God don't run

Bi Shaoliang was silent, sighed for a while and asked, "Because of Xie Shiran this afternoon?"

Ouyang Chenchen smiled wryly, resting his head on his arm and murmured: "Since you know it, why do you still praise him? Is he sick? Now I feel disgusted when I see his face!" The steam in the bathroom gradually Compressing the air, making the whole space psychedelic and distorted, Bi Shaoliang squatted down halfway, raised Ouyang Chenchen's chin so that he could look directly at him, and then said as gently as possible: "Because he has a selling point, and that's the only reason. "

"Fuck you!" Ouyang Chenchen broke out suddenly, pushed Bi Shaoliang to the ground with all his strength, and cursed loudly: "Bi Shaoliang, you are a sanctimonious, hypocritical liar!"

Bi Shaoliang frowned in displeasure, took off his wet clothes, held his breath while taking off, and said, "You're drunk. What's the matter when you wake up tomorrow morning?"

"Why don't you make it clear now?" Ouyang Chenchen stood up staggeringly, and staggered onto Bi Shaoliang's body and grabbed his shoulder: "You know that Xie Shiran likes you, and you know that he knows the relationship between the two of us." It doesn't matter, what he is doing now is to protest against me! If you really cared about my feelings, you would never allow Xie Shiran to stay in B&D!"

"Xie Shiran had his mother's request, and he didn't make any mistakes himself. I can't block him for personal reasons!" Bi Shaoliang's tone was also serious.

"Oh." Ouyang Chenchen sneered, as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world: "You can't ban him for personal reasons? Then what are your considerations for arranging Meng Fan? With his qualifications Do you still need to play a supporting role because of your worth? I heard from Director Wu that you personally recommended the role of that little idiot Meng Fan."

"...Why Meng Fan is involved? Can't we just look at each other?" Bi Shaoliang took a deep breath and suddenly felt a headache.

He didn't want to quarrel with Ouyang Chenchen endlessly on these issues, he was only sure of one thing, that is, he clearly understood his own feelings, but he had to constantly doubt Ouyang Chenchen's feelings.

Ouyang Chenchen has reached the most glorious age of a man, with boundless energy and confidence, no matter where he goes, he is a star-studded focal point.

But he is no longer young, and in two years he will reach the age of [-]. He is more than mature and introverted, but lacks passion and vitality.

Every time Bi Shaoliang holds Ouyang Chenchen in his arms, he can't help thinking, how long can the days that seem to be bought with his prayers last?How long can Ouyang Chenchen maintain his enthusiasm for him?

Maybe you will get tired of it soon.After all, he was a rigid and boring man from the beginning to the end, and the love for Ouyang Chenchen that was so deep that it was almost masochistic never seemed to be properly transmitted to Ouyang Chenchen's heart.There is always an invisible barrier between him and him, and it is getting farther and farther away, and it is getting thicker and thicker...

Ouyang Chenchen has always been out of character and yearns for freedom. After the two came together again, Bi Shaoliang has never been able to enjoy the seemingly harmonious and happy emotional life between the two with peace of mind.

He didn't know if Ouyang Chenchen would abandon him without hesitation when someone more suitable for him appeared in Ouyang Chenchen's life one day.Like Meng Fan, like some man or woman hiding in the dark whose name is unknown.

He could tell that Ouyang Chenchen was not happy around him, because Ouyang Chenchen would drink whenever he was not working, and gradually turned into alcoholism, until he was so drunk that he became unconscious.

He was completely confused, only facing Ouyang Chenchen would he be at a loss like now.He didn't know how to pull Ouyang Chenchen back from that dangerous border, let alone how to treat Ouyang Chenchen better, how to express his love for him.

Once or twice, Bi Shaoliang even got the word "breakup" stuck in his throat, but in the end he still didn't have the courage to say it.

He is selfish after all, he would rather imprison Ouyang Chenchen's heart and accompany him to suffer, than let him go free and see him happy with another person.

