Proud Cat and Wenshi
Chapter 10
Rong Che never thought that the appearance of his parents would be like a war.After sending his parents away, he could no longer support himself, and slumped down on the sofa.
Before his father left, he angrily threw a sentence at him, "If you want to be with him, we will sever ties!"
Zhong Yun sat beside him, and Rong Che leaned his head on his lap, "I'm sorry, I still hurt you, I know you will feel very uncomfortable seeing such reports." He said softly, his heart full of pain pity.
Zhong Yun's hand ran through his hair, "Is the situation very bad now?" Compared to himself, he was more worried about Rong Che's affairs.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it." Rong Che frowned slightly, unable to hide his annoyance at the thought of facing the company and the media.
Zhong Yun clearly saw his expression and said nothing, but put his hand on his cheek.He knew that when he was upset, Rong Che liked to hold his hand and think about problems.Scholarly Mendi Forum
Naturally, Rong Che grabbed his warm palm, pressed it against his cheek, and closed his eyes.
Seeing him falling asleep, Zhong Yun got up quietly, called Ling Luo, and made an appointment to meet at a nearby cafe.
"Will this report harm Rong Che?" He asked Ling Luo, "I hope you don't hide anything."
"That's right." Ling Luo sighed, his eyes filled with worry, "Since the report came out in the morning, the company's phone calls have never stopped. Rong Che has to face not only the media, but also some contracted parties. company.
"Because the premiere was very successful, Rong Che's comeback attracted many manufacturers to take a fancy to him and signed contracts with him. Originally, everyone was very optimistic about Rong Che's image, but now that such news broke out, many manufacturers must want to temporarily withdraw their legs. , and Rong Che will be jointly and severally responsible for the stakes involved, so things are a bit tricky.
"Having homosexuals is already shocking the world, let alone being photographed by the media. If Rong Che admits that he is gay in front of the public, then his future..."
"Moreover, many media are trying their best to track down Rong Che's address, hoping to capture even more exciting news." Ling Luo smiled wryly, "This is the entertainment industry.
"Now your residence is still very secret, and you won't be disturbed by the paparazzi's stalking for the time being. However, once you are found, things will become more troublesome. Such news has already broken out, and I am starting to feel unconfident." Ling Luo tightened his grip. Shuangmei, "This is the current situation."
Zhong Yun has been listening silently, and after a while he said: "Then, if I leave him, will things get better?"
His words surprised Ling Luo, and he shook his head violently, "No, Rong Che won't be able to bear it!"
"Just answer me, will things get better?"
Ling Luo sighed softly and looked at him, "If you leave him, as long as the media can't find out any facts about you and Rong Che being together, the agency will naturally have a way to calm down the situation, and everything can be completely denied... In fact, now It's not impossible, as long as Rong Che is willing to let go in front of the media, saying that it has nothing to do with you, and the reports are all slanderous words, you...don't have to really...break up..." Ling Luo said more and more guilty, and couldn't help raising look at each other.
Zhong Yun's expression was flat, and the scars on his face were hidden in the dark side, which gave Ling Luo a slightly desolate illusion.
After a long time, Zhong Yun smiled bitterly, "You also think this is unrealistic, don't you? Even if he pretends to break up with me now, all the problems will be resolved as you said, but with the development of his career, after all, It will become his hindrance, and there is no eternal secret in the world.
"As long as the fact that Rong Che and I are together is photographed once by the media, and our relationship is exposed again, everything will be ruined, and the blow and harm to him will be greater than now. You should know better than me in this business .”
"Then you really want to break up with him? Rong Che would rather not have a career than you!" Ling Luo couldn't help shouting.
"It's even more unrealistic," Zhong Yun shook his head slowly, "Do you want Rong Che not to have a career, or even parents?"
"His parents..." Ling Luo hesitated, guessing that Rong Che had a conflict with his parents.
"His parents can't accept me, and even want to cut off relations with him. Rong Che is very painful. Does he love his father very much?" Zhong Yun's voice was faint, which made Ling Luo unconsciously feel sad.
"Well, he loves his father very much. He once told me jokingly that he must have been his father's son in his previous life. They have always been connected with each other. Why this time..." Ling Luo looked sad.
"Rong Che can live without me, but he can't have career and family affection at the same time. In that case, even if he is with me, he will suffer." Zhong Yun said softly, "Love is not the only thing in life..."
"Zhong Yun..." Ling Luo didn't know what to say.
"You know Rong Che's talent better than I do. If he had to give up so much for me, even if we were together, I wouldn't feel happy, so we have to separate."
"What...how are you going to tell him?" Ling Luo couldn't imagine Rong Che's expression.
"I'll tell him."
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When he woke up in the morning, his arms naturally wrapped around his side, empty, and the temperature he had been used to was gone. Rong Che felt a little tired, so he shrunk his body and got under the quilt, "Yun..." He pouted and whispered Call your lover's name.
"are you awake?"
A soft voice sounded, Rong Che opened his blindfolded eyes, and saw his lover walk in from outside, wearing only a bathrobe, he sat down by the bed, leaned over and kissed his forehead, nose tip Smell the light fragrance after bathing.
Rong Che liked the smell very much, squinted his eyes and stretched out his hand to pull the person to his side.
"My hair is not dry yet." Zhong Yun smiled and wanted to push him away.
"It doesn't matter, sleep with me for a while longer." Rong Che murmured capriciously, wrapped his arms around his waist domineeringly, hugged him into his arms, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.
Snuggling together, the smell of shower gel mixed with the fresh smell of the lover's body turned into a kind of temptation, making Rong Che's heart itch, he opened his eyes and stared at Zhong Yun blankly.
"What's the matter?" Noticing his gaze, Zhong Yun smiled slightly.
Rong Che was a little annoyed, and shook his head, "It's nothing."
He suddenly remembered what his parents said, and there were still a bunch of unresolved big troubles, why everything seemed so complicated, and there seemed to be no better solution.
Why can't he be happy with Zhong Yun?How nice it would be to cuddle like this all the time without those troubles.
He sighed inexplicably. He hated having so many troubles pressing him down. All along, his growth path was extremely smooth, and he was never prepared for such a situation.
But he didn't dare to tell Zhong Yun about his weakness and hesitation in his heart, how could he tell him?He was the one who asked the two to get back together. Now that the situation cannot be resolved by himself, do you still expect your lover to help you solve it?
Thinking of getting angry, Rong Che was filled with disgust at his worrying about gain and loss and powerlessness, and wanted to lose his temper, but he couldn't lose his temper with Zhong Yun.
"Kiss me, is that okay?" Zhong Yun suddenly held his hand, looking at him with deep eyes, making Rong Che feel that he couldn't refuse.
He leaned over, and before he could kiss, the man's soft lips came to him. With a fresh taste, Rong Che was intoxicated in his heart, and he grabbed it deeply, awakening the desire in the morning.
Such a close kiss, not wanting to be separated, the warmth from the other's lips dissipated a lot of my upset.
Making love with him seems to be able to forget a lot of things.Just as he was thinking this way, Rong Che's hand had already tore off the loose bathrobe on his lover's body.
The naked skin was cool, and when the two hugged each other, Zhong Yun didn't have the slightest intention to refuse.
