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Ji Hong let go of Qu You's arm, and looked at him with a complicated expression. He wanted to comfort Qu You with gentle words, "Yu You, I was wrong that time. But I want to make up for you now... "

"I don't need your compensation, I have already forgotten what happened at that time, please forget it too."

If Ji Hong doesn't say such words, Qu You will feel better, he is kind, and he doesn't want Ji Hong's remorse and compensation, so he can firmly hate this person in his heart, ignore this person, He could treat this person as if he didn't exist, and he couldn't imagine why Ji Hong treated him like that back then. He was obviously on good terms before, and he and Ji Hong could talk like that, and he regarded him as a confidant.

But after only one day, this person seemed to be possessed by a devil, and he was completely different from his original appearance. They were simply two opposites.

He couldn't imagine how a person could change so much in one day.

However, maybe Ji Hong hasn't changed. Judging from the suffering he suffered at his hands when he was a child, that devil is his true face, and his usual gentleness and politeness are just his mask.

This man is essentially a devil.

Qu You keeps saying that he has forgotten what happened at that time, which only means that he has not forgotten, and he is using this sentence to escape from himself.

Ji Hong came to this conclusion.

Ji Hong dragged the stool to the door and sat down, finally calmed down a bit, Qu You looked at him warily and stood there without moving.

Ji Hong said, "I know your family is in a difficult situation right now, and it's right to extend a hand to help, and it's not just to compensate for that incident. That incident was my fault, but I have nothing to explain. I just hope that I won't do such out-of-control things to hurt you in the future."

Qu You sneered in his heart, but his face was indifferent.

Ji Hong continued, "I have already agreed with my aunt that I am willing to subsidize your college tuition, so that the burden on your family will be lighter..."

"I don't need it." Before Ji Hong could finish speaking, Qu You immediately retorted, speaking righteously, "I don't need the support of you, a well-dressed beast, and our family doesn't need your help either. We can do it ourselves."

Qu You's insults to Ji Hong did not make Ji Hong angry, Ji Hong thought, how could Qu You forget that time, he must still hate himself in his heart.

The expression of Qu You's emotions made Ji Hong happy. People are not afraid of his intense emotions, but they are afraid of his lack of emotions.

"I know I can't get your forgiveness for what I did to you last time, and I don't ask for your forgiveness. I was with you at the time, and you know how hard it took me not to cry when I saw you." Treating you like that, I just want to take you as my own, you are mine..."

Ji Hong's deep eyes stared directly at Qu You. Qu You was so angry at his shameless words that he couldn't help being emotional, "You pervert, you are a devil."

Ji Hong laughed, got up and walked towards Qu You. Qu You was scared and backed away when he approached step by step, "What do you want to do?"

"Didn't you say I'm a pervert, a devil? Yes, I am. But look at who forced me to become a pervert, and who called me a devil. It's just you!" Ji Hong said. Calm and deserted, Qu You was even more frightened, and replied, "You made the mistake yourself, do you want to blame others?"

Ji Hong stretched out his hand and grabbed Qu You's shoulder. Qu You wanted to break free but couldn't move, and he couldn't call for help and provoke the neighbors, so he trembled with anger, anxiety and fear.

Ji Hong pressed him against the wall, and said softly, "Yuyou, don't be afraid, I said I won't hurt you again."

Qu You stared at him with red eyes, wondering why her mother hadn't come back yet.

"You said you don't want my support, and I'm not just for you. Look at Aunt Xiao. I saw her two years ago. She was still so young. You see, she is old after two years. She After all, I have taken care of me for so many years, so I still have to think about her kindness. I can help your family to a certain extent, so that she doesn't have to work too hard. These are all what I should do! Yoyo, even if you are not for yourself, Don't you think about Aunt Xiao? If you want her to worry about it all the time, will she grow old all of a sudden?"

