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Fang Jibei was dumbfounded, for a long time he didn't know what was going on, even the boy in front of him stuck his tongue out and didn't respond.

It's not that he doesn't know what it's called, he just doesn't know why he is the one being kissed.

He has always loved the young man in front of him very much, and he already regards him as a younger brother in his heart.

My brother shouldn't have acted like this.

A fierce kiss, almost wanting to swallow the whole person in the stomach.Bi Zihao held Fang Jibei tightly, really wanted to crush this man into his arms, but couldn't bear it.

Biting this man's lip, he longed for the goal for a long time, the taste was so good that his mind went blank, and he acted on instinct.

Stick your tongue in and absorb the fluid in the mouth, it's all sweet.Forcing his tongue to hook up with his own, stirring him to stir together with her.

Naturally, his hands were not idle, he rubbed randomly on Fang Jibei's body, rubbing against his body, and even slowly opened his clothes and stretched them inward.

The coldness of his hand pulled Fang Jibei out of his stupor, and Fang Jibei shuddered, only then did he realize what kind of situation he was in.His face flushed instantly, and he stretched out his hand to push the person who was leaning on him away.

"Bi Zihao, what are you doing?!" Fang Jibei shouted, staring at the boy in front of him.

Bi Zihao raised his head slowly, his already beautiful face was blushing, and his eyes were full of charm, as if he hadn't heard Fang Jibei's question, he looked at him with bleary eyes.The pink lips are slightly parted, and the tip of the tongue with a darker color can be seen, which looks full of charm.

Just because Fang Jibei has no experience, doesn't mean he has no common sense.Hearing Bi Zihao's short panting, and seeing the spring in his eyes, he didn't know that Bi Zihao had been drugged, he would be a fool.He was anxious and angry: "Xiao Bi, is it okay for you? Is it uncomfortable? How come..."

He moved closer to Bi Zihao, wanting to check his condition, but was hugged tightly.Bi Zihao rubbed hard on him, hugging his waist while groping down with the other hand.

Fang Jibei wanted to break free, but the human strength under desire was great, and he was afraid of hurting Bi Zihao, so he didn't dare to use force, it seemed to be half-pushed and half-hearted.

"I'm so uncomfortable..." Bi Zihao finally spoke, his voice was hoarse and lustful, and Fang Jibei shuddered when he heard it, "I'm so hot..."

"You...you wait, I'll go to the imperial physician..." Fang Jibei stammered and hesitated.

Bi Zihao was not willing to let go, he just moved around, his hand was already rubbing the shape under Fang Jibei's body.

Fang Jibei's throat was a little dry, knowing that he couldn't go on like this, he took Bi Zihao's hand away forcefully: "Little Bi, bear with it, the imperial physician may have medicine..."

Bi Zihao raised his head, his face was aggrieved, his eyes were full of water: "If... if you can solve it, then that woman won't give it to you..."

Of course, Fang Jibei also thought of the problem with the bowl of soup, and he also knew that some of these medicines could not be cured, because they were not poisonous.Since Li Ge gave him the soup, of course he calculated that he would have to have sex with someone to get rid of it.

But... where can I find someone to have sex with Xiao Bi?

Fang Jibei somewhat rejected such an idea, always felt uncomfortable, but couldn't tell what was wrong.

Thinking about it carefully, it might be that such a woman is not easy to find—it is not easy to force her, but if she chooses to, it is inevitable that Xiao Bi will be responsible.And such a smart and beautiful Bi Zihao is not worthy of just any woman.He may not be willing to casually marry a woman dedicated to him.

While hesitating, Bi Zihao's movements became more and more presumptuous, and he tore off Fang Jibei's skirt, revealing most of his upper body.One hand was struggling with Fang Jibei's belt, and the other had reached into his crotch, stroking his desire.

Fang Jibei didn't pass by this, and continued to think of a solution while dodging.

——It seems that there is no need for a woman, as long as he is released, right?Then you can use your hands...

and many more!

Fang Jibei suddenly remembered something, as if ten basins of cold water were poured on his head.

——Xiao Bi is from the palace, he has been castrated, how can he be released?

Thinking of this, Fang Jibei's heart suddenly cooled down, and he let the people in front of him be unruly, and his mind was in a mess.

