Duckling Notes

"Things you can't get are more memorable." Xing Zhaohe took out a photo album while talking, "So, I miss Yan Gewei the most."

I flipped through the photo album page by page. There were quite a few photos, but not many of them could be seen. Many of them were taken through the window glass, which were blurry. At most, I could recognize the two men.There are two vague pictures that show the two of us hugging and kissing at the window.After looking back, I found a few photos of the two of us when we went out together. They were taken from the angle above our heads. We can see our hair twirling clearly, but we can’t see our faces.Yan Gewei has two hair spins, which I have never noticed before.

Until the end, there were only a few that could be seen.It was taken when Yan Gewei and I were having dinner at a small restaurant near his home.Yan Gewei smiled very gently, I still have a plaster cast on my leg, so I smiled very silly.

Seeing these photos, I asked Xing Zhaohe with a shy face.

He went back to the bedroom, lying on the bed as if he was going to sleep or not, "Why give it to you? That's my baby."

"Looking at the way the lover of your dreams is making out with your rival, are you comfortable? You'd better pass it on to me. Or, give me the bottom plate, and I'll wash a few by myself."

"No floor."

"Give it to me," I said coquettishly, "just give me two. How about one? I'll pay you back in the future."

"You flip back."

There are also Yan Gewei's single photos, group photos with Xing Zhaohe, and group photos with other people.It is not a period.

"You pick one from the back," he said.

I nodded, but, "Why don't you give me a photo with Brother Yan?"

"I have to keep his happiest time."

I paused, and pulled out a solo photo of Yan Gewei at the beach. He looked very young, holding a small crab in his hand. I liked his smiling face: "I want this one."

He nodded.

"I took Qiangqiang and my dad to live."

"You'll be back soon," he said.

I frowned and said nothing, I won't come back here.Although I have almost lost the bottom line of being a human being, I don't want to have any contact with him anymore.I can't bring him down, so I can only hide far away.

"Hey, Xiao An, can you live with me like you and Yan Gewei did at that time?"

"You drink too much."

"Well, today is Yan Gewei's birthday. In the past, our house would be very lively on this day."

"Why your house?"

"He's my cousin."

I do not even know……

"I didn't confess my love to Yan Gewei. But, I still slept with Yan Gewei."

what! ?

"He has already seen that I am interested in him. He is afraid that after he dies, I will punish you. So he invited me."

I bit my lip and shivered, "Did you move him?!"

"No. He had a lot of chemotherapy at that time, his hair fell out, his skin was rough, and he looked dead. He was lying on the bed and pretending to be a dead body. I can't get hard."

I breathed a sigh of relief, and panicked on behalf of him, "He doesn't deserve this."

"Well. At that time, my head was full of the shadow of you sleeping with him, how passionate. The situation between me and him is completely incomparable. I am really unbalanced."

"You..." How can you imagine me having sex with him?

"I installed a bug in his house, and the sound of you calling the bed is very nice."

I am speechless.

"Then he died and you followed a lot of people. Legend has it that the skills and dedication are good. I thought, let this duck rot. I still have a photo album. It's a picture of you and others .Do you want to see it?"

"dont see!"

"I think it's been two years, and you should be rotten. But I heard that Lao Xia fell into your love network. I thought, I can't watch my buddies fall into your hands one after another. So I Dad asked me to come back, so I took the opportunity to come back. I didn't think about what I was going to do. I just wanted to fix you first. Then I will sleep with you and see how you feel. "

"You are a rotten person!" I said every word.

"I think it's a good match for us two rotten people. I'm rotten on the inside, and you stink on the outside. For example, that night, we cooperated well. At least it's much better than you sleeping with a heterosexual like Lao Xia. ?!"

I went up and wanted to punch him.

But he was restrained.It hurts my wrist.

"You like everyone, why do you only hate me?!"

"Because you're a complete asshole!"

He pressed me on the bed and whispered into my ear from behind, "Yan Gewei is not as perfect as you imagined."

"He has a grudge against you? You have to discredit him to be happy?"

"No, I can't see you liking him so much now."

"why?"

"Well, I found out that it hurts me to see you mixed up like this."

I was pressed on the bed with my face down, no matter how I turned my head, I couldn't see his expression.

"I also found that when I had sex dreams, I always replaced myself with Yan Gewei, and then fucked you hard. Until you cry."