Ji Hong's words are emotional and reasonable. Even if Qu You doesn't think about himself, he still has to think about his mother. Thinking that his mother has aged a lot within a few months of his father's death, with white hair on his head With all of them, Qu You felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to twitch, she only hated herself for not being able to make her mother live a good life, hating herself for always making her mother worry about her.

There was a sad look on Qu You's face, and tears welled up in his eyes. His mother was the most important person in the softest part of his heart.

Being able to remind him of her kindness makes him feel soft-hearted.

Ji Hong loosened his grip on Qu You, and said, "Hey, can you be obedient? I'll pay your tuition, and then I'll introduce your mother to an easy nanny job. At least you don't have to sell fruit on the street anymore. That job too bitter."

Qu You leaned against the wall and remained silent for a long time.

He really wanted to stop studying, and just find a job to support his mother. However, he hopes to study, he yearns for knowledge, for a higher sky, for the truth of the world, to be able to have thoughts, to have a healthy and progressive A beautiful soul, he wants to have a close friend with whom he can talk. He still has many yearnings and pursuits that have not been realized, and he does not want to give up the hope of continuing to study.

He leaned there, the sadness in his eyes was so obvious.

He wanted to live with his spine straight forever, and he wanted to ignore Ji Hong, but he found that he couldn't.

He remembered a saying that a person has something more important than life, and that is the strength that supports a person to live upright as a person—a spine that cannot be bent.

But he can no longer do it now. In the past, his uncle was caught in the police station because of other people's framing, and he had to pay other people's money after being tortured. He knew how difficult it is to keep straight in this world. .

Moreover, he now has something more important than his spine, he can't let his mother down, he can't give up his ideals, he is eager to see the truth of this world, he is reluctant to part with too many things.

He understood early on that as long as a person has expectations, he will eventually bear everything he has to bear because of it.

Qu You thought, he must bear all these.

Qu You leaned there and started to cry.

Silently, tears flowed from his eyes.

It was the first time he had cried since his father died.

He didn't have a deep relationship with his father, but it wasn't that he was sad when his father passed away. It was a feeling that was deeper than sadness. It was like the ground under his feet had collapsed. From then on, every step he took was no longer solid. The foundation of his life, his heart, lost an invisible but necessary support.

Without his father, as the male of his family, there will be no more barriers in front of him. Everything in the world has to be faced by him. place.

He was terrified, trembling in his heart.

He has always wanted to grow up quickly, but in fact, his heart has always been stuck in the time when he was a child looking longingly at the food in Chao Jihong's hand, and he didn't want to grow up.

When he was a child, he was not a child who liked to cry, because the goal was clear, and it was enough to have something delicious.

As he gets older and bigger, there are too many things in the world that he needs to fight for, too many difficulties that he has to face, he will make many irreparable mistakes, and he will have too much regret. Pressing a person, they squeeze his tear ducts, tears seem to have their own feeling, and they can flow out unconsciously.

Looking at Qu You's teary eyes, Ji Hong felt pity in his heart.

He reached out to stroke Qu You's hair and said, "Everything will be fine."

Qu You looked at Ji Hong, at this moment, those hatreds seemed to dissipate, he thought, everything will be fine.

He hopes that there is still a barrier in front of him, so that his heart can have a safe harbor.

Mother Qu came back after a while, because it was late and where to buy Chinese cabbage, she finally only cooked fried egg noodles for Ji Hong to eat.

Maybe it was because he ate too much delicacies, or maybe he was in a good mood at this time, Ji Hong ate the simple noodles in the bowl, and felt that the noodles were much more delicious than the big meals he usually ate.

Qu You is not a person with a fighting spirit.He could neither be intimidated nor lured by temptation.

He sat on the side in a daze, thinking about his past. When he was a child, he was fooled by others because of a little food. When he was growing up, he always warned himself to resist the temptation, but he finally gave in to Ji Hong. .

This man who had the deepest influence on his life, he had thought that he would never have any interaction with him in the future, but it turned out that everything was just his fantasy.

If everything in the world is born due to fate, then how deep the fate between him and Ji Hong must be to form the current entanglement like a knot.