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As the kidnapping incident subsided, He Dong decided to set aside a weekend to visit his sister.

Zhou Tian Chu Nuan usually rests at home, reading books, watching movies and so on. As long as he doesn't go out, He Dong is very relieved about the security of the Chu family. Worried that Laughlin would "bully" Chu Nuan when she was not around.

He Dong went to the nursing home and stayed with his sister for an afternoon in the nursing home. When he came back, he met Zheng Bo at the gate to send a man out.

He Dong nodded to Zheng Bo to say hello, but he didn't expect Zheng Bo to stop He Dong.

"He Dong, come here." When He Dong came to the front, Zheng Bo introduced to the two, "Doctor Zhou, this is He Dong, Master Nuan's personal assistant. He Dong, this is Doctor Zhou, he is Nuan The young master's psychiatrist is also a rehabilitation therapist."

"Hello." Doctor Zhou held out his hand to He Dong.

He Dong shook hands with him, and said, "Hello." He couldn't help wondering why Zheng Bo introduced the two of them.But when he heard the word "rehabilitation", He Dong asked: "Doctor Zhou, can the young master's feet return to walking?"

Doctor Zhou said with a smile: "Of course. In fact, Master Nuan's disability is mainly caused by psychological barriers. Now he is willing to recover, and he will recover soon." After a pause, Doctor Zhou said, "But Nuan The young master hasn't exercised his legs and feet for so many years, his muscles have atrophied, and it will take some time before he can walk again. Also...Although the young master Nuan has the desire to walk now, I feel that his psychological barriers have not been completely eliminated. The obstacle cannot be eliminated, and no matter how hard he tries, it will be difficult for him to recover. And I am afraid that this rehabilitation will cause his heartache... So, Mr. He, when you are with him, you should give him more encouragement and support. If you can , it’s best to persuade him to let go of the past.”

He Dong was at a loss when he heard it, Dr. Zhou seemed to think that He Dong knew something, and spoke in a vague way, but He Dong didn't know anything.

After seeing off Dr. Zhou, Uncle Zheng looked at He Dong with a worried look on his face. After thinking for a moment, he patted He Dong on the shoulder and said, "He Dong, stay with Master Nuan carefully. It is a good thing that Master Nuan is willing to recover." , but... He Dong, you must take good care of Young Master Nuan during recovery, remember?"

He Dong nodded.

Zheng Bo didn't explain more, and He Dong didn't ask, the bounden duty of a soldier is to obey orders.

Although Chu Nuan's sudden decision to recover made He Dong a little surprised, He Dong was still very happy to see that Chu Nuan began to actively recover.

When practicing walking that night, Chu Nuan no longer put the weight of his body on He Dong, but just let He Dong act as a handrail, and Chu Nuan used his own feet to walk as much as possible.

Feeling Chu Nuan's determination, He Dong felt very happy.

Both Zheng Bo and Zhou's doctor said that Chu Nuan's inability to walk is due to psychological reasons. Now that Chu Nuan is willing to get rid of the psychological barriers and start rehabilitation, He Dong believes that Chu Nuan will soon be able to act like a normal person.

Chu Nuan is a very strong person, and this rehabilitation proved it again.

The most painful part of rehabilitation for disabled people is not necessarily physical pain, but also inner pain. Rehabilitation is very boring, repeating the same action thousands of times, enduring the same, but may not be able to achieve a different As a result, standing up against the pain again and again but falling down again and again, such setbacks once or twice may not matter, but three or five times, hundreds of times and thousands of times-almost no one can bear it.

But Chu Nuan endured it.a family of scholars

Chu Nuan knelt on the ground panting heavily, his cheeks were flushed, and his bangs were soaked in sweat, and he just casually stroked them to the side to avoid blocking his view.

The intensity of Chu Nuan's rehabilitation today has exceeded the doctor's orders. Seeing him like this, He Dong couldn't help but want to persuade him not to be impatient.However, He Dong stepped forward and wanted to help Chu Nuan up, but he didn't want Chu Nuan to stretch out his hand first. Looking at He Dong with bright eyes, he panted, "He Dong, pull me up."

