God of Vengeance

Chapter 20 Concealment and the only chance

Cang Ji's mood is very bad, very bad, unusually bad, not for anything else, but for the man who is patiently explaining to other students not far from him.

It has been a full month since that incident, and after that Lin Jingyan has been avoiding him intentionally or unintentionally, even if he was caught, he would look around and refuse to explain what he did that day.Such a result was completely beyond Cang Ji's expectation. It is obvious that the person who did the wrong thing was Lin Jingyan, so why does the person who seems to be wrong now look like him?

Seeing Lin Jingyan's nonchalant appearance, as if nothing had happened, Cang Ji couldn't help feeling more and more irritable.In the past, he thought more than once that if Lin Jingyan stopped pestering him, his life would be much quieter, but maybe he was used to being pestered by Lin Jingyan in the past, and now Lin Jingyan's evasive state made him feel a little lonely.

He knew that Lin Jingyan might have acted like this because he was afraid that he would completely alienate him because of that incident, but now he was the one who was clearly alienated, so why should he take the initiative to express that the incident was fine?

On his usual indifferent face, Cang Ji narrowed his eyes slightly dangerously at this time, staring at Lin Jingyan not far away with sharp eyes.

"Cang, did you quarrel with Teacher Yan?" Yuri, who was obviously chilled by Cang Ji's air-conditioning, asked tremblingly.

"Is it so obvious?" Cang Ji asked casually, continuing to stare at Lin Jingyan's back.

"Of course, Cang, don't you feel that your recent emotions are not right? Teacher Yan is also very strange, and he hasn't pestered you recently." It has to be said that Yuri is terribly sensitive in some aspects, although he is very sensitive to his own emotions. Some things are just duller.

"Something did happen, but we can solve it ourselves." Cang Ji was slightly surprised by Yuri's sensitivity, and then quietly changed the topic. He didn't want a third person to know about the events of that day, "Yuri, it's about to It's time for the first and second place competition, how are you preparing?"

"After all, it's just a first-year competition, so it shouldn't be a big problem." Even though he said that, Yuri didn't have much confidence on his face, as if he knew something that was not good for him.

"Have you ever asked the senior in your dormitory? He seems to be the head of the second year of the Lei Department, so he should know a lot of news."

The last time Yuri was asked to go back by himself, something happened, because he and Lin Jingyan were not there, and those who had been peeping at Yuri for a long time were desperate to attack Yuri. If Sorok hadn’t just passed by to save Yuri, he might It has long been ruined by those people.Also because of that incident, although Sorok was as venomous as ever, Yuri seemed to have a great impression of Sorok, and the relationship between the two finally began to develop in a good direction.With Sorok's more care, Cang Ji doesn't have to take Yuri by his side all the time as he did at the beginning, but can start to do some things of his own.

"Sorok did give me the list and information of the first-year's possible competition, but what I am worried about is not the issue of the department's first place, but the whole academy's first place competition after the department's first place is determined. Then we will be among the best, and we will have no hope in the ten-academy competition."

"Don't think too much about it, let's talk about it after you get the chief second seat of the swordsman department. If the enemy is too strong, I will give you some secret methods to help you advance. After all, there is no prohibition on the appearance of contracted beasts in the competition, right? ?” After hearing Yuri’s worries, Cang Ji didn’t take it seriously, as far as he was concerned, if he couldn’t even win a small competition championship, all these years would be in vain.

"Contracted beast? Cang, you actually have such a good thing?" Yuri once again saw the unfathomable depth of Cang Ji, and contracted beasts can be found on the Elig continent, whether they are humans or demons. Among the few, Cang casually said that he could send a contracted beast, which is really unbelievable.

"Well, depending on whether you want a temporary one or a permanent one, I can get it for you."

"Cang, you are such a good person!" Yuri couldn't help but jumped up and grabbed Cang Ji's arm like a cat, but then he received a sad look from not far away, which made him feel chilly.

When Cang Ji saw Lin Jingyan's sad eyes, a sneer rose in his heart. Didn't he keep avoiding him? Why did he get jealous when he saw Yuri clinging to him?It deserves it, let him continue to avoid him!

