God of Vengeance

Lin Jingyan had been lingering at the closed door for more than several hours at this time, every time he wanted to reach out to knock on the door, but he stopped suddenly the moment he touched the door, and then hesitantly withdrew his hand.

He never dared to take this step and knock on this door.

Since that day, he has been in a state of anxiety because of Cang Ji's attitude towards him——

After Cang Ji woke up that day, he had already done all kinds of psychological construction, no matter how Cang Cang treated him, he recognized him.But to his surprise, Cang Cang was extremely calm after waking up. He neither beat him like the last time when he accidentally overdid his head, nor did he completely end with him like the first after-effect attack said.If it was the above two, he had already figured out a way to deal with it during Cang Ji's drowsiness, and he would not be so at a loss as he is now.

However, Cang Ji just asked him to take him to the location of the bereaved family as if nothing had happened, and then closed the door with Sheng after a few words and has not come out so far.

He couldn't understand Cang Cang's current attitude, not at all.He wanted to knock on this door and ask Qing Cangcang what he thought, and what should be the relationship between the two of them after this incident.However, it would be fine if you told him right after waking up, but now he is starting to feel a little timid when facing this answer.If Cang Cang really told him in a firm tone that the two of them were finished, he really didn't know what he would do.Now that he recalled his so-called psychological construction before, he still broke out in a cold sweat unconsciously. If Cang Cang really did that, the so-called psychological construction would be useless at all!

Because of this, he just returned to stand at the door of the room and kept wandering, and the hand that wanted to knock on the door couldn't knock down no matter what.

So what is Cang Ji doing on the other side of the door now?

He didn't do anything, he was sleeping with his whole body under the quilt.Because Lin Jingyan had already helped him clean up when he was drowsy, and it was very clean, he didn't need to do another cleanup, so the first thing he did when he came here was to sleep.

But it's not accurate to say sleep, because he just wrapped himself in the quilt and completely surrounded himself in darkness, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

For several days before, he had been asleep more than awake. How could he still be able to sleep after sleeping for so long?The reason for this is that he still has the mentality of avoiding being an ostrich.

The reason Cang Ji was able to face Lin Jingyan so calmly after waking up was not because he had already made a decision, but because he didn't know how to face Lin Jingyan at all.

Although he had said something like "Don't make me hate you" before that, after it really happened, he felt a little bit confused.Would he really hate Lin Jingyan because of this incident?He really didn't know, but at least one thing was that he didn't feel this kind of hatred now, but he didn't know how to face Lin Jingyan.

He thought that he would hate Lin Jingyan and would not forgive Lin Jingyan for persecuting him, but it was just that he thought that after he discovered the pain in Lin Jingyan's heart and saw Lin Jingyan's panicked face after waking up, the word of refusal was just a word. Unable to speak.

He knew that there was no one to blame for this incident, and even if he wanted to blame it, he could only blame himself for being careless for a while, and he couldn't even say that Lin Jingyan was taking advantage of it.He just didn't dare to face Lin Jingyan now, and didn't know how to deal with this matter.Things have already happened, so is it possible to pretend that it never happened?

Cang Ji sighed softly in the darkness, and pulled the quilt even tighter.

He has started to think of ways to deal with it since he woke up before, but until now he has a headache and doesn't know what to do, and this matter is so private that he doesn't want to tell anyone, not even a few friends around him. , can only be solved by oneself, it is really a crashing problem.

Just when Cang Ji was struggling, there was a sudden energy fluctuation in the room, and then a familiar aura appeared in the room.

It's Xiyan.

It wasn't until Xiyan's arrival that Cang Ji realized that since the two of them signed a life-and-death contract, his previous physical condition could be classified as dangerous and would be conveyed to Xiyan through the contract... He should be grateful for Xiyan's Is it time for the guy to come?Fortunately, I didn't come at that time before, otherwise I really don't know what to do.

Now that Xiyan is here, of course he can't continue to entangle himself under the quilt.Cang Ji lifted the quilt and sat up from the bed.

"Cang Cang, when I felt that something happened to you, I was trapped in the ruins and couldn't leave for the time being. Now you don't have... a scholarly family." It came to an abrupt end at the speckled hickey marks under Cang Ji's open collar.

"...It's Lin Jingyan? What did that guy do to you?!" Xiyan rushed in front of Cang Ji, touched the hickey on the collarbone with her fingers, and asked with an angry face.He obviously attributed the reason Cang Ji was in danger to Lin Jingyan.

"It's none of his business, no, it's not his business at all. Strictly speaking, he helped me, but the way this group of people may have gone too far. お稥" Cang Ji didn't even think about it unconsciously He desperately defended Lin Jingyan's behavior, he couldn't hide his current situation from Xiyan at all, he was really afraid that Xiyan would just rush out and cut Lin Jingyan into ten and eight sections to vent his anger.He knew that if it was really because of this, Lin Jingyan would never resist and just let Xiyan do it.