He Dong held Chu Nuan's hand but did not pull Chu Nuan up immediately, but persuaded him: "Master, your recovery is enough today, how about tomorrow..."

"No, I want to continue!" Chu Nuan said stubbornly.He clenched He Dong's hand, trying to stand up by himself.He Dong quickly stretched out his hand to hug Chu Nuan into his arms, and put his arm through Chu Nuan's armpit to support his body.

Although He Dong helped Chu Nuan up, he didn't allow Chu Nuan to move anymore.

Tightening his arms, He Dong easily fixed the thin Chu Nuan in his arms, and said seriously, "Young master, this will only backfire!"

"But!" Chu Nuan still wanted to refute, but when he met He Dong's staring gaze, his voice stopped, his temper lost, and his body tensed up. "But I want to recover as soon as possible..." Chu Nuan fell into He Dong's arms, clasped He Dong's shoulders and said, the soft voice that seemed slightly wronged sounded like a child crying.

He Dong couldn't help feeling soft-hearted, touched Chu Nuan's back, and said gently: "Rehabilitation has to be done slowly."

"But..." Chu Nuan hesitated for a moment, but didn't say anything, compromised and asked He Dong to send him back.

From this day on, Chu Nuan began to work hard on his rehabilitation. Every morning, he got up an hour earlier than before to go to the gym to exercise, and at night he practiced walking in the rehabilitation room, while He Dong did his best to accompany him.

In the early morning, the first second Chu Nuan opened his eyes, what he saw was He Dong's face. One of He Dong's arms was probably being pressed or held by Chu Nuan, while the other would be held by Chu Nuan at this time. Brushing away the broken hair that fell on her cheeks, the deep and slightly hoarse voice asked, "Are you awake?"

Chu Nuan felt that He Dong's voice had the same magical power as his smell, which was reassuring.

This question will give Chu Nuan a good start to every day.

After waking up, Chu Nuan asked He Dong to carry her to the bathroom. Chu Nuan didn't want He Dong to watch him relieve himself, and always asked He Dong to wait at the door. For this, Chu Nuan wanted to resume action as soon as possible.

After changing his clothes, He Dong took Chu Nuan to the gym.He Dong chooses suitable equipment for Chu Nuan to exercise, looks at Chu Nuan intently, and provides the necessary protection.Chu Nuan liked the way He Dong looked at her, the serious look would make Chu Nuan feel warm in her heart.

It's a perfect way to start the day, the only thing that's not so good is that annoying Laughlin is always making trouble.

Laughlin likes He Dong, and Laughlin never hides this, but she chooses the wrong method, she always pesters He Dong and loves to speak ill of Chu Nuan in front of He Dong.But He Dong doesn't like such a woman, and he will never develop bad feelings towards Chu Nuan just because of Laughlin's few words.

He Dong didn't pay much attention to Laughlin, but occasionally responded out of politeness.Chu Nuan watched Laughlin stick to He Dong but always met soft nails, and would secretly mock Laughlin's overreaching, and at the same time hated Laughlin even more.

"He Dong, I'm tired."

When Laughlin was sticking to He Dong's body again, Chu Nuan spoke up. He opened his arms to He Dong, pretending to speak purely.

He Dong smiled helplessly, hugged and lifted Chu Nuan from the reclining chair, and asked, "Would you like to rest for a while before continuing?"

Laughlin became anxious, and taunted: "How old are you, why do you want someone else to hug you! Don't be ashamed of yourself!"

Chu Nuan gave Laughlin a white look, snuggled into He Dong's arms, and said directly: "I want to go back and rest for a while. He Dong, you carry me back." Chu Nuan bit the word "hug" hard, annoyed Dlaughlin gritted her teeth.He Dong heard it was funny, but seeing Chu Nuan hiding in his arms secretly proud of himself, he couldn't help but want to follow Chu Nuan's temper, so he hugged Chu Nuan horizontally, and whispered softly, "Master, hold me tight, I'll take you back."

"En!" Chu Nuan happily agreed, grabbed He Dong's shoulders, and buried his face into He Dong's neck. He didn't want others to see his blushing face. Sprayed on his ears, even a tendon in his lower back seemed to twitch, which made Chu Nuan feel that his body was going weak, and the familiar strange feeling made Chu Nuan's face heat up. See what.

