er. You don't like what grandma has done these years, but grandma is planning for this day."

I look at her.

"You have a grudge against Che'er. Grandma knows what you want to do to him. But you are young and don't understand. The relationship between people should not be cut off, and it should not be cut off. If you take revenge on him, the two of you will just It can go farther and farther. It’s better to simmer with a warm fire, no matter how cold the relationship is, it can be warmed up, he feels guilty, and even goes through fire and water, and he will not hesitate." After all, she was too weak, and she finished speaking slowly , and fell asleep.

Her maid of honor asked me out softly.

Empress Dowager Dou's love for me when I was a child was genuine.My favorite cakes and fruits are always kept in Changqiu Palace. When she stared at me, even if she couldn't see her eyes, her eyes were kind.Her worries after my fight with Liu Zhi, her surprise when we returned to the palace, her help when I was imprisoned, and her support for helping me ascend to the throne were all without any falsehood.

But she also forced father to kill Chao Cuo.These years of suppression, supporting Liu Che, forcing me to kill Liu Rong, defending Gillian, and expanding the Dou family are both for me and selfish.

There is no absolutely perfect person, no absolutely selfless love.

He walked out of the palace gate with his attendants.The sun was setting outside the hall, and night was about to fall.

I sighed in my heart, my heart was in chaos.No matter what, she loves me after all.