Because of his cooperation, Rong Che entered into his body smoothly, bit his lips lightly while panting, "It seems a little different today."
Zhong Yun let out a muffled snort, wrapped his arms around the neck of the person on his body, and the rhythm of lifting his lower body became more and more beautiful. He seemed to be overly enthusiastic, and the warm place was suffocated by the high heat, and he couldn't help shrinking, twisting Rong Che to death tightly.
Rong Che was a little surprised by his lover's fiery enthusiasm early in the morning, but he was happy to be intoxicated.
A hearty sex has ups and downs in each other's devotion, blending to the extreme, and then they fall from the clouds together, and the bodies hugging each other are trembling until a long time later.
Rong Che hugged Zhong Yun's sweaty body, fiddled with the drenched hair on his forehead, "It's just so nice..."
He couldn't help murmuring, it would be great if there were only two people in love, he just wanted to spend every day happily with Zhong Yun.
Zhong Yun stroked his cheek with his hand, held his face, and stared at him too seriously, making Rong Che a little embarrassed, "Why do you keep looking at me?"
Obviously everything is familiar to the extreme, but I still feel shy when my lover stares at me like this.
"Get up, I'll make breakfast for you." Zhong Yun smiled slightly and patted his cheek.
What, I thought he would whisper something affectionately so I looked at myself like this, but it turned out that it was just like this, Rong Che was a little disappointed.
"Compared to breakfast, I want to lie down with you like this more, and I'm so tired..." He said sullenly, leaning towards his lover's earlobe and taking a bite, he could feel that he was as tired as himself, why bother to prepare .
He didn't want to get up, after he got up, those practical things had to be resolved, wouldn't it be nice to lie down with Zhong Yun like this and just feel each other?
Although he knew it was an escape idea, he just didn't want to act.
"Fool." Zhong Yun said softly, "Get up, I'll make something delicious for you to eat, don't think about anything today, let's spend the whole day happily, shall we?"
When Rong Che heard his words, he turned to look at him, and saw those dark eyes shining with seriousness.
As Zhong Yun said, they turned off their mobile phones, unplugged all telephone plugs, did not listen to any news from the outside world, and spent the whole day alone.
The two were fighting like children while doing housework. Rong Che was directed by Zhong Yun to do many things, such as drying quilts and washing sheets. For the first time, Rong Che felt that doing housework was so interesting.
The two of them even cleaned the house carefully, and they were almost paralyzed when they sat back on the sofa.
Leaning together to watch a movie in the afternoon, it started to rain outside the window, and the rain mixed with the smell of mud floated in from the window, Rong Che closed his eyes, the comfort in front of him compared with the troubles in his heart made him even more uncomfortable.
And Zhong Yun didn't seem to notice his emotions, still leaning on his shoulder, watching the movie quietly.
The dinner was a delicious meal carefully prepared by Zhong Yun, but Rong Che's appetite was not good, he thought, he should call the brokerage company at night, the guys over there must be going crazy if they don't turn on the phone for a day.
Companies, advertisers, contracts, compensation, just thinking about it made his head explode.
Not to mention how to stand in front of the media afterwards?Fans will scold him?What will the media write about it?From now on, will people look at it with colored eyes?
Thinking of this, Rong Che couldn't sit still.
He suddenly stood up, Zhong Yun just raised his head and looked at his impatient face.
"Zhong Yun, I can't sit here any longer. The outside matters must be resolved. I'll contact Ling Luo and the agency first." Rong Che said to him.
Zhong Yun looked at him for a moment, the silence made Rong Che feel embarrassed, he felt like he was carrying two huge burdens, one was the strong pressure from the outside world, and the other was Zhong Yun beside him.
"Rong Che, let's break up." Zhong Yun threw out these words like a huge bomb with a calm expression.
Rong Che stood there like a statue, completely unable to respond to what Zhong Yun said.
He looked at him in shock, his whole portrait was petrified.
"What...how...how..." Rong Che lost his voice, unable to utter a complete sentence, "You...what did you say?"
"Break up." Zhong Yun said quietly.
"You... want to leave?" Rong Che felt that his world had been split.
Zhong Yun turned around slowly, unable to see the expression on his face clearly.
"Yes." Zhong Yun said in a low voice, the voice that once made Rong Che obsessed with intoxication, but now cruelly tore his heart.
"Never come back again?"
"Well," Zhong Yun responded lightly, as if he was talking about the most ordinary thing.
"How could you treat me like this? Are you going to leave me like a deserter now? You don't love me at all! If you love me, why would you give up on me so easily!" Rong Che burst out, exhausted He shouted at him with all his strength, vented all the sadness, anxiety, and grievance these days, and rushed over to hug Zhong Yun tightly the next moment.
"I know, I know, you are doing it for my own good, but I still think you are so cruel, Zhong Yun, Zhong Yun..." He pressed his forehead against his back, warm tears quickly soaked Zhong Yun's face Yi Shan also knew that Zhong Yun's heart was as painful and helpless as his.
"Rong Che..." Zhong Yun turned around slowly, calling his name hoarsely.
"Is there really no other way?" Rong Che sobbed, asking him helplessly like a child.
He also knows that as long as they break up now, the problems of the company and parents can be solved. This is the easiest way, but it is also the way he can't face the most.
At this moment, Rong Che realized that he was ashamed. Although his heart hurt, he was inexplicably relieved when Zhong Yun proposed to break up, as if he was on a cliff and suddenly had a way out.
Why is this happening?
Obviously deeply in love with Zhong Yun, but why did she despicably choose to shrink back in the face of reality?It turned out that I was such a selfish and ruthless person, and a person like myself actually kept saying that I loved him.
The thoughts that were so chaotic that they were about to explode made Rong Che's heart tighten. In the darkness, the figures of the people beside him became more and more blurred.
Zhong Yun left a kiss as light as a feather on his forehead, pressed his forehead against his, and murmured softly, "Don't cry..."
"Zhong Yun..." Rong Che's eyes were red, crying silently like a wounded little animal, unable to say a word to this powerless reality.
These days, he kept thinking, could he lose his career, lose his parents, lose everything and only have Zhong Yun?
The answer was that he didn't dare, he couldn't bear the end of his beloved acting career, he couldn't bear to break up with his parents, and he couldn't bear the life of being stared at strangely after being exposed, all of which he didn't dare to imagine.
In the darkness, I felt Zhong Yun's fingers gently wipe away my tears.
"Don't blame yourself, you have no other choice, none of us have any choice." Zhong Yun's voice was low and hoarse, and he took deep breaths repeatedly while speaking, all this was so difficult.
Hearing his words, Rong Che couldn't control himself even more, and cried on Zhong Yun's chest.
"I'm a coward...I can't stand being talked about...I...I still want to act...I've made it this far...I don't want to break up with Dad...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He was incoherent, and finally Wept bitterly.
Zhong Yun actually knew him so well, knew his retreat, but was so gentle, he didn't blame himself at all, how could he treat himself like this?
And he has always owed him.
"Don't cry...we were in love...that's enough..."
In the night of separation, without starlight, Rong Che watched Zhong Yun disappear in front of him in the dark.
