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Chapter 17 Vulnerability

In the quiet imperial study room, there is only the rustling sound of papers being flipped through.In the sweltering afternoon, the two people in the room didn't sweat a single drop because some palace servants sent ice cubes to drive away the heat.Scholarly family traitor (business) purchase

Looking at the person who was sitting behind the book case and concentrating on reviewing the memorial, the corners of Yin Tianao's mouth seemed to twitch.

It seems that Xiao Mo is indeed a wise king who is diligent in government and loves the people.

After getting along for the past few days, although the two of them were inseparable, they didn't have much chance to talk because of the complicated state affairs.Except for a few words to answer during the meal, almost all of them were spent in endless silence.In addition, Sikong Mo is 'not good at words' and Yin Tianao is a taciturn person, so more often than not, the two just exchanged glances with each other, or looked at each other quietly.

Lowering his head, Yin Tianao habitually rubbed his fingertips against the water-blue scabbard—water-blue, which seemed to be Yin Tianao's favorite color.Apart from the green and black clothes that remain unchanged throughout the year, water blue is the only color that can be found on Yin Tianao's body.

Under the friction, the scabbard gradually became hot, just like Yin Tianao's mood at the moment, anxious.

The longer he stayed by Sikong Mo's side, the more clearly Yin Tianao felt his concealment.

He could have restrained himself from interfering, but Sikong Yi and Yu Dongting saw each other more and more frequently, and the overly dignified expressions when they left made him unable to remain indifferent.

After all, what is the big deal that Xiao Mo wants to hide like this?

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Lifting his eyes and taking a sneak peek at Sikong Mo, Yin Tianao stood up silently, and walked towards the door lightly.Carefully opened the door, closed it again, and left the room.I don't know if he was too careful, or Sikong Mo was too immersed in the memorial, but Sikong Mo didn't notice his departure.

When Sikong Mo finally found out that Yin Tianao was missing, it was already dusk.It's time to get everything in order.Since he didn't know when Yin Tianao left, Sikong Mo didn't go out to look for him right away.

In case, Ao came back after only going out for a while, wouldn't it seem that he was too clingy if he chased him out now?

Just wait, maybe Ao will come back soon.

Even if he really wanted to leave, Ao would not leave without saying goodbye.Ao promised Xiao Mo that he would not leave without saying anything like 14 years ago!

Pride never breaks his promise...

Feeling uneasy, Sikong Mo kept persuading himself to stay in the imperial study and wait for Yin Tianao's return.

Time passed quickly, and the sun gradually moved westward, elongating the lonely shadow on the ground.In the ice box, all the ice cubes turned into water.The cold air emanating from the ice water made Sikong Mo shiver inexplicably.

Lifting his head with difficulty, the room was completely dark.It turned out that it was already late at night.

God, is it already dark?

No wonder it's so cold...

After moving his stiff body a little, Sikong Mo only felt that his eye sockets were heavy, as if there was something eager to get out of his control.

Deep fear flashed in his eyes, and Sikong Mo knew what it was.Over the years, he has been suppressing things, throwing away and hiding things desperately.However, the current him is—he can no longer suppress it!

Hot drops of water slipped from the eyes full of sorrow, and wet the cheeks.He bent his feet up to defend against the wide and hard throne, Sikong Mo hugged his legs helplessly, and buried his face deeply in the bent knees.

On the cold and temperatureless throne, the young emperor seemed so fragile that he was about to disappear in the next moment.

His slender body was shaking constantly, and the fear in his heart was hard for outsiders to comprehend.

proud……

Why did you leave Xiao Mo again?

The adoptive father is gone, the father is gone, why even you have to leave Xiaomo?

Xiao Mo will be obedient and will never cause Ao any trouble!

Why can't you stay and stay with Xiao Mo forever?

Why did you leave without saying goodbye?

You tell Xiao Mo, what did Xiao Mo do wrong?Upset you?

Xiao Mo can change, really, as long as Ao stays, Xiao Mo can do anything!

Really...

When Yin Tianao returned to the imperial study, what he saw was such a scene.

In the dark room, there is no light at all.The person who could support a huge country just curled up into a ball without saying a word, sinking deeply into the throne.His whole body trembled helplessly, like an abandoned little animal, not daring to ask the outside world for help.

At this moment, Sikong Mo is so fragile and vulnerable, how can he still have the domineering power to dominate the world?

At this moment, Yin Tianao only felt that his heart was firmly grabbed by a big hand, and he was so sad that he was about to suffocate—it was all because of his carelessness, and he didn't consider Xiao Mo's feelings!

