Uncle Lin

When Jian Lingfeng was a child, like all children, he had a pair of clear eyes.

Boys respect the strong, and the strong in Jian Lingfeng's eyes is his father.Dad is like a mountain, the sky in his heart.

Dad is a mild-tempered person, but he does not lack due dignity.Once when his mother took him to the company, he happened to see his father reprimanding several subordinates full of power. They were so sweated by his father that they couldn't lift their heads.Jian Lingfeng seemed to see a golden light in his father.

"Dad!" He shouted joyfully and rushed forward. His father immediately softened his expression, hugged him, twisted his little nose and asked, "Hey, why are you here? Did you come to see Dad?"

"Today is his birthday, and he can't wait until night, so he is clamoring to come over." Mom said softly.

Dad nodded coldly to show that he knew, held up Jian Lingfeng and spun around a few times, Jian Lingfeng giggled, and his father said: "Be good and wait for Dad to get off work, okay? Dad will definitely help you celebrate tonight!"

Jian Lingfeng was obediently led aside by his mother, without making any noise, and looked longingly at his father's determination to kill when he was working.Occasionally, my father would smile and turn his eyes away for a short time, and his heart would be full of joy.

From the beginning to the end, my father never looked at my mother.

Jian Lingfeng doesn't care.He doesn't like mom either.

This woman always had a gentle look, but she looked at her father as if she wanted to eat him, but she didn't dare to say or do it.He looked down on such a person, he clearly wanted it, but he didn't even have the guts to fight for it, and he would only express his pain in front of this child.

"Xiaofeng, you have to behave well in front of your father, so that father will go home more often to accompany our mother and son." Hearing such words more than once, Jian Lingfeng thought disdainfully, it is to accompany me, not us!

snort!cowardly!If it were me, I would take the initiative to get what I wanted!

Jian Lingfeng doesn't like it very much, and doesn't like being used as a tool by her mother.

He thinks it's normal that Dad doesn't like Mom because he doesn't like it either.

Jian Lingfeng's bright eyes were shining, and he was waiting for his father's occasional caring and warm eyes.That's great, Dad only has a different expression when facing him, that's great!

At that time, Huaitian was just a small company.

Jian Lingfeng's goal is to be a person like his father, and help his father to develop the company when he grows up!

Every time Dad comes home, he will first check Jian Lingfeng's homework, and then have a cordial father-son exchange with him.Ask him about his school affairs, tell him some small principles of life, and answer all the questions Jian Lingfeng asked patiently.

In Jian Lingfeng's heart, what his father said was an imperial decree, and everything he said was right.

Once, my father was different from usual, his face was haggard and his voice was hoarse, "Ling Feng, do you know that you have a big brother... Dad saw him today. He is much older than you, very sensible and filial Mom... If you have the chance to meet him, you will definitely like it..."

Dad talked a lot that day, but Jian Lingfeng didn't intervene for the first time, thinking silently, I should like the person Dad likes, too.

For two years in a row, his father told him about the eldest brother he had never met from time to time.Under the influence of his father, Jian Lingfeng gradually developed a desire for that elder brother.Dad talked about him very well, and the most he said was: "With your eldest brother's temperament, knowing that you have a younger brother, he will definitely protect him from the bottom of his heart." Whenever his father said this, Jian Lingfeng would not stop I can't help but think, if the elder brother can study with him and live together, how good it would be?

He couldn't help asking, and his father stroked his head, sighing bitterly, "My father also hopes that there will be such a day... It's a pity that my aunt won't let me."

Jian Lingfeng was smart, so he never asked again.He trusts dad.

In the past two years, my father became preoccupied, and my mother also experienced slight changes.She always sat alone in a daze, nagging when she saw Jian Lingfeng, "Fortunately, mom still has you, fortunately, mom still has you, otherwise your father would have run away long ago..." Jian Lingfeng was very annoyed by this.

He hates his mother's self-pity and self-pity, and treats a gentleman's belly with a villain's heart.Dad clearly had no intention of leaving, she was the only one thinking wildly.In his opinion, it was entirely her own fault that her father didn't like her, and no one would like such a person.Sometimes, she sat by the window in the dark, like a ghost, immersing herself in her own world and talking to herself, making people around her farther and farther away from her.

