God don't run

Di Que dutifully sent Ouyang Chenchen downstairs, and exchanged phone numbers with him enthusiastically, saying that if there was a chance, he would definitely ask him to have a romantic affair, and Zhang Aiyun would never know about it as a guarantee of his personality.

Ouyang Chenchen held the Shirley business card that Di Que forcefully handed to him, dumbfounded, and watched Di Que drive away in high spirits.

He stood alone in the night wind for a while, his cell phone rang unexpectedly, when Ouyang Chenchen picked it up, it was Zhang Aiyun calling.

"Chenchen, can you come and accompany me?" Zhang Aiyun's voice sounded a little drunk, more arrogant than usual.

Ouyang Chenchen raised his eyebrows unconsciously, moved the phone closer, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Where is this?"

"I feel bad..." Zhang Aiyun sighed hoarsely, with a crying tone.

Ouyang Chenchen glanced at his watch, it was past ten o'clock, but Zhang Aiyun seemed to be in a very bad condition, so he had no choice but to say: "Where are you, I'll look for you, just wait for me obediently."

Ouyang Chenchen pieced together Zhang Aiyun's fragmented words, and found the residence Zhang Aiyun had mentioned with half-guessing.

He carefully confirmed that there were no reporters following him, and then knocked on the door of Zhang Aiyun's house with a delicate mood.

To be honest, before standing in Zhang Aiyun's apartment, Ouyang Chenchen had always thought that their fate probably only ended in Hawaii.

Zhang Aiyun just needed a protective umbrella. No matter what state of mind she had in that kiss at the time, when she returned to China and went back to work, this memory should be carefully sealed up so that both of them can go further.

But Zhang Aiyun actually took the initiative to contact him again, and even called him home. Only then did Ouyang Chenchen become convinced that Zhang Aiyun should really be interested in him.

Zhang Aiyun was wearing a lace pajamas with suspenders, the shoulder straps slipped slightly, and she threw herself on Ouyang Chenchen with a hazy drunkenness.

Ouyang Chenchen hastily stretched out his hand to catch Zhang Aiyun's limp body, helped her to sit on the sofa, and couldn't help but take on a questioning tone: "Why do you drink so much wine?"

"Chenchen, am I old? Am I not beautiful anymore?" Zhang Aiyun pouted her red lips, frowned, and grabbed Ouyang Chenchen by the collar.

Ouyang Chenchen was startled, took her hand and slowly opened it, saying: "No, if you are old and not beautiful, wouldn't the other women throw themselves into the lake together?"

"Hmph." Zhang Aiyun snorted with a sneer, her expression was full of desolation: "I was only 25 and was outcompeted. After that, my contract with B&D is still five years away. Will I be allowed to live in limbo for these five years?"

Ouyang Chenchen was taken aback, thinking of the confidential document he just read today, his heart shuddered.

Zhang Aiyun has a good network in B&D, and has close contacts with several high-level executives. It is not difficult for Zhang Aiyun to know the company's strategic arrangements in advance through special channels like him.

"...you know?" Ouyang Chenchen asked tentatively.

Zhang Aiyun turned her face to stare at him with a bewildered expression, her big eyes sparkling with water.Zhang Aiyun's acting skills have always been known for his eyes that can speak. At this time, Ouyang Chenchen looked at him with a smile, and read some elements of envy from it, but the deeper and more complicated content was difficult to explain.

"I know it's silly to blame others here, I just can't figure it out for a while. I gave B&D the most youthful and beautiful years, but I still can't get a little affection. If I knew it, I should think about myself more, even if it's like How can a normal girl have a good relationship like that?"

Facing Zhang Aiyun, who is stubborn yet fragile, Ouyang Chenchen felt a little distressed. She is the actress who has worked with him the most times, and she is also one of the few women he does not think is delicate. It is impossible for B&D to act like a philistine without making people feel chilling. of.

The feeling of suddenly falling from the clouds is naturally uncomfortable. Ouyang Chenchen patted her on the shoulder understandingly and comforted her: "It's up to people, that ranking is dead, but people are alive. If you are not willing to fight for it, I am Believe that you will get better and better, and let the company know that they also have mistakes."

Zhang Aiyun was stunned for a moment, and suddenly broke into a smile, sniffed and said, "That's right, why should I belittle myself. Even if the company doesn't spare me effort to package me, is it still possible that I won't be able to eat with my strength?"

