freeze time

The next appointment process is nothing special.On the contrary, when Zhang Jinyu was sitting in the corridor waiting, she saw the panic-stricken nurse who had just called Li Huijing, holding her mobile phone and talking on the computer in a low voice, as if she was announcing something.

A nurse came over and smiled at her, and greeted her to the psychological information room.

Sitting demurely in her office, Park Shin-won greeted her patients as usual.

She first looked Zhang Jinyu up and down, the whole body being black meant that her heart was dark, as if she was trying to cover up something.Park Shin-won starts with the analysis from the appearance, as psychological counselors are like this, facing all kinds of strange patients, they must observe from the inside to the outside in order to prescribe the right medicine.

This is another isolated small space inside the psychological counseling room dedicated to psychological counseling.She smiled and welcomed Zhang Jinyu to a comfortable sofa, and began to ask and record the medical records.

"Miss, may I ask if you have any physical or psychological questions that I can answer for you?" Park Shin-won smiled kindly and spoke softly and calmly.

"I always feel that I seem to suffer from a phobia of darkness and confinement, and I have been sweating lately and feel suspicious that someone is trying to harm me." Zhang Jinyu deliberately grabbed Park Xinyuan's clothes and acted in a panic, wanting to test her.

Park Shin-won felt that the voice was very familiar, but she lowered her hat brim and lowered her head so she couldn't see her face clearly. She just smiled instinctively and said professionally: "The causes of claustrophobia are very complicated, including social and psychological factors, genetics, personality factors and Biological factors. Can you recall your worst fears? When and what circumstances made you feel depressed and on the verge of breaking down?"

Zhang Jinyu sat up straight, and after her questioning, she recalled some frightening moments, and the clips in her mind were played back frame by frame.She felt that she had a fantasy: "I once went to the death experience hall to experience it once. When I was covered with a coffin, I felt suffocated. I felt that there were many people looking at me evilly outside the closed world and wanted to use a Bury me with the loess. Later, in the dark or in the elevator with no one there will be a feeling of being choked by the throat."

"Now it's like we are in that environment. I opened the door of the elevator, and then you pressed the button. The elevator slowly descended. Did you feel the weightlessness? With a click, the elevator fell into darkness. We didn't have any questions. Lighting tool, what is your most instinctive feeling at this time?" Park Shin-won said in a magnetic tone, stood up and closed the door in this small space.All of a sudden, the surrounding area was enveloped in darkness.

"Ahhh, don't turn off the light!" Zhang Jinyu panicked for a moment, she knew that this was a psychological treatment method called "full irrigation".The doctor took the trouble to repeatedly describe and describe these details, which aggravated the anxiety of the patient. Simply put, it was fighting fire with fire.

"Don't close your eyes, don't cry, don't plug your ears, and listen to me slowly." She felt Zhang Jinyu's instinctive nervousness, touched her palm, and the nervousness was sweating, "Relax, you're fine , there are many people in your life who care about you and take care of you, and you don’t have to be afraid, look, isn’t there nothing going on now? Now think about it, who can you think of at this time, who is the first to think of?”

"Du Minjun, Dou Minjun~" she shouted instinctively, yes, Zhang Jinyu thought of him in these moments of fear.

"Is Do Min Junxi someone you like?"

"Ah."

"Du Minjunxi will come over soon, and this door will be opened immediately, so you have to keep telling yourself like this, try it, isn't it much better?"

After hearing the words that Dou Minjun would come to rescue her soon, miraculously, she seemed to let go of her heart, as if she had a belief, and she was not so afraid.She opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

Feeling that her fear had diminished, Pu Xinyuan let go of Zhang Jinyu's hand and stood up, but was pulled back by Zhang Jinyu, "Don't go."

Park Shin-won firmly let go of her hand and said: "Now you only need to stay alone for a while, and the elevator will be opened. It only takes ten seconds. If you insist on not shouting, you will feel ten seconds. I will give you a countdown. "

She counted down rhythmically and pressed the light button.

Zhang Jinyu was struck by a burst of light, but felt at ease inexplicably.

"how do you feel?"

"I'm still scared, but you said that someone will come to rescue me. I felt instantly relaxed, and subconsciously felt at ease because of this promise."