Jian Lingfeng knew that his father was a responsible man.He even sympathized with Papa.

Until he was 13 years old, Jian Lingfeng loved his father deeply, and the elder brother whose name he didn't even know.

In the spring when he was 13 years old, Jian Lingfeng was admitted to the hospital due to sudden illness.

The condition appeared to be very serious, with persistent coughing, headache and vomiting, erythema all over the body, blood blisters in the gums and mouth, red and swollen eyes, bleeding on the optic mucosa, accompanied by hematuria, and blood streaks in the vomit... After being sent to the hospital, Jian Lingfeng fell asleep because of discomfort Yes, lying on the hospital bed in a daze for the doctor to examine, his head buzzing.

For some reason, amidst the noise, he heard the doctor's words clearly, "Mr. Jian, you must be mentally prepared...it may be acute leukemia. We need to wait for the results of further examinations."

Then he fell asleep completely, and when he woke up, it was the quarrel between his parents.

The source of their quarrel was that the mother suggested that the father let the eldest brother do the bone marrow matching, but the father refused.

A 13-year-old boy is enough to understand what acute leukemia represents.Like his mother, he couldn't understand why his father would reject his mother's proposal so categorically?Could it be, just like what mother said, in father's heart, elder brother is his son, but he is nothing?

Once the seed of darkness is planted, it will take root and sprout, and it will never be pulled out again.

The final diagnosis showed that it was a false alarm.The symptoms of idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura are similar to those of acute leukemia. The doctor only raised the possibility that the mother was too nervous and messed up.

However, the illness was cured, but the heartache remained.

Jian Lingfeng really wanted to ask his father, why did he oppose his mother's proposal?Even if the condition is not confirmed, it is too early to say, so there is no need to object so fiercely, right?But looking at his father's eyes, he couldn't ask.If you ask, Dad will know that he heard the quarrel, and the harmonious father-son relationship may be broken from then on.

However, with a knot in my heart, I can no longer confide in my father, and the relationship between father and son is still weakening day by day.

After that quarrel, my mother became more neurotic and immersed in her own world, tortured by pain and severely depressed.Not long after, she took Jian Lingfeng to the balcony to see the scenery, and suddenly said: "Xiaofeng, we are all redundant. Don't be afraid, mom will always be with you." After speaking, she even pulled Jian Lingfeng and jumped off the building together.Fortunately, he was 14 years old at the time, and his strength was not weak. He tried his best to hang on the railing to save his life, but the woman fell from the fifteenth floor...

What does it take to upend one's world?Jian Lingfeng thought, not much, just a few words.

If there are, maybe you don't know them all, but you still stubbornly engrave them deeply in your heart.

"Xiaofeng is dying! Do you know that he is dying? Please, please save my son!"

"Hmph! Unreasonable!"

"Xiaofeng, we are all redundant, redundant..."

yeah daddy you tell meAre we redundant?Is it true that only eldest brother is your son?

How happy you were in the past, how painful you will be later.

Once love, mixed with indelible resentment.

In the dark night, Jian Lingfeng stood on the edge of the balcony and smoked. The smoke ring was slowly spit out, spread, and disappeared, leaving behind a faint smell of tobacco.After that incident, he suffered from "balcony phobia" for a full year.

The end of a life always requires people to bear the responsibility.

The relationship between father and son was completely broken. He traveled across the ocean to study, until his father passed away suddenly, and he didn't even have time to see him for the last time.

If possible, he would never want to think about the past for the rest of his life.

The body that had vented its desire was now extremely empty.

After smoking the last cigarette, Jian Lingfeng returned to the bedroom.

On the messy bed lay a messy man.Messy cyan, messy red and white, messy smell, like messy relationship.The diamond-shaped birthmark is particularly obvious in the mess.

After watching in silence for a while, Jian Lingfeng took out his phone.

"Hello, I want Lin Kai's detailed information, from birth to now."

is it you?He stared at the man, his face darkened.

The man's brows were furrowed, his face was forbearing, and there were obvious teeth marks on his lips.His eyelashes trembled slightly, extremely fragile, and Jian Lingfeng's heart suddenly ached.