He Dong didn't really carry Chu Nuan back to the bedroom like that, but just carried him out of the gym and put him on the wheelchair.

Chu Nuan was a little disappointed, he wanted He Dong to hold him for a while longer.

After returning to the room to wash off the sweat and enjoy a delicious breakfast, the next day is a busy day.

When he is tired from work, Chu Nuan likes to ask He Dong to make a pot of scented tea for him. The faint scent of flowers is mixed with the scent of the tea, and the steam is steaming. After taking a sip, he feels happy.Or if they feel bored, they talk to He Dong, but it is impossible for He Dong to talk at length, so most of the time, Chu Nuan is "bullying" He Dong, and when he sees He Dong, his face will be red Or at a loss, Chu Nuan will be very happy.

The two of them ate lunch together again, and with He Dong on the side, Chu Nuan also felt that his appetite was better than before.After lunch, as usual, He Dong pushed Chu Nuan to the garden for a walk. Things that used to be boring are now a bit more fun. Bathing in the sun with He Dong, Chu Nuan unconsciously expected that after he could walk, the two of them The situation of walking together.

Chu Nuan likes He Dong, he found out, but he doesn't know when it started.Perhaps it was the first time that Chu Nuan felt that the smell of a person could be so comfortable since the lemon scent he smelt early on the first day; perhaps it was the first time that Chu Nuan felt his Being carefully cared for by others; maybe it was from the noon when she could sleep peacefully, it was the first time Chu Nuan could sleep peacefully without taking medicine; maybe it was from the night when she was kidnapped, the erratic kisses and scorching embraces all It made Chu Nuan blush and heartbeat, as if returning to those nights when Chu Lin said "I love you" to him more than ten years ago.Then, there are many more, it seems that every action of He Dong will make Chu Nuan like him more, but Chu Nuan is very depressed, he knows that He Dong doesn't like men.

Chu Nuan hoped that he could walk quickly so that he could catch up with He Dong.

However, although Chu Nuan worked very hard, he was still unable to succeed.

boom!

With a muffled sound, Chu Nuan fell down again, He Dong caught him, Chu Nuan fell into He Dong's arms, not hurt, but his heart fell to the bottom.

The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with Chu Nuan's feet and she should be able to stand up.But for two months, no matter how Chu Nuan tried, he still couldn't stand up!

"Damn it!" Chu Nuan cursed in a low voice, "How could this happen!"

Chu Nuan beat the ground, his voice was sharper than ever, and his body was trembling slightly.He Dong supported Chu Nuan's shoulder and tried to comfort him, "Master, it's fine, just practice more."

In the past, He Dong was always comforted like this. After Chu Nuan listened to it, he would always lie on He Dong's body for a while, and after a little silence, he responded. He quickly calmed down his depression, regained his strength and resumed rehabilitation.

But today Chu Nuan did not.

Chu Nuanfu was silent for a moment in He Dong's arms, the palms on He Dong's arms were clenched suddenly, the trembling of his body became more obvious, his voice was as sharp as a violin that was about to break, and he shouted excitedly: "Impossible! No! Possibly! You lied to me! I can't go any more! I can't go any more!"

Chu Nuan's voice suddenly rose, and he pushed He Dong away with all his strength, his face that had recovered a little rosiness became as pale as paper, and his lips were bitten by himself so that they lost their blood color, and it seemed that they would be bitten to bleed at any time of!

Chu Nuan like this is too wrong!

He Dong quickly pressed Chu Nuan's shoulder and shouted loudly, "Master!"

"Go away! Go away!" Chu Nuan waved her arms indiscriminately and hit He Dong. Before He Dong could restrain him, Chu Nuan's face turned pale again, and a tear fell without warning. He Dong was frightened. I jumped, but at this time Chu Nuan stopped struggling, just lowered her head, and murmured: "Impossible... I can't walk anymore... You lied to me, you all lied to me... I will never walk again... I can't go anymore, I know... this is their punishment for me, it's a punishment... woo..."

Chu Nuan twitched her shoulders, and tears fell like broken beads.