"Is it going to rain red? You are defending that guy!" Xiyan groaned weakly, retracted her hands and climbed onto the bed and sat next to Cangji, "I have only been away for four months, the relationship between you The relationship has changed too much, Cang Cang, have you been stimulated by something?"

"Xiyan, when are you going to say 'I won't let go, even if you will hate me'?" Cang Ji didn't answer Xiyan's words, but asked suddenly.Anyway, Xiyan already knew about this matter, so it's better to ask Xiyan to see what he will say than other people who are entangled and troubled by themselves.

"That guy Lin Jingyan said this sentence?" Xiyan showed a thoughtful expression, which made Cang Cang look so confused and helped that guy talk after that happened, so this sentence The words should have been spoken at that time.

"Yes." Cang Ji didn't mean to hide it at all, but he couldn't tell the exact timing of this sentence, "Why? He knew that I might hate him because of it, but he still insisted on doing it, and it was painful but still didn't Willing to let go... Xiyan, do you think he is very cunning to say such words that shake me."

"He is famous for his cunning, but he never shows it in front of you." Xiyan shrugged, then stretched out her hand to hold Cang Ji's shoulder to make him turn to face him, and asked seriously, " Cangcang, let me ask you, how do you feel about Lin Jingyan now? Tell me this question honestly."

"I don't know. If I knew, I wouldn't have asked you." Cang Ji rarely showed an irritable look.Xiyan's question didn't solve his troubles at all but made him more confused. If he could recognize his feelings for Lin Jingyan, no matter what it was, he wouldn't be in such a half-baked state now.

"Cang Cang, you have to figure this out, otherwise you and him will have to spend like this." Xiyan sighed softly, determined to give them a push.If these two people don't take this opportunity to push, they really don't know what will happen in the future.However, the lord has definitely reached this point, otherwise he would not have given him such an order before departure, "Well, I will ask you to answer, I think the answers to those questions should be able to draw conclusions, what do you say to Lin Jingyan?" What kind of feelings do you have?"

"Okay." Seeing that Xiyan was able to help him solve the problem, Cang Ji couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. He believed that as long as he sorted out his feelings for Lin Jingyan, it would be enough for him to judge how to deal with the previous matter, "By the way, you still Without answering my original question, I want to know why he said that."

"... Cang Cang, although it may affect your next judgment, but since you asked, it's better for me to tell you the answer." Because of that order, Xiyan didn't like Lin Jingyan very much, but this Once I had to help him, "If I'm not wrong, he will say that sentence when your physical condition is already in danger and alert me through the contract, right?"

Seeing that Cang Ji nodded hesitantly, Xi Yan continued: "Since he knows that doing so will break the balance between you and even make you hate him, he still does it. In fact, he takes your safety seriously. It is more important than maintaining the relationship between the two. Cang Cang, you are actually a smart person, but there are some things you subconsciously don’t want to understand. Your protective shell is even thicker and more obvious than mine. I originally thought that since you don’t like It's good that I can handle those entertainments, but now I find that this actually creates your weakness."

Xiyan also understood her master's intention when she said this, no wonder the master asked him to give him a push at the right time, so that Cang Cang could get rid of his inner demons and make up for this weakness.

"Maybe..." Cang Ji couldn't refute Xiyan's words at all, he asked himself the question just now, and found that he was actually just avoiding habitually.He already knew what Lin Jingyan wanted, didn't he?It was just because of that time of leaving without saying goodbye that he could no longer believe in Lin Jingyan, nor his feelings.

But he can't be blamed for this, he has already been hurt once, so can he easily believe it a second time?Perhaps it was because he had already started to let go of that layer of protection when he met Lin Jingyan for the first time and ended up getting that kind of ending, so the damage was so deep.

"Okay, let's start now, Cang Cang, you also want to figure it out sooner, right?" Seeing Cang Ji's thoughtful expression, Xiyan clapped her hands to pull Cang Ji out of her contemplation.

"Let's start." Cang Ji nodded.

"First of all, Cang Cang, why did you use violence against Lin Jingyan?"

"Because he often says wrong things and does wrong things, he deserves a beating." Cang Ji answered this question directly without thinking.

"But what if some other people said the wrong thing and did the wrong thing? For example, Emperor Mo Hui and the like."

"They have nothing to do with me, I care about their life and death? If Emperor Mo Hui really made a mistake, I don't mind using this to make him never turn back. The scholarly family" Cang Ji looked at Xiyan strangely, he Don't understand what's the point of this question.

Seeing Cang Ji's eyes, Xiyan couldn't help sighing again, it seems that Cang Cang didn't realize the problem at all.

"Cang Cang, so Lin Jingyan is not an outsider to you."

Cang Ji was silent for a moment, he didn't realize this at all before.

"Before I ask the second question, let me ask you one more question. You should have kissed, right?" Xiyan's question started to go in the direction of restricted grade.

Cang Ji didn't answer, just nodded silently.Because Xiyan is not only his friend, but also a trustworthy partner, he didn't hide anything.Anyway, both of them have done it, kissing is nothing at all.