The principle of aphrodisiac or aphrodisiac is the same, as long as it is released.But for the eunuch who couldn't be released, could it be... that he could only hold back?Will something go wrong?

Even the skin of the person in front of him was red, and the whiteness was full of coquettish colors.A thin gasp came from the pink lips, and the tip of the eyes was hooked up, which made people feel uneasy.

Fang Jibei didn't dare to push him away, nor did he dare to let him go to see the imperial physician by himself in the room, for fear that something would happen to Bi Zihao as soon as he left.

"Xiao Bi, can I take you out to find the imperial doctor?" He whispered to the person who was relying on him to discuss, but the person had no sanity, squinted his eyes, and caught Fang Jibei's mind.

Fang Jibei was very worried about him: "Xiao Bi, how do you feel? What do you want to do?"

If Bi Zihao said he was uncomfortable or swelled up badly, he'd better carry him out immediately.

Bi Zihao slightly moved his lips away from Fang Jibei's upper body, met his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go to bed, okay, I... want to hug you..."

After speaking, he moved to the bed while relying on others.Seeing that his eyes were confused, Fang Jibei did not go against his will and climbed into bed with him.

He knew that although Bi Zihao looked easy-going on the surface, he was actually extremely proud at heart.If someone saw him like this, he might feel very uncomfortable, and he really didn't want to let others manipulate him like this.

What's more, I can't get rid of this guy.Bi Zihao's strength was terrifying, his eyes were red, and he kept demanding from him.Most of the clothes of the two were untied, Fang Jibei was almost naked, and the skin on his body was a layer of red due to the relationship between desire and being bitten.

The two were lying on their sides, and Bi Zihao's hand was moving up and down on Fang Jibei's body, gradually coming down from his waist, one hand touched his desire, while the other reached out to the head of the bed, pressing somewhere , Take out a small box.

He opened the box with one hand, dipped his hand in grease, and slowly poked back.The hands in front of him worked hard, biting and licking Fang Jibei's upper body with his lips and tongue, never letting the person in front of him have a chance to recover.

Bi Zihao's movements were extremely familiar and powerful, Fang Jibei was a complete novice in this area, how could he stand up to his teasing, his breath quickened, he stood up unconsciously, and sent the whole person into Bi Zihao's hands.Tilting his head back, Bi Zihao lightly flicked his Adam's apple with the tip of his tongue, and then bit it with his teeth.

The most vulnerable parts are all handed over, and the more fragile the more sensitive, Fang Jibei has a low voice in his throat, and his eyes are gradually blurred.Seeing the situation, Bi Zihao slowly lowered his hand hanging in the air, and landed behind Fang Jibei.

This bit of coolness did not affect the heat between the two of them, Fang Jibei didn't even feel it.Bi Zihao gently moved his fingertips, and slowly probed into the depression.

Lubricated by the grease, although Fang Jibei felt a little bit, it was not obvious.The person in front of him lowered his lips and tongue, licking the two spots on his chest, causing Fang Jibei to tremble.

When the second finger went in, Fang Jibei realized that something was wrong and exclaimed, "Xiao Bi, what are you doing—"

Before he finished asking, he froze.

Bi Zihao, who was gradually going down, actually kept his desire in his mouth!

Fang Jibei's head was in a mess, and he couldn't ask questions.Unknowingly, the person has become lying down, with his legs separated.Bi Zihao was busy back and forth, and the sound of panting enveloped the entire bedroom, adding some obscenity to the already ambiguous surroundings.

Fang Jibei felt his desire getting bigger and bigger, every movement in that mouth made him feel like venting, but the man blocked the mouth of the bell intentionally or unintentionally, and the tip of his tongue twirled in the groove again, letting him The back of the brain is like numbness.And behind... the narrow corridor actually felt a little itchy, but it wasn't enough to clamp Bi Zihao's fingers tightly.

He didn't know that the ointment contained aphrodisiac ingredients, but he was uncomfortable, shaking his body slightly, and he didn't even know what he was asking for.

He doesn't know, but the person in him knows.Bi Zihao knew that it was almost done, so he suddenly intensified his swallowing movements, his mouth tightly wrapped around Fang Jibei, and with just one movement of the tip of his tongue, Fang Jibei couldn't help but let out his desire.