"Your situation is a mild case of claustrophobia. I can speculate that you have encountered some things such as terrible dreams or the feeling of being locked in a coffin as you said. The root of the fear is a lack of security. The mental tension is high, and I always feel that something bad will happen in a dark and confined space, which will cause anxiety. I think Dou Minjunxi must be a very important person to you. After mentioning him, your nerves are obvious Relaxed and not as tight as before. You have developed a sense of dependence on him, and he may help you reduce the pressure in a confined space. I will prescribe some medicine for you, but the root cause of fear needs to be overcome by yourself , We can often do this kind of experiment, we can really try to lock ourselves in a closed space, the more we are afraid, the more we need to overcome. After pushing ourselves to a dead end, sometimes it suddenly becomes clear that all our fears are gone. It's just wishful thinking."

"You really are my spiritual mentor, Lily!~" Zhang Jinyu pulled off her hat and looked at her with small eyes. After her counseling, she seemed to be much more relaxed.

"You are..." Park Xinyuan was stunned for half a second, no wonder she didn't recognize her in this outfit.She hugged Zhang Jinyu and exclaimed, "My God, Jinyu, you didn't tell me when you returned home!"

The two happily hugged each other and bounced around for a while.Pu Xinyuan remembered that Zhang Jinyu was a member of the skipping class when she was in college, and she often pestered her to teach her to write a psychological analysis report. Moreover, Zhang Jinyu was only minoring in psychology at the time, and she often skipped classes and made jokes because she helped hide it.Because of this, the two have an indestructible revolutionary friendship.Zhang Jinyu became a key research subject of Park Shin-won because of her nervousness, and Park Shin-won also helped her analyze various psychological problems. She can be called Zhang Jinyu's psychological mentor.However, Zhang Jinyu was in much better spirits when she was in the United States than when she returned to Korea.Eat well, smell good, although I often dream, but my mentality is super good, so life is going smoothly even with half a bucket of water, unlike returning to Korea and being entangled in various things, often lost and fearful.

"I said why does this voice sound so familiar, but you are too unpretentious in your outfit, I remember you love all kinds of colorful jumping colors, this depressing black suit is not suitable for you at all, and your skin is so pockmarked What's going on, it's so ugly. Nothing happened in the past two years, right? You're so haggard, and why do you have a mild enclosure phobia?" Park Shin-won stroked her hair and said distressedly.

"Oh, that's not the case. I drew these. But because of work, I've been under a lot of psychological pressure recently, and I'm often restless and depressed." She pointed to her little face and slouched like a sister complain.

"Relax properly, do some exercise, and adjust your mood."

While they were reminiscing about the past, there was a knock on the door outside the cubicle.Park Shin-won greeted her with a smile, and signaled that he would go out for a while, and asked her to sit and wait for a while.

"Xinyuan, you don't need to follow up on Liang Minzhu's psychological situation, we will transfer her to another place."

"Why?" Zhang Jinyu could hear Pu Xinyuan's puzzled rising tone.

"Today, a man came to inquire about her condition, and he has come to our hospital. The order from the superior is that she must be transferred, and no clues can be found."

"No, I don't agree to do this. I think it's up to me to follow up on her situation. After all, other doctors don't understand." In fact, Park Xinyuan knew a lot of inside information after taking over Liang Minzhu, and after a long time with her, she found that Liang Minzhu's mental state was not good. No abnormalities, medical records and previous information were falsified.She also found some antidepressant ingredients in Liang Minzhu's body, and the dose was too much, as if she had been forced to take it for a long time.Later, she gradually became friends with Liang Minzhu, who told her that she had been under house arrest for seven years.In the past few years, I have tried my best to maintain communication with her, hoping that her mood will not continue to slump.She has also become Liang Minzhu's only spiritual sustenance here, and she knows that Liang Minzhu cannot lose her care.

If Liang Minzhu is transferred out of this hospital, Park Shinwon wonders if they will persecute her.Park Shin-won is kind, after all, she can do her best to help her in the hospital.But beyond her ability, she was afraid that Liang Minzhu would be in danger.

"Well, I'll tell you if the location is changed." This doctor who knew the inside story was actually Pu Xinyuan's admirer, and he chose to tell her because he knew that she and Liang Minzhu had a good relationship.

