[Comprehensive Wenye] No more memories after that

So Dazai Osamu, who finally woke up from the hospital bed, was directly forced to rest and wait for the result before he could show his skills.

Looking at the message sent to him by the president, Osamu Dazai closed the phone silently, looked out the window, his eyes that were still bright had become dead silent at this moment.

"Dazai."

Oda Saku, who came in with fruit, looked at Osamu Dazai, who was leaning on the pillow with his head facing the window, and said worriedly, "Are you okay?"

"Of course it's okay, Odasaku."

Closing his eyes and putting on a radiant look, Dazai Osamu turned his head to Odasaku and said with a smile: "But if I don't go out for a walk, I'm really busy."

"After all, lying in bed for so long feels like I'm about to grow mushrooms."

Seeing Dazai complaining to himself, Odasaku was silent for a long time, then stretched out his hand and gently patted Dazai's head: "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh Dazai."

"..."

"What are you talking about, Odasaku, I—"

"Dazai." Looking at Osamu Dazai who was still pretending to be himself, Oda Saku interrupted angrily: "We are close friends."

So, you really don't even have to pretend in front of me, because we are best friends, so of course I understand you, and because we are best friends, I know your pain, so... if it is really uncomfortable , Cry out, vent to me, it's better than holding it in your heart.

Staring at Oda Saku like this, Osamu Dazai sighed and finally withdrew his expression, and the light in his eyes also returned to death.

Silence permeated the ward for a long time——

"Odasaku, I just feel..."

Staring at the bandage on his arm, Osamu Dazai said calmly, "I seem to be... a little uncomfortable."

"There is a slight feeling that I am not needed."

"I need you."

The second after Osamu Dazai finished speaking, Odasaku immediately replied: "I need you."

Seeing Odasaku repeating it twice in a very serious manner, Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth and said, "I know."

I've always known you needed me, just like I needed you.

"...Do you regret it?"

Seeing the ward returning to silence, Odasaku said suddenly.

"No."

After all, if he regretted it, then Odasaku would not be able to live as well as he is now.

"It's not this regret."

As a close friend, Oda Saku certainly knew that Oda Dazai was talking about another matter aside. If it was in the past, Oda Saku might have pretended to be a fool, but now it is different.If you blindly avoid and blindly refuse to face it, then Dazai will only get more tired and more...

"It was... the decision to let Chuya's cadres come back."

After all, there are many plans in front of me, but I chose this kind of plan that no one thought of the result, and then caused such painful consequences...

"..."

Looking at Odasaku with a wry smile, Dazai Osamu did not speak.

But, but,

That expression of despair, like stagnant water, has already told the final answer.

Yes, I regret it.

It's completely... regret it.

Because of my self-confidence, I blindly believe in my own judgment.

"I don't regret it."

Even with such an expression, Dazai still spoke after a few seconds.

After all,

Other plans may cause Odasaku to be injured or die again.

Only that option at the beginning, only that option is the highest quality and best method.

So, even if it is this result.

Osamu Dazai would only regret it but still choose to do that.

Because,

A man named Osamu Dazai,

Having had enough of Odasaku's death,

So now, Osamu Dazai would not allow even a death with a very small probability.

Even if I will live very well in the future...

I will not choose other options.

Because ah, this is the only best ending.

The author has something to say: look at the new cover of my column~I made three of the names of the abilities, live broadcasting in my head, code words in my mind, coo coo coo coo, hey, change the three pictures hahaha

By the way, it’s been a long time since I changed the cover, but no one found out www (express.jpg)

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