Fang Jibei's body was limp, his mind went blank, and his whole body felt very comfortable.Bi Zihao took the opportunity to turn the person over, pulled out his fingers, and just now untied his own belt, grabbed the thing that was already as hard as iron, and slowly broke in.

Fang Jibei was so frightened that he immediately came back to his senses. Although he was used to the pain because of the good lubrication, it was not particularly unbearable, but this kind of behavior...

He tried to turn his head back: "Xiao Bi, you, you are not a eunuch..."

Bi Zihao kissed him hard, and began to pump him slowly.Fang Jibei let go of his lips during the gasp, and said in a low, tired voice, "I never said I was..."

Bi Zihao is not only not a eunuch, but also full of energy.

Outside the bedroom, Li Ge was already sweating profusely, pushing the door desperately, but the door was locked from the inside.

That dragon and tiger soup is the secret medicine of the court, as long as you drink it, you can't do it without having sex with others - even one partner may not be enough, it's better to have several women to have sex together, it's just right.

She used this soup as a dangerous move - it would be better if she was tossed to half-death, then even if Fang Jibei got angry, she would not be held accountable.And the elder brother's matter is easy to solve.

But this ingenious plan, how could he meet a guy like Bi Zihao who came out of thin air?

She stared at the door panel, feeling anxious.

——Did Brother Bei drink it?Why is there no reaction at all?

She has been watching here, the door has never been opened, and there are no maids in the bedroom, she is very clear about this.

Is it...

A thought suddenly popped into her mind, which startled her a lot.While covering her mouth, she told herself not to guess randomly, but she couldn't get rid of this thought in her heart.

She thought of the rumors that had been going on for a long time: Brother Bei and that surnamed Bi had an ambiguous relationship, and the surname Bi was able to become deputy prime minister because of "that aspect" to please Brother Bei. I heard that they used to sleep together...

When she thought of this, she felt that the blood in her whole body was congealed.

Do not!She doesn't believe it!

How could Brother Bei be that kind of person? Brother Bei wouldn't love men!

But...in the army before, I never saw Brother Bei looking for a woman, could it be...

Li Ge clenched his lips, and he was almost pressed against the door, but he couldn't hear anything - the palace's architecture, of course, wouldn't cut corners, it would be strange if she could hear the sound.

She would be very surprised if she could hear it.

The person who was pressed under her and kept violating her was not Bi Zihao, but her brother Bei.

After tossing around in the middle of the night, Fang Jibei was exhausted at this moment, and he was only panting with his mouth open.I don't know how many deep and shallow marks were on his body, and he didn't even have the strength to close his legs, so he let Bi Zihao support him.The lower part of the body was moved in and out so much that the pain was gone, and there was a strange pleasure welling up in the numbness.

But it really doesn't work anymore.After Bi Zihao was released once, Fang Jibei grabbed his shoulders: "Xiao Bi...you...are you not enough..."

Bi Zihao's eyes were red, he endured it for a long time, and finally fell on the bed beside Fang Jibei: "I, I can't control it..."

Fang Jibei managed to force a smile, his face blushed violently, and his voice became hoarse: "I can't take it anymore..."

Fang Jibei was surprised when no one around him responded after a long time, and turned to look at him sideways.But Bi Zihao was biting his lip, his eyes were red, and tears seemed to be spinning.

"Xiao Bi, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that he looked like he was about to cry, Fang Jibei forgot about his discomfort and asked hastily.

Bi Zihao shook his head: "I'm fine, it's clearly you who has something...it's my fault, I, I actually..."

His hand caressed Fang Jibei's body, pressing the spot that he had been tossing about for a long time, his voice choked up: "I don't know why I lost control so much, I just want to hug you and want you, I... "

He leaned against Fang Jibei's side, still pressing his hard desire against Fang Jibei's side, his delicate lips were bitten messily by himself.

Fang Jibei almost allowed him to come again, but his body obviously couldn't go on tormenting any longer. After thinking about it, he blushed and stretched out his hand to cover his lower body, and solved it for him clumsily.

"I can't blame you, it's because I didn't realize Xiaoge's thoughts." Fang Jibei whispered, but he was trying to comfort him, "I gave you the drink, it was my fault, and you wouldn't want to be like me People... how about..."