He had never hated himself so much. After he kept saying that he loved him and wanted him, he could only watch him go so cowardly.
His love is vulnerable to reality.
On a starless night, he lost the person he loved the most.
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one year later
Now Rong Che's career is in full swing, just like what Ling Luo said back then.
How many people are envious, how many people admire, but behind the light, he always feels like he is missing something.
"Do you want to relax after winning the big prize?" When Ling Luo walked in, he looked lazy and curled up on the soft sofa.
Rong Che had just won the Best Actor of the Year Award, and there were a lot of film appointments all of a sudden, but he didn't have any intention of cooperating.
"I don't want to take up work for the time being, and I want to rest for a while." He said to Ling Luo.
"It's up to you." Ling Luo shrugged, not paying attention.
In fact, behind Rong Che's scenery, he can always detect that he is not happy.Rong Che bought from himself the villa where he lived with Zhong Yun before. Over the past year or so, he has changed a lot, becoming more calm and introverted, which makes people feel elusive.
Although countless admirers followed him affectionately, no matter men or women, they were all bewildered by Rong Che's handsome appearance and tried their best to chase after him, but he never chose any of them.
Ling Luo was a little worried, did he want to be single for the rest of his life?
"By the way, I heard from your agent that Dany called to ask you out again, do you want to call him back?"
"Dany, which Dany?" Rong Che asked lazily, continuing to lean on the sofa and flip through magazines without interest.
"My young master is the president of that BN, Dany, one of the top ten golden bachelors in the legend, haven't you already had dinner with him twice, why can't you even remember his name?" Ling Luo shook his head .
"Is it necessary? It's just a guy with a plan." Rong Che retorted lightly.
"But he is also a good man! You can also find a good partner to associate with. It's a pity to waste your youth like this." He was really worried about Rong Che.
"Good man?" Rong Che threw away the magazine, suddenly raised his head, and looked straight at Ling Luo.
"I have met a good man, but I don't deserve to have him, so I lost him, and God will not pity me for a coward like me. Don't tell me what a good man is. In this world, there is no one I want. That person." He looked lonely, and the tone of his statement was full of ashes and death.
"Rong Che..." Ling Luo didn't know how to persuade him.It has been a long time since Zhong Yun left, can he still not let go?
"Ling Luo, my heart is dead. I'm sorry for him, and I don't deserve to have him. I can't love anyone anymore." Rong Che pointed to his heart, "Here, it doesn't seem to be beating anymore."
"Rong Che, you can't do this, if Zhong Yun knows, he won't miss you either..."
"I am punishing myself. Only in this way can I let myself live. Ling Luo, I regret it a long time ago. I regret it and want to die! Every day I open my eyes, I regret it. I actually let go of the person I like like this. , so selfish and despicable, this is punishment!" Rong Che said this passionately, sinking deeply on the sofa, as if about to collapse.
"So, please, don't talk to me about your feelings anymore, my feelings are dead."
"Rong Che..." Ling Luo looked at his friend uncomfortably, wondering for a while, did he do something wrong?
After Ling Luo left, Rong Che sat on the sofa blankly, looking around the empty house.
He bought it just to feel the breath of Zhong Yun. He lived here before, and this house still has his smell, although there is only some thin, vague feeling left.
Sometimes, when he looked at the kitchen, he would even see Zhong Yun cooking in the kitchen, and he would turn around and say to him with a smile: Che, come and taste it, see if it tastes good?
These illusions seem real.
Rong Che smiled wryly, if he told others the visions he often saw, they would probably say that he was not far from going crazy.
It's good to be crazy, maybe it's a relief to be crazy.Living soberly now, licking the lost wound day and night, is too painful.
I am the most stupid and selfish person!When he has it, he always lets it go easily. When he loses it, he is still wishing for something foolishly. What right does he have to do this? !
Rong Che hated himself for a moment.
He finally understood how false the parting between life and death he played in the movie was.
The real pain is the loss after possession.
All the scenes are the same, only the most important person, is missing.
Rong Che suddenly looked up at the ceiling, and laughed mockingly at himself.
Something slipped out of the laughing eyes, like a clown's hand, teasing back and forth on it, he suddenly stopped laughing and turned into a muffled sob.
Later in the day, he'd had enough of being bored in the house and was ready to drive to the beach for some air.
While in the parking lot, the garage attendant suddenly walked up to him to say hello.
"Mr. Rong, hello, do you remember me?"
Rong Che was a little strange, carefully looked at the thin and short middle-aged man in front of him, but didn't have the slightest impression of him.
"You are a big star now, my daughter likes your movie very much!" The man smiled sheepishly.
"Oh." Rong Che responded lightly, nodded politely, and wanted to move away from this somewhat inexplicable man.
"Don't you remember? I was the administrator of the community where you lived, and there was a fire there because of your carelessness. Don't you really remember?" the man repeated naggingly.
The word fire quickly brought back Rong Che's footsteps, but before he had time to say anything, the administrator had already continued talking on his own.
"Mr. Zhong, who lived upstairs at that time, was your good friend, right? He rushed in desperately, and couldn't be stopped. I don't know how he is now..."
"What did you just say?!" There seemed to be a loud bang in his ears, and Rong Che felt as if struck by lightning.
"What?" the administrator asked him stupidly.
"You just said, Zhong Yun..."
"Oh, Mr. Zhong, didn't he live above you at that time? When the fire broke out that day, he thought you were still inside, so he rushed in to save you! I was scared to death at that time, the fire was so big, I thought he I'm going to die! I didn't expect there to be such a person in this world who is not afraid of death..."
The administrator was still reminiscing about his adventures, and kept talking non-stop, not noticing Rong Che's increasingly livid face.
Rong Che crazily drove to the beach, he was about to go crazy!His emotions are driving him crazy!
"Zhong Yun! Zhong Yun! Zhong Yun!" He yelled this name countless times to the sea, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
Can we still be together in the future?
Yes, maybe one day we meet again, and there is no one else around you, then we will be together.
Suddenly, what they said on the day they separated appeared in his mind.
If we meet again one day, if there is no one else by his side, how ironic and sad it would be!
He still remembered the helplessness and pain in Zhong Yun's eyes at that time. At that time, they both knew that there would be no chance to be together again.
That was his punishment, and he deserved it.
how so?It turned out that he rushed into the fire because he wanted to save him!Zhong Yun was burned like that because he wanted to save him!
After he hurt his feelings like that, he still wanted to save him regardless of his safety?
Rong Che shouted in his heart: God, let me die now, punish me!Is there anyone worse and more shameful than me in this world?
With such a relationship, how could he still hurt that person so much?
"Zhong Yun..." He looked up to the sky and shouted that name, and fell down on the sand in pain. After a while, the beach was soaked with tears.
God once gave him a chance to let that person come back to him, but he still didn't cherish it, and in the end, he hurt him again.
Now, what face does he have to ask for his return and his company?
Rong Che cried and laughed, it turned out that he had been loved like this before, but he didn't know it all the time.
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That year, there was a news that shocked everyone in the entertainment industry.
The young actor Rong Che who had just won the Best Actor Award, was favored by film critics and had the most potential for development in the next ten years suddenly announced his retirement, and then disappeared!
No one saw him again.
