There are always people chasing me for the Akutagawa Prize

"you--"

Dazai Osamu was about to say something to break the silence, Akutagawa Ryunosuke stood up from the chair and left the ward without looking back: "I'm looking for a doctor!"

Osamu Dazai: ""

What he wanted to say was blocked back into his mouth, Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes and looked blankly at the place where Akutagawa Ryunosuke went out.

Those who don't know this momentum thought you were going to fight with the doctor!

Ryunosuke Akutagawa left the ward as if he was fleeing for his life. He didn't know what kind of relationship they had now after that kiss.

What does kissing mean, even a child can understand it, okay?

Two people who like each other will express their love for each other with a kiss.

Then what are you and Osamu Dazai?

People who like each other?

Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't know what Osamu Dazai thinks, but he doesn't seem to hate it just by himself

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was thinking about the relationship between the two of them, and he was still holding a half-peeled apple and a fruit knife in his hand. Passing patients and their family members all avoided this subconsciously, and seemed a little out of spirit. normal people.

When we came to the doctor's side, the knife in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hand scared the nurses into thinking that he had come to make trouble for the doctor. Fortunately, the misunderstanding was resolved in the end.

The doctor checked Dazai Osamu's wound and various indicators of his body, and found that there was no problem. He stayed in the hospital for observation for another day. If there is still no problem, he can be discharged from the hospital.

Mori Ogai also happened to come to the hospital to visit his dear student and subordinate.

"It's really a big fuss, there is no problem at all, and I can't die for the time being." Osamu Dazai didn't understand why he still needed to stay in the hospital.

"I heard from the report that you should be seriously injured. To be safe, it is better to stay in the hospital for observation for a day. This is the advice of the doctor." Mori Ogai is a doctor by profession, and these words came out of his mouth It also seems to be a little more convincing.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke stood outside the ward and didn't go in. As long as he stayed in the space where Osamu Dazai existed, he felt his heart beat faster and his breathing quicker, and he couldn't keep calm at all.

After a while, Mori Ogai came out of the ward.

"I'm afraid Dazai-kun needs to trouble Akutagawa-kun to take care of you for a while." Mori Ogai looked like a gentle elder, making it impossible for Akutagawa Ryunosuke to utter the words of rejection, and finally he could only nod.

Osamu Dazai's injury was ultimately caused by himself. Although it was not his intention, he would not escape this responsibility.

Mori Ogai still had matters to deal with with the port mafia, so he left after a few words with Osamu Dazai.

After Mori Ogai left, Akutagawa Ryunosuke stood outside the door of the ward, took several deep breaths, and then opened the door of the ward.

Normal mind, don't think about anything, normal mind is fine

"Where have you been, Ryunosuke? I still want to find you." Dazai Osamu's address to Akutagawa Ryunosuke suddenly changed from his last name to his first name, and the transition was not rigid at all.

When Akutagawa Ryunosuke heard Osamu Dazai call his name, his heart seemed to miss a beat.

"I think you and your boss seem to have something to discuss, so I waited at the door for a while." He didn't take the initiative to mention the name.

"Actually, you can come in, and what you said is not important."

"Really." Akutagawa Ryunosuke has never experienced such a stiff dialogue, and he should not be like this usually.

"By the way, about that time—"

As soon as Akutagawa Ryunosuke heard that Osamu Dazai seemed to want to talk about kissing, he didn't know how to answer, so he interrupted him directly.

He took out another apple from the plate on the table next to him and asked, "Do you want to eat an apple?! I'll cut it for you!"

Osamu Dazai smiled helplessly, and picked up the bowl next to it, which was about the size of a washbasin: "These are all cut up by you just now, and they are enough for me to eat for a while, really."

"Really?" The plan to divert attention by cutting apples failed, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes frantically scanned the ward to see if there was any work he could do.Anything is fine, as long as you don't let yourself chat with Osamu Dazai right now.

He's not ready yet.

Too many things have happened, and Bai Lan's affairs have not been fully understood yet. Now is really not the time.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's evasion so rigidly cannot escape Dazai Osamu's eyes, his little thoughts are completely exposed in his body movements.

It is indeed very interesting to watch the flustered Ryunosuke, and Osamu Dazai thinks that just watching his reaction will be a pleasure, but there are some things that must be said or must be said.