The more he spoke, the more embarrassing he became, and finally his voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

Looking at him, Bi Zihao couldn't help being excited, and he released it under Fang Jibei's clumsy fondling.Fang Jibei stared blankly at his hands stained with muddy liquid, a little at a loss.

Bi Zihao moved closer to him, kissed his lips lightly, and smiled charmingly at him.

"Of course I am willing..." Bi Zihao's voice was low and hoarse, just like the voice when he first had desire, "Your Majesty, I like you."

Fang Jibei was dumbfounded.After a long time, when Bi Zihao had already started to think that he was asleep, he said, "I, I'm a man..."

"Of course I know you're a man..."

"You like men?"

"...I have never liked a man, nor a woman."

"I-I don't look like that kind of person, do I?"

"A lot of people aren't like that."

"I'm not good-looking, and I don't have much knowledge, I..."

"I like you."

"But, but I don't... I don't know..."

Fang Jibei paused, and wanted to say "I don't like you", but couldn't get out, and finally just popped out this sentence.

Bi Zihao covered him and kissed him lightly.

"Slowly, you will always know..."

The next day—in fact, it was early morning when Fang Jibei fell asleep—in the morning, the sun had risen so high that Fang Jibei woke up.

The body felt like it had been taken apart and put back together again, the pain was unbearable.Although the part that was tossed so badly had already been medicated—there was medicine on the bedside of the dragon couch in the bedroom—it was still burning and painful.

He opened his eyes with a groan, and met Bi Zihao's red eyes.

For a moment, I didn't know how to react, the night was gone, the two...should it be as if nothing happened?Just treat the entanglement last night as a dream, and when the traces on the body are gone, nothing will exist.

Stronger than Fang Jibei, in this case, the immediate thought was to escape.

But Bi Zihao didn't allow him to escape, seeing him wake up, he hurried over and almost posted on Ji Bei: "How do you feel? Does it still hurt? I'll hug you and take a bath... Ah, I need to have breakfast first!"

He frantically went to get the porridge: "I made it, try it?"

The bowl was handed to Fang Jibei, Fang Jibei took it and drank it slowly.

This man... still has a dark mark on his face, probably made in the kitchen, which looks very glaring on his white jade-like skin.A pair of dark and agile eyes stared at him intently, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't slept all this time...

"Could it be that you didn't sleep last night?" Fang Jibei asked with a twitch in his heart when he noticed that the boy was moving slowly.

The boy is weak, how can he stay up all night?Fang Jibei completely forgot which frail guy tormented him last night, and became concerned about the murderer.

Bi Zihao looked at him, his eyes became redder.

"I...can't sleep and dare not sleep..." He lowered his head and rubbed the hem of his clothes, as if mustering up his courage, "I...that medicine didn't work at all, I couldn't sleep after holding on, and I was also afraid of you gone..."

Fang Jibei didn't expect the medicine to be so effective. He thought that Bi Zihao must be self-soothing after he fell asleep. Now that his body is weak, he quickly stretched out his hand and pulled him onto the bed: "I have nothing to see. I am the emperor and this is the palace. , where can I go?"

Bi Zihao got on the bed, lying on his side, stretched out his hands timidly, slowly wrapped Fang Jibei's waist, and hugged him tightly.

Bi Zihao cleaned up Fang Jibei after he fell asleep, and he also put on his underwear.Although separated by several layers of clothes, you can feel the warmth of the other party.

Fang Jibei finally patted Bi Zihao's head: "Xiao Bi, sleep well, the effect of the medicine is gone now, and I will ask Yuchu to make you something to nourish your body at night."

"...Can you not call me Xiao Bi?" The person in his arms raised his head, really sleepy, his eyes narrowed to the point of a line, "Can you call me Zi Hao? Can I call you Ji Bei?"

Fang Jibei hesitated.

In fact, compared with the title "Emperor", he would rather be called by his first name.But those "others" didn't have any special intentions, and never said they liked him.

On the premise of having a confession like this, calling her name directly seems too intimate.

The person in his arms looked at him for a moment. The red eyes and pale face reminded Fang Jibei of a word he taught him: lovely and pitiful.

"...Zi Hao, go to sleep." Finally unable to refuse, Fang Jibei said.

Bi Zihao showed a very clean and beautiful smile, hugged Fang Jibei tightly, and immediately fell asleep.