He Dong looked at him helplessly, not knowing how to comfort him, he was stunned for a long time before remembering to press Chu Nuan into his arms, and gently patted Chu Nuan's back to comfort him: "It's okay, it's okay, no... no Your fault... don't cry..."

Chu Nuan's crying became more and more obvious, because she was stuffy because of being held in her arms.

He Dong felt that the fabric on his chest was soaked, and it was Chu Nuan's tears.

Chu Nuan cried, and said to herself: "It's me, it's me...it's me who killed them, it's me...so this is my punishment, it must be, it must be..."

They... He Dong thought about the deaths of Chu Lin and Chu Han.Probably because these two people made Chu Nuan feel a lot of guilt. After all, one was a former lover, the other was a dear sister, one was killed by him, and the other died because of him. No one would feel better... …

He Dong guessed that perhaps this sense of guilt was the obstacle that Chu Nuan couldn't get over, making it impossible for Chu Nuan to stand up.

Maybe Chu Nuan should be considered cruel, but He Dong couldn't think of this kind of thought. It may be because he has seen too much life and death, or he may not be ashamed of Chu Lin's behavior, or he may not be able to see Chu Nuan's pale face. He Dong never thought about it. If you want to blame Chu Nuan for this, you just feel pitiful, and you just feel that this is a child who needs to be protected.

He Dong stroked Chu Nuan's soft hair and comforted softly: "It's okay, it has nothing to do with you, they have nothing to do with you, it's not your fault."

Chu Nuan seemed to have muttered something, but He Dong didn't hear clearly, he just stroked Chu Nuan's body, letting Chu Nuan cry in his arms to vent.

Chu Nuan was tired from crying, so He Dong took him back to the room to take a bath and rest. When he wiped Chu Nuan's body, He Dong noticed that his calves were much stronger, so he said, "Master, your calves are not as thin as before. It's slowly recovering and should be back to normal soon."

Chu Nuan sipped and sipped for a long time, her face blushing, and she said, "I...I want to get dressed!"

He Dong was stunned for a moment, and when he raised his head, his eyes glanced at Chu Nuan's still exposed private parts, and he also understood Chu Nuan's shyness and embarrassment.

He Dong smiled, put on clothes for Chu Nuan and carried her back to the room. Chu Nuan sat on the bed, and He Dong held one foot in his hand and massaged his ankle—the doctor said that it would be helpful for rehabilitation.

After rubbing for a while, Chu Nuan said that he was sleepy, so He Dong asked him to lie down and rest. He Dong went back to his room to take a bath, and then came back to sleep with Chu Nuan.

After sleeping for many days, He Dong got used to it. After going to bed and turning off the lights, Chu Nuan leaned over and asked He Dong to hug him. He Dong knew that Chu Nuan liked to be hugged before falling asleep. After falling asleep, he would turn around. opened.

The faint fragrance on Chu Nuan's body gradually becomes richer under the catalysis of body temperature. This fragrance is specially prepared for Chu Nuan who has trouble sleeping. But I got used to it and found it quite comfortable.

After lying down for a while, Chu Nuan scratched He Dong's chest and asked, "He Dong, can I really go?"

"Of course." He Dong said without hesitation, patted Chu Nuan's back twice, and said, "The doctor said that your feet are fine, right?"

"Really..." Chu Nuan asked condescendingly, shrinking her body into He Dong's arms, like a child seeking protection.

"Of course it's true." He Dong can't say too much about this, after all, he can only say a little about Chu Nuan's past.

"But...father, mother, sister, uncle, Lin...they...they all died because of me...I..."

Chu Nuan's body began to tremble slightly again, and He Dong tightened his arms, as if he wanted to make Chu Nuan no longer tremble through this kind of suppression.

But Chu Nuan's nerves seemed to be stirred by this question, and the emotions that had finally settled down caused waves again.

Chu Nuan's trembling became more and more severe, her voice was shrill, and she said to herself nervously: "He Dong... I am the only one left, and everyone else is gone... What to do... What to do, He Dong, Don't go, you're gone and I'm the only one left, they're all gone, I've killed them all..."

He Dong didn't know what to do, so he could only hold Chu Nuan tighter, and comforted him palely: "It's okay, it's okay... I won't leave, I'll hold you, don't be afraid, don't cry It's okay, don't cry..."