"Teacher, I have some questions, can you come and help me answer them?" Yuri couldn't bear Lin Jingyan's sad eyes, and immediately raised his hand to call Lin Jingyan over.

Of course, Yuri didn't call Lin Jingyan over for himself, but for Cang Ji.It's better to let Cang and Teacher Yan have a good talk, otherwise he'll go find Sorok's poisonous iceberg if this continues, the current atmosphere is too weird.

Lin Jingyan glanced at Cang Ji and Yuri, and walked over as he said.

"Student Yuri, what's the problem?" Lin Jingyan asked with a serious face.

"Teacher Yan, you should have a good talk with Cang. There is no misunderstanding in the world that cannot be resolved." Yuri whispered, then turned and ran away, not wanting to disturb Cang Ji and Lin Jingyan.

Seeing Yuri's actions, Lin Jingyan had a look of helplessness in his eyes. He knew that Cang Cang had been trying to talk to him about what happened that day, but how could he talk about it clearly?Could it be that he told Cang Cang that he did this on purpose, that he made progress but retreated, and that even the subsequent alienation was intentional?If you tell Cang Cang this, he will be ready to die, and Cang Cang will never forgive her for teasing him like this.

In fact, he has no choice. The adult also said that some things can only make new progress if the balance is broken. If he doesn't take advantage of this opportunity to completely change his relationship with Cang Cang, there will be no such opportunity in the future.That's why he used this incident to force Cang Cang to make a decision, whether to end it completely or continue.

He also knew that Cang Cang would never forgive him if he did it to the end at that time, but the problem was that he put down all his dignity and did that thing for Cang Cang, that's why Cang Cang showed his current reaction.And this month's evasion is the most important thing for him to use retreat as an advance. Only in this way can he have more advantages in the next conversation, so as to completely break Cang Cang's psychological defense step by step.

Although the opportunity brought by Yuri was earlier, it was almost time for the next step.In fact, he has always been very cunning, but he has never shown it in front of Cang Cang. Although his inexplicable clumsiness is one reason, the most important reason is that he does not want Cang Cang to see his means and style when he was a fairy .

The fairy world is not as beautiful as outsiders imagined, and it is also full of various power struggles. As a fairy king, he can't escape these, but he doesn't want Cang Cang to know.Even though Cang Cang is one of the ten generals of the dark world who is against the gods, Cang Cang's mind has never been complicated. Xi Yan has been making suggestions for some conspiracies and tricks, and he just implements them.Both he and Xiyan have a consensus, that is, not to drag Cang Cang into those plots and struggles.

"Why, do you still want to keep avoiding me?" Cang Ji didn't overlook the helplessness in Lin Jingyan's eyes, and sarcastically said rarely.

"What happened that day... I'm sorry." Lin Jingyan pondered for a while, then smiled wryly, and apologized cautiously.

"You keep avoiding me because of this?" Cang Ji took a step forward calmly, since Yuri created such a good opportunity for him, how could he waste it in vain?Lin Jingyan, if he didn't give him a satisfactory explanation today, he would never let him go so easily.

"I thought Cang Cang, you didn't want to see me." Lin Jingyan replied with some hesitation with a wry smile on his face.

"I decided whether to see you or not, but now it seems that you are deliberately avoiding me." Cang Ji felt a burst of anger when he heard Lin Jingyan's answer. Didn't he always want to ask Lin Jingyan to clarify the matter? What's the matter, how come he doesn't want to see Lin Jingyan?Even if you don't want to see it, it should be after that matter is resolved!

"Cangcang, I'm afraid..." Lin Jingyan suddenly changed his eyes after speaking, and he swept sharply at the students who were eavesdropping or peeking around, "Everyone let me identify the herbs. If someone prepares this If you can’t pass the class, you can stay here and watch.”

All the people dispersed immediately, since that day when they saw their teacher Yan beheading a fierce beast with ease, no one dared to act recklessly in Lin Jingyan's herbal medicine class, and everyone cautiously put their tails between their legs. be human.It's a joke, since Teacher Yan can kill the beast so easily, if they do something that offends Teacher Yan, they don't know how they will be taught a lesson.

Seeing that Lin Jingyan drove away the people around him, Cang Ji continued to ask. He didn't want the news of that day to spread, otherwise he really didn't want to be a human being, even though he wasn't a human being in the first place.