"Ryunosuke, I—"

"I think the flowers need to change the water, I'll do it!"

"That's a fake flower."

"Then I'll go and see if there are any other fruits!"

After finishing speaking, Ryunosuke Akutagawa put his hand on the sliding door of the ward, and he was about to open the door and go out.

Osamu Dazai couldn't pretend to be a patient, so he jumped off the hospital bed, grabbed Akutagawa Ryunosuke's wrist, and turned the human body to face him.

"I don't want to eat fruit, I don't want to eat, and I don't feel any discomfort. I just want to talk to you." Osamu Dazai looked into Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes, as if trying to see through his heart.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke raised his head, but the next second he avoided Dazai Osamu's eyes.

"Sorry I might be a little uncomfortable, I want to go back first"

Osamu Dazai made up his mind not to give him any chance to escape. Once he puts him back today, the development of the matter may be beyond his control.

He gently lifted Akutagawa Ryunosuke's chin, making him look up and meet his eyes.

"I kissed you that day, do you have feelings for me?" Dazai Osamu asked sincerely, his eyes full of anticipation.

"I" Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to say no, but his rapid heartbeat broke the lie he made. He looked into Dazai Osamu's eyes, and his mind began to recall the kiss during the choice battle, "I, I don't Know"

This was obviously not the answer Dazai Osamu wanted.

After answering Dazai Osamu's question, Akutagawa Ryunosuke himself felt that the answer just now seemed a bit sloppy, and he didn't fully express his feelings, but he didn't know what else to add, and he felt hesitant to say something.

"It's okay." Osamu Dazai smiled instead of anger, as if Akutagawa Ryunosuke's answer just now was not that important, "If you are not sure, I will be happy to help you recall it again."

"I-"

They were so close that they could kiss each other just by bowing their heads a little.

It was different from the kiss on the choice battlefield, this time they were in a quiet and safe place, less restless and nervous, and could better experience the feeling between their lips and teeth.

Osamu Dazai kissed very carefully, as if he was worried that he would scare Akutagawa Ryunosuke away, he deepened the kiss little by little, the non-struggling of the person in his arms seemed to acquiesce to his behavior, making him want greedily Want more.

After parting, Dazai Osamu licked his lips with unsatisfied feeling that he could do it again several times.Akutagawa Ryunosuke's cheeks flushed red, with tears in his eyes, his lips were slightly parted and remained the same as before.

Osamu Dazai made a swallowing motion and lowered his head again.Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought he would kiss again, so he closed his eyes.

"Heh—" Osamu Dazai chuckled, amused by his cute reaction, "Do you close your eyes because you still want to be kissed?"

Having said that, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was also taken aback by his own reaction.

Do you really accept it?

Osamu Dazai did not kiss him, but lowered his head and whispered in his ear, "Do you hate it?"

"" Akutagawa Ryunosuke did not answer.

Not annoying, really not annoying at all.

"That's why I like it." Osamu Dazai continued to ask.

"" Akutagawa Ryunosuke still didn't speak.

Do you really like it?In fact, he didn't know, or some other things prevented him from making a correct judgment in his heart.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke made a bold decision: "I didn't seem to feel it just now, so why don't you—" Come again.

Before Ryunosuke Akutagawa finished speaking, Osamu Dazai's expression changed from surprise to surprise and finally to madness.He bit hard on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's lips, completely opposite to the softness just now.

There is really nothing in this world that is more gratifying than the initiative from the person you like.

From opening his eyes wide to slowly closing them, Akutagawa Ryunosuke seemed to be intoxicated.

In fact, when I said that just now, the answer was already obvious.

How could he, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, allow a person he doesn't like to do this to him over and over again?

Then the answer is obvious -

The kiss ends.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes became less dazed and became much firmer: "I need a little time."

This time is worth not figuring out one's sincerity, but being prepared to truly accept Osamu Dazai.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is a rigorous person, or don't start, since it has started, he will try his best to go to the end.The love between two men is difficult to be recognized by the public. Although the current society has changed a lot, people cannot only live in their own world after all.

"What's more-" Akutagawa Ryunosuke's words just now were actually only half finished, "I hope you can also think carefully about it."

In fact, Osamu Dazai had already considered it clearly: "Don't worry, I will wait for your reply."