The star named Rong Che disappeared in this world, but there was a charming man traveling with a backpack.
He traveled around with a big travel backpack and helped many people in need.
Ling Luo would sometimes receive calls from him.
"Rong Che, aren't you coming back?" Every time, Ling Luo, who cared about him, would always ask this in the first sentence.
There was always a slight laugh from him on the other end of the phone.Sometimes, he would also joke to Ling Luo, "Miss me? Maybe I really won't come back."
"Rong Che!" He didn't get serious until Ling Luo yelled at him loudly.
"Ling Luo, I'm fine now. The place I'm walking to now, the sea is very blue, just like the starry sky in the forest. It's so beautiful. I'll send you a photo in a few days, so that you can also see this sea. .”
"Rong Che, as long as you feel happy." Ling Luo listened, and felt like crying, "By the way, uncle and aunt called last week. They missed you very much, maybe they thought they did something wrong, uncle said , if you are willing to come back, he will not interfere with you in anything."
Rong Che on the other end of the phone sighed deeply, "Ling Luo, I like the way I am now, wandering around, meeting many new people and things every day, and helping many people, I want to live like this."
"Are...are you looking for him?" Ling Luo couldn't help asking.
There was silence on the phone.
"Yong Che?"
"I dare not look for him, I dare not ask God to give me a chance. I only hope that he must be happy now. I am willing to spend the rest of my life to help more people, and hope that all the accumulated blessings will go back to him body, let him be happy." Rong Che's voice was a little choked up.
"Okay, Ling Luo, I'm going to hang up. I want to go to the beach this afternoon, and I'll call you again, bye!"
After hanging up the phone, Rong Che walked alone to the sea he described to Ling Luo.
The sea water here has a pure dark blue, which is different from other places. He stood on the soft fine sand, quietly looking at the sea water that meets the sky.
In the endless blue, two figures running hand in hand gradually appeared in front of my eyes.
That day they ran on the beach together, without hurt, without separation, they were so real together.
"Hey, let me say, we really live here!" He looked at Zhong Yun happily.
"Live here? Are you going to build a house here?" The dusk glow covered Zhong Yun's body, and his deep voice carried a gentleness that could melt people.
"Yes, although there is nothing here now, it should be okay to build a house. There is no one now, and it may become a village in the future!" He was so excited that he began to daydream.
Zhong Yun laughed, "Excuse me, how do you want to live?"
"You guy, have you been in a civilized city for a long time, don't you have any imagination? Of course you live the most primitive life, grow your own vegetables, cook your own food, um, and build your own house."
"Mr. Rong Che, may I remind you? You can't even cook instant noodles well." The warm tone couldn't help but laugh.
"If I can't, don't you still have you?" He winked at him, "I have a capable Chef Zhong by my side, so I don't need to worry about anything." Shuxiangmendi Forum
"Oh, so the chef has solved it, how do you solve the entertainment activities? With your personality, there is no computer or TV here, and you will be bored." Zhong Yun followed his words and fantasized with him.
"Hey, the one standing in front of you is the best actor. I am an acting genius. I don't have a TV. I can perform reality shows for you every day. I can act in whatever I want! Ha..." After talking about it, I also said laugh it out.
Zhong Yun looked at him for a long time, his dark eyes were like a deep pool, making Rong Che's heart beat endlessly.
"In this case, I am looking forward to living in the country with Mr. Rong." He responded softly.
Rong Che's heart was filled with a surge of heat, he stepped forward involuntarily, grabbed Zhong Yun's shoulders, and kissed him gently in the next second.
Close your eyes, feel the beauty of those lips, the heartbeats of each other overlap, the sound of the waves and the wind echo in your ears, and gradually move away, it seems that there are only him and yourself left in the world.
The vague memories made Rong Che's eyes wet.
The hug in memory, the body that made him feel so warm, is gone now, the whole body is cold, and there is nowhere to rely on.
He hugged his arms, and fell limply on the beach, crying and laughing.It turned out that they had so many memories, when they let go of him, why didn't they expect the pain to be so deep?
"Zhong... Yun, Zhong Yun..."
In his life, will he still be able to see him?Can I still confess to him?
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The long and seemingly endless journey has eroded the pain and memories, unknowingly added the wind and frost to his face, and gradually calmed his heart.
On this day, he came to a small city by the sea.
During the journey, someone told him that this small town called "miracle" by the locals is very beautiful and worth stopping by.
So, he came here, not because of the beautiful scenery that travelers said, but because of its name, which is called "miracle".
Although he didn't dare to hope for a miracle, the only hope left in his heart was the impossible miracle.
In Miracle Town, a pure log building bar next to the sea attracted him.
Because he heard the singing voice floating inside, it was the old song that had special meaning to him.
The song that will make him feel kind and nostalgic for the past, the song he has sung countless times during the journey.
The brisk rhythm that the man had hummed to him in his soft voice—
I know your eyes in the morning sun
Ifely out touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wonder far from me
Iwannafeelyouinmyarmsagain
Andyoucometomeonasummerbreeze
Keep warm min your love
Then you softly leave
Andit's meyouneed to show
How deep is your love...
He sat there, his ears listening to the song were attracted by the accompanying piano sound.
For a moment, his heart trembled violently.
Turning back in trembling and intense emotions, it seemed to be the longest turning back in his life.
When he came into contact with those eyes, it was as if a acupuncture point had been pressed on him, and he could no longer move.
There was a person sitting in front of the piano, smiling softly at him. Those eyes and that face were what he decided to spend the rest of his life looking for slowly.
The sound of the piano is magical, the lover's piano.
After he had haunted his soul and dreams for countless nights, he unexpectedly faced him like this.
A miracle happened, God gave him a third chance.
This time, it is eternity.
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"Auntie, I want to..." The young man was picking vegetables in front of the vegetable stall. His handsome appearance was comparable to that of a star on TV, but his simple and homely appearance did not violate his temperament at all.
"Yes, the cucumbers and tomatoes are very fresh, they were just delivered today!" The aunt who sells vegetables is very familiar with the young man, and she wraps the fruits and vegetables for him with a smile.
"Thank you." Rong Che paid with a smile, and happily smelled the fresh fruits and vegetables with a satisfied expression.
"Young man, you are so diligent. Do you help your wife cook every day?" The aunt looked at Rong Che kindly. He is such a good man. She wished she could marry such a man when she was young. So considerate and capable.
He would come here to buy vegetables every day, and it seemed that men were responsible for the three meals of this family.
The girls in the vegetable market also knew him, it was rare to find such a handsome man in this remote place.It's a pity that he is already married, and the silver wedding ring on his left ring finger is so conspicuous, and when someone asks his significant other persistently, he responds with a sweet and happy expression.
Rong Che rode his bicycle to go to his home. They had just moved to this small town not long ago. They lived some distance away from the town. It was a small house by the sea. When they first found this place, they both liked it very much.
When I got home, I found that the house was quiet, and Zhong Yun was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.Rong Che walked over gently and covered him with a blanket.
Turning around, he went into the kitchen to sort out the ingredients he bought today. A can of cheese accidentally rolled off the table. Rong Che scolded himself for being careless. He hurriedly turned his head to look at the person on the sofa. As expected, his lover was awakened by the sound and moved. Body, sit up from the sofa.