When he went out, he didn't say anything to Xiao Mo, making him think that he abandoned him again.

As soon as he returned to the palace, he noticed something was wrong.Hastily rushed to the 'Hua Qing Palace', but there was no sign of Xiao Mo.He didn't dare to delay for even a moment, and quickly returned to the imperial study room, but only saw that the room was pitch black with no light at all.

If it wasn't for Yan Xin still guarding the door, he almost thought that there was no one inside.

With a frozen face, Yin Tianao quickly walked to the side of the throne, and stretched out his hand to embrace him in his arms. "Xiao Mo, I am here, I have no intention of leaving, Ao did not leave you alone!"

Ao──his eyes became hot again, Sikong Mo didn't even look up, he directly threw himself into the arms of the visitor, hugged the other person's waist tightly, and cried bitterly.He didn't even raise his head to confirm whether it was really Yin Tianao.

Maybe, yes or no, it doesn't matter to him at this time, right?

After years of loneliness, he just wanted to find someone to stay by his side forever and never leave him.

However, Sikong Mo couldn't ignore such a familiar embrace, it was the Yin Tianao he had always longed for, not someone else!

For 14 years, Sikong Mo waited for him for 14 years before he finally brought him back to his side!

And he doesn't know what all this means, whether it means that the waiting is over, and loneliness will be far away.

When Nian Ao left, can the promise to stay by his side forever be fulfilled now?

he does not know!

He only knew that what he had to do at this moment was to hold the person in front of him tightly and not let him leave.

It doesn't matter if you completely expose your most vulnerable side in front of his eyes.Yes, even with the most despicable means—cowardice—you still have to tie Ao firmly.

As long as Aoken stays, it doesn't matter!

As long as he stays proud...

After making up his mind, Sikong Mo gradually stopped crying.Raising his head, his cheeks wet with tears and his slightly red and swollen eyes were completely displayed in front of Yin Tianao's eyes.

Now that he has made up his mind, Sikong Mo will no longer have any scruples like in the past.

Sure enough, when Yin Tianao saw that tear-stained face, his heart immediately softened.He gently raised his hand to wipe off the water stains on his cheeks, feeling indescribable pity and distress in his heart.

"I'm sorry." Looking at those still red eyes, Yin Tianao sighed softly. "Since the memorial is approved, why don't you go back to rest? Since you have decided to stay here, why don't you light the lamp?"

Sikong Mo didn't answer, and still looked at Yin Tianao with those bright eyes, without saying a word.

After a long time, the latter gave up.

"Are you hungry?" Yin Tianao asked.However, even if Sikong Mo didn't answer, he could still guess.

How can a person who has been waiting for him all afternoon without leaving, just waiting for him to come back, think about him?

Thinking of this, Yin Tianao's heart warmed up, but his face remained silent.

After thinking for a while, Yin Tianao said: "It's late at night, if you don't want to eat, go back and rest."

Hungry, but hearing Yin Tianao's seemingly indifferent words, Sikong Mo only felt a deeper grievance in his heart.The hand holding the opponent's sleeve also exerted force quickly, until the nails sank deeply into the palm of the hand, and there was a dull pain.

Is my fragility already useless against pride?

Why seeing himself like this, Ao can still do it without animals.

Is it because you are slowly getting tired of yourself?

Thinking that Yin Tianao might no longer be influenced by him and could easily abandon him at any time, Sikong Mo's face gradually turned pale, and even the thick night couldn't hide the panic on his face.

After waiting for quite a while without seeing Sikong Mo move, Yin Tianao frowned, and before the other party could react, he took the lead in leaning over and hugging Sikong Mo in his arms.

"Are your feet numb?" Yin Tianao said lightly, looking ahead.

Sikong Mo was stunned for a while, then raised the corners of his mouth lightly and nodded.

After leaving the imperial study room, the guard saw the king he admired being held in the arms of a man, but he didn't resist at all, so he couldn't help but widen his eyes and stare blankly.

Yan Xin, who stood at the front, quickly regained consciousness, opened his mouth but couldn't say anything.After pondering for a moment, he could only dutifully follow behind the two of them.

Sikong Mo didn't feel ashamed, but the doubts in his heart deepened.

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He really wanted to ask, but tonight's Yin Tianao made him retreat inexplicably.

At least, Sikong Mo knew that Yin Tianao must have something hidden in his heart, and he didn't want him to know.

Perhaps, it is also related to myself.

However, he no longer had the courage to ask again.

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