I am a little scared.He started biting my neck.

"I shouldn't have hired a private eye to keep an eye on you. They gave me pictures of the two of you at the playground today. I thought I was your only lifeline."

It turned out that drinking so much wine was stimulated by this.But he fell in love with me, I really can't accept this statement!

"Three times a month, you must wear a condom. More than half of your monthly money is spent on insurance and funds. You don't wear clothes that cost more than 300 yuan, and you don't buy luxury items. You walk your dog every day and do volunteer work. After hearing what the private detective said, I always thought you were a weirdo. Almost like an ascetic monk. Tell me, what do you want to do? Maybe you tell me, and I will understand you, so I won’t miss you so much.”

"I just want to have a good time!"

He didn't speak for a long time.Suddenly let go of me.

I hurriedly got up, not forgetting to pick up Yan Gewei's photo.

"Well, we all want to have a good time. We all know what a good life looks like."

"In the eyes of you rich people, what does a good life look like?" I was also curious, seeing that he was not so abnormal, I asked boldly, and my feet were ready to escape at any time.

"It's enough to have a loving lover and some close friends."

"It doesn't seem to be difficult."

"If you are not afraid of people's calculations."

I probably understand that he is rare on me because he is rare on me, and he is not greedy for anything except three thousand each time.They have encountered too many greedy people, "But even you are calculating people!"

He nodded, "So do you want to follow me? Just the two of us, settle down. You don't plot against me, and I won't plot against you." He raised his right hand, "I swear in the name of Yan Gewei."

I shook my head, "You drink too much, I'm going to live with my dad."

"Your father can solve it very well, as long as you can be tough."

I ran away with a strong force.

I couldn't sleep at night.Qiangqiang can't jump into bed anymore, my dad is allergic to it, and there isn't a bed that big.Had to close it on the balcony.Fortunately, it didn't take long to survive.

Of course I couldn't sleep because of Xing Zhaohe's words, Xing Zhaohe really drank too much today.uncharacteristically.I always feel that he is too abnormal, maybe tomorrow he will pretend that it didn't happen.

My dad was also woken up by my tossing and turning, "Pingping, why aren't you asleep?"

"Oh," I boldly said, "Dad, Xing Zhaohe drank too much today, and he said he likes me."

My dad didn't move for a long time.

I know, he must be angry with me, so I have to bear it.

"Haven't you been together long ago?"

"No, being together is considered to be together, but I never said whether I like it or not."

"He's playing with you, don't take it seriously."

"He said it when he was drunk."

"That would be even more untrue."

"Didn't you tell the truth after drinking?"

"That's ten lies mixed with one truth."

"I think Xing Zhaohe is a bad person, so bad that he is lazy to tell lies."

"Are people who don't tell lies still called bad people?"

"Oh. But Dad, I really want to find someone who can spend my whole life with me."

"Dad will help you find it."

"I don't want to find a woman."

"Can we talk about this later?"

"Well. But it's impossible for me to like women."

"Can you tell me how you found out that you like men?"

I thought about it, "I don't want to say it."

"When, can you tell me?"

"Thirteen or four."

My dad didn't speak for a long time, and he couldn't even hear his breathing.

"However, when I left home for two months, I realized that I would never like women."

He sighed, "Pingping, Dad doesn't blame you, he won't beat you and scold you. Can you tell Dad what happened?"

"Really, don't scold me or beat me?"

"Ah."

"Then let me hug you first? Just hug for a while."

My dad turned around (he was lying on his back), put his hand on my shoulder, and patted, "Here, give me a hug."

I hummed dissatisfied.Get lost and get into my dad's arms.With my arms around my dad's waist, my face was pressed against his chest through a towel.It feels very good.

After waiting, he didn't push me away, and I even put my legs on his legs.I smacked my lips comfortably, "Well, we'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm going to bed first, I'm sleepy." As soon as I closed my eyes, I fell asleep with a happy heart.

I didn't wake up from the nightmare again, and I didn't feel empty in my arms. I always felt that I had found a retreat. A big tree, after floating in the sea for several years, finally landed.

In the dream, I heard my dad sighing, "If dad can make up for the love he owes you all these years, will you turn back?"

Well, I imagined it in my dream, thinking in a whimsical way, Dad, if you can sacrifice a little more, maybe you can, hehe...

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