"You're back," Zhong Yun said
Before his father left, he angrily threw a sentence at him, "If you want to be with him, we will sever ties!"
Zhong Yun sat beside him, and Rong Che leaned his head on his lap, "I'm sorry, I still hurt you, I know you will feel very uncomfortable seeing such reports." He said softly, his heart full of pain pity.
Zhong Yun's hand ran through his hair, "Is the situation very bad now?" Compared to himself, he was more worried about Rong Che's affairs.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it." Rong Che frowned slightly, unable to hide his annoyance at the thought of facing the company and the media.
Zhong Yun clearly saw his expression and said nothing, but put his hand on his cheek.He knew that when he was upset, Rong Che liked to hold his hand and think about problems.Scholarly Mendi Forum
Naturally, Rong Che grabbed his warm palm, pressed it against his cheek, and closed his eyes.
Seeing him falling asleep, Zhong Yun got up quietly, called Ling Luo, and made an appointment to meet at a nearby cafe.
"Will this report harm Rong Che?" He asked Ling Luo, "I hope you don't hide anything."
"That's right." Ling Luo sighed, his eyes filled with worry, "Since the report came out in the morning, the company's phone calls have never stopped. Rong Che has to face not only the media, but also some contracted parties. company.
"Because the premiere was very successful, Rong Che's comeback attracted many manufacturers to take a fancy to him and signed contracts with him. Originally, everyone was very optimistic about Rong Che's image, but now that such news broke out, many manufacturers must want to temporarily withdraw their legs. , and Rong Che will be jointly and severally responsible for the stakes involved, so things are a bit tricky.
"Having homosexuals is already shocking the world, let alone being photographed by the media. If Rong Che admits that he is gay in front of the public, then his future..."
"Moreover, many media are trying their best to track down Rong Che's address, hoping to capture even more exciting news." Ling Luo smiled wryly, "This is the entertainment industry.
"Now your residence is still very secret, and you won't be disturbed by the paparazzi's stalking for the time being. However, once you are found, things will become more troublesome. Such news has already broken out, and I am starting to feel unconfident." Ling Luo tightened his grip. Shuangmei, "This is the current situation."
Zhong Yun has been listening silently, and after a while he said: "Then, if I leave him, will things get better?"
His words surprised Ling Luo, and he shook his head violently, "No, Rong Che won't be able to bear it!"
"Just answer me, will things get better?"
Ling Luo sighed softly and looked at him, "If you leave him, as long as the media can't find out any facts about you and Rong Che being together, the agency will naturally have a way to calm down the situation, and everything can be completely denied... In fact, now It's not impossible, as long as Rong Che is willing to let go in front of the media, saying that it has nothing to do with you, and the reports are all slanderous words, you...don't have to really...break up..." Ling Luo said more and more guilty, and couldn't help raising look at each other.
Zhong Yun's expression was flat, and the scars on his face were hidden in the dark side, which gave Ling Luo a slightly desolate illusion.
After a long time, Zhong Yun smiled bitterly, "You also think this is unrealistic, don't you? Even if he pretends to break up with me now, all the problems will be resolved as you said, but with the development of his career, after all, It will become his hindrance, and there is no eternal secret in the world.
"As long as the fact that Rong Che and I are together is photographed once by the media, and our relationship is exposed again, everything will be ruined, and the blow and harm to him will be greater than now. You should know better than me in this business .”
"Then you really want to break up with him? Rong Che would rather not have a career than you!" Ling Luo couldn't help shouting.
"It's even more unrealistic," Zhong Yun shook his head slowly, "Do you want Rong Che not to have a career, or even parents?"
"His parents..." Ling Luo hesitated, guessing that Rong Che had a conflict with his parents.
"His parents can't accept me, and even want to cut off relations with him. Rong Che is very painful. Does he love his father very much?" Zhong Yun's voice was faint, which made Ling Luo unconsciously feel sad.
"Well, he loves his father very much. He once told me jokingly that he must have been his father's son in his previous life. They have always been connected with each other. Why this time..." Ling Luo looked sad.
"Rong Che can live without me, but he can't have career and family affection at the same time. In that case, even if he is with me, he will suffer." Zhong Yun said softly, "Love is not the only thing in life..."
"Zhong Yun..." Ling Luo didn't know what to say.
"You know Rong Che's talent better than I do. If he had to give up so much for me, even if we were together, I wouldn't feel happy, so we have to separate."
"What...how are you going to tell him?" Ling Luo couldn't imagine Rong Che's expression.
"I'll tell him."
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When he woke up in the morning, his arms naturally wrapped around his side, empty, and the temperature he had been used to was gone. Rong Che felt a little tired, so he shrunk his body and got under the quilt, "Yun..." He pouted and whispered Call your lover's name.
"are you awake?"
A soft voice sounded, Rong Che opened his blindfolded eyes, and saw his lover walk in from outside, wearing only a bathrobe, he sat down by the bed, leaned over and kissed his forehead, nose tip Smell the light fragrance after bathing.
Rong Che liked the smell very much, squinted his eyes and stretched out his hand to pull the person to his side.
"My hair is not dry yet." Zhong Yun smiled and wanted to push him away.
"It doesn't matter, sleep with me for a while longer." Rong Che murmured capriciously, wrapped his arms around his waist domineeringly, hugged him into his arms, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.
Snuggling together, the smell of shower gel mixed with the fresh smell of the lover's body turned into a kind of temptation, making Rong Che's heart itch, he opened his eyes and stared at Zhong Yun blankly.
"What's the matter?" Noticing his gaze, Zhong Yun smiled slightly.
Rong Che was a little annoyed, and shook his head, "It's nothing."
He suddenly remembered what his parents said, and there were still a bunch of unresolved big troubles, why everything seemed so complicated, and there seemed to be no better solution.
Why can't he be happy with Zhong Yun?How nice it would be to cuddle like this all the time without those troubles.
He sighed inexplicably. He hated having so many troubles pressing him down. All along, his growth path was extremely smooth, and he was never prepared for such a situation.
But he didn't dare to tell Zhong Yun about his weakness and hesitation in his heart, how could he tell him?He was the one who asked the two to get back together. Now that the situation cannot be resolved by himself, do you still expect your lover to help you solve it?
Thinking of getting angry, Rong Che was filled with disgust at his worrying about gain and loss and powerlessness, and wanted to lose his temper, but he couldn't lose his temper with Zhong Yun.
"Kiss me, is that okay?" Zhong Yun suddenly held his hand, looking at him with deep eyes, making Rong Che feel that he couldn't refuse.
He leaned over, and before he could kiss, the man's soft lips came to him. With a fresh taste, Rong Che was intoxicated in his heart, and he grabbed it deeply, awakening the desire in the morning.
Such a close kiss, not wanting to be separated, the warmth from the other's lips dissipated a lot of my upset.
Making love with him seems to be able to forget a lot of things.Just as he was thinking this way, Rong Che's hand had already tore off the loose bathrobe on his lover's body.
The naked skin was cool, and when the two hugged each other, Zhong Yun didn't have the slightest intention to refuse.
Because of his cooperation, Rong Che entered into his body smoothly, bit his lips lightly while panting, "It seems a little different today."