"What are you afraid of?"

"What am I afraid of, Cang Cang, you know it very well, don't you?" Lin Jingyan threw the question back to Cang Ji again.He found that since he did that thing, his stupid state of constantly committing crimes in front of Cang Cang seemed to have disappeared, otherwise he wouldn't dare to play any tricks at this time.

"Lin Jingyan, don't play word games on me. How dare you say that you were not wrong about what happened that day?"

"Of course I was wrong, but Cang Cang, you need to know that I am not Liu Xiahui, and I am not a man if I can restrain myself at that time." Well, he just thought that he would not do stupid things in front of Cang Cang again, this After a while, I said the wrong thing again.Lin Jingyan wailed suddenly in his heart.

Sure enough, Cang Ji's expression didn't change after hearing this, but his eyes sharpened immediately: "So you think you've done me a favor by not making it to the last step?"

"Cang Cang, that's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean?"

The situation suddenly reversed because of Lin Jingyan's words, Lin Jingyan couldn't help feeling annoyed in his heart, why does he keep doing such stupid things?

"... Cang Cang, you know that I can't speak in front of you, and I keep saying the wrong thing, so don't worry about it all the time, okay?" After being silent for a long time, Lin Jingyan broke out. Beg for forgiveness.

"But isn't what we're talking about that day? Lin Jingyan, you have to give me an explanation." Although his mind would still be confused when he thought of that day, Cang Ji still planned to take this opportunity to solve the matter completely No, he's always thinking about it.

"If you insist on me giving an explanation, Cang Cang, I can only say that I have nothing to say, and I don't regret it." When he said this, Lin Jingyan showed a firm and persistent look, "Even if you If you completely reject me because of this matter, I will not give up just like that!"

"Don't you regret it..." The corner of Cang Ji's mouth curled into a self-deprecating smile, "Lin Jingyan, I can't understand why you can persist for so long, nothing can last forever, especially feelings, I still loved you just a moment ago You can stab a sword into your heart in the next moment, completely betraying you."

After all, after experiencing that incident, he could no longer believe in feelings. Even though Lin Jingyan persisted for so many years, he was still afraid from the bottom of his heart and couldn't believe him.He also knew that this was his own problem. If others would have given up on his indifference and avoidance, Lin Jingyan still persevered. This is what he didn't understand.

"Cang Cang, because that's not true love at all. If someone brazenly hurts the person he said he loves in the name of love, that person is just making excuses for his cowardice and inferiority complex, not because Love." Lin Jingyan stretched out his hand to touch Cang Ji, but suddenly remembered something before touching it and stopped his movement abruptly, and withdrew his hand, "Cang Cang, even if you don't believe it, at least give me a How about a chance? You can't put me away because of other people's betrayals in the past."

"Lin Jingyan, you also betrayed me. Back then you left me and went to the fairy world without saying a word. Isn't this a kind of betrayal?"

"Cang Cang, you should know that before entering the fairy world, you have to go through the catastrophe. In fact, at that time, I was not sure that I would be able to survive the catastrophe. I didn't want to hurt you, so I hid far away to experience the catastrophe. Then he will ascend to the fairy world immediately, so there is no time to come to you." Lin Jingyan had no choice but to reveal part of what happened back then to let Cang Ji know, but he actually didn't want Cang Cang to know what happened at that time, he didn't want to see Cang Cang be It was because of gratitude and guilt that I changed my opinion of him.But if he didn't say anything, Cang Cang might always have a grudge against this matter, and he wouldn't tell part of the truth.This is also a manifestation of Lin Jingyan's dignity.

"Is it really because of this?" Cang Ji always felt that Lin Jingyan didn't finish what he said, but he couldn't find any flaws, maybe he was really superstitious.

"Of course, Cang Cang, just give me one chance, just one time." Seeing that Cang Ji seemed to have believed him, Lin Jingyan couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and began to seek benefits for himself again.

"...Okay, I can give you a chance, but if you dare to repeat what happened that day, don't blame me for being ruthless." Cang Ji hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded in agreement.

Perhaps, it is not a bad thing to give Lin Jingyan a chance, and it is time for him to get out of that shadow.

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