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Chen Jingyu has suffered a lot.

His father was the magistrate of the capital, with a high position and authority, but it was a pity that Chen Jingyu didn't get a good baby. He was the product of his father's messing with a maidservant. His mother died of illness shortly after giving birth, and he was raised at the knee of his aunt.

The aunt came from a family with a hot personality, and she couldn't tolerate any sand in her eyes, not to mention that he was born before the aunt's son, so he naturally became the thorn in the aunt's side.

Since childhood, the smiles he saw on his aunt's face were all for his half-brother, and his father ignored him. Although he was the eldest son of the Chen family, no one actually gave him half of what he deserved. respect.

Even the servants raised in the courtyard seemed to be struggling for him to manage.

When he was eight years old, he took his younger brother, who was three years younger than him, to play in the back lake. The sun was shining brightly, and the lotus in the lake was in full bloom. His younger brother clamored to go into the lake to pick flowers. fell into the lake.

He also doesn't know how to swim, but he knows that if he doesn't jump into the water immediately to rescue him, his life will become more and more difficult in the future.

In the scorching summer, the lake water was as cold as ice, scrambling to rush into his lungs. He hugged his brother tightly to prevent him from falling, but fortunately, the sound of splashing water alarmed the passing servants.

The servant entered the water, firmly grasped his brother's arm and sent him to the shore. The lake water spread into Chen Jingyu's mouth and nose, and his strength gradually weakened. Jingyu.

When he was rescued, Chen Jingyu was breathing weakly and his face was pale. The servants thought that he could no longer breathe. It was the kind-hearted nurse in the yard who carried him on his shoulders and pressed his abdomen, so that he was able to save his life.

It's just that after this, Chen Jingyu's heart was hurt, his body was not as good as before, and he was afraid of getting into the water, so he would avoid rivers and lakes and never approach them.

He didn't tell anyone. At that time, he was really terrified. The lake was so cold, like a beast trying to devour him bit by bit.

The Chen family didn't care whether he was afraid or not, they only resented him for not being able to take good care of his younger brother, and when he got better, he was punished by his aunt to kneel on the cattail fan in the ancestral hall for a day and a night.

From now on, he will not dare to get close to his younger brother, for fear that if he is not careful, he will take half of his life in it.

He was a child who grew up under his father's ignorance and his aunt's targeting. He walked on eggshells, and he was cautious in his words and deeds. When his younger brother grew up, he didn't know if he had listened to his aunt's words, and he never had a good face when he saw him.

When he was 14 years old, the Chen Mansion held a banquet, and he was arranged in the corner as usual, eating the treasures in front of him without saying a word. These foods, which are the most common to the nobles, are delicious to Chen Jingyu delicacies.

The guests of the Chen residence do not need him to meet, he just needs to sit quietly and wait for the banquet to end.

But he never thought that a strange voice could be heard beside him.

In fact, it took Chen Jingyu a long time to realize that the words of the people beside him were speaking to him. Before he could swallow the pastry in his mouth, he turned his head and saw the person coming.

The jade face is clear, and the pair of red phoenix eyes are especially eye-catching. It reminds Chen Jingyu of the fox in the jungle, but this fox is more glamorous, and it must be the leader of the clan.

Chen Jingyu blinked, but didn't hear his words clearly.

"I've never seen you before."

I heard it clearly this time.

Chen Jingyu struggled to swallow the pastry in his mouth, and was about to speak, but heard his father's tone of panic, "Third Highness, why are you here?"

Third Highness, the son of today's emperor, Li Zhiying.

Chen Jingyu was shocked, and hurriedly got up to salute. Before he could bend down, his hand was held down by a white jade fan. He raised his head for no reason. Li Zhiying's fox eyes were slightly squinted, and the corner of his lips was smiling, "It's just an ordinary banquet." , there is no need to perform such a great gift."

Chen Jingyu looked at his father.

His father hinted that he would leave the table, Chen Jingyu glanced at the many delicacies left on the table, and sadly planned to get up.

Unexpectedly, Li Zhiying took a step ahead of him, "Master Chen, show me around."

Father has no reason not to.

Chen Jingyu was also able to continue to enjoy the delicious food.

He saw Li Zhiying, who was leaving, turned his head and licked the corner of his lips at him. He didn't know why, but when he looked again, Li Zhiying actually took a piece of pastry that was just on the table in his hand, and then put it in his mouth and bit a corner.

At that time, Chen Jingyu only felt that Li Zhiying was a bit incomprehensible, but also felt that Li Zhiying did not have the arrogance of a nobleman, so he inevitably had a better impression of him in his heart.

At that time, Chen Jingyu didn't know that he had become a pawn in Li Zhiying's chessboard, and he was only concentrating on the few dishes of food that were not precious.

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The past is like smoke, but thinking about it now, if he hadn't attended the banquet that day, he probably wouldn't have fallen into a predicament he couldn't extricate himself from.

The palace man's words brought him back from his memories, "Master Chen, it's time to take medicine."

It has been three days since he was released from prison, and except for Li Zhiyuan's visit that day, he has never seen him again, and these bitter soups are what entertain him every day.

He has suffered so much, so the taste on the tip of his tongue is nothing to him, it's just that people will inevitably reject things that are disgusting.

Chen Jingyu wanted to refuse at first, but then remembered the current situation, there was no room for him to refuse, so he could only frowned and poured a bowl of black juice into his belly.

For some reason, in the past two months, he has always felt some abdominal cramps, but it is not unbearable when he examines it carefully. It is just that he contracted an illness in prison and doesn't care much.

After drinking the medicine, I was bored again.