Seeing that Zhang Aiyun had figured it out, Ouyang Chenchen breathed a sigh of relief, and took a tissue from the paper drawer beside him and handed it over: "It's better to drink less in the future. People who drink too much will be more prone to cranky thoughts."

Zhang Aiyun stared blankly at Ouyang Chenchen, suddenly lowered her eyes and sighed softly: "Thank you, Chenchen, you are so kind to me."

This made Ouyang Chenchen feel stupid right away, he couldn't get up and down while holding up the tissue paper.Didn't she call him here?Is this good for her?

Zhang Aiyun gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, and when she looked up again, her face was already charmingly shy. Even though Ouyang Chenchen had no other thoughts about her, his heart skipped a beat at this moment.

He held his breath, watching Zhang Aiyun's ruddy lips slowly approaching and enlarged in front of his eyes.Just before the lips touched, Ouyang Chenchen pressed Zhang Aiyun's shoulders fiercely.

Zhang Aiyun looked at him, with grievance and puzzlement written in his big eyes full of steam, Ouyang Chenchen gasped lightly, and slowly said to Zhang Aiyun: "If you are drunk, go to bed early. I can't be in this kind of time Take advantage of people's danger."

Zhang Aiyun bit her lower lip lightly, and reached out to grab Ouyang Chenchen's clothes: "Don't you like me? Then what's the kiss in Hawaii?"

One sentence instantly made Ouyang Chenchen speechless.He looked away in embarrassment, not knowing how to explain his complicated mental entanglements to Zhang Aiyun.

"Yunyun, I'm sorry about Hawaii. I'm just not ready yet..." Ouyang Chenchen was thinking about his words, but was suddenly hugged by Zhang Aiyun.

Ouyang Chenchen's body stiffened in surprise, feeling the warmth and faint fragrance from Zhang Aiyun's soft body.

"But I like you." Zhang Aiyun plucked up the courage to confess.The man she loves is already in front of her eyes. She has missed too much because of her acting career. This time, she must never miss happiness again.

In fact, Ouyang Chenchen had received all kinds of hints from Zhang Aiyun, and now that he had made it clear, he calmed down instead, without the initial surprise.

"With the current situation of the two of us, it's not suitable for an underground relationship, right?" Ouyang Chenchen persuaded gently.

"I know that your career is on the rise. What if I say that I am willing to slowly retreat behind the scenes for you?" Zhang Aiyun hugged Ouyang Chenchen a little tighter, secretly feeling the throbbing that his chest brought her. move.

Ouyang Chenchen never thought that Zhang Aiyun, who has always been proud and arrogant, would say such a thing for him, it is impossible not to be moved at all.

"I don't want you to wrong yourself for me." Ouyang Chenchen continued to persuade Zhang Aiyun, and the girl mustered up the courage to confess, but he couldn't bear to break Zhang Aiyun's heart: "Actually, it's because of me personally. Come out of the relationship, so if I insist on being with you, wouldn't I be too sorry for you?"

Zhang Aiyun's body froze, and she backed away slowly.She looked into Ouyang Chenchen's eyes, and asked with a broken heart: "Do you have someone else you like?"

Ouyang Chenchen smiled helplessly and nodded.

"Then are you with her now? What kind of person is she?" Zhang Aiyun suddenly felt that she was about to be overwhelmed by overwhelming jealousy.

"We separated, but I haven't forgotten him." Every time Ouyang Chenchen repeated this spineless fact, he scolded himself fiercely in his heart.

Zhang Aiyun's heart that had just died was active again, she blushed slightly with excitement, pressed her soft figure closer, and gently blew into Ouyang Chenchen's ear, saying: "I can help you forget about him." .”

Ouyang Chenchen suddenly felt an inexplicable anger, even he himself felt that he had become weird at the moment.Why doesn't he even want to lick the wound quietly by himself?When he is already despondent about an indissoluble choice, is he forced to give him more choices?

Ouyang Chenchen pushed Zhang Aiyun away violently, held her shoulders tightly and asked solemnly: "Is it okay to play tricks? Are you willing to be treated like this by me? There is no emotion, irresponsibility, pure physical relationship?"