Zhong Yun let out a muffled snort, wrapped his arms around the neck of the person on his body, and the rhythm of lifting his lower body became more and more beautiful. He seemed to be overly enthusiastic, and the warm place was suffocated by the high heat, and he couldn't help shrinking, twisting Rong Che to death tightly.
Rong Che was a little surprised by his lover's fiery enthusiasm early in the morning, but he was happy to be intoxicated.
A hearty sex has ups and downs in each other's devotion, blending to the extreme, and then they fall from the clouds together, and the bodies hugging each other are trembling until a long time later.
Rong Che hugged Zhong Yun's sweaty body, fiddled with the drenched hair on his forehead, "It's just so nice..."
He couldn't help murmuring, it would be great if there were only two people in love, he just wanted to spend every day happily with Zhong Yun.
Zhong Yun stroked his cheek with his hand, held his face, and stared at him too seriously, making Rong Che a little embarrassed, "Why do you keep looking at me?"
Obviously everything is familiar to the extreme, but I still feel shy when my lover stares at me like this.
"Get up, I'll make breakfast for you." Zhong Yun smiled slightly and patted his cheek.
What, I thought he would whisper something affectionately so I looked at myself like this, but it turned out that it was just like this, Rong Che was a little disappointed.
"Compared to breakfast, I want to lie down with you like this more, and I'm so tired..." He said sullenly, leaning towards his lover's earlobe and taking a bite, he could feel that he was as tired as himself, why bother to prepare .
He didn't want to get up, after he got up, those practical things had to be resolved, wouldn't it be nice to lie down with Zhong Yun like this and just feel each other?
Although he knew it was an escape idea, he just didn't want to act.
"Fool." Zhong Yun said softly, "Get up, I'll make something delicious for you to eat, don't think about anything today, let's spend the whole day happily, shall we?"
When Rong Che heard his words, he turned to look at him, and saw those dark eyes shining with seriousness.
As Zhong Yun said, they turned off their mobile phones, unplugged all telephone plugs, did not listen to any news from the outside world, and spent the whole day alone.
The two were fighting like children while doing housework. Rong Che was directed by Zhong Yun to do many things, such as drying quilts and washing sheets. For the first time, Rong Che felt that doing housework was so interesting.
The two of them even cleaned the house carefully, and they were almost paralyzed when they sat back on the sofa.
Leaning together to watch a movie in the afternoon, it started to rain outside the window, and the rain mixed with the smell of mud floated in from the window, Rong Che closed his eyes, the comfort in front of him compared with the troubles in his heart made him even more uncomfortable.
And Zhong Yun didn't seem to notice his emotions, still leaning on his shoulder, watching the movie quietly.
The dinner was a delicious meal carefully prepared by Zhong Yun, but Rong Che's appetite was not good, he thought, he should call the brokerage company at night, the guys over there must be going crazy if they don't turn on the phone for a day.
Companies, advertisers, contracts, compensation, just thinking about it made his head explode.
Not to mention how to stand in front of the media afterwards?Fans will scold him?What will the media write about it?From now on, will people look at it with colored eyes?
Thinking of this, Rong Che couldn't sit still.
He suddenly stood up, Zhong Yun just raised his head and looked at his impatient face.
"Zhong Yun, I can't sit here any longer. The outside matters must be resolved. I'll contact Ling Luo and the agency first." Rong Che said to him.
Zhong Yun looked at him for a moment, the silence made Rong Che feel embarrassed, he felt like he was carrying two huge burdens, one was the strong pressure from the outside world, and the other was Zhong Yun beside him.
"Rong Che, let's break up." Zhong Yun threw out these words like a huge bomb with a calm expression.
Rong Che stood there like a statue, completely unable to respond to what Zhong Yun said.
He looked at him in shock, his whole portrait was petrified.
"What...how...how..." Rong Che lost his voice, unable to utter a complete sentence, "You...what did you say?"
"Break up." Zhong Yun said quietly.
"You... want to leave?" Rong Che felt that his world had been split.
Zhong Yun turned around slowly, unable to see the expression on his face clearly.
"Yes." Zhong Yun said in a low voice, the voice that once made Rong Che obsessed with intoxication, but now cruelly tore his heart.
"Never come back again?"
"Well," Zhong Yun responded lightly, as if he was talking about the most ordinary thing.
"How could you treat me like this? Are you going to leave me like a deserter now? You don't love me at all! If you love me, why would you give up on me so easily!" Rong Che burst out, exhausted He shouted at him with all his strength, vented all the sadness, anxiety, and grievance these days, and rushed over to hug Zhong Yun tightly the next moment.
"I know, I know, you are doing it for my own good, but I still think you are so cruel, Zhong Yun, Zhong Yun..." He pressed his forehead against his back, warm tears quickly soaked Zhong Yun's face Yi Shan also knew that Zhong Yun's heart was as painful and helpless as his.
"Rong Che..." Zhong Yun turned around slowly, calling his name hoarsely.
"Is there really no other way?" Rong Che sobbed, asking him helplessly like a child.
He also knows that as long as they break up now, the problems of the company and parents can be solved. This is the easiest way, but it is also the way he can't face the most.
At this moment, Rong Che realized that he was ashamed. Although his heart hurt, he was inexplicably relieved when Zhong Yun proposed to break up, as if he was on a cliff and suddenly had a way out.
Why is this happening?
Obviously deeply in love with Zhong Yun, but why did she despicably choose to shrink back in the face of reality?It turned out that I was such a selfish and ruthless person, and a person like myself actually kept saying that I loved him.
The thoughts that were so chaotic that they were about to explode made Rong Che's heart tighten. In the darkness, the figures of the people beside him became more and more blurred.
Zhong Yun left a kiss as light as a feather on his forehead, pressed his forehead against his, and murmured softly, "Don't cry..."
"Zhong Yun..." Rong Che's eyes were red, crying silently like a wounded little animal, unable to say a word to this powerless reality.
These days, he kept thinking, could he lose his career, lose his parents, lose everything and only have Zhong Yun?
The answer was that he didn't dare, he couldn't bear the end of his beloved acting career, he couldn't bear to break up with his parents, and he couldn't bear the life of being stared at strangely after being exposed, all of which he didn't dare to imagine.
In the darkness, I felt Zhong Yun's fingers gently wipe away my tears.
"Don't blame yourself, you have no other choice, none of us have any choice." Zhong Yun's voice was low and hoarse, and he took deep breaths repeatedly while speaking, all this was so difficult.
Hearing his words, Rong Che couldn't control himself even more, and cried on Zhong Yun's chest.
"I'm a coward...I can't stand being talked about...I...I still want to act...I've made it this far...I don't want to break up with Dad...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He was incoherent, and finally Wept bitterly.
Zhong Yun actually knew him so well, knew his retreat, but was so gentle, he didn't blame himself at all, how could he treat himself like this?
And he has always owed him.
"Don't cry...we were in love...that's enough..."
In the night of separation, without starlight, Rong Che watched Zhong Yun disappear in front of him in the dark.
He had never hated himself so much. After he kept saying that he loved him and wanted him, he could only watch him go so cowardly.
His love is vulnerable to reality.