"I have nothing to do with Xie Shiran, and it's impossible for me to be tempted by him. Have I glanced at anyone other than you? You don't have to ask about the company's arrangements, you just need to take your dividends at ease, isn't it all right?" General Bi Shaoliang Holding Ouyang Chenchen in his arms, he whispered an explanation in his ear, and gently kissed his ear.

"Hehe. Are you perfunctory me with your public and private arguments again?" Ouyang Chenchen smiled, buried his face on Bi Shaoliang's shoulder, and relaxed his strength.

After so many years of disputes, he has never been an opponent of the stubborn Bi Shaoliang, but he has learned to behave himself recently. Since this is a war without a winner, why waste energy chasing after it?

"I'm running out of strength, help me wash." Ouyang Chenchen gently blew his breath next to Bi Shaoliang's ear, and sent out an invitation softly.Life is short, it is better to enjoy yourself in time, let him float on the clouds, and then forget all the unsightly right and wrong troubles.

Bi Shaoliang's throat tightened, he suddenly picked up Ouyang Chenchen and threw him back into the bathtub.

Ouyang Chenchen planned to spend his whole life with Bi Shaoliang like this, muddling along, it was rare to be confused, if it wasn't for the unexpected express that day, he might never want to change his current living state.

Every day Ouyang Chenchen receives hundreds of letters or small gifts from music fans and movie fans. He has two special assistants to help him open and filter the letters, and then hand over the meaningful part of the letters to him.

There was an express mail that was delivered to Ouyang Chenchen without opening it. Ouyang Chenchen looked at this international express mail across the ocean, and was a little puzzled for a while.

The express letter was signed by Professor Pei Gen from Stanford University in the United States. Ouyang Chenchen recalled it for a long time before he remembered that he had a relationship with this person when he went to the United States to make a movie.

Bae Gen?Li De is a professor specializing in drama and directing. He was an academic advisor for the film he participated in. He had a brief conversation with him and was very interested in some innovative ideas about performance he proposed.

That night, Pei Gen invited him to watch a song and dance drama performed by the students of their college. The stage design was novel and unique, and the content of the play was also thought-provoking. Ouyang Chenchen had a great time watching it. He was happy for a while and sighed that if he could be lucky enough to be one of them Enough.

He vaguely remembered Pei Gen's invitation to him, but he was still immersed in the way of interpreting that wonderful song and dance drama at that time, and he only regarded Pei Gen's warm invitation to him as a polite greeting.

He didn't expect that after nearly a year, Pei Gen still remembered him and sent a letter in person.He opened it with some interest. It was a letter written by himself and some pamphlets and guidebooks for university admissions applications.

The letter contained a few simple greetings and blessings, and gave him a high evaluation of his performance in the movie, but it was not too exaggerated, and he also put forward some insightful suggestions for his performance. Ouyang Chenchen thought about it carefully, and felt that it was still of great reference value.

He has been in the film industry for more than ten years, and it is not an exaggeration to say that his acting skills have reached the point of perfection.However, once any skill is applied with ease, there will be a sense of blindness and arrogance hidden in the body, which seems to be a continuation of habitual neglect and inertia of thinking. It is difficult for the same performance style and the same performance habit to make self-breakthrough .

Pei Gen's letter came very timely. Ouyang Chenchen was wondering if his acting career was in a stagnant turning point, when suddenly an external voice pointed him in another direction.

At the end of the letter, the professor still expressed his warm invitation to him, hoping that if possible, he can take a break from filming for a while to recharge himself. Of course, it is best to be able to join his disciples.

Ouyang Chenchen is really a little moved, after all, the country that can be very close to Hollywood and Broadway has a stronger understanding of culture and innovative sensory awareness than domestic ones in many senses.

It’s just that he feels that it’s actually very unreliable to propose Xiying further study at his current stage, not to mention that his itinerary has basically been finalized until the beginning of next year. Difficult to pass.

Ouyang Chenchen read the letter several times, gritted his teeth and locked it in the drawer.

Ouyang Chenchen chose the realistic side, but the little spark called ideal still hidden in his heart burned his heart hot.

Afterwards, Ouyang Chenchen was absent-minded from work all day, and the fitting of the newly signed movie passed by in a daze.I also forgot to explain a few opinions that I wanted to say to the costumer.