Chu Nuan's trembling gradually subsided, and the sound of whimpering seemed to disappear. She curled up in He Dong's arms with her face buried. He Dong didn't know what Chu Nuan was doing now.

After a while, feeling that Chu Nuan was gradually quiet, He Dong let go of his embrace a little, freed a hand to brush away Chu Nuan's messy hair, and called out softly, "Master..."

Chu Nuan's eyes were tightly closed, tears were stained on her face, her breath was a little unsteady, but she seemed to be asleep.

Mostly tired.

He Dong stroked Chu Nuan's blushed cheek, sighed, and pressed Chu Nuan into his arms.

Chu Nuan's mental state has become very unstable. Although she is still working hard to recover, she often feels depressed and hopeless after not exercising for a long time, especially when practicing walking. After falling several times in a row, Chu Nuan will turn pale. Nervously muttering to himself, what he said was that his legs were the price he had to pay for killing his relatives, so he would never recover in his life, and after talking too much, he would grab He Dong's arm and say no He Dong left.He Dong really didn't know how to comfort him. He could say something like "it's not your fault" at first, but he felt boring when he said too much. In the end, he could only hold Chu Nuan and let him cry.

Chu Nuan's mental abnormality is not only the case, but her dependence on He Dong in daily life is also increasing day by day, and He Dong is almost not allowed to leave his side, only when going to the toilet and taking a bath, He Dong is not allowed to be by his side.Facing Chu Nuan like this, even Laughlin didn't know how to step forward to provoke him, which made He Dong feel much calmer.

He Dong has always wanted to find an opportunity to ask the administrator or Zheng Bo what happened in the past. He realized that the past events were not as simple as the administrator said, and those events had a greater impact on Chu Nuan. It was as huge as imagined, but Chu Nuan hardly left He Dong alone, and He Dong couldn't ask about it.

It was another day of rehabilitation. After falling down several times, Chu Nuan became emotional, her complexion turned pale, and her tears fell uncontrollably.This time Chu Nuan didn't say anything, just knelt on the ground and stared at the floor blankly, as if she had completely fallen into despair.

He Dong couldn't watch Chu Nuan go on like this anymore, took the initiative to embrace Chu Nuan in his arms, wiped away the tears on Chu Nuan's face, and said, "Young master, don't be like this..."

Chu Nuan moved her lips, but did not speak.

He Dong sighed, and said: "Young master, the past is over, don't take it so seriously."

Chu Nuan didn't respond at all.

He Dong couldn't help it, thought for a while, and said: "I have killed many people, not only enemies, but also some ordinary people who have no power to restrain them." After a pause, Chu Nuan's eyes seemed to turn, He Dong After looking at Hope, I recalled it and continued, "I went to the Middle East to perform missions in those years. The place I went was very chaotic. At any time, people with bombs strapped to their bodies would rush up to die with us. Many of them were They are children and women. We have no choice but to allow anyone to approach us, and we will shoot them immediately if they exceed a safe distance."

Chu Nuan's lips trembled, and finally uttered a voice: "You...have you killed too..."

"Of course." He Dong said without hesitation, "Once it exceeds the range, it must be shot! Some of the people who died under my gun were terrorists who were really tied up with bombs, but some were just innocent civilians who accidentally broke in."

Chu Nuan's Adam's apple twitched, and a strange light flashed in his eyes.

He Dong said in a deep voice: "Those people are very innocent, they don't even have a heart, but I have to do this, otherwise my comrades may die because of my soft heart, and my country may also be in danger because of my soft heart! I want to protect my comrades-in-arms and my country. I can't be soft-hearted, and I can't regret it! I can't comfort you by saying that killing people is right, but since you did it, you shouldn't regret it. If you do it, you have to learn to face it This mistake, instead of timidly using this method to escape!"

"me……"

Chu Nuan was speechless, He Dong didn't know how much Chu Nuan had listened to what he said, but when he saw that Chu Nuan's eyes were no longer so dazed, He Dong knew that his words were not in vain.

He Dong hesitated for a moment, and said in a deep voice: "Master, if you are willing to tell the past... no matter what it is, at least... I am willing to share your pain!"