Fang Jibei wanted to get out of bed to deal with court affairs, but he was hugged so tightly that he couldn't even move.He struggled for a while, but he was afraid of startling Bi Zihao, and his body was not so comfortable.Although he slept longer than Bi Zihao, he was the one who was tossed after all, and his physical discomfort made him fall asleep quickly.

The bedroom was very quiet, the sunlight shone through the window on the two of them on the bed.

When Fang Jibei woke up again, it was already dark, the person holding him woke up as soon as Fang Jibei moved, and refused to let him go to the ground, so Bi Zihao brought the food and ate on the bed with Fang Jibei.

Fang Jibei had known Bi Zihao for so long, and this was the first time he had seen such a silly smile on him, and it continued.

Although a little unbelievable, Fang Jibei began to have a sense of reality—the fact that the boy said he liked him.

After eating, thinking that he had done nothing that day, Fang Jibei still asked Bi Zihao to bring the memorial and various official documents, and slowly read and review them.

Forget about his physical discomfort, or even the people around him, Fang Jibei was completely immersed in political affairs.His brows were furrowed from time to time, as if it was extremely difficult.

Sitting next to him, Bi Zihao also saw the memorial.The applicant was a censor, who participated in the semi-monthly newspaper, and the reason was nothing more than spreading rumors and inciting people to discuss state affairs.In fact, everyone can be regarded as colleagues, but it is probably due to the jealousy of colleagues, and Yushi's attitude towards the semi-monthly newspaper is very bad, and he even utters bad words.

Bi Zihao didn't want Fang Jibei to worry, and said, "Although he claims to be the supervisor of all officials, the censor also has factions. Although the admonisher has a good reputation, he can't resist the advantage after all. What's more, if the censor fails to become an important minister, he will be responsible for the watch , they also have to write a letter to become an official or be dismissed directly. In this case, it is not always true to say how upright the censor is."

Fang Jibei smiled wryly: "If he is accusing the articles in the half-monthly newspaper of being untrue and telling where it is not true, then that's all. There are all kinds of articles in the half-monthly newspaper, and we can't check them one by one, and there are mistakes. It’s inevitable. But... Don’t tell the facts, just talk about the conclusion, it’s all speculation about other people’s intentions..." He shook his head, "It’s too unreasonable. Is this the kind of person that the imperial court wants to support people?"

Bi Zihao blinked his eyes: "Why don't we publish this brochure in the semi-monthly newspaper and let the scribes comment on it? Speaking of which, after the dispute between tricksters and bureaucrats, there hasn't been much quarrel in the semi-monthly newspaper for a long time."

Fang Jibei was dumbfounded: "I just realized that you like to be lively so much."

Bi Zihao cast a look over, "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't bother with this kind of thing." He hugged Fang Jibei's waist from behind, "Don't worry, don't worry. All problems will have solutions, don't worry It's useless... Dayue is getting better day by day, isn't that enough?"

Fang Jibei's body was a little stiff, and he heard the person holding him whisper: "You frown...I will feel bad..."

Instantly his face burned.Fang Jibei was not used to this kind of sweet talk, and he got goosebumps when he heard it.

I wanted to get rid of this person, but I just got rid of him after being pointed out, as if I was crossing the river and tearing down the bridge.

With this hesitation, the man behind him became even more unscrupulous, and stretched his head in front of him: "Ji Bei, I will refute those guys well. Can you... give me a reward?"

"award?"

Are you promoted?But he is already a deputy prime minister, how can he be promoted——

The doubtful people soon ceased to be doubtful, and they were also speechless.

It took a long time for the gagged mouth to be free, Fang Jibei glared at Bi Zihao: "Xiao Bi, you—"

"I want to call Zihao." Bi Zihao smiled at him, and then said, "I'm sleepy, go to bed first."

After speaking, he lay down on the bed with his hands still on Fang Jibei's body, his eyes were closed, and before Fang Jibei objected, he fell into a deep sleep—at least, it seemed to be a deep sleep.

Fang Jibei, who had already made up his mind to coax the man back to his own room, could only look helplessly at the rascal on the bed. Although he was probably pretending, he couldn't toss him up, after all, he was weak.

Of course, Fang Jibei can also carry people over, but in this situation... Fang Jibei smiled wryly, and he was strong enough to bear it.