Ouyang Chenchen saw that something was wrong, so he finished his work and went directly to Meng Fan for a drink.He had to drink until he lost his memory, so that he could suppress his restless impetuous emotions of unwillingness to be lonely, and continue his current seemingly peaceful life with peace of mind.

As a result, Ouyang Chenchen spontaneously drank until he was half-drunk, and asked Meng Fan to take him downstairs.

Meng Fan originally wanted to be a good person and send Ouyang Chen upstairs upstairs, but Ouyang Chen walked crookedly and still knew how to tease him: "Then you can be more considerate and send me to bed tonight..."

Meng Fan's face blushed, and after weighing it for a long time, he still stopped at the elevator exit in a well-mannered manner, watching Ouyang Chenchen smile and wave his hand at him to show that he was still awake.

It took Ouyang Chenchen a long time to align the key with the keyhole, push the door open and stumbling in.

He smiled and greeted Bi Shaoliang, who was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face, and said, "Fortunately, I'm sober enough today, or Meng Fan would send me up here."

Bi Shaoliang looked at him expressionlessly, without saying a word.Ouyang Chenchen woke up a little bit from the wine, and seemed to realize that Bi Shaoliang's mood today was not as usual, so he was stunned, blinked and said, "What's wrong with you? Are you upset that I went to find Meng Fan?"

Bi Shaoliang looked away, and then his eyes fell on a stack of papers on the coffee table.Ouyang Chenchen immediately changed his expression as he looked over, he was more than half sober from the wine.

"Why did you open my drawer?" Ouyang Chenchen asked him coldly.

"I was just looking for something else, and I saw it by accident." Bi Shaoliang replied softly, still looking solemnly at the letter in front of him: "I didn't even know that you would be able to return to the United States within a month. Appreciated by renowned professors."

"..." Ouyang Chenchen frowned, not knowing what Bi Shaoliang wanted to say.

"You want to continue your studies? Then why haven't you mentioned it to me or Uncle An? Is it not good in China? Do you have to go to such a far place?" Bi Shaoliang's voice was cold, and no emotion could be heard.

Ouyang Chenchen's head was a little dizzy, and Bi Shaoliang's words were also buzzing in his ears.He replied intuitively: "At that time, I just chatted happily with that professor. I didn't expect that he would really invite me to study."

Bi Shaoliang raised the corner of his mouth and chuckled lightly.Indeed, Ouyang Chenchen has such an unforgettable charm, he will unconsciously attract everyone's attention in all aspects.

"I don't really want to go..." Ouyang Chen continued murmuring.

After hearing this, Bi Shaoliang raised his head immediately: "Really? Then why keep these materials?"

Ouyang Chenchen was at a loss for words, why did he leave these materials?He actually understands that there is still a trace of reluctance and yearning in his heart, after being ruthlessly obliterated by reality, it is like a dream that cannot be realized, always trying to leave a little evidence to prove that he was so close to it.

"I haven't come to deal with it yet." Ouyang Chenchen said casually.

"Okay." Bi Shaoliang nodded, picked up the stack of materials and letters and stood up: "Since you don't plan to go, then I will help you deal with it?"

"Huh?" Ouyang Chenchen was taken aback, watching Bi Shaoliang turn into the kitchen.

He hurriedly followed and found that Bi Shaoliang had already lit the gas stove and stretched out the stack of materials.

"What are you doing!" Ouyang Chenchen rushed over, but the few pieces of paper were already burning, and red flames were blazing vigorously in front of his eyes, like the last brilliant bloom.

Ouyang Chenchen's eyes widened, and he stared at Bi Shaoliang in disbelief, unable to utter another word.

Bi Shaoliang threw the burnt waste paper into a stainless steel basin and watched them burn slowly into ashes.At this moment, he could feel that he was cruel and decisive to Ouyang Chenchen, but if he didn't do this, he would be cruel and decisive to himself.

"Chenchen, I can make Xie Shiran leave B&D, or I can make Meng Fan popular, or I can help you realize any idea you can think of. As long as you stay by my side, don't go anywhere."

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