"Thank you."

When there was no sound from outside, Zhang Jinyu came out from the inner room.

Park Shin-won stared out of the window out of focus, and forced a smile when she saw her come out.

"What is the identity of the person you just mentioned?" Zhang Jinyu asked tentatively.

"Did you hear that? It's a long story." Park Xinyuan also had a headache, she was afraid that Liang Minzhu would be in danger.

"Do you trust me?" Zhang Jinyu pointed to herself.

"Fool, you are my sister Jinyu. Of course I trust you." Park Shin-won smiled kindly.

"I trust you too." Zhang Jinyu looked at her seriously and said, "I'm showing my true self to you now. In fact, I'm a prosecutor. The case I'm currently investigating has fallen into anxiety, but suddenly I found some clues , and the source of the clues is in this Paradise Mental Hospital. I can now be sure that Liang Minzhu is the person I am looking for."

"Is the case you are investigating related to Minzhu?" Park Xinyuan didn't feel nervous.

"Do you know Han Yura?" Zhang Jinyu asked bluntly.

Pu Xinyuan's eyes suddenly became deep, and she slowly spit out the words that made Zhang Jinyu's heart beat wildly: "You mean the big star who committed suicide. She did come to our hospital. I took her with her that day." I'm going to see Minzhu."

Zhang Jinyu's eyes lit up, she didn't expect that the harvest from this trip would be so great, and the truth was finally on the table.It's just a matter of sooner or later.

"Min Joo is my patient and my friend, is she in danger?" Park Shin Won was also very nervous.

"Are you willing to cooperate with me and protect her together?" Zhang Jinyu looked at Pu Xinyuan sincerely.

"Jinyu, Minzhu is a poor girl, you must take good care of her." Park Shin-won gave her a meaningful look.

Zhang Jinyu held Pu Xinyuan's hand and heard her tell everything she said she knew.Including, Liang Minzhu is Lee Jae-kyung's ex-wife, including that she was imprisoned in this mental hospital for seven years, and Park Shin-won also narrated the process of Han Yoo-ra coming to her to talk to her.

Park Shin-won promised to keep it secret and notify her as soon as there is any new situation.While Zhang Jinyu was happy about the new progress in the case, she also felt uneasy. She felt that the burden on her shoulders was heavier.

Confused and not knowing how to get home, when she opened the door, Dou Minjun dragged her into his arms.

"Where have you been? You don't know that I will be very worried? I'm really afraid that you will be in danger again." When Dou Minjun returned home and saw that she was not there, he nervously felt his heart skip a beat.Fortunately, she came back soon, otherwise he must have been looking around like crazy.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive to act on my own." Zhang Jinyu also hugged him back: "I learned a lot of secrets today. I feel that the days to come will be more cautious and careful."

"You, you just don't listen to me. Some things will happen at any time. I know I can't stop you, but I'm still afraid that you will take risks." Du Minjun stroked her head, carefully Looking at her attire, she couldn't help but smile.This girl painted herself in such a way that even her parents wouldn't recognize her.The pockmarks were densely dotted, and the whole face looked ridiculous.

Zhang Jinyu sighed and said, "Isn't this protecting yourself?! Don't laugh!"

After washing her little face, she suddenly ran to Dou Minjun on a whim, and asked him solemnly, "Dudu, aren't you an alien? Do aliens have any troubles?"

"My biggest worry is you." He complained calmly.

"I'm sorry to make you worry. But I will continue to play the role of your troubles. You can't get rid of me no matter what." She put her arms around his arm and pulled it tightly.

"Dudu, let's go to the amusement park!" Zhang Jinyu turned her head and looked at him expectantly.

"Now?" Du Minjun pointed to the sky outside the window, the night had already opened.

"It's just dark, no one can see the face clearly, so there's no need to hide." Zhang Jinyu excitedly pulled him and said, "Take me to solve your troubles!"

The author has something to say: In fact, Jin Yu's own setting is a little clever rather than great wisdom.Because I don't like the golden finger opening too big.

Maybe feel impulsive or willful?But if you don't take the initiative to keep hidden, you can't promote the progress of the story, can you?