In fact, he couldn't figure out Li Zhiyuan's thoughts, Li Zhiyuan hated him to the bone, and should have chopped his body into pieces, but he didn't expect to give him back to recuperate.

Could it be that he was afraid that he would die of illness first, and that he would not be able to relieve the hatred in Li Zhiyuan's heart.

Thinking of Li Zhiyuan, Chen Jingyu's abdomen seemed to feel something, and he felt more colic. He closed his eyes and endured the pain silently. When he opened his eyes again, he was startled by Li Zhiyuan who did not know when he would arrive.

Li Zhiyuan stood by the bed, his face was as dark as water, and a storm was brewing in his eyes.

Chen Jingyu was about to stand up and bow down, when Li Zhiyuan raised his hand and said one step ahead of him, "Did you notice anything unusual about your body?"

Chen Jingyu slowly sat up straight, now facing Li Zhiyuan, he was a little out of breath, he didn't dare to look into Li Zhiyuan's eyes, and slowly shook his head.

Li Zhiyuan didn't speak for a while, and the room was so silent that it seemed that a big hand was pinching Chen Jingyu's throat. He swallowed hard, and wanted to ask Li Zhiyuan about the situation of the Chen family, but heard a ridiculous sentence that made people want to laugh.

Li Zhiyuan said, "You are pregnant."

Chen Jingyu looked up in a daze, for a moment he almost thought he had heard wrong, and opened his mouth, "What?"

He thought the two were their former identities, realized the disrespect of the words, and quickly changed his words, "Is Your Majesty joking with me?"

"You are not joking," Li Zhiyuan said every word loudly. He looked at Chen Jingyu solemnly with complicated eyes, "The imperial doctor said that your body is different from that of ordinary men. I didn't know you had such means all these years."

Chen Jingyu's mind was buzzing, he couldn't understand every word Li Zhiyuan said.

means?Li Zhiyuan actually thought it was one of the means.

But he didn't even know himself, Chen Jingyu's hands were on his abdomen, and unspeakable emotions swept over him, no wonder he felt uncomfortable in his stomach for the past two months, no wonder he couldn't eat.

Compared with the shock of being pregnant as a man, Chen Jingyu felt a surge of joy at being pregnant with Li Zhiyuan's flesh and blood.

"Zhiyuan..." Chen Jingyu raised his head, his eyes sparkled, and he even used his old name.

Li Zhiyuan's words extinguished the fire in his heart, "The miscarriage medicine is ready, and the palace servants will take it later."

Chen Jingyu froze in place, looking at Li Zhiyuan in disbelief.

Li Zhiyuan's complexion did not change, and he said coldly without a trace of affection, "Why, don't you think you can give birth to my son?"

Chen Jingyu clenched the mattress underneath, and Li Zhiyuan in front of him kept his eyebrows intact, but every word he uttered stabbed at him like a knife.

"After I ascended the throne, you are a traitor and traitor, and you should be killed. Often, the love between husband and wife will be wiped out."

"It is a great shame and shame for the criminal ministers of the court to have my flesh and blood."

"Chen Jingyu, what are you dreaming about?"

Every word punishes the heart, which is called Chen Jingyu's liver and intestines.

He fell into the ice cellar, which was colder than when he fell into the lake when he was eight years old. Chen Jingyu's vision became blurred. He wanted to ask Li Zhiyuan, this is their child, and he really wanted to be the executioner who killed his son, but he was afraid that in exchange Li Zhiyuan retorted more cruelly.

No matter how much affection, as early as the moment he stole the tiger talisman for Li Zhiying, it was gone.

"Your Majesty said it very well."

It took a long time for Chen Jingyu to spit out words from his mouth. He walked down the ground slowly, bowed to Li Zhiyuan, and when he bowed his head, the warmth in his eyes gushed out like a tide, and every word he uttered stomped on his heart. "I would like to obey the emperor's order, and thank your majesty for not killing me."

He thought that Li Zhiyuan would make a mockery, but unexpectedly, the other party took two steps back, and before he could raise his head, he walked out. As far as Chen Jingyu could see, he could only see the corner of his clothes disappearing at the door, like smoke. .

He endured the pain in front of Li Zhiyuan, and when Li Zhiyuan left, he felt a fishy sweetness welling up in his throat. He wanted to try his best to suppress it, but he couldn't bear the piercing pain, and a thick mouthful came from the corner of his lips.

Chen Jingyu stroked his upper abdomen, even if this child was born, it would end up like him, which everyone despises.

He is unwilling and unwilling to follow his old path with his own flesh and blood.

It's just that it didn't come at the right time.

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The figure hiding at the door has not left for a long time.

The imperial doctor held the porcelain bowl and stood quietly behind him, and said after deliberation, "Why don't your majesty tell Mr. Chen..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Xinhuang's cold gaze.

The imperial doctor has worked in the palace for many years, so he knows what to say and what not to say, so he kept quiet and gave the medicine to the palace servants to bring in.

Not long after, the palace servants came out to tell Chen Jingyu that he had taken the medicine.

"Does he have an objection?"

"Never."

Li Zhiyuan closed his eyes, "Have you not said a word?"

"Never."

"Very good," Li Zhiyuan's eyes were red, he stared at the room, he didn't hear Chen Jingyu's cry of pain, he didn't even groan, "Take care of him, if there is any mistake, you are the only one to ask."

He remembered that Chen Jingyu was actually very afraid of pain. He had tried his best to make Chen Jingyu scream out the pain, but he didn't want to. After going around, he became the one who made Chen Jingyu endure the pain.

Chen Jingyu asked for it.

The author says:

My mother doesn't like children, so don't give birth...