There are always people chasing me for the Akutagawa Prize

"I just want to ask, what is this thing you wrote?"

With a snap, the editor with a fierce face threw a stack of thick manuscripts on the table.

"This is the first draft of the latest work. If there is anything wrong with it, I can change it again." The young man standing in front of the editor trembled, his expression showing unwillingness, but he did not dare to refute the editor's meaning.

"I really regret signing you!" The editor pointed at the boy's nose and said viciously to him.

Hamamatsu Taiichi was considered the author who was taken away by the publishing house at the same time as Akutagawa Ryunosuke. He was signed away by an unknown publishing house, while he was signed away by a relatively large publishing house.

Although the two of them don't know each other, because they are about the same age, the first books were published one after another, so sometimes the media or netizens will compare the two of them.

Taiichi Hamamatsu is still very proud, because his book publishing house has taken a fancy to it, but Ryunosuke Akutagawa's submission was rejected by this publishing house.But when both of their new works were officially placed in the bookstore, the gap opened up.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke has changed from being unknown to the hottest new generation of talented writers, but he is gradually covered by the light of Akutagawa Ryunosuke under the expectations of the public.

Seeing the other party getting better and better, but myself

Hamamatsu took back his manuscript, and walked out of the publishing house in a daze under the scolding of the editor.

Let's revise this manuscript again

He was walking on the street when he was bumped into by a little girl.

"I'm sorry, are you alright?" Taichi Hamamatsu quickly helped the little girl up.

The little girl has beautiful long blond hair and is wearing a small red dress that is obviously expensive at first glance. Her angelic face looks like she has stepped out of a fairy tale.

"You seem very sad." The little girl spoke, her voice was as pleasant as hers.

"Ah? I didn't, I just lost my mind."

The little girl smiled and said nothing, reached out and handed a kraft paper bag to Hamamatsu Taichi: "This may help you relieve your worries."

Hamamatsu Taichi hesitated for a moment, but felt that such a small child could do nothing, so he reached out and took the bag.

There were several printed papers in the bag, and when Taiichi Hamamatsu was about to look up and ask her what it was, the little girl was no longer in sight.

What is this?

Several months have passed since Ryunosuke Akutagawa and Osamu Dazai lived together, and the two are still sticking together every day like newlyweds.

Both of them are young men with fresh blood, and it is inevitable that they will not have skin-to-skin contact when they sleep together at night.Several times it was really going to be the end, but reason plus three years told Osamu Dazai that it was not enough yet.

During this period of time, Akutagawa Ryunosuke successfully passed the high school entrance examination and entered the Hiotei High School. He is now a high school student.

Even in high school, his ability to skip classes is still so good.

With Akutagawa Ryunosuke's current reputation and resume, there are almost no universities that he can't get into, or when Akutagawa Ryunosuke is in his third year of high school, he can still see how spectacular it is that different universities compete for people.

The third novel has also been completed. After a few minor revisions, it should not be too far before the publication announcement.

Osamu Dazai felt more and more comfortable living in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's home, and slowly moved all his things from his own house to Akutagawa Ryunosuke's home.

The bachelor apartment obviously couldn't accommodate the two of them anymore, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had a plan to change houses.

In fact, this plan was made as early as when Tsunayoshi and Mom and Dad came to the house as guests. At that time, I felt that the family seemed very anxious when there were too many people, but after all the guests left, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was left alone. Just fine.Now that a permanent resident has officially come to the family, the single apartment is really too small for two people.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke downloaded a lot of leaflets introducing houses from the Internet, and in the afternoon Dazai Osamu held him in his arms and the two of them read it together.

"I think this is pretty good." Akutagawa Ryunosuke took out a leaflet of a villa built in the forest.

"Isn't this a bit too far away? It's not very convenient to go out or anything. I think this is very good. There is a swimming pool, and we can swim together." Osamu Dazai also held a leaflet in his hand.

The two people have their own ideas, and their needs are different. As for the price, the two local tyrants don't pay attention at all.

Discussions have been discussed, but there is still no result.

Osamu Dazai looked at the time, put all the leaflets aside, and turned on the TV: "It almost delayed the business."

Ryunosuke Akutagawa asked, "What?"

"Need to say? Of course it's your first variety show. I've been looking forward to it for a long time since the trailer came out."

After hearing what Dazai Osamu said, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's complexion turned bad instantly.

finally came

That sentence "I love you" said while playing games.

After that incident, Ryunosuke Akutagawa called the director of the variety show several times to ask if he could cut that segment, but the attitude of the program team obviously changed, and there was no discussion at all. room.

For the program group, that segment can help their ratings reach a peak, how could it be possible to just cut it?

Seeing that the communication between the program group failed, Akutagawa Ryunosuke also thought about making a mistake, so he directly told Osamu Dazai the truth, and then expressed his intentions after explaining clearly.

But whenever two people get tired of sticking together, Akutagawa Ryunosuke is always afraid to say it, he will be afraid that if he really tells the truth, the two of them will not be what they are now up.

I already fell in love with Osamu Dazai.

I like it very much.

The editing of variety shows usually lasts about an hour and a half. In the first hour, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was really restless. As the show continued, he really wanted to use Rashomon to destroy the TV. impulse.

But he knows, even if he doesn't know now, he will know sooner or later, so let's do it now.

The show started together, and Osamu Dazai was chatting happily with Akutagawa Ryunosuke while watching it, but when it came time to call and say "I love you" game, Akutagawa Ryunosuke obviously froze when he saw Dazai Osamu's smile .

He closed his eyes, what should come is still coming

In the last ten minutes, Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't dare to think about how he survived.

Finally, when the show was over, Akutagawa Ryunosuke opened his eyes, he had already planned how to start talking about this matter.

"I--"

As soon as Ryunosuke Akutagawa made a sound, Osamu Dazai got up and walked directly towards the door.

"Dazai! You are not allowed to leave!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke ran up to him and blocked his way, "Where are you going?"

Osamu Dazai slightly turned his head away, as if he didn't want to talk to Ryunosuke Akutagawa face to face: "I'm going back."

"what?"

"I'm really bothered these days, sorry."

Dazai Osamu's eyes were full of disappointment, and every trace of emotion hurt his heart.

"Didn't you say that we are already together? Where are you going?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke asked choked up.

"That day I received your confession, I was really happy but why?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke saw the loss, sadness and disappointment in Dazai Osamu's eyes. These eyes that once looked at him tenderly seemed to ask why you lied to him.

"I didn't lie to you. It was a game arranged by the program group. It was true that I didn't want to be with you at the time, but now that sentence is true!"

"You obviously had so many opportunities to come and tell me clearly, why didn't you say so?" Osamu Dazai asked.

"I am afraid that you will leave"

"This reason is really hard for me to believe what you said." Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand and pushed away Akutagawa Ryunosuke who was standing in front of him, and left this place without looking back. They lived together for several months small house.

don't go don't go

He wanted to chase him out, but he also felt that Osamu Dazai was right.He obviously had so many opportunities to explain things clearly, but in order to pursue a momentary stability, the moment he was most afraid of finally came.

The door opened, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa stood there blankly, looking at the place where Osamu Dazai left.

The wind in the corridor blew in, and the colorful villa leaflets were blown around the house.The two people were planning a bright future two hours ago, but they seemed to be strangers two hours later. The bright and dazzling colors of the leaflet seemed to be satirizing the current situation.

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