He watched Zhang Aiyun's eyes slowly widen, gradually showing complex expressions such as puzzlement, sadness, and embarrassment, and then added cruelly: "If you think it's okay, let's go to bed now!"

"Crack!" There was a crisp sound in the quiet space, and Ouyang Chenchen's face was turned to one side, burning with pain.He maintained this movement for a long while, then suddenly started giggling to himself, as if he was in a good mood.

He touched the face that was still hot, and seeing Zhang Aiyun covering his face with tears on his face, he broke down and cried.

His expression darkened, he reached out and patted her slightly trembling shoulder, and said with a smile: "So I'm not the person you imagined, I'm messed up, anyone is fine. A good person like you Girls follow me, I can't afford it. You will find someone who really loves you. I'm sorry."

Zhang Aiyun wept bitterly, sobbing even worse.Ouyang Chenchen looked at Zhang Aiyun who was suffering from the blow, bit his lower lip and stood up.He backed away silently, turned and left.

Ouyang Chenchen walked in the night wind without stopping the car.The temperature at midnight was a bit low, and there were no pedestrians or vehicles passing by on the road. The street lights flickered to reflect his shadow, but occasionally one or two could not emit any light or heat due to disrepair.

Ouyang Chenchen stopped under a broken street lamp, completely shrouded himself in the shadow, knelt down slowly, and hugged his head.

From the moment he cruelly rejected Zhang Aiyun, he had an epiphany.He was destroyed by Bi Shaoliang, the destruction was clean and quiet, not even a scum was left.He is afraid of commitment, afraid of feelings, and he can no longer share any enthusiasm with others.

Both Zhou Tuo and Zhang Aiyun are the people he likes, and the person he likes falls in love with him at the same time, how happy is this?

But Ouyang Chenchen didn't dare to try again, he was afraid that he would get hurt again, and he was even more afraid that he would uncontrollably hurt the person he liked and cared about.

He stubbornly refused the opportunity to step out of Bi Shaoliang's shadow, so he just lived alone in that darkness.

He even slept with the scum he hated the most, what else could he not bear?Bi Shaoliang had nothing to do if he couldn't accept it. In fact, even he himself couldn't accept him like this.

When he said those self-destructive words just now, Ouyang Chenchen only felt a strong pleasure, as if if he was really such a depraved person, the self-contempt he had tried to seal and suppress in the depths of his heart would no longer be so It made him restless.

Without Bi Shaoliang, he was originally a depraved person living at the bottom, but he gave him the illusion that he seemed to be lifted above the top in an instant and worshiped by all living beings.

So everything is Bi Shaoliang's fault, he ruined it, and he will not let Bi Shaoliang live well.

Ouyang Chenchen took a deep breath, and then let it out lightly, watching the mist condense and then dissipate in front of his eyes.

He stretched his frozen fingers, took out his mobile phone and called Di Que who had just left a call.

"Hello?" The background on the other side was noisy, electronic music and human voices mingled and roared, and Di Que's uncertain voice was almost covered.

Ouyang Chenchen suddenly envied Di Que's free and easy life, so he shouted loudly into the phone: "Didn't you say you want to take me to have fun? I'm suddenly very interested. It's better to hit the sun than pick the sun, just today Bar."

Di Que on the opposite side was silent for a long time, and suddenly shouted excitedly: "Okay, come here, I am now at VIP No. [-] on the tenth floor of Yipin Dynasty."

Ouyang Chenchen took a deep breath, and continued to speak loudly: "You know I can't be scribbled by the media."

Di Que laughed loudly on the phone: "Don't worry. I'm in the box, and everyone is very strict. I've been playing for several years, and the parts I don't want to be written by reporters will never be discovered."

Ouyang Chenchen chuckled and hung up the phone.

Why live so tired?What Di Que said is right, as long as you don't talk about feelings, men and women are the same when the lights are turned off.From now on, he will only play with others, and will never be played by others again.

The next morning, Ouyang Chenchen slumped in Di Que's car, clutching his head and having a splitting headache.

Di Que was refreshed, and while driving the car happily, he embarrassed him: "You really didn't have Bi Shaoliang's restraint. But you don't have to play so hard for the first time. After you do it like this, Shirley You are the only one left in their eyes, don’t I have to go home and cry with my pillow? Enjoying life is a long-term thing, and the body is the capital of the revolution, comrade.”