"And would you be disgusted by his kiss?"

"No." Cang Ji thought for a while and replied, "But I've only kissed him before, so I don't know how to face other people."

"Is that so..." Xiyan suddenly showed a sly smile, pulled Cang Ji over and kissed her with lightning speed.

My lord, he has worked so hard to fight in person, can there be any rewards when he returns? !

Cang Ji was frightened by Xiyan's actions, so she let Xiyan succeed.But just when Xiyan was about to further "sacrifice" herself for a tongue kiss, she was pushed away by Cang Ji who finally reacted.

Xiyan tidied up the clothes that were a little messy due to the action just now, sat down again as if nothing had happened, and said, "Okay, now I'm not the only one who kissed him, tell me how you feel."

"And your feeling...weird?" Cang Ji said hesitantly, with a strange look on his face.Xiyan was his partner, so this kiss seemed weird no matter what, they shouldn't have such an intimate gesture at all.

"In other words, you are not suitable for everyone." Xiyan came to the second conclusion, and then sighed in her heart. He now feels like he is facing a child who has just started to learn to walk, and he has to step by step. Teaching, but what he is teaching Cang Cang now is emotion.Compared with him, Cang Cang is really two extremes. Cang Cang is completely ignorant of feelings, especially after being hurt by family and friendship in the past, now he simply escapes even love, while he knows too much about feelings So desperate, some things he saw too much during the darkest days when he was forced to fall into the brothel.

"Continue to the third question, if it is not because of the aphrodisiac but he forces you to have sex with him under natural circumstances, I will give you a few options: one, directly castrate him and cut him into ten or eight pieces; two, counterattack Go back and fuck him; three, pretend nothing happened and stay away from him; four, think that he has a reason to forgive him."

"He wouldn't do it."

"Why didn't he dare? Cang Cang, in fact, the Lin Jingyan you and I know is different. He may always look like a submissive coward in front of you, but in the fairy world, his methods are very powerful. What I just said Although it is unlikely to happen to you, it can definitely happen if you change someone."

"Since it won't happen to me, Xiyan, don't you think this question is redundant?"

"It's not superfluous, because I want to make sure what Lin Jingyan is like in your eyes." Xiyan's mouth slightly raised a slightly deep smile, "Cang Cang, you still believe in Lin Jingyan's character, right? ?”

"Xiyan, what do you mean?" Cang Ji, as Xiyan's partner, of course would not know what the smile on Xiyan's mouth means at this time, he doesn't think it is a good thing to be calculated by his partner.

"What I actually want to say is, since you believe in his character, why can't you believe in his feelings for you?" Xiyan made a big detour and finally got to the point.

Cang Ji was silent again, Xiyan's question was too harsh.If he really fully admitted Lin Jingyan's feelings for him, and believed in this relationship, then the answer would have come out without making a choice at all.

He didn't realize until now that he was also a contradictory person. He clearly believed in Lin Jingyan's character but couldn't believe Lin Jingyan's feelings for him. He always thought that maybe Lin Jingyan's popularity was only temporary and would not last long.But his so-called enthusiasm has lasted for hundreds of years.

"... Xiyan, you are forcing me."

"That's right, I'm indeed forcing you, you can't continue to evade like this." Xiyan admitted her intentions generously, "This is also the Lord's intention, I'm just a pusher."

"My lord, he..." Cang Ji's expression was a bit complicated, he didn't expect that even his reaction would be counted by the lord, it was really terrifying and exhaustive.

"By the way, there is one thing I didn't seem to tell you before. You seem to have been worried about Lin Jingyan's abandonment of the weak you to ascend to the fairy world, right? In fact, it is an abnormal misunderstanding that Lin Jingyan, that idiot, directed and acted on his own."

"What did you say?" Cang Ji grabbed Xi Yan's shoulder with some excitement, and shook it vigorously twice.This matter has always been his biggest knot, but now Xiyan actually told him that it was a misunderstanding.How can it be?

"Cang Cang, in fact, you have never noticed, or deliberately ignored a fact: the fairy world and the dark forces should be irreconcilable, no matter where they are. And you were a resentful spirit back then, and you haven't even cultivated into a real entity. If he takes you Brought into the Immortal Realm, when he first entered the Immortal Realm and has no power, what do you think he will do to keep you? Lin Jingyan, that idiot's mistake was too self-righteous. I thought that entering the Immortal Realm and you were destined to have nothing to do with each other. Just make you think that he abandoned you in order to ascend to the fairy world, so that you can hate him and forget him. However, Lin Jingyan did not expect that the distribution of power in the Dark Realm would be so weird, and then he would reunite with you and even treat you You are moved..."

"...Is this the so-called obsession of the authorities and the onlookers clear?" Cang Ji suddenly had the urge to cry and laugh at the same time.He knew that what Xiyan said just now was true, he was blinded by the so-called abandonment, and never thought about this issue.

So, this is actually a huge misunderstanding.