I don't know what kind of aphrodisiac Xiaoge made, it's so powerful.Fortunately, he wasn't the one who drank it, otherwise Bi Zihao would have died.

But he never thought that if he drank it down, he could find a woman to vent his anger on, such as Li Ge.

Fang Jibei continued to read, and unconsciously frowned again, and then felt the warmth of the palm of the person lying beside him, so he flattened his eyebrows.

This boy is very smart, with him by his side, many things become much easier.

But he said he likes... is he serious?Or was it an illusion caused by the fact that he couldn't get in touch with other people in the environment of the palace?Or even... a sense of responsibility because of what happened last night?

Fang Jibei is obviously inclined to the latter two explanations.

To get rid of the illusion of liking, one is to increase his chances of getting in touch with other people, especially women, and the other is to reduce the time he spends in contact with himself. First, women are of course the best, but if Bi Zihao is that kind It doesn't matter if you only like men.Fang Jibei has led the army for several years, and he has never seen any kind of person.

That person is not the first time, it may even be the umpteenth time.Fang Jibei didn't know the court rules. Bi Zihao said that the housekeepers are foreign ministers, so they don't have to be eunuchs, so he might have been with court ladies or eunuchs before...

Thinking of this, I felt a little unhappy, but Fang Jibei ignored it. There are not many court ladies and eunuchs left in the palace, but there are piles of old men who farm and spin yarn.

So he woke up the next day and said he was going out for some activities. Fang Jibei dragged Bi Zihao out of the palace.

Fang Jibei was still a little unwell, but he was always strong anyway, and he didn't want to lie on the bed all the time, no matter what Bi Zihao said.In desperation, Bi Zihao had no choice but to walk around Fang Jibei and keep looking after him.

"Why do you want to leave the palace? It's nothing..."

Bi Zihao asked Fang Jibei strangely, and the latter replied, "Did you forget? Today is the last market before the year. If you don't take advantage of this time to buy something, what will you give away during the Chinese New Year?"

... What else would the majestic emperor give to others?Even if you send it, it's impossible to send that kind of street stall, right?

Even though he thought so, Bi Zihao was still very excited to go shopping with Fang Jibei.

Although the street stalls are full of things like couplets, cheap red candles, strange lanterns and other things.According to Bi Zihao's point of view, the appearance of those things in the palace is an insult to the palace.But at this time, he was just smiling and helping Fang Jibei with ideas.

"Ji Bei, that's a jewelry store, what are you going to buy there?" Bi Zihao followed Fang Jibei around a corner and entered a store, he couldn't help squinting his eyes and asked.

Fang Jibei smiled: "There are so many people in the palace, I have to express it. Those girls who don't want to go out of the palace can't buy these little things by themselves. It's good for me to prepare some."

Hearing that Fang Jibei was thinking about those court ladies, Bi Zihao's expression turned a little unkind.However, for the next time, Fang Jibei focused all his energy on picking items, leaving him alone.

This kind of shop was very dark, and Bi Zihao was very good-looking, and he was soon surrounded by a group of women, making him even want to look at Fang Jibei quietly.

After all, he is extremely smart, and he immediately understood what Fang Jibei was thinking, and he became angry for a while.If it is so easy to fall in love with someone, he has already blossomed and spread leaves a few years ago, why would he wait until now to start falling in love?

How many women has he had contact with, and how many people have had skin-to-skin relationships?

But there is only one Fang Jibei in the world.It's not so beautiful that it makes people's heart beat, nor is it so weak that it makes people feel distressed... There are a lot of people like that.But his Fang Jibei, there will never be another one.

Through the vulgar fans around him, he saw the side face of the person in his heart, so he smiled slightly.

It's okay, I don't want you to understand now, anyway...

There is a lifetime to grind slowly until you understand it.

When Fang Jibei finally picked out something and went to the crowd of women to "fish" out Bi Zihao, he saw that Bi Zihao was still picking out a ring while holding a rough necklace and hair crown in his hand.

"Ji Bei, you came just in time, come and see if you can wear this ring!" Bi Zihao shouted happily, holding the ring and putting it on his finger.

Everything is a pair, and there is no shortage of accessories for couples in smart jewelry stores, even things like concentric knots and double heart locks.When being dragged to try on those things, Fang Jibei finally had the consciousness of "self-inflicted".