"Hmm..." Ouyang Chenchen whimpered in pain, his head seemed about to explode.

He was really drunk last night, and he drank an unknown amount of alcohol, and then the whole memory was transformed into a black and white movie film, played intermittently, full of snowflakes.

"Are you satisfied with the two older sisters yesterday? Mature women are the most flavorful." Di Que licked the corners of his mouth, smiling with peach blossoms in his eyes.

"I don't remember, it's okay." Ouyang Chenchen frowned, feeling that his life was really ridiculous.

He woke up early this morning in the VIP room of Yipin Dynasty. He was naked on the bed outside the suite, and beside him were two mature female bodies sleeping soundly, also naked.The air was full of lust, and it was different from the space he was familiar with, where only he and Bi Shaoliang were in it.

He sat up in a daze, his whole body ached like falling apart.As soon as he woke up, the two women who exuded strong female hormones all over their bodies got up, and the two of them went to the bathroom to wash up in silence, then put on their clothes and disappeared silently, as if he was like air, without any sense of existence.

Before Ouyang Chenchen recovered from the crazy indulgence last night, Di Que walked out of the suite with only a bath towel around his lower body, smiling.

Ouyang Chenchen watched helplessly as he French kissed the woman in his arms for a long time, until Di Que sent the woman out of the house with kisses, he asked in disbelief: "Yesterday I made love to you what?"

"Hehe, the words must be accurate. I didn't do anything to you, what we did separately." Di Que smiled, picked up the clothes that Ouyang Chenchen had thrown on the ground and threw them to him.

Ouyang Chenchen took it over in a daze, glanced at Di Que while wearing it, and asked, "Then why are you in a suite?"

"Hey? You don't want to be seen by others? In fact, I haven't seen much..." Di Que said, but his smile was unbearable. It will be checked by my mother."

Ouyang Chenchen was taken aback, lowered his head and pulled up his pants and said, "This time it's my fault, I invite you."

"Really?" Di Que rushed forward with bright eyes: "My good brother, when shall we come again, I will invite you back. You don't know that as soon as you came out yesterday, the expressions of those chicks immediately changed, especially at night. interesting."

"Let's talk..." Ouyang Chenchen had a headache besides a headache.

"Those young ladies don't go around talking nonsense, do they?" Sitting in the car, Ouyang Chenchen finally accepted the fact that he was so careless last night, and when he calmed down, he felt a little bit of regret.

Di Que burst out laughing, and sighed: "How is that possible? They know a lot of people, and they are all high-ranking officials and dignitaries. If the news leaks out, it's okay. You are just a small role, no one will Propagating it everywhere will cut off your future financial opportunities.”

Ouyang Chenchen rubbed his temples and stopped talking.

After the liberation of the body, there is an endless emptiness in the mind, but even the emptiness is better than the pain of disappointment.It's just that a sense of guilt quietly spread, Ouyang Chenchen found it ridiculous, wondering what he was still resisting?

"Are there any men?" Ouyang Chenchen asked Di Que.For women, he still has a sense of alienation that can only be seen from a distance and not played with.

Di Que was stunned, wondering: "Yes, yes, but if you call a male publicist, the suite is not on the first floor, so we can't play together."

"Who the hell wants to play with you!" Ouyang Chenchen was so angry that he pushed Di Que hard.

Di Que giggled, but he wasn't angry at all.Suddenly Di Que's cell phone started to roar angrily, Di Que grinned in frustration, and then resumed his serious voice after picking it up: "Hi, who is it?"

"Oh... looking for you." Di Que raised his eyebrows and handed the phone to Ouyang Chenchen.

Ouyang Chenchen took it in surprise, and Uncle An's worried voice came from inside: "Chenchen, why is your phone turned off? Fortunately, you are really with Di Shao. Do you still remember a music program on TV this morning and a few An interview? We agreed to do the interview first, and the reporter is already waiting here."

"Ah!" Ouyang Chenchen jumped up violently, breaking out in a cold sweat: "Uncle An, I'll rush over right away!"

He turned his head and patted Di Que eagerly, and shouted, "Hurry up and take me to the TV station!"

The author has something to say: cough cough cough... I said it was a non-cleanliness...

I'm ready, flatten it out, and throw any soft objects over to me! (except bricks~)