On a starless night, he lost the person he loved the most.
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one year later
Now Rong Che's career is in full swing, just like what Ling Luo said back then.
How many people are envious, how many people admire, but behind the light, he always feels like he is missing something.
"Do you want to relax after winning the big prize?" When Ling Luo walked in, he looked lazy and curled up on the soft sofa.
Rong Che had just won the Best Actor of the Year Award, and there were a lot of film appointments all of a sudden, but he didn't have any intention of cooperating.
"I don't want to take up work for the time being, and I want to rest for a while." He said to Ling Luo.
"It's up to you." Ling Luo shrugged, not paying attention.
In fact, behind Rong Che's scenery, he can always detect that he is not happy.Rong Che bought from himself the villa where he lived with Zhong Yun before. Over the past year or so, he has changed a lot, becoming more calm and introverted, which makes people feel elusive.
Although countless admirers followed him affectionately, no matter men or women, they were all bewildered by Rong Che's handsome appearance and tried their best to chase after him, but he never chose any of them.
Ling Luo was a little worried, did he want to be single for the rest of his life?
"By the way, I heard from your agent that Dany called to ask you out again, do you want to call him back?"
"Dany, which Dany?" Rong Che asked lazily, continuing to lean on the sofa and flip through magazines without interest.
"My young master is the president of that BN, Dany, one of the top ten golden bachelors in the legend, haven't you already had dinner with him twice, why can't you even remember his name?" Ling Luo shook his head .
"Is it necessary? It's just a guy with a plan." Rong Che retorted lightly.
"But he is also a good man! You can also find a good partner to associate with. It's a pity to waste your youth like this." He was really worried about Rong Che.
"Good man?" Rong Che threw away the magazine, suddenly raised his head, and looked straight at Ling Luo.
"I have met a good man, but I don't deserve to have him, so I lost him, and God will not pity me for a coward like me. Don't tell me what a good man is. In this world, there is no one I want. That person." He looked lonely, and the tone of his statement was full of ashes and death.
"Rong Che..." Ling Luo didn't know how to persuade him.It has been a long time since Zhong Yun left, can he still not let go?
"Ling Luo, my heart is dead. I'm sorry for him, and I don't deserve to have him. I can't love anyone anymore." Rong Che pointed to his heart, "Here, it doesn't seem to be beating anymore."
"Rong Che, you can't do this, if Zhong Yun knows, he won't miss you either..."
"I am punishing myself. Only in this way can I let myself live. Ling Luo, I regret it a long time ago. I regret it and want to die! Every day I open my eyes, I regret it. I actually let go of the person I like like this. , so selfish and despicable, this is punishment!" Rong Che said this passionately, sinking deeply on the sofa, as if about to collapse.
"So, please, don't talk to me about your feelings anymore, my feelings are dead."
"Rong Che..." Ling Luo looked at his friend uncomfortably, wondering for a while, did he do something wrong?
After Ling Luo left, Rong Che sat on the sofa blankly, looking around the empty house.
He bought it just to feel the breath of Zhong Yun. He lived here before, and this house still has his smell, although there is only some thin, vague feeling left.
Sometimes, when he looked at the kitchen, he would even see Zhong Yun cooking in the kitchen, and he would turn around and say to him with a smile: Che, come and taste it, see if it tastes good?
These illusions seem real.
Rong Che smiled wryly, if he told others the visions he often saw, they would probably say that he was not far from going crazy.
It's good to be crazy, maybe it's a relief to be crazy.Living soberly now, licking the lost wound day and night, is too painful.
I am the most stupid and selfish person!When he has it, he always lets it go easily. When he loses it, he is still wishing for something foolishly. What right does he have to do this? !
Rong Che hated himself for a moment.
He finally understood how false the parting between life and death he played in the movie was.
The real pain is the loss after possession.
All the scenes are the same, only the most important person, is missing.
Rong Che suddenly looked up at the ceiling, and laughed mockingly at himself.
Something slipped out of the laughing eyes, like a clown's hand, teasing back and forth on it, he suddenly stopped laughing and turned into a muffled sob.
Later in the day, he'd had enough of being bored in the house and was ready to drive to the beach for some air.
While in the parking lot, the garage attendant suddenly walked up to him to say hello.
"Mr. Rong, hello, do you remember me?"
Rong Che was a little strange, carefully looked at the thin and short middle-aged man in front of him, but didn't have the slightest impression of him.
"You are a big star now, my daughter likes your movie very much!" The man smiled sheepishly.
"Oh." Rong Che responded lightly, nodded politely, and wanted to move away from this somewhat inexplicable man.
"Don't you remember? I was the administrator of the community where you lived, and there was a fire there because of your carelessness. Don't you really remember?" the man repeated naggingly.
The word fire quickly brought back Rong Che's footsteps, but before he had time to say anything, the administrator had already continued talking on his own.
"Mr. Zhong, who lived upstairs at that time, was your good friend, right? He rushed in desperately, and couldn't be stopped. I don't know how he is now..."
"What did you just say?!" There seemed to be a loud bang in his ears, and Rong Che felt as if struck by lightning.
"What?" the administrator asked him stupidly.
"You just said, Zhong Yun..."
"Oh, Mr. Zhong, didn't he live above you at that time? When the fire broke out that day, he thought you were still inside, so he rushed in to save you! I was scared to death at that time, the fire was so big, I thought he I'm going to die! I didn't expect there to be such a person in this world who is not afraid of death..."
The administrator was still reminiscing about his adventures, and kept talking non-stop, not noticing Rong Che's increasingly livid face.
Rong Che crazily drove to the beach, he was about to go crazy!His emotions are driving him crazy!
"Zhong Yun! Zhong Yun! Zhong Yun!" He yelled this name countless times to the sea, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
Can we still be together in the future?
Yes, maybe one day we meet again, and there is no one else around you, then we will be together.
Suddenly, what they said on the day they separated appeared in his mind.
If we meet again one day, if there is no one else by his side, how ironic and sad it would be!
He still remembered the helplessness and pain in Zhong Yun's eyes at that time. At that time, they both knew that there would be no chance to be together again.
That was his punishment, and he deserved it.
how so?It turned out that he rushed into the fire because he wanted to save him!Zhong Yun was burned like that because he wanted to save him!
After he hurt his feelings like that, he still wanted to save him regardless of his safety?
Rong Che shouted in his heart: God, let me die now, punish me!Is there anyone worse and more shameful than me in this world?
With such a relationship, how could he still hurt that person so much?
"Zhong Yun..." He looked up to the sky and shouted that name, and fell down on the sand in pain. After a while, the beach was soaked with tears.
God once gave him a chance to let that person come back to him, but he still didn't cherish it, and in the end, he hurt him again.
Now, what face does he have to ask for his return and his company?
Rong Che cried and laughed, it turned out that he had been loved like this before, but he didn't know it all the time.
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That year, there was a news that shocked everyone in the entertainment industry.
The young actor Rong Che who had just won the Best Actor Award, was favored by film critics and had the most potential for development in the next ten years suddenly announced his retirement, and then disappeared!
No one saw him again.
The star named Rong Che disappeared in this world, but there was a charming man traveling with a backpack.
He traveled around with a big travel backpack and helped many people in need.
Ling Luo would sometimes receive calls from him.
"Rong Che, aren't you coming back?" Every time, Ling Luo, who cared about him, would always ask this in the first sentence.
There was always a slight laugh from him on the other end of the phone.Sometimes, he would also joke to Ling Luo, "Miss me? Maybe I really won't come back."
"Rong Che!" He didn't get serious until Ling Luo yelled at him loudly.
"Ling Luo, I'm fine now. The place I'm walking to now, the sea is very blue, just like the starry sky in the forest. It's so beautiful. I'll send you a photo in a few days, so that you can also see this sea. .”
"Rong Che, as long as you feel happy." Ling Luo listened, and felt like crying, "By the way, uncle and aunt called last week. They missed you very much, maybe they thought they did something wrong, uncle said , if you are willing to come back, he will not interfere with you in anything."
Rong Che on the other end of the phone sighed deeply, "Ling Luo, I like the way I am now, wandering around, meeting many new people and things every day, and helping many people, I want to live like this."
"Are...are you looking for him?" Ling Luo couldn't help asking.
There was silence on the phone.
"Yong Che?"
"I dare not look for him, I dare not ask God to give me a chance. I only hope that he must be happy now. I am willing to spend the rest of my life to help more people, and hope that all the accumulated blessings will go back to him body, let him be happy." Rong Che's voice was a little choked up.
"Okay, Ling Luo, I'm going to hang up. I want to go to the beach this afternoon, and I'll call you again, bye!"
After hanging up the phone, Rong Che walked alone to the sea he described to Ling Luo.
The sea water here has a pure dark blue, which is different from other places. He stood on the soft fine sand, quietly looking at the sea water that meets the sky.
In the endless blue, two figures running hand in hand gradually appeared in front of my eyes.
That day they ran on the beach together, without hurt, without separation, they were so real together.
"Hey, let me say, we really live here!" He looked at Zhong Yun happily.
"Live here? Are you going to build a house here?" The dusk glow covered Zhong Yun's body, and his deep voice carried a gentleness that could melt people.
"Yes, although there is nothing here now, it should be okay to build a house. There is no one now, and it may become a village in the future!" He was so excited that he began to daydream.
Zhong Yun laughed, "Excuse me, how do you want to live?"
"You guy, have you been in a civilized city for a long time, don't you have any imagination? Of course you live the most primitive life, grow your own vegetables, cook your own food, um, and build your own house."
"Mr. Rong Che, may I remind you? You can't even cook instant noodles well." The warm tone couldn't help but laugh.
"If I can't, don't you still have you?" He winked at him, "I have a capable Chef Zhong by my side, so I don't need to worry about anything." Shuxiangmendi Forum
"Oh, so the chef has solved it, how do you solve the entertainment activities? With your personality, there is no computer or TV here, and you will be bored." Zhong Yun followed his words and fantasized with him.
"Hey, the one standing in front of you is the best actor. I am an acting genius. I don't have a TV. I can perform reality shows for you every day. I can act in whatever I want! Ha..." After talking about it, I also said laugh it out.
Zhong Yun looked at him for a long time, his dark eyes were like a deep pool, making Rong Che's heart beat endlessly.
"In this case, I am looking forward to living in the country with Mr. Rong." He responded softly.
Rong Che's heart was filled with a surge of heat, he stepped forward involuntarily, grabbed Zhong Yun's shoulders, and kissed him gently in the next second.
Close your eyes, feel the beauty of those lips, the heartbeats of each other overlap, the sound of the waves and the wind echo in your ears, and gradually move away, it seems that there are only him and yourself left in the world.
The vague memories made Rong Che's eyes wet.
The hug in memory, the body that made him feel so warm, is gone now, the whole body is cold, and there is nowhere to rely on.
He hugged his arms, and fell limply on the beach, crying and laughing.It turned out that they had so many memories, when they let go of him, why didn't they expect the pain to be so deep?
"Zhong... Yun, Zhong Yun..."
In his life, will he still be able to see him?Can I still confess to him?
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The long and seemingly endless journey has eroded the pain and memories, unknowingly added the wind and frost to his face, and gradually calmed his heart.
On this day, he came to a small city by the sea.
During the journey, someone told him that this small town called "miracle" by the locals is very beautiful and worth stopping by.
So, he came here, not because of the beautiful scenery that travelers said, but because of its name, which is called "miracle".
Although he didn't dare to hope for a miracle, the only hope left in his heart was the impossible miracle.
In Miracle Town, a pure log building bar next to the sea attracted him.
Because he heard the singing voice floating inside, it was the old song that had special meaning to him.
The song that will make him feel kind and nostalgic for the past, the song he has sung countless times during the journey.
The brisk rhythm that the man had hummed to him in his soft voice—
I know your eyes in the morning sun
Ifely out touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wonder far from me
Iwannafeelyouinmyarmsagain
Andyoucometomeonasummerbreeze
Keep warm min your love
Then you softly leave
Andit's meyouneed to show
How deep is your love...
He sat there, his ears listening to the song were attracted by the accompanying piano sound.
For a moment, his heart trembled violently.
Turning back in trembling and intense emotions, it seemed to be the longest turning back in his life.
When he came into contact with those eyes, it was as if a acupuncture point had been pressed on him, and he could no longer move.
There was a person sitting in front of the piano, smiling softly at him. Those eyes and that face were what he decided to spend the rest of his life looking for slowly.
The sound of the piano is magical, the lover's piano.
After he had haunted his soul and dreams for countless nights, he unexpectedly faced him like this.
A miracle happened, God gave him a third chance.
This time, it is eternity.
Extra
"Auntie, I want to..." The young man was picking vegetables in front of the vegetable stall. His handsome appearance was comparable to that of a star on TV, but his simple and homely appearance did not violate his temperament at all.
"Yes, the cucumbers and tomatoes are very fresh, they were just delivered today!" The aunt who sells vegetables is very familiar with the young man, and she wraps the fruits and vegetables for him with a smile.
"Thank you." Rong Che paid with a smile, and happily smelled the fresh fruits and vegetables with a satisfied expression.
"Young man, you are so diligent. Do you help your wife cook every day?" The aunt looked at Rong Che kindly. He is such a good man. She wished she could marry such a man when she was young. So considerate and capable.
He would come here to buy vegetables every day, and it seemed that men were responsible for the three meals of this family.
The girls in the vegetable market also knew him, it was rare to find such a handsome man in this remote place.It's a pity that he is already married, and the silver wedding ring on his left ring finger is so conspicuous, and when someone asks his significant other persistently, he responds with a sweet and happy expression.
Rong Che rode his bicycle to go to his home. They had just moved to this small town not long ago. They lived some distance away from the town. It was a small house by the sea. When they first found this place, they both liked it very much.
When I got home, I found that the house was quiet, and Zhong Yun was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.Rong Che walked over gently and covered him with a blanket.
Turning around, he went into the kitchen to sort out the ingredients he bought today. A can of cheese accidentally rolled off the table. Rong Che scolded himself for being careless. He hurriedly turned his head to look at the person on the sofa. As expected, his lover was awakened by the sound and moved. Body, sit up from the sofa.
"You